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Friday, March 31, 2006 | 11:37 PM

it lies in waiting.
ready to strike at any moment.

something's brewing.

--

today we started on mechanics for physics (:
totally rocks cause RAHH and i are mechanics!
however, we've vowed to be really terrible mechanics this time cause we cannot afford to SCREW this up! (:
i mean, it's physics afterall. hehheh.

celeste and eva say i have soft hair (:
cel has HARD hair that rocks cause it's rock hard! mwahah.
cold, i know.

all things come to an end, it just depends on when and how.



sweet beginnings;
bitter endings.

| 11:24 PM

replies!

stepdaughter: haha. i am fine (: you don't worry about me. jiayou for GOH (: love you.

dajie: you're right. i will just trust (: it'll all work out in the end.

o+yRAHH: precisely! oh my, just couldn't stop laughing (: we hereby announce our favourite sport is skiing! (: whee`

anonymous: thankyousomuch for your honest feedback. but you know what. YOU SUCK MORE cause you don't even have the guts to say who you are. if you have anything to say to me, just tell it to me straight in the face. stop being such a coward. and who are you to judge, eh?

Thursday, March 30, 2006 | 8:14 PM

there's something so freaking wrong with my post yesterday. i don't know what's wrong with it but some letters, especially i and l can't be seen. like it doesn't appear. strange. it's making me pissed.

| 7:52 PM

replies!

dpheew: mwahah. yeah, i forgot - you have the "power" to take tags away (: thakyou for taking it away so noone will see it (: hehheh. right.. i was crazy, then. now i am totally insane (: takecare!

yusin: yep, it's been a long time since i saw your name on my tagboard. yes, of course i miss you (: mwahah. and invest rocked like the stones in the japanese and chinese gardens (:

yusin: call me stubborn. in a way, it's impossible to live without them. they are my friends for life (:

qixuan: YO QIXUAN (: hehheh. thankyou (:

lack: whatever man! i am inefficient, fine. i knew you just wanted me to admit this right. mwahah. i will find it someday when i have the time (:

jfurr__: you still dare to say |: ask other people la. they will say the same thing as me! xP

sharron: yep, TWOping is ONEping's sister. nahh, actually TOOpink is wanping's sister! (: mwahah.

me: right.

me: you don't know.

FELICIA: live with it, feli (:

CEL: sheesh man. it sure is a secret. and you haven't told me your "secret" for toa payoh stadium! quick say ):

dajie: it's okay. i will solve this. thankyou for listening. it really helped. at least i know i have you on my side. it's never easy fighting alone. i love you (:

yusin: what depressing talk. you are blind. our bandanas? hm.. i have the YELLOW one and you have the PURPLE one (:

bodyguard: yes, my dear bodyguard. so.. any news on operation CJ. did you deliver the goods and at the same time spy on the suspects? mwahahah. we must step up on our investigations the moment they act (: you must make me happy. that's your short term mission. thankyou in advance for making me happy (: i know this will put a lot of pressure on you cause you wouldn't want to let me down, eh? hehheh. love you (: over and out.
p/s check out this nice LONG paragraph from me. i bet you love it, eh? (:

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 | 10:28 PM

i'm sorry, but my day was going so well.
ah, the unexpected (:

it's never easy facing the giant of anger.
but i'm choosing to not think about it anymore.
i've thought about it too often, i don't want it to take over my life.
it's not worth it.

today i was so deep in thought i practically stood there thinking and missed the pedestrian crossing. and then the next time i saw the counter it read 3 seconds but apparently i had mind block so i almost crossed the road.
i wonder what you would do if i died today. maybe you just wouldn't care?

there's too much to think about in life.
i'm not going to let myself be put down by this.
afterall, these thoughts have been on my mind for ages.
it's just coming back to me all at once.
and that's too much to handle..
take it like as if i'm running from reality, but i really want OUT.

i can't believe you actually did that.
it was meant to be between us.
i knew it wouldn't be good if this went "public".
but no. you had to tell.
i knew it would make things worse.

don't dao me. i'll always remember the times we had.
i really really wish you can move on.
no, i wish we can move on together.

Saturday, March 25, 2006 | 11:33 PM

replies!

CEL: sheesh. the both of you and JAKE. or maybe i should say YOU & YOUR JAKE since you adore him so much and you probably think that he belongs to you (: mwahah. the music sounds creepy? which music. hm.

wanping: yes! it was deborah. mwahah. tell twoping i am NOT crazy! - like she will believe. i mean, actions speak louder than words, eh? though i think i spoke so much, a bit too much, that day (: sorry twoping! i mean, if you cannot totally absorb my crap. it takes time, i know. cause your dear sister oneping is already pretty skilled at hearing me crap (: so in order to understand me, you must be on the same channel as me. which means you have to pick up that skill fast enough, so much so that you can decipher the messages i transmit across (:

jfurr__: you sure it's spoiling your reputation, eh? in fact, WHAT reputation? a reputation of being not involved with guys of any form. mwahah. right.. then please explain the billions of kors you have (: mwahah. you may not like that guy, but he sure does you! (:

CEL: sheesh. i know, i was the earliest ever (: fine, i owe you one. what do you want. a drink? (:

zhenluan: i'm surprised you actually tagged (: mwahah. thankyou (: anyway. if that is the case, who will be the one to do me this favour? sometimes breaking one just isn't enough. there are walls and walls till you find me - bare and broken. most find it a chore to be there for someone, no matter what. i guess that's the way it is. tell me who has been with me through this whole journey. in a way it's my fault too. why? why bother to build these walls. one, to block people out. why can't i just be real. and if you see it the other way round, to see who cares enough to break them down. why put people through so much pain just to do that for me. it's called being selfish either way. more often than not, i hide behind this wall too long i come on my own and seek comfort elsewhere - from someone else. but people change. and they move on. after a while it isn't the same anymore. it's difficult to really be there. always. or maybe you could say i expect too much from other people. that could be the case. ah sheesh. i think too much. no, maybe i'm just uncertain about too many things. what the shit, heck. i can't face reality. there's too much to think about.

sharon: thankyou (: you jiayou too (:

dajie: sigh ): at least be glad you made it through. you're a SURVIVOR! (: one hectic week will mean nothing to many more hectic weeks to come. so you have to hang in there. jiayou! (:

dajie: takecare too (:

lack: oh! i rmb my mission now! it's to find your blog without you telling me. oh yes, i am inefficient i admit. cause i still can't find ): went to 3S instructors' blogs but cannot find. you sure people even linked you?! hehheh (:

done(:

| 12:56 PM

most have a mask.
and i believe everyone does.
at some point of time in your life, you just have to put it on.
even the most frank person on earth is no exception.

the question lies within your motive.
why?

on the other hand, i hate being fake.
but it's not like i can help it. or maybe it's a choice.

oh, there it is again. i spy a wall.
shield me.

Friday, March 24, 2006 | 9:10 PM

leaders' invest was supposed to rock.
it was going to rock.
and guess what.

IT ROCKED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS (:

yay. it was awesome.
xinying is so funny. haha. your boyfriend, eh.
we took SJI together (: the guys are funny. they keep taking pictures. reminds me of tourists. but ah well. anyhow they are nice people so yep.
i hope they had umbrelllas though. cause it rained like immediately after xinying and i sent them off. sheesh.

that bishan park guy is so crazily obsessed with jennifer. oh my goodness. and the HCI guys just won't give up.

once again, a big THANKYOU to all the schools for coming! like what sining said, your support and presence has been our motivation (: we love you.

after that i still had training. and i missed my cip! shit man ):

but when i went home, i went with wanping and twoping! (: mwahah.
i bet twoping thinks i'm crazy. cause i talk too much and too crazily. hehheh.

today was wild. yay. soon i'll get the pictures of xinying, me and the SJI guys. haha. i will laugh cause i bet i look disgusting in it. sigh. ah well (:

| 8:40 PM

sheesh, i know i haven't updated for a week. thankfully that isn't long enough for people to start chasing me to post (: mwahah. so anyhow,

replies!

lack: hello fellow "ant" (: six days is like a french FRY! (: haha. we are high and crazy. no, YOU are the crazy one (: okay, we're both crazy but you're crazier (:

haslina: you always say hello (: how sweet of you. thankyou! so i shall say hello too (:

HUIYI(:: haha. you're welcome (: i'm surprised you rmb i was there too! cause you were crying so badly and i didn't get a chance to say much cause everytime i wanted to say something ruiwen had something to say too. mwahah. so i thought maybe you didn't realise my presence (:

HUIYI(:: oh my gosh, call me slow but i never knew there was a SONG on my blog?! can someone please tell me what song that is. and why does it sound depressing. oh my gosh. haha. snail.

atHaliE-: haha. this tag is no longer relevant cause the "later on" has passed! (: haha. i only type nonsense on my keyboard.. sometimes. haha (:

jenn (: haha. it's okay (:

bodyguard: no! don't quit! if not i will stage an expose about you! and i'm sorry, i owe you a drink. sheesh.. i owe your partner one too |: someday i will repay. don't quit! don't quit! today i almost got gunned down by operation CJ. will tell you the details later. and oh my gosh, i took a great measure against the suspects today! (: whee. jiayou with the info-ing. over and out.

rw: mwahah. if you really want to know. ask suria (: if she won't tell then i'm keeping mum. saying it is so.. dangerous. oh my goodness. the consequences that came with it the previous time..

dajie: haha. i am not busy woman, compared to you! my knee is better already (: thankyou. and you jiayou in aj too (: you can do it too!

dajie: yeah ): our thursday lunch is not working out. plus the fact that you're not in sa anymore.. sigh. you have to trust too! and you're right. ultimately she'll see who cares for her most. xiaomeiilovesdajie too (:

RAHH: mwahah (: RAHH, you are funny! best part is that it's YUSIN's yellow bandana. haha. and why i didn't use yusin's yellow skin is cause.. i asked her to make changes. and before that, i couldn't view the whole blog! then i realised it's cause she used IE and i'm using mozilla firefox. so yep.

lack: sheesh. not accomplished up to my standards only. of course i have done something! call me inefficient ): boo. someday we will fufill the mission together (:

saint suuz: oh yeah. mwahah. the ultra short survivor. cause it lasted ONLY SIX DAYS (:

saint suuz: spongebob so cannot be counted as one. sheesh.

san: yeah ): i was hoping to see you at invest. boo. anyhow. hope poly is fun (: jiayou! takecare.

kathleen: HEY (: oh my gosh. in school so dao. then behind the computer so smiley. mwahah. i want to laugh at you (: yay, you said hi to me at least (:

Friday, March 17, 2006 | 10:00 PM

yesterday my parents brought us out (:
my brother bought a crumpler!

oh my sheesh, it's like so cool (:
it was $159. so expensive. mwahah.
but still. it's red. it's hot. it's cool.
yay.

| 9:41 PM

replies!

yusin: mwahah (: yellow rocks. thankyousomuch for making jelly for no one else but me (: sadly i'm not going to be able to eat it so.. tell the understudies, yah? (:

FELICIA: haha (: you don't have to understand! cause i like calling you feli. it's.. not the usual obviously (:

bodyguard: yes, my bodyguard. NEVER EVER let anyone in on our secret. i was tempted to hire another bodyguard. but negative! i shall stick to have only one professional bodyguard. anyway you're the best bodyguard i can get. cause you are in the same line as most of the subjects in operation CJ. good disguise. keep it up! (: over and out.

suria: precisely. it rocks at night. next time if we go to that campsite again, i will promise to switch off the kitchen lights with you. cause i just know you will be kitchen dept first i/c! (:

suria: sheesh. whatever (: you also have so many admirers. mwahah. yes, bagot. please do tag as bagot (:

lifen: hi person-who-calls-me-an-ant! (: i love A2 too.

pail: yes pail! all thanks to the fact that i rmbed our motto (: whee. zhenghe is our hero. HAH! so cheesy.

fathiyah-: MOO! i'm so sorry i spelled wrongly! |: typo-error. anyhow, six days is like a french fry so twelve is like two! (: mwahah. so lame.

quincyy: okay! (:

yusin: for the full explanation, please refer to your tagboard (: thankyou.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006 | 8:58 PM

ah but come to think of it i'm not the skinniest person alive..
okay fine. i am NOT. i mean, what was i thinking? there are so many people skinnier than me |: for example yusin!
oh but what the crap.
szeling is THE skinny pig! sheesh.
the whole point is that pigs aren't meant to be skinny. but she is. mwahah.

and lifen is the craziest person alive. one of, at least. she said karen and i look like ANTS! -.-"
of all things it has to be an ant. sheesh. sure, the next thing you'll see growing out of me are feelers.

oh, i know this is super late.
but i rmbed some stuff i want to post about OAC.
firstly, i promised yusin i would post about her yellow bandana! (: it is the nicest bandana i have ever seen. mwahah, now everyone's going to start thinking that it was yusin who instigated me t say this! maybe i'm saying this because i'm at gunpoint! (: whee.
nah. she was nice enough to exchange bandanas with me for campfire.
and then when i was saying "yellow bandana", crazy fathiyah heard it as "yellow banana"! sheesh. hearing problem |:

another thing is about suria. oh my sheesh.
she is really the craziest person alive. i still rmb the ghost radio incident (: don't be so paranoid, suria! at least you can rmb that kitchen dept rocks your forks! (: yay.

and one more thing is that sentry was so fun! (: if yusin and i had to do that top 10 list again, obviously the 3 leaders would be in! mwahah. we unanimously decided on the same thing. cause you all really rock! (:

| 5:48 PM

just a random comment.
but i thank God i'm skinny (:

| 5:19 PM

replies!

yusin: mwahah (: i know you still love me even though you're not in A2 (: i want to eat YELLOW JELLY too! ): next day must make.. for ME, okay? (: yay.

yusin: WE'RE TONGUE-TIED, WE DON'T SPEAK UP.

dajie: it was okay (: thankyou. and i'm sorry i've been really busy lately. so much so that i don't even reply your smses |: jiayou is ajc! i love you (:

kathleen: no, it is not (: do relink me! thankyou.

yusin: YES! we are NOISY silent girls who are so NOT afraid of AGs (: whee, we rock! cause yusin attends rock concerts holding colourpens as lightsticks! |:

liu qiong: okay (:

yati: thankyousomuch! (: i love you all.

saint suuz: you're on the show "survivor" rmb? so you got kicked out after 6 days of camp! (: i know it doesn't link but that's the point! haha.

lwin: yeah! (:

kathleen: it's obviously someone.. hm. tell you some other time. meanwhile, pester yusin cause she knows too! (: HINT* we did sentry together.

wanping: haha. yellow is my life! (: BUT there is no yellow here cause.. ahem, YUSIN is supposed to use 3 weeks to make a nice skin for that's yellow! mwahah.

bodyguard: HI my trusty bodyguard (: i will be depending on you to protect me (: so don't let anyone know who you are. NEVER EVER TAG MY BLOG USING YOUR REAL NAME IF YOU ARE DISCUSSING ABOUT OPERATION CJ! okay? thankyou. and don't scream! it will be giving yourself away (: please use secret terms at all times. i will brief you on the operation soon. over and out (:

jiani: hi! (:

fathiyah-: boo!

fathiyah-: yeah man! saying "boo" rocks! and so does the word french fry (: cause it has a special meaning. yay.

Monday, March 13, 2006 | 3:23 PM

okay, now i'm quite happy (:
i'm tired. sheesh. shall continue perfecting on another day.

| 2:36 PM

sheesh, i'm having a really hard time searching for a nice skin! |: so i will just have to be content with two blogs looking exactly the same for quite a while, till i find a nice new one (: bear with me please!

| 2:18 PM

mwahah. now everyone wants to be in A2 (: not a chance la, yusin!
just remain a SILENT GIRL cause silent girls rock! whee (: