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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 | 12:50 AM

wave,
na mi.

i cannot lose you.
don't go, you know.


i am for you (don't give up) - waking ashland

something's very wrong here
your heart has frozen over
and something's very strange here
you've lost all desire
the comfort we create to prove were something
but we're starving
screaming in the night 'cause you want answers
from the one
and there is hope again

don't give up, you're not thinking
don't give up, just keep seeking
and i, i am for you
and i, i will love you
and i, i am for you
and i, i will save you

come and take my face or forever walk alone
and all the same mistakes
'cause i know you, i deny you
days go by and choices still remain forever
right and wrong is black and white
the illusions of this world
and there is hope again

don't give up, you're not thinking
don't give up, just keep seeking
and i, i am for you
and i, i will love you
and i, i am for you
and i, i will save you

i send my self to you
yes always, and always
i send my self to you

i send my self to you
yes always, and always
i send my love to you

and i, i am for you
and i, i will love you
and i, i am for you
and i, i will save you

you found today, found today
you found today, with your life today


i can only give you love,

Sunday, October 29, 2006 | 10:57 PM

BLOGGER IS SCREWED.
so here's yesterday's post.

skyline;
paint it black.

tomorrow's my first ever O level paper.
and i'm freakin' scared ): bummer.

but.
hell, i'm not supposed to worry :D

i love my fairy princess who lives in a flower <3
and tomorrow i'm gonna get a wakeup call again. loves-


dreaming of you - selena

late at night, when all the world is sleeping
i stay up and think of you
and i wish on a star that somewhere, you are
thinking of me, too

'cause i'm dreaming of you tonight
'til tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight
and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

wonder if you ever see me, and i
wonder if you know i'm there
if you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside?
would you even care?

i just wanna hold you close; but, so far
all i have are dreams of you
so i wait for the day and the courage to say
how much i love you
yes, i do

i'll be dreaming of you tonight
'til tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight
and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

i can't stop dreaming of you
i can't stop dreaming
i can't stop dreaming of you

late at night, when all the world is sleeping
i stay up and think of you
and i still can't believe that you came up to me
and said, "i love you."
i love you, too

now, i'm dreaming with you tonight
'til tomorrow and for all of my life
and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly

here we go<3


Saturday, October 28, 2006 | 9:54 PM

euphoria.
rule the world.

i push her away;
she's lost count of the reasons to cry.

& recess break!
it ends with quiescence.

those, they ride the wild.
that which is concealed within hoods; uncomprehensible.
silently, like a thief in the night -
judgement befalls upon thee.
and took they thy sword, thy soul, thy all.
seize, sequestrate, supersede.
have thee no say?
and so it shall come to pass,
when all have fallen apart:
who will weep for thy transgressions?
will thee not be left,
drenched in thy sorrow?
take therefore no thought for the morrow;
for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself.
sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.

she needs ratiocination.


spinning with mixed feelings- #21

| 12:12 AM

endless.

as they say,
to win you got to play.

so why not.

marvin and i love "bummer" <3


watch the sunset.

Thursday, October 26, 2006 | 4:55 AM

diverge.
left.

arrogance,
or self-confidence?
humility,
or cowardice?

_________
draw a line.

gain it -
it's time to shine.


miss you like crazy - christina milian

sitting here, thinkin' 'bout how much you
you mean to me, you're my love, my baby
you're my friend my homey
what we got can't be replaced
i see no one, taking ya space
anywhere you take me
i'll follow

'cause everytime i gotta go
i look into your eyes and then i know
you'll be waiting for me
and no matter how long that may be
i know that you are always there for me
oh baby, i can't wait until i have you here

i miss you like the sky misses the birds
i miss you like a song without the words
and everyday away from you it hurts
'cause i'm missing you like crazy
i miss you like the sun misses the day
i need you like the desert that needs the rain
and baby it's driving me insane
'cause i'm missing you like crazy
i'm missing you like crazy

sometimes at night i get it bad
i think about the times we share
so i rush to call you hoping you miss me too
the special way you say my name
you soothe my heart, make it okay
you're not here so i hold
my pillow

'cause everytime i gotta go
i look into your eyes and then i know
you'll be waiting for me
and no matter how long that may be
i know that you are always there for me
oh baby, i can't wait until i have you here

baby, i'm missing you like crazy
and i'm hoping that you miss me too
i'm missing you like crazy


found the road that she missed;

Wednesday, October 25, 2006 | 3:26 AM

squander,
consume her emotions.

to relive it all,
in her mind.

so many questions; she needs an answer.

who holds up the sky?
if true love is just once in a lifetime,
the wind cries out in sorrow.

if i can ask God just one question -
why aren't you here with me tonight?

like a fallen angel;
it's all cliche.

& i'll cry,
on your shoulder.


walk me home - mandy moore

walk me home
i don't wanna go all the way alone
baby, would you walk with me home
baby, would you take my hand
come with me now to our special land
baby, would you walk with me home

3 a.m.
you're on my mind once again
i must have been dreaming
thought i felt your heartbeat just then
and i wonder how it would be
if i was your lady
and you were my friend
i would put my heart in your hands and it would never end

every day and night i wanna hold you
understand i am going to love you
in my own special way

baby, would you walk me home
i don't wanna go all the way alone
baby, would you walk with me home

oh
would you walk with me home?


the illusions of this world,
do you see the truth through all the lies.

| 12:51 AM

still.

thoughts of you i truly missed.

are those the words you long to hear?
if those are the words you wish i'd speak..

tell me;
but i guess i'm the one who doesn't.

it's not easy tonight.
will i shed a tear - or two - just for you.
like precious jewels.


terms & conditions apply.

Sunday, October 22, 2006 | 11:14 PM

testify,
your love.

i ate ice cream today. haha, so much of it /: ahwell, people are gonna start killing me, the fact that my cough isn't better yet! sheesh. bad elyssa, bad bad. HAHA. c'mon, it's the temptation i have yet overcome. bummer.

speaking of bummer. marvin's totally crazy over it. and i mean wonky. sheesh.

today was rather screwed. and the fact that liverpool was losing 1-0 to manchester united at half-time made it all the more pissifying. what the hell, i think man u is like, pffft ): but people support them. AHH. at least thankfully there are people who support GERMANY. yay germany; yay lahm! <3 tsk. missyellow and i love germany. yes, we do.

"my entertainment source is gonna take its head off in order that i may be entertained."
there, entertainment source, i proclaimed it as promised! :D i can't wait, just two more days. i'm gonna start loving the 24th of every month from now onwards. long live my entertainment :D

-

dangit, emomo.

i'm with you - avril lavigne


i'm standing on the bridge
i'm waiting in the dark
i thought that you'd be here by now
there's nothing but the rain
no footsteps on the ground
i'm listening but there's no sound

isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
won't somebody come take me home?

it's a damn cold night
tryin' to figure out this life
won't you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i, i'm with you
i'm with you

i'm looking for a place
i'm searching for a face
is anybody here i know?
'cause nothing's goin' right
and everything's a mess
and no one likes to be alone

isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
won't somebody come take me home?

it's a damn cold night
tryin' to figure out this life
won't you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i, i'm with you
i'm with you

why is everything so confusing?
maybe i'm just out of my mind

take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i don't know who you are
but i, i'm with you
i'm with you<3

Saturday, October 21, 2006 | 11:47 PM

hostage
to her sentiment.

yesterday felt different again. guess that's 'cause i managed to get my wakeup call back! :D woohoo. thanks wakeup caller, for that <3

today PAIL and i went to yf :D
haha, it was fun. we had wet games! and, apparently it's a workshop on commitment. hm, i was expecting something else. like a little talk on that or something maybe. but ahwell, it failed to materialise. so yep. YAY WATERBOMBS all the same :D haha. it was nice getting wet, wish i did even more. i was pretty dry. haha. ahh, i think peecees should play water games too during camp or something! :D YAYYY!

oh, and we met RAHH at j8! xD haha. i didn't even notice her. it was PAIL who did. we came up from the escalator and walked toward the sliding doors, and suddenly PAIL grabbed my hand and went "eh, wanping! wanping!" :D i was so blur. like, "HUH, WHERE? WHERE?" then PAIL had to bring me right in front of RAHH before i saw her /: malu. haha. RAHH was so shocked. she was with her whole family! went back to school for that siansian peichun thing /: bummer.

-

there's so much left unsaid.
is it better this way?

the silence,
so deafening.
in this head,
thoughts are deep.

in repair - john mayer


too many shadows in my room
too many hours in this midnight
too many corners in my mind
so much to do to set my heart right
oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
i am in repair, i am in repair

stood on the corner for a while
to wait for the wind to blow down on me
hoping it takes with it my old ways
and brings some brand new luck upon me
oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
i am in repair, i am in repair

and now i'm walking in a park
all of the birds they dance below me
maybe when things turn green again
it will be good to say you know me

oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
oh i'm never really ready, i'm never really ready
i'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
i'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there


slow dancing on our honeymoon (:

Friday, October 20, 2006 | 10:48 PM

impugnable,
this is.

& in the end,
it doesn't even matter.

for, love will prevail
insecurity will rid it all.

sweeping across the ocean;
harnessing the waters as it goes.
stronger,
faster,
bolder..

till
CRASH.

down come the waves <3

| 7:10 PM

we're never lost :D
orr!<3

hm, i think i'll start replying tags on my cbox instead of typing 'em all out. i'm lazy! haha, there are too many to catch up on 'em /: tsk. my fingers would be worked to the bone. ohwell. thanks people for all your tags anyway :D yes, i'll takecare. hopefully i'll get better soon. sigh, come to think, i've been sick for a month, or more. sheesh, what's with this bout of flu, refuses to go ): i'm sad.

today was okay.
RAHH's right - we feel like super busy people again. rushing around from one place to another. and hey, i am serious, regarding the equal disribution of leadership /: bummer. ohwell, i do take it as a challenge :D

anyway, it was like a fashion parade. are we models?! had to wear three different outfits today. hm, probably the only difference is that we wear the different pieces for at least an hour, as compared to those skinny poles -.- HAHA. the minister of education came to cedar today. darnit, the exco barely had 10 minutes with him and the noeline lee had to pull him away to the teachers ): shit, i feel like we were so fake. bummer. the leaders had fun playing thousand-legged worm :D haha. and thankfully the PSI went down, so the activities could continue. I DIDN'T GET TO BELAY AT ALL TODAY ): sheesh, i'm not allowed outdoors if the PSI is >80. 'cause apparently, the stupid freakin' haze does aggravate my illness ): this viral thingy's persistence is due to the haze!! ugh. PAIL and i are getting so annoyed by those subsistence indonesian farmers who practice slash-and-burn shifting cultivation ): ACK-

we were all in ccu when we met the minister. we had to call him "minister sir"! xD haha. funny. then later, when we were outside the sfe about to go down to change back to leaders' attire, we met the thai delegates at the slec :D haha, one rushed over and wanted to take a photo of our ccu! guess they found it interesting. subsequently, all of 'em rushed over and started taking photos; later on, also with them in the picture :D HAHA, for a moment we turned into superstar celebrities :D bwahah. that was fun. it feels like paparazzi :D woohoo.

okay, random photos. been too lazy to upload them from my phone to the computer. finally did 'em today. so yep :D


emomo! YAY :D

haha, this is what you get if you have a free period in class during post-exam :D
VANDALISE AWAY!

the culprits! /:

my most recent MC :D i think it looks high-class. haha.

this is what it says! :D tsk.

tell me my table's not yellow enough <33 haha.
the sun :D took this while exco was walking out by pp. haha.

i was being freakin' extravagant when i bought this chocolate /:
it's $7.50 for 2 small pieces! BUMMER. take that! haha.
apparently it's chocolate the Queen eats :D
haha, the only outlet in asia's at raffles place, singapore.

YUM<3
can't see what it says?


the bearing from ME to YOU.

Thursday, October 19, 2006 | 2:06 PM

pantomime.
read my emotions.

BUDDY's right; i am weak.

i seriously need a 3G phone! ahh :D
so punching bag and i can converse. especially the fact that i need to be woken up every morning /: these few days started off pretty weird. guess it's 'cause i haven't been receiving those wakeup calls. beginning to miss 'em, but guess i can't be too imposing or expect that every morning /: still, i enjoyed those times :D wish i could get wakeup calls again! <3

darnit, i'm down.


three little ducks that i once knew.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006 | 1:51 AM

superficiality;
puppet on a string.

emomo (:
that's my word.
yay, base says "go alkali"! <3

hey, it's been materialised :D
can't wait for what the future holds.

jiayou marvin and my entertainment source :D
only 2 days left; i get entertained again.

cheerup my wakeupcaller-punchingbag-helpline!
i'm here, fret not :D


high - james blunt


beautiful dawn
lights up the shore for me
there is nothing else in the world
i'd rather wake up and see with you

beautiful dawn
i'm just chasing time again
thought i would die a lonely man
in the endless night

but now i'm high
running wild among all the stars above
sometimes it's hard to believe
you remember me

beautiful dawn
melts with the stars again
do you remember the day when my journey began
will you remember the end of time

beautiful dawn
you're just blowing my mind again
thought i was born to endless nights
until you shine

high
running wild among all the stars above
sometimes it's hard to believe
you remember me

will you be my shoulder
when i'm grey and older
promise me tomorrow starts with you

getting high
running wild among all the stars above
sometimes it's hard to believe
you remember me

high
running wild among all the stars above
sometimes it's hard to believe
you remember me


hold my heart & see that it bleeds,

Monday, October 16, 2006 | 3:56 PM

apple&straw;
thanks for the salt.

checked eoy papers today.
can't say i did well. passed all six papers we got back, though barely. the two languages are still my strongest, with As; probably the only two i can count on. social studies was shit. i did so much worse than expected. looking at the way things are, guess i can't assume to do well for history elective. that's great. my pure geography was so bad. it's not gonna help, the fact that my term 3 marks are below 50. so there goes humanities - my first love. chemistry was terrible, and i'm really disappointed for physics. all were Bs and Cs.

worst of all, reality has hit real hard. and right smack in my face.
L1R5 >20 = no jc admission

imagine that. i'm not gonna be able to get into the junior college of my choice. that's totally out of the question now. wow, how bad can things get. what with the fact that examinations and grades mean so much now, more than ever before. i am in, and therefore i must perform. this is definitely not the standard. what the hell, i can't even meet the mark. i should just forget about 6 for a moment. or more? i hate to admit i tried my best. that'll just mean my incompetence has come forth.

i wasn't allowed to go training today. wow, so much for keeping to that personal goal. now i'll only have 2 trainings to spare. and, that'll obviously be taken up by dreams+teams this wednesday and friday. the haze is bad. i wonder how they're doing at training now. this is just gonna make her impression of me worse. i bet she thinks i'm slacking off again. i feel entirely misunderstood. but it's not like i can do anything about it.

break at the lowest.
i have come to a conclusion that i'm not tactful enough.
oh, but for the many times i have hurt you.
so, who's the loser now?

today i realised the pain of waiting; missing.
wishing i could erase it all.
this is what i fear most, and it has come to call.

please,
don't take it away.
it's like coffee.


mr. voicebox ran away ):

Sunday, October 15, 2006 | 11:31 PM

VIOLATED;
spiderweb.

pvc - project vibrant colours.
i made the choice. and so it's a commitment i'm sticking with.

i still can't stop thinking about how disgusting it is to be touched! ahh. 'cause there was this game, where we had to be carried up. team cedar had to join with other schools. and in the end our group had only 3 guys. and since the guys are stronger, it's obvious they'd be the ones carrying. and that's the worst part! poor base and i, we got touched the worst ): ahh. 'cause we were wearing fbt curve cut! /: sheesh. i think i zao geng-ed the worst. and as for base.. PAIL did something so freakin' wrong to her. and THE BLACK SHIRT GUY! ): i feel, weird. ee, it's so weird thinking about it. i bet he did the open door, count, stone then celebrate thing! /:

and, guess my speech can't be on par with hitler's ): sigh. all that energy! i think i'll have to increase my sugar intake by billions. ah, that'll help i'm sure :D got to get that adrenaline rush. HAHA. then start zi high-ing again /: like today, we were all clubbing in broad.. fluorescent light! xD tsk. we all went mad. oh yay, i want to dance again! :D so prom. can't wait.

oh, training starts again tomorrow.
i may be sick, but i still have to go through it.
jiayou, elyssa :D


at the beginning - richard marx & donna lewis

we were strangers, starting out on a journey
never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
now here we are, i'm suddenly standing
at the beginning with you

no one told me i was going to find you
unexpected, what you did to my heart
when i lost hope, you were there to remind me
this is the start

and life is a road that i wanna keep going
love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

we were strangers on a crazy adventure
never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
now here we stand, unafraid of the future
at the beginning with you

and life is a road that i wanna keep going
love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

knew there was somebody, somewherea new love in the dark
now i know my dream will live on
i've been waiting so long
nothing's gonna tear us apart


there's a secret that we keep;

Saturday, October 14, 2006 | 11:56 PM

workdone = force x distance

certainly,
there's no easy way to say goodbye.
i can't just leave this all behind.

because you loved me - celine dion

for all those times you stood by me
for all the truth that you made me see
for all the joy you brought to my life
for all the wrong that you made right
for every dream you made come true
for all the love i found in you
i'll be forever thankful baby
you're the one who held me up
and never let me fall
you're the one who saw me through, through it all

you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'cause you believed
i'm everything i am
because you loved me

you gave me wings and made me fly
you touched my hand i could touch the sky
i lost my faith, you gave it back to me
you said no star was out of reach
you stood by me and i stood tall
i had your love i had it all
i'm grateful for each day you gave me
maybe i don't know that much
but i know this much is true
i was blessed because i was loved by you

you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'cause you believed
i'm everything i am
because you loved me

you were always there for me
the tender wind that carried me
the light in the dark shining your love into my life
you've been my inspiration
through the lies you were the truth
my world is a better place because of you


i miss, tonight.

Friday, October 13, 2006 | 4:11 PM

paltry,
i am.

and it's only when you fall,
that you see those that hold you up.

while the rest are just running around,
with their own selfish intent.

then again.


in fear of momentary annihilation.

Thursday, October 12, 2006 | 7:47 PM

PRESSURE = force/area

who am i kidding?
i wonder if i'm ready.

i deserved to know.
but somehow,
i didn't.


if your heart's not in it,

Wednesday, October 11, 2006 | 8:23 PM

torrent,
sos.

today's interviews went well, i hope. it's okay.
refresher course was so fun! x) poon. HAH.
and believe it or not, i climbed to the top! :D YAYY.
remember to do mutual squeeze check and pulsing! :D

after that, almost all leaders walked out pp. went to that bubble tea shop, then dave and braces left. so the rest of us went to the playground :D woohoo, went HIGH. we were in the middle of 3 worlds! /: - the young, the old and the violent. HAH. oh, talk about being STUCK IN THE MIDDLE. sandwich it.

oh and anyway, yesterday i felt so nice teaching the kids. sigh, stepping into a primary school just makes you feel so carefree. guess that's the only time i can do something and feel so at ease about it. we held hands with them and lined up! :D that's so sweet. ohwell, come to think, i haven't held hands with someone and just walked like that, in a long time. i think they're so cute; oh, the innocence. i want to return to that.


we do.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006 | 10:59 PM

YO!; it don't come easy.

yesterday's situational test was fun :D
but in the end we all got so freakin' tired, we started going high. TSK.

today

tomorrow's the interviews! <3
can't wait.
i'm gonna need my wakeup call again! tutor :D


so much more behind the scenes.

| 1:33 AM

endothermy.
bonds - broken; formed.

this, chemistry for you (:
base would be happy. we can "CHEE" together and go "galz"!


we'll never know - lifehouse

tell me all the dreams that you have let
slip right through your hands
do you feel lost
inside of someone else's life

and we're not gonna live forever
can you tell me is it now or never
i'm not gonna make up your mind

i don't wanna live without you
and i don't wanna live a lie
we'll never know till we try
yeah we'll never know till we try

failure is the only way to learn
till you've come undone
the rest we'll never find out
what they might have been


she just smiles and runs the other way;

Monday, October 09, 2006 | 3:14 AM

woohoo,
tomorrow i have my history exam :D last paper. YAYY! (:

but oh look at the time. people, tell me you'll flip right now. flip a page, you muggers! :D bwahah.
this time of the night morning.. missyellow and i are going crazy over that romantic beautiful song <3 bwahahah. thanks to your blog, yeah!

i can't believe it, tomorrow just gonna screw it.
well, at least i finished my report :D and it's situational test tomorrow!! :D i just can't wait. HAHA, how fun. yay, molecules breaking free :D


just to be the next to be with you;

Sunday, October 08, 2006 | 4:14 PM

potential.
mgh


like wine that is poured out,
a willing & sweet-smelling sacrifice.

my Prince,
Emmanuel.


her feet go down to death;
her steps lead straight to the grave.

Saturday, October 07, 2006 | 11:32 PM

rhyme or riddle?


revived.

| 10:21 PM

wow, i am finally online. this is impossible.

been locked out since my second last post. what date is that again? oh bummer, forget it. that's ages ago, whatever. i think, after the chinese paper. TSK.

there's so much to say! so much that happened, when the computer was locked. sheesh, i was freakin' pissed, for one thing. but on the other hand, i guess it really helped me to indulge in my books instead /: sheesh. this year's eoys has brought out the MUGGGGer in me! :D HAHA.

speaking of muggers. i have one of 'em as my official tutor now! :D aww man, aren't i fortunate! YES. haha. but davin is a really good teacher! HAHA, muggzorz! :D whee. i can't wait for a movie and pastamania! ohmygoshzorzz, LASAGNE<3 yay.

ohwell. exams are all screwed. only papers i didn't screw are english, chinese and my first love SOCIAL STUDIES! <3 woohoo. haha. so i have to save history! HEIL HITLER (: tskkk! people are gonna start killing me! like, rw for example. 'cause she claims i have the wrong values /: haha. but oh please, he's.. suave! yes, that's the word for it. ohman, people should just start melting. woohoo, melt all those cold hard hearts :D whee. i dated him today, at woodlands library! aww man, he's a stunner. HAH. imagine killing himself and his wife. he pulled off one of those "let's die together", aka "till death do us part NOT" love acts! ain't that sweet, you say. and well, now fab and i know why hitler never had children; and why mao spoke to himself most of the time :D -smiles.

ohno, i want to post this lame conversation peichun and i had! :D haha. but it's freakin' long, let me warn you. haha. have fun reading, and hopefully diao-ing me :D


revival, says:
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

revival, says:
PEICHUN! WHO PROMISED YOU THIS ? (:

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHA

with a touch of smile; says:
random lah!

revival, says:
xD

revival, says:
TSKK

with a touch of smile; says:
WHO PROMISED YOU THIS?

revival, says:
HAHA, THE SONG (:

revival, says:
!

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHA.

with a touch of smile; says:
TSK TSK

with a touch of smile; says:
ASK SOMEONE TO PROMISE U THIS!

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHA

revival, says:
HAHA!

revival, says:
that'd be nice! TSKKKKK.

with a touch of smile; says:
hahahahah

with a touch of smile; says:
and i wonder who?((:

revival, says:
HMMM.

revival, says:
-thinks real hard.

revival, says:
bummer, i don't have a clue. what should we do?

revival, says:
RHYMESSSS

with a touch of smile; says:
haha.IS ELYSSA SHOWING THE CHARACTERISTIC OF A TRANSITION METAL?

with a touch of smile; says:
-nods head

revival, says:
HIGH!

revival, says:
<3 HAHAH

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHA

revival, says:
YAYYYYY

with a touch of smile; says:
that is called ZI WEN ZI DA!

revival, says:
HAHAHA!

revival, says:
FAN WEN!

revival, says:
see, we learn things in class okay!

revival, says:
i am not hopeless!

revival, says:
:D

with a touch of smile; says:
haha.yes yes!((:

with a touch of smile; says:
SINCE WHEN WERE WE HOPELESS?

with a touch of smile; says:
hope is never ending!

revival, says:
HAHAHAHA

revival, says:
no, we're ... HOPEMORE!

revival, says:
xD

with a touch of smile; says:
haha.HOPEMORE!

with a touch of smile; says:
tsk tsk

with a touch of smile; says:
i dun want to become a transition metal!!

revival, says:
HAHAA

revival, says:
you are already like one -.- tskk.

with a touch of smile; says:
-sigh.i've got ELECTRONS k!DON'T OFFEND ME!

revival, says:
TSK!

revival, says:
xD

with a touch of smile; says:
if not i'll use my valence electrons to DIAN u!

revival, says:
i have ELECTRONS. BUT THEY ARE NOT FROM SINGAPORE!

revival, says:
know why?

with a touch of smile; says:
why?

revival, says:
you're gonna flip! but anyway..

revival, says:
it's 'cause.. they are deLOCALised!

revival, says:
xD

with a touch of smile; says:
haha.BIGFLIP

with a touch of smile; says:
oh no.ELYSSA!

with a touch of smile; says:
I'M GG TO DIAO YOU!

with a touch of smile; says:
diao!

revival, says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

with a touch of smile; says:
TSK TSK

with a touch of smile; says:
ahhh!

with a touch of smile; says:
i want to see the moon!

revival, says:
HAHA

revival, says:
MOONcake festival.

revival, says:
cannot see MOON then see CAKE!

revival, says:
xD

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHA

with a touch of smile; says:
tsk tsk!

with a touch of smile; says:
DELOCALISED TRANSITION METAL,check yr alcoholic content!

revival, says:
HAHA!

revival, says:
ohdear, it's SO HIGH!

revival, says:
it's SKY-HIGH! but ohmygosh, the sky can't even be seen in singapore. how?!

revival, says:
then again.. they are not locals so it's okay.

revival, says:
but ohmyword, what if they are INDONESIAN FARMERS?!

revival, says:
AHHHHH

with a touch of smile; says:
AHHH

revival, says:
POLLUTANTS! POLLUTANTS!

with a touch of smile; says:
I'LL SUE UR ELECTRONS!

revival, says:
quick, USE CATALYTIC CONVERTER!

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHAHAHA

with a touch of smile; says:
imagine STUFFING YOU INTO A CATALYTIC CONVERTER!

revival, says:
sheesh.

revival, says:
i will be turned into carbondioxide and nitrogen gas -.-

with a touch of smile; says:
TSK TSK

with a touch of smile; says:
ELYSSA!

with a touch of smile; says:
u can't!

with a touch of smile; says:
then u're electrons will disappear!

revival, says:
TSK!

revival, says:
:D

revival, says:
i am so going to post this conversation. it's the ultimate.

with a touch of smile; says:
hahaha.tsk tsk.

with a touch of smile; says:
eeyerh

with a touch of smile; says:
i know what i want to be when i grow up!

revival, says:
WHAT?

with a touch of smile; says:
i'll be the lawyer that help the different countries to sue different countries!

with a touch of smile; says:
((:

with a touch of smile; says:
I BET I'LL BE RICHER THAN BILL GATES

revival, says:
HAHA!

revival, says:
that guy, he's nothing LAH. the other bill better.

revival, says:
tskk.

revival, says:
reminds me of that passage -.-

revival, says:
"the bills..."

revival, says:
or "both bills.."

revival, says:
sheesh, so lame.

revival, says:
and both got sued!

revival, says:
ohmygosh, you should sue gates more often.

revival, says:
then yours will open (:

revival, says:
your BANK GATES (:

revival, says:
HAHA.

revival, says:
because he will have to bail out. with MONEYYYYY $

revival, says:
and you will be freaking rich.

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHA.yes yes!

with a touch of smile; says:
I CAN IMAGINE ME BEING DUMPED WITH MONEY!

with a touch of smile; says:
IF ONLY THEY'LL BRIBE ME

revival, says:
HAHA

revival, says:
CORRUPT!

revival, says:
ohmygosh, go do CWO now!

with a touch of smile; says:
NAH.dun want!

revival, says:
GO!

with a touch of smile; says:
I'M BUSY SUEING COUNTRIES!

revival, says:
HAHA.

with a touch of smile; says:
IE.INDONESIA

revival, says:
NO, IT'S HA.HA.HA.

revival, says:
xD

with a touch of smile; says:
SHHHH

with a touch of smile; says:
I'M TRYING TO BRIBE AMERICA TO BOMB INDONESIA!

revival, says:
SHEESH!

revival, says:
might as well ask north korea!

revival, says:
they can't wait to use their nuclear bombs -.-

revival, says:
it's north, not south, right?

revival, says:
haha

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHA.

with a touch of smile; says:
YAR.NORTH!

with a touch of smile; says:
ITS ALWAYS NORTH U KNOW

with a touch of smile; says:
U TAKE BEARING FROM THE NORTH TOO!

revival, says:
HAHA

revival, says:
xD

with a touch of smile; says:
and i realised america can't bomb north korea.)):

revival, says:
HAHA

revival, says:
you're focusing on bombing indonesia here!

revival, says:
not north korea!

revival, says:
bomb north korea for what!

revival, says:
if USA bombs north korea, WWIII will be triggered!

with a touch of smile; says:
haha.nono!

revival, says:
both sides have nuclears you know!!

with a touch of smile; says:
IF US BOMBS NORTH KOREA,U WILL SEE KOREA GONE./:

with a touch of smile; says:
but they can't bomb indonesia too!

with a touch of smile; says:
if not,no one will protect us from tsunami!

revival, says:
THE S CAN BOMB KOREA!

revival, says:
HAHAHAA

revival, says:
YES, POINT TAKEN.

revival, says:
you know. if US bombs north korea and U see korea gone, S will bomb indonesia.

revival, says:
ohman, what an ass. SHEEEESH!!

with a touch of smile; says:
HAHAHA!


okay, we're being lame. tskk, i am stressed.


come home, come home.

Friday, October 06, 2006 | 9:23 PM

hey there,
stranger.

once again, our paths cross.


don't mourn;
she's not coming back.