insufferably 'til you're back here.
i'm tired.
screw, i sprained somewhere just above my inner thigh the previous training. guess i won't be able to run today. sucks ): ugh.
i'm starting to binge again.
must be the moodswings or something.
dms! ): stupid lah.
-
i'm starting to miss those times.
are you thinking of me thinking of you?
singing bridges (we all fall) - matchbook romance
you're so unpredictable and i'm so typical
i tried to sell you a heart before you saw the world
and i will sing a melody until the fluids start choking me
and when my eyes are paralyzed i'll stare up at you my star
the one i could never reach
i'll wait for you if you want me to
i promise you i won't change a thing
i won't be any more or any less
your secrets safe i'll take it to my
you're so unpredictable and i'm so typical
i kept tearing away at the skin
to see what's underneath
i will sing a melody until the fluids start choking me
and when my eyes are paralyzed i'll stare up at you my star
i could never reach
i'll wait for you if you want me to
i promise you i won't change a thing
i won't be anymore or any less
your secrets safe i'll take it to my grave
as we keep ripping her apart;
Friday, January 26, 2007 | 6:33 PM
something -
out of nothing.
today was a total mess.
i hate today.
it's all screwing up again.
RAHH: eh, your blog is so emo you know! :/
me: huh! where?!
RAHH: ohmygosh, that "pain brings pleasure" thing..
me: oh, haha. no lah, that's in the positive sense!
RAHH: chey..
me: if not what - slit your wrists yourself then so happy? O.o
RAHH: hahaha, so emo.
it's only 'cause i don't have the courage;
i'm an escapist.
bittersweetheart - soul asylum
why you always want to get the best of me
i'm like a seeing-eye dog and i can't even see
they're naked and they're following my master who is blind
and my mind's gone to pieces, i could use some piece of mind
so i picked up the pieces and i made a new start
stole an old stiletto, started stabbing in the dark
i can't live without it, i would surely fall apart
but it's hard to make arrangements 'round a bittersweetheart
bittersweetheart
better get yourself a little street smart
bittersweetheart, sad but true
it's a bittersweetheart that's a hard heart to cure
it's just my bittersweetheart
it's like a suicide mission when you can't see no end
tired of compliment-fishing and impressing your friends
i never kissed no one just to kiss and tell
it's a little bit of heaven and a whole lot of hell
in the eye of the beholder is a beautiful start
but you always seem to end up with a bittersweetheart
there's a darkness looming but the sun is shining bright
i can live to see the morning if i stay up all night
bittersweetheart
without a shortcut, without a head-start
bittersweetheart, sad but true
it's a bittersweetheart that's a hard heart to cure
my bittersweetheart
it's the hardest part
bittersweetheart
are you in there, are you beating
beating me up until i'm bleeding
how much blood can you spare
bittersweetheart
think just a drink might get you to the good part
lyin' in bed just a'wonderin' what to do
it's a bittersweetheart that'a a hard heart to cure
in time inside you find you always wind up with a bittersweetheart
rippin' up the tracks;
out of nothing.
today was a total mess.
i hate today.
it's all screwing up again.
RAHH: eh, your blog is so emo you know! :/
me: huh! where?!
RAHH: ohmygosh, that "pain brings pleasure" thing..
me: oh, haha. no lah, that's in the positive sense!
RAHH: chey..
me: if not what - slit your wrists yourself then so happy? O.o
RAHH: hahaha, so emo.
it's only 'cause i don't have the courage;
i'm an escapist.
bittersweetheart - soul asylum
why you always want to get the best of me
i'm like a seeing-eye dog and i can't even see
they're naked and they're following my master who is blind
and my mind's gone to pieces, i could use some piece of mind
so i picked up the pieces and i made a new start
stole an old stiletto, started stabbing in the dark
i can't live without it, i would surely fall apart
but it's hard to make arrangements 'round a bittersweetheart
bittersweetheart
better get yourself a little street smart
bittersweetheart, sad but true
it's a bittersweetheart that's a hard heart to cure
it's just my bittersweetheart
it's like a suicide mission when you can't see no end
tired of compliment-fishing and impressing your friends
i never kissed no one just to kiss and tell
it's a little bit of heaven and a whole lot of hell
in the eye of the beholder is a beautiful start
but you always seem to end up with a bittersweetheart
there's a darkness looming but the sun is shining bright
i can live to see the morning if i stay up all night
bittersweetheart
without a shortcut, without a head-start
bittersweetheart, sad but true
it's a bittersweetheart that's a hard heart to cure
my bittersweetheart
it's the hardest part
bittersweetheart
are you in there, are you beating
beating me up until i'm bleeding
how much blood can you spare
bittersweetheart
think just a drink might get you to the good part
lyin' in bed just a'wonderin' what to do
it's a bittersweetheart that'a a hard heart to cure
in time inside you find you always wind up with a bittersweetheart
rippin' up the tracks;
Thursday, January 25, 2007 | 9:10 PM
rhetoric,
stealing glances.
i'm just so tired of it all,
i need to run away.
can i just say "bye" for a while.
for just, one moment.
RAHH told me, "i hate to disappoint people."
so do i,but i have.
leave me, i just want to be emo.
stealing glances.
i'm just so tired of it all,
i need to run away.
can i just say "bye" for a while.
for just, one moment.
RAHH told me, "i hate to disappoint people."
so do i,
leave me, i just want to be emo.
| 4:59 AM
sick
i know you.
i wish someone could just tell me what to do now.
but i know no one will.
really, the big question is:
WHO CAN?
'cause i know i'm such a letdown, ain't i.
don't tell me you're going to deny that.
just ask the question,
if you think i'm not worth anything.
& i know i'm not,
so why do i still hope you won't?
i ---- you.
i know you.
i wish someone could just tell me what to do now.
but i know no one will.
really, the big question is:
WHO CAN?
'cause i know i'm such a letdown, ain't i.
don't tell me you're going to deny that.
just ask the question,
if you think i'm not worth anything.
& i know i'm not,
i ---- you.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 | 10:51 PM
blame,
diet of hope.
please,
she needs to breathe.
& i guess you don't know what you did;
don't crush her already low se..
beyond redemption.
so, she'll just "never make it".
can't you see past her tired eyes?
she needs more than just sleep.
she needs an escape;
diet of hope.
please,
she needs to breathe.
& i guess you don't know what you did;
don't crush her already low se..
beyond redemption.
so, she'll just "never make it".
can't you see past her tired eyes?
she needs more than just sleep.
she needs an escape;
| 9:39 PM
smile,
for survival :D
today was another great day at training! :D LACK and i are getting good at the whole "surviving-training-as-our-main-aim" thing. HAHA. despite sleeping at almost 2 everyday and 3 this morning.. i pulled through. and i think my performance today was absolutely fantastic; i gave my all.is that enough? it was, as usual, a battle. one which i have once again emerged victorious :D YAY. thankfully for this 'strong' mind i got, i'm saved from the clutches of 'evil'. that is, habit of pon-ing training ):
schedule was quite slacky today. guess who we got for i/c! it's p! HAHA. i hate it when i get shouted at during my runs ): ugh. but today i improved on technique as well as timing. just great :D though my right leg (calve and hemstring to be exact) is really tense now :/ had that weird feeling when i did backraisers halfway! then suddenly cramp :/ that aside, no pain no gain. how true.
pain brings pleasure<3
there were so many schools there today. 8 in total. so everyone was fighting for track space :/ i hate it when there are so many people around. it's scary as it is, the fact that bishan stadium already gives me that competition feel.. seeing so many other schools training up their track teams, man i think this year's nationals are gonna be so freakin' exciting! xD
after training i walked LACK to the bus stop, then went bishan mrt to meet my mom. mes was going home at that time too, after CCA. mes was like "eh you're taking bus home ah? take with me!" :D tsk. but since i had to meet my mom, i said "for all you know we might just meet luhhh!" and guess what IT CAME TRUE. no wonder mes said i can be a fortune teller! :D when i was walking up the overhead bridge with my mom suddenly there were two people that barged in between us and they ran all the way to catch 156 at the bus stop -.- then i recognised it was mes! in the end they managed to squeeze up the supercrowded bus but i waited for the next, which came like 2 minutes after -.-
then i called mes and said "you're so retarded, run so much in the end the next bus is here!" and guess what's even more retarded! mes actually got down at the next stop and waited for this bus -.- man! haha. yesterday i met mes, and today again :/ haha, coincidence? perhaps.
debate was sucky, in my opinion. think i screwed up ):
but my friends say i should be best speaker! :D what kind of shit is that, really. considering i did nothing but crap. dang, it's so annoying that i stayed up all night to get the points done up nicely but didn't manage to go through all of 'em in the end. ugh ):
oh, but today was my first day with sylvia :D we're so happy please! HAHA. and played hangman to stay awake during chem xD tsk. i'll be looking forward to better - and certainly funner - days to come! :D heh.
today's supposed to be my sleeping day!
NO HOMEWORK.
ownage! :D
for survival :D
today was another great day at training! :D LACK and i are getting good at the whole "surviving-training-as-our-main-aim" thing. HAHA. despite sleeping at almost 2 everyday and 3 this morning.. i pulled through. and i think my performance today was absolutely fantastic; i gave my all.
schedule was quite slacky today. guess who we got for i/c! it's p! HAHA. i hate it when i get shouted at during my runs ): ugh. but today i improved on technique as well as timing. just great :D though my right leg (calve and hemstring to be exact) is really tense now :/ had that weird feeling when i did backraisers halfway! then suddenly cramp :/ that aside, no pain no gain. how true.
pain brings pleasure<3
there were so many schools there today. 8 in total. so everyone was fighting for track space :/ i hate it when there are so many people around. it's scary as it is, the fact that bishan stadium already gives me that competition feel.. seeing so many other schools training up their track teams, man i think this year's nationals are gonna be so freakin' exciting! xD
after training i walked LACK to the bus stop, then went bishan mrt to meet my mom. mes was going home at that time too, after CCA. mes was like "eh you're taking bus home ah? take with me!" :D tsk. but since i had to meet my mom, i said "for all you know we might just meet luhhh!" and guess what IT CAME TRUE. no wonder mes said i can be a fortune teller! :D when i was walking up the overhead bridge with my mom suddenly there were two people that barged in between us and they ran all the way to catch 156 at the bus stop -.- then i recognised it was mes! in the end they managed to squeeze up the supercrowded bus but i waited for the next, which came like 2 minutes after -.-
then i called mes and said "you're so retarded, run so much in the end the next bus is here!" and guess what's even more retarded! mes actually got down at the next stop and waited for this bus -.- man! haha. yesterday i met mes, and today again :/ haha, coincidence? perhaps.
debate was sucky, in my opinion. think i screwed up ):
but my friends say i should be best speaker! :D what kind of shit is that, really. considering i did nothing but crap. dang, it's so annoying that i stayed up all night to get the points done up nicely but didn't manage to go through all of 'em in the end. ugh ):
oh, but today was my first day with sylvia :D we're so happy please! HAHA. and played hangman to stay awake during chem xD tsk. i'll be looking forward to better - and certainly funner - days to come! :D heh.
today's supposed to be my sleeping day!
NO HOMEWORK.
ownage! :D
| 1:47 AM
gone,
down to the very last one.
& here i stand,
alone in this stone-cold world,
wishing you were here.
i wish i could wish my life away..
where are the pieces that don't belong?
just fade, it's jaded.
tonight, i walk alone;
down to the very last one.
& here i stand,
alone in this stone-cold world,
wishing you were here.
i wish i could wish my life away..
where are the pieces that don't belong?
just fade, it's jaded.
tonight, i walk alone;
| 12:30 AM
so long;
farewell.
why'd they have to tear us apart?
today was our last time together.
how do we hold on?
there's no other way;
& we have no say in this.
i'd always treasure those times -
laughing,
singing,
talking,
stoning..
i'll miss you.
i already do.
why are things so unfair?
can't they just leave us alone.
i tried my best to make it sound emo-breakup-lianzy :D HAHA.
farewell.
why'd they have to tear us apart?
today was our last time together.
how do we hold on?
there's no other way;
& we have no say in this.
i'd always treasure those times -
laughing,
singing,
talking,
stoning..
i'll miss you.
why are things so unfair?
can't they just leave us alone.
i tried my best to make it sound emo-breakup-lianzy :D HAHA.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 | 12:21 AM
together,
it's worth holding on.
i did it. - i survived :D
today's training made me so glad. i think what b said is so true. (you're certainly inspirational :D!) haha. it's holding on to the positive things that count. and always having that "ICAN!" mindset. that's exactly what happened during training today. and guess what? we persevered. LACK and i made it! :D despite having different schedules 'cause she's middle d, i'm short d and not being able to be there to encourage each other, i think we fought the battle well. and something so odd just happened after i completed my last 300m.
tears of joy.
for the first time ever, i experienced it. it was this overwhelming sense of satisfaction. i felt great at that moment. oh, i can't wait for our new tracksuit. my name's even gonna be on it! now how cool can that get :D oh, life - it's on the track.
on 156 home, i saw a guy that must be so desperate! you know sony ericsson phones have themes? currently mine's winniethepooh! haha, got it from BUDDY who downloaded it off the net :D heh. and then i saw this guy, his theme was a half-naked woman there please! :/ ohmygosh, when i saw it i was like SEENOEVIL SEENOEVIL SEENOEVIL! haha, i was talking about it.
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
today i have weird stories too!
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
OHMYGOSH ON THE BUS I SAW A GUY THAT'S DEPRIVED LAHHHH
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
O.o
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
haha what was he doing
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HE WAS USING HIS PHONE. AND YOU KNOW SONY ERICSSON HAS LIKE THEMES?
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
yeahh
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HIS THEME WAS LIKE OHMYGOSH THIS HALF-NAKED WOMAN LUHHHH. I WAS LIKE, OHMYGOSH SEENOEVILSEENOEVILSEENOEVIL! ><
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
OMGOMOGOMGOMOGMG
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahahahahahaha
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
ehhh, well, people do have their preferences i guess :D
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HAHAHA YAH WHAT THE HELL PLEASE.
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
THAT'S AS GOOD AS STARING AT PORN EVERY MOMENT LAH.
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
how can anyone ever stand it! OVERWHELMING DEY ><
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
AHAAHAHAHHAAHAHA
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
maybe he at home cannot watch, soooo, have to put it on his mobile?
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HAHAHAAH WHAT THE HELL PLEASE! @!$#^#%Y@%@ (:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
HAHAHHA
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
anyway, you can't say i'm being rude!
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
I SAID PLEASE (:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
XDDD
so lame :/ haha.
-
dang,
i hate it when that happens.
it's not a nice feeling, thankyou.
and i have my own life as well ):
wish you could be better.
the tables have turned;
it's worth holding on.
i did it. - i survived :D
today's training made me so glad. i think what b said is so true. (you're certainly inspirational :D!) haha. it's holding on to the positive things that count. and always having that "ICAN!" mindset. that's exactly what happened during training today. and guess what? we persevered. LACK and i made it! :D despite having different schedules 'cause she's middle d, i'm short d and not being able to be there to encourage each other, i think we fought the battle well. and something so odd just happened after i completed my last 300m.
tears of joy.
for the first time ever, i experienced it. it was this overwhelming sense of satisfaction. i felt great at that moment. oh, i can't wait for our new tracksuit. my name's even gonna be on it! now how cool can that get :D oh, life - it's on the track.
on 156 home, i saw a guy that must be so desperate! you know sony ericsson phones have themes? currently mine's winniethepooh! haha, got it from BUDDY who downloaded it off the net :D heh. and then i saw this guy, his theme was a half-naked woman there please! :/ ohmygosh, when i saw it i was like SEENOEVIL SEENOEVIL SEENOEVIL! haha, i was talking about it.
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
today i have weird stories too!
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
OHMYGOSH ON THE BUS I SAW A GUY THAT'S DEPRIVED LAHHHH
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
O.o
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
haha what was he doing
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HE WAS USING HIS PHONE. AND YOU KNOW SONY ERICSSON HAS LIKE THEMES?
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
yeahh
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HIS THEME WAS LIKE OHMYGOSH THIS HALF-NAKED WOMAN LUHHHH. I WAS LIKE, OHMYGOSH SEENOEVILSEENOEVILSEENOEVIL! ><
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
OMGOMOGOMGOMOGMG
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahahahahahaha
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
ehhh, well, people do have their preferences i guess :D
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HAHAHA YAH WHAT THE HELL PLEASE.
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
THAT'S AS GOOD AS STARING AT PORN EVERY MOMENT LAH.
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
how can anyone ever stand it! OVERWHELMING DEY ><
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
AHAAHAHAHHAAHAHA
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
maybe he at home cannot watch, soooo, have to put it on his mobile?
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
HAHAHAAH WHAT THE HELL PLEASE! @!$#^#%Y@%@ (:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
HAHAHHA
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
anyway, you can't say i'm being rude!
you stole the light from her eyes, says:
I SAID PLEASE (:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
XDDD
so lame :/ haha.
-
dang,
i hate it when that happens.
it's not a nice feeling, thankyou.
and i have my own life as well ):
wish you could be better.
the tables have turned;
Sunday, January 21, 2007 | 11:17 PM
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
haha trying to d/l the song nw
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
zomgg u offline?
cry, says:
that's nice (:
cry, says:
uh, brb i'm getting screwed over.
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. sends Evanesence - Fields Of Innocence.mp3
cry, says:
thanks (:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
(:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
okay >.<
cry, says:
'cause my room's all wet! ):
cry, says:
thanks to the rain.
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
u didnt close your window?
cry, says:
HAHA yah
cry, says:
):
cry, says:
DAMNNOWMYFLOOR'SSPOILTANDMYBED'SALLWET!
cry, says:
HOWAMIGOINGTOSLEEPTONIGHT!):
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
alamakkkk
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
ur bed is next to the window?
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; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
change bedsheet!!!
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
DAMNIT): says:
it's much worse, really ):
DAMNIT): says:
ugh.
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
alamakk
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
how come u went offline
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
=X
DAMNIT): says:
'cause my computer went in standby mode, apparently :/
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
so how now
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
ur room =X
DAMNIT): says:
don't know. i was using hairdryer and toilet roll and everything else.
DAMNIT): says:
UGHHHHHH ):
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
is it in a ermm, drier state
DAMNIT): says:
better.. but the water is like endless LAH!
DAMNIT): says:
like as if now there's some well underneath my floor or something.
DAMNIT): says:
imagine if there are termites! >< then i will have no room in 1 day.
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
so u still gonna sleep on your bed?
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
DAMNIT): says:
DON'TKNOW
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahaha
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
i think u shld sleep on ur sofa
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
(:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
and take out ur mattress to sun tmr
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
or else it'll still be wet
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
=X
DAMNIT): says:
yahhh
DAMNIT): says:
don't know LAH. i blasted the hairdryer on it.
DAMNIT): says:
hope i'm sleeping on it tonight!
DAMNIT): says:
i love my 8inchsupersinglebeddddddd ):
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
hahahahah
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
8 inch?
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
(:
DAMNIT): says:
yah ohmygosh.
DAMNIT): says:
yah, or is that 12? hm, not sure (: it's just high, whatever.
DAMNIT): says:
like THE PRINCESS & THE PEA's!
DAMNIT): says:
(: haha.
STUPID STORY! ):
haha trying to d/l the song nw
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
zomgg u offline?
cry, says:
that's nice (:
cry, says:
uh, brb i'm getting screwed over.
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. sends Evanesence - Fields Of Innocence.mp3
cry, says:
thanks (:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
(:
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
okay >.<
cry, says:
'cause my room's all wet! ):
cry, says:
thanks to the rain.
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
u didnt close your window?
cry, says:
HAHA yah
cry, says:
):
cry, says:
DAMNNOWMYFLOOR'SSPOILTANDMYBED'SALLWET!
cry, says:
HOWAMIGOINGTOSLEEPTONIGHT!):
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
>.<
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
alamakkkk
; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
ur bed is next to the window?
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; stuck in a moment that was never meant to last. says:
change bedsheet!!!
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hahaha
DAMNIT): says:
it's much worse, really ):
DAMNIT): says:
ugh.
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>.<
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alamakk
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how come u went offline
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=X
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'cause my computer went in standby mode, apparently :/
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>.<
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so how now
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ur room =X
DAMNIT): says:
don't know. i was using hairdryer and toilet roll and everything else.
DAMNIT): says:
UGHHHHHH ):
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>.<
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is it in a ermm, drier state
DAMNIT): says:
better.. but the water is like endless LAH!
DAMNIT): says:
like as if now there's some well underneath my floor or something.
DAMNIT): says:
imagine if there are termites! >< then i will have no room in 1 day.
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hahaha
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so u still gonna sleep on your bed?
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>.<
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hahaha
DAMNIT): says:
DON'TKNOW
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hahaha
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i think u shld sleep on ur sofa
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(:
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and take out ur mattress to sun tmr
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or else it'll still be wet
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=X
DAMNIT): says:
yahhh
DAMNIT): says:
don't know LAH. i blasted the hairdryer on it.
DAMNIT): says:
hope i'm sleeping on it tonight!
DAMNIT): says:
i love my 8inchsupersinglebeddddddd ):
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hahahahah
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8 inch?
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(:
DAMNIT): says:
yah ohmygosh.
DAMNIT): says:
yah, or is that 12? hm, not sure (: it's just high, whatever.
DAMNIT): says:
like THE PRINCESS & THE PEA's!
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(: haha.
STUPID STORY! ):
Saturday, January 20, 2007 | 4:33 PM
change,
in past tense.
just what has she done wrong;
where has she gone wrong?
tested, but failed.
tried, but beaten.
challenged, but disappointed.
trusted, but fruitless.
raised, but useless.
loved, but in vain.
she used to be mommy's little girl,
but now she's the Devil's advocate;
blown up so big
but all she is: an empty shell.
lost, not to the world,
but to herself.
so, why bother?
in past tense.
just what has she done wrong;
where has she gone wrong?
tested, but failed.
tried, but beaten.
challenged, but disappointed.
trusted, but fruitless.
raised, but useless.
loved, but in vain.
she used to be mommy's little girl,
but now she's the Devil's advocate;
blown up so big
but all she is: an empty shell.
lost, not to the world,
but to herself.
so, why bother?
Friday, January 19, 2007 | 10:34 PM
avenue,
not the usual.
if you're reading this, good for you! :D
went to sc invest today. saw sarah, joanne and even jacq! :D :D haha, sadly not aileen. but arica and i saw her big face on the netball noticeboard! xD HAHA. we went together with tracy and sherri. good experience for the new ones, i must say. well, i'm sorry but the invest wasn't as good as i'd expected it to be :/ ahwell. i've heard much about their invests, was hoping it'd be a blast. but negative points aside, the play was really good. here's what i was going to say, had anyone even bothered to ask us.. "it was an excellent performance which definitely appealed to our aesthetic senses. and i think it managed to bring across very strongly your theme: OHANA. shows what you want to achieve in the coming year as a Board. definitely demonstrates that you have a clear vision. all the best striving toward that!" :D haha. oh, and for those of you who know.. don't you think there's a phrase in there that's so familiar? it's from induction script :D tsk.
waited for 156, somehow i let many pass. at the bus stop, it was like swarming with sji guys. ohmygosh. and of course, sc girls. then i met kaichuen! :D HAHA. must've gone back to sji, but he was in cjc uni of course. haha, called him just before he got on the bus. he was so blur please :/ stoned for a while then waved back. must've remembered later i guess. on the bus, met hl. we didn't say much, guess 'cause i was on the phone.
then when i got home, i got screwed over.
what the hell.
-
ultimately they lead to different destinations.
the only thing that matters,
is how long it takes to get there.
you suffer along the way,
but it's probably sweet victory at the end.
can't wait :D
out of the blue.
not the usual.
if you're reading this, good for you! :D
went to sc invest today. saw sarah, joanne and even jacq! :D :D haha, sadly not aileen. but arica and i saw her big face on the netball noticeboard! xD HAHA. we went together with tracy and sherri. good experience for the new ones, i must say. well, i'm sorry but the invest wasn't as good as i'd expected it to be :/ ahwell. i've heard much about their invests, was hoping it'd be a blast. but negative points aside, the play was really good. here's what i was going to say, had anyone even bothered to ask us.. "it was an excellent performance which definitely appealed to our aesthetic senses. and i think it managed to bring across very strongly your theme: OHANA. shows what you want to achieve in the coming year as a Board. definitely demonstrates that you have a clear vision. all the best striving toward that!" :D haha. oh, and for those of you who know.. don't you think there's a phrase in there that's so familiar? it's from induction script :D tsk.
waited for 156, somehow i let many pass. at the bus stop, it was like swarming with sji guys. ohmygosh. and of course, sc girls. then i met kaichuen! :D HAHA. must've gone back to sji, but he was in cjc uni of course. haha, called him just before he got on the bus. he was so blur please :/ stoned for a while then waved back. must've remembered later i guess. on the bus, met hl. we didn't say much, guess 'cause i was on the phone.
then when i got home, i got screwed over.
what the hell.
-
ultimately they lead to different destinations.
the only thing that matters,
is how long it takes to get there.
you suffer along the way,
but it's probably sweet victory at the end.
can't wait :D
out of the blue.
Thursday, January 18, 2007 | 9:49 PM
sing
rain, rain, come my way;
please tell me you're here to stay..
& it's emotions,
even i can't control.
wrong move,
today.
yes/no -
booya! it's in my face.
she loves you,
she loves you not.
sheloves..
rain, rain, come my way;
please tell me you're here to stay..
& it's emotions,
even i can't control.
wrong move,
today.
yes/no -
booya! it's in my face.
she loves you,
she loves you not.
she
| 12:16 AM
linger,
it's got to go.
i can't stop thinking about it.
but it just hurts me so much,
the fact that you are hurt..
i wish you were here
then.
& i wish i were there
always.
i care.
it's got to go.
i can't stop thinking about it.
but it just hurts me so much,
the fact that you are hurt..
i wish you were here
then.
& i wish i were there
always.
i care.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 | 11:33 PM
wither,
dried black roses.
today we went for hci's investiture! :D arica wp jen vicky and myself.
it was quite good. oh, and after that we managed to see evelyn and sher as well! haha. now i'm still thinking about the vj-hc thing. ugh, wonder which i'll be more inclined to. but anyway, it was kind of nice to see all the people we knew from 12slc again! :D can't believe that alex and alvin are actually in the student council as.. heads? oh, whatever it's called! over here it's just referred to as EXCO. haha.
after invest went j8 with davin! :D haha. i didn't eat anything though. just sat there, did my amath while he ate at yoshi. wp and the rest of the gang were at pastamania - just next door! :D so after they were done, wp came to find us. and they all taught me amath on binomial theorem! so fun. haha. i know i suck at math so :/
-
this morning was crazy.
i hope i'll not do that again, please?
anything can happen.
WHAT IF..?
i wouldn't be surprised.
you're everything i ever wanted;
dried black roses.
today we went for hci's investiture! :D arica wp jen vicky and myself.
it was quite good. oh, and after that we managed to see evelyn and sher as well! haha. now i'm still thinking about the vj-hc thing. ugh, wonder which i'll be more inclined to. but anyway, it was kind of nice to see all the people we knew from 12slc again! :D can't believe that alex and alvin are actually in the student council as.. heads? oh, whatever it's called! over here it's just referred to as EXCO. haha.
after invest went j8 with davin! :D haha. i didn't eat anything though. just sat there, did my amath while he ate at yoshi. wp and the rest of the gang were at pastamania - just next door! :D so after they were done, wp came to find us. and they all taught me amath on binomial theorem! so fun. haha. i know i suck at math so :/
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this morning was crazy.
i hope i'll not do that again, please?
anything can happen.
WHAT IF..?
i wouldn't be surprised.
you're everything i ever wanted;
| 2:35 AM
feel,
i will.
but this is too fast.
i don't want to leave now.
caught in a situation;
don't fool yourself, elyssa.
not again, at least.
baby, stop crying - bob dylan
you been down to the bottom with a bad man,babe
but you're back where you belong
go get me my pistol,babe
honey, i can't tell right from wrong
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
go down to the river,babe
honey, i will meet you there
go down to the river,babe
honey, i will pay your fare
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
if you're looking for assistance,babe
or if you just want some company
or if you just want a friend you can talk to
honey, come and see about me
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
you been hurt so many times
and i know what you're thinking of
well, i don't have to be no doctor,babe
to see that you're madly in love
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
stand in queue;
i will.
but this is too fast.
i don't want to leave now.
caught in a situation;
don't fool yourself, elyssa.
baby, stop crying - bob dylan
you been down to the bottom with a bad man,
but you're back where you belong
go get me my pistol,
honey, i can't tell right from wrong
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
go down to the river,
honey, i will meet you there
go down to the river,
honey, i will pay your fare
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
if you're looking for assistance,
or if you just want some company
or if you just want a friend you can talk to
honey, come and see about me
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
you been hurt so many times
and i know what you're thinking of
well, i don't have to be no doctor,
to see that you're madly in love
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying, stop crying, stop crying
baby, please stop crying
you know, i know, the sun will always shine
so baby, please stop crying 'cause it's tearing up my mind
stand in queue;
| 12:30 AM
BREAKUP;
it makes things so much simpler.
or so the great and mighty mr tay says.
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it's when you put in so much,
but receive so little - or none at all.
it's when you work with your soul,
but find yourself getting crushed.
yeah, damn right,
these are the times when i feel most unappreciated.
wish you'd been more careful with my heart;
thanks for everything you didn't give.
you're still in my thoughts,
it makes things so much simpler.
or so the great and mighty mr tay says.
-
it's when you put in so much,
but receive so little - or none at all.
it's when you work with your soul,
but find yourself getting crushed.
yeah, damn right,
these are the times when i feel most unappreciated.
wish you'd been more careful with my heart;
thanks for everything you didn't give.
you're still in my thoughts,
Sunday, January 07, 2007 | 8:49 PM
audio-digital
think.
how was i to know..
it was he all along in my subconscious mind?
freaky, i must say ):
today mindchamps was great. i think the best thing was when we learnt about learning styles :D VAKAD; Visual Auditory Kinesthetic Audio-Digital. and i'm AD! which i feel is the coolest, of course.
we're people who need to understand ideas and concepts in order to learn. we enjoy working with details, facts and figures. we can also enjoy abstract, higher order thinking. we use words such as, "think", "know", and phrases such as "do you understand?" and "do you know what i mean?". we will display a preference for one of the other Learning Styles. we can become very bored if we are dealing with concrete things most of the time.
ohmygosh - HIGHER ORDER THINKING! i'm subtle and deep, people! xD oh, how true :D if you want to know the other three, you can always ask and i'll post it some other day.. just for you :D HAHA.
RUBY's homework is driving me nuts! i hope people don't do. help, i need marvin ):
another waste of everything i've dreamed of;
think.
how was i to know..
it was he all along in my subconscious mind?
freaky, i must say ):
today mindchamps was great. i think the best thing was when we learnt about learning styles :D VAKAD; Visual Auditory Kinesthetic Audio-Digital. and i'm AD! which i feel is the coolest, of course.
we're people who need to understand ideas and concepts in order to learn. we enjoy working with details, facts and figures. we can also enjoy abstract, higher order thinking. we use words such as, "think", "know", and phrases such as "do you understand?" and "do you know what i mean?". we will display a preference for one of the other Learning Styles. we can become very bored if we are dealing with concrete things most of the time.
ohmygosh - HIGHER ORDER THINKING! i'm subtle and deep, people! xD oh, how true :D if you want to know the other three, you can always ask and i'll post it some other day.. just for you :D HAHA.
RUBY's homework is driving me nuts! i hope people don't do. help, i need marvin ):
another waste of everything i've dreamed of;
| 12:37 AM
sleep;
shut your eyes.
it's been a long time since i blogged. i think. tsk, recently i saw the newspapers over the new year.. that blogging's gonna go out this year! haha, despite being so hot in 2006. ohwell, all things come to an end, i know. probably it's working its effect on me as well. heh. haven't found the time to blog. and what's there to say, really? i mean, there isn't any truth, is there?
ohwell. this is random; as random as justin! :D haha. speaking of which, i want that iceskating lesson! after Os, probably :D let's go. haha.
had a bad tension headache again today. it gets so bad, i can't even sit up or function properly :/ ugh. it's so sucky 'cause i've to lie in bed and sleep.. man, it's like so paralysing. bummer. and today it caused me to skip yf again ): wanted to go. still haven't forgotten the david -bob-invitation-i-cannot-refuse! :D :D haha.
oh, codename RUBY is like :/ she's so teh + qian bian, thankyou -.- so much so that our new treasurer calls her "stupid really weird" :D hahaha. what with scolding me in front of the whole class ): malu only. tsk. but whatever, at least people are on my side so yay. inezlau, RAHH, wenyi and i enjoy speaking with an accent during english xD tsk, out of spite, perhaps? haha.
oh, tomorrow there's mindchamps. this course thingy that's supposed to help me for my Os. ugh, school's like so chiong-y now. RAHH and i are beginning to feel the need to turn into muggers! :D it's the in thing, really. no sweat, i can do that.. pretty easily (i hope) :D
SIX!<3
shut your eyes.
it's been a long time since i blogged. i think. tsk, recently i saw the newspapers over the new year.. that blogging's gonna go out this year! haha, despite being so hot in 2006. ohwell, all things come to an end, i know. probably it's working its effect on me as well. heh. haven't found the time to blog. and what's there to say, really? i mean, there isn't any truth, is there?
ohwell. this is random; as random as justin! :D haha. speaking of which, i want that iceskating lesson! after Os, probably :D let's go. haha.
had a bad tension headache again today. it gets so bad, i can't even sit up or function properly :/ ugh. it's so sucky 'cause i've to lie in bed and sleep.. man, it's like so paralysing. bummer. and today it caused me to skip yf again ): wanted to go. still haven't forgotten the david -bob-invitation-i-cannot-refuse! :D :D haha.
oh, codename RUBY is like :/ she's so teh + qian bian, thankyou -.- so much so that our new treasurer calls her "stupid really weird" :D hahaha. what with scolding me in front of the whole class ): malu only. tsk. but whatever, at least people are on my side so yay. inezlau, RAHH, wenyi and i enjoy speaking with an accent during english xD tsk, out of spite, perhaps? haha.
oh, tomorrow there's mindchamps. this course thingy that's supposed to help me for my Os. ugh, school's like so chiong-y now. RAHH and i are beginning to feel the need to turn into muggers! :D it's the in thing, really. no sweat, i can do that.. pretty easily (i hope) :D
SIX!<3
Monday, January 01, 2007 | 3:42 PM
shout,
and i hate reality.
it's finally come over me.
flames to dust,
lovers to friends;
why do all good things come to an end?
never.
and i hate reality.
it's finally come over me.
flames to dust,
lovers to friends;
why do all good things come to an end?
never.