let go.
can you really bear to?
can she?
but we've to.
-
tomorrow's OAC 2007.
fourth; last ):
miss me, please. thankyou.
alone i am weak.
rang wo men zai er yue san shi hao jian <3
can you really bear to?
can she?
but we've to.
-
tomorrow's OAC 2007.
fourth; last ):
miss me, please. thankyou.
alone i am weak.
rang wo men zai er yue san shi hao jian <3
Monday, February 26, 2007 | 11:45 PM
solitude.
all she asks for.
sorry. she just needs time to recover.
maybe she just hasn't got over it.
great you have.
you left a hole where my heart should've been.
| 10:41 PM
so weak.
you're just never going to make it.
i tried,
i promise.
you're just never going to make it.
i tried,
i promise.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 | 9:07 PM
restart,
& then it's new.
i learnt this from mes:
I LOVE SCHOOL
SCHOOL IS LOVE [:
I LOVE BOOKS AND MUGGING!
yay, this is psycho-ing yourself [: i can't wait for tomorrow.
hl and i have decided to die together tomorrow [: and hl's gonna crash during class. HAHA. we'll make a toast to our sweet departures, and sharpen the silver that embraces our flesh [: then goodbye, and yay. at least it's escaping. and hell yeah, i'm an escapist <3
& then it's new.
i learnt this from mes:
I LOVE SCHOOL
SCHOOL IS LOVE [:
I LOVE BOOKS AND MUGGING!
yay, this is psycho-ing yourself [: i can't wait for tomorrow.
hl and i have decided to die together tomorrow [: and hl's gonna crash during class. HAHA. we'll make a toast to our sweet departures, and sharpen the silver that embraces our flesh [: then goodbye, and yay. at least it's escaping. and hell yeah, i'm an escapist <3
| 11:06 AM
happy lunar new year [:
yay i love chinese new year 'cause of all the foodddddddddd! HAHA. been stuffing myself so much these few days. or, as abi puts it "PIGGING OUT". how true, and it even ties in with the year of the pig o.O
this morning was sucky though ): had to stay home and do work. but yay, afterward my brothers and i are going out with our cousin [: EPIC MOVIE!
tomorrow's school, what the hell ):
-
darn it, that's just so typical of you, isn't it.
i'll die, but why for your viewing pleasure?
and to think it was worth.
'cause i think jerks are worse [:
thinking of you.
more like how to kill.
yay i love chinese new year 'cause of all the foodddddddddd! HAHA. been stuffing myself so much these few days. or, as abi puts it "PIGGING OUT". how true, and it even ties in with the year of the pig o.O
this morning was sucky though ): had to stay home and do work. but yay, afterward my brothers and i are going out with our cousin [: EPIC MOVIE!
tomorrow's school, what the hell ):
-
darn it, that's just so typical of you, isn't it.
i'll die, but why for your viewing pleasure?
and to think it was worth.
'cause i think jerks are worse [:
more like how to kill.
Thursday, February 15, 2007 | 8:59 PM
heartbreaker;
be my valentine.
this is late, but happy valentines' [:
it was okay this year. i totally love my yellow flower from deborah! HAHA. odd, but i had a valentine. thanks for that yellow rose [: don't worry about what it signifies, yeah? haha. and SNICKERS!<3
the only sad thing is no one got me cheesecake ): thought i'd get some! ahwell, i shall wait 'til my birthday. HAHA, hope hope hope [: tsk. i'm so evil!
i want to go back to rosyth tomorrow! finally it's chinese new year. been waiting for this day since the start of the year. 'cause it's the big break [: haha, at least bigger than the rest luhhh huh. and TGIF!! xD HAHA. the weekend [:
been trying to clear all my 'debts'; i'm glad today was quite productive for that [: and i promise i'll try not to get into trouble with tay again :/ goodness, that was like ohmygosh one of the worst experiences of my life xD sitting outside class for goodness-what-reason! mannn o.O at least i tried to do it, okay! just too bad i'm stupid. oh whate'r.
oh anyway, random but cedar's gonna go PRIME. which means the old building'll be demolished! goodness me, i'm gonna miss it ): oh plus plus plus! WE WON'T BE TAKING Os' RESULTS IN THE OLD SITE! HELP ME. we'll be moving to old VS' site end of this year ): damn, we won't get to use all 'em facilities! ): ahwell, at least it's for the good of the school. and like finally, we're getting an auditorium. WE NEED ONE, I'M SERIOUS [:
got to go work on tmm now ): i'm so gonna include banner painting! this year's nats must be like damn solid [: HAHA. it's comeback time, y'all. watch your backs [: i've faith, we can do this.
LOVE!<3
it's not in the air;
it's on the cross.
be my valentine.
this is late, but happy valentines' [:
it was okay this year. i totally love my yellow flower from deborah! HAHA. odd, but i had a valentine. thanks for that yellow rose [: don't worry about what it signifies, yeah? haha. and SNICKERS!<3
the only sad thing is no one got me cheesecake ): thought i'd get some! ahwell, i shall wait 'til my birthday. HAHA, hope hope hope [: tsk. i'm so evil!
i want to go back to rosyth tomorrow! finally it's chinese new year. been waiting for this day since the start of the year. 'cause it's the big break [: haha, at least bigger than the rest luhhh huh. and TGIF!! xD HAHA. the weekend [:
been trying to clear all my 'debts'; i'm glad today was quite productive for that [: and i promise i'll try not to get into trouble with tay again :/ goodness, that was like ohmygosh one of the worst experiences of my life xD sitting outside class for goodness-what-reason! mannn o.O at least i tried to do it, okay! just too bad i'm stupid. oh whate'r.
oh anyway, random but cedar's gonna go PRIME. which means the old building'll be demolished! goodness me, i'm gonna miss it ): oh plus plus plus! WE WON'T BE TAKING Os' RESULTS IN THE OLD SITE! HELP ME. we'll be moving to old VS' site end of this year ): damn, we won't get to use all 'em facilities! ): ahwell, at least it's for the good of the school. and like finally, we're getting an auditorium. WE NEED ONE, I'M SERIOUS [:
got to go work on tmm now ): i'm so gonna include banner painting! this year's nats must be like damn solid [: HAHA. it's comeback time, y'all. watch your backs [: i've faith, we can do this.
LOVE!<3
it's not in the air;
it's on the cross.
Saturday, February 10, 2007 | 8:52 PM
triumph,
cross the finish line.
in the end i think it's more of teamwork than anything else :D today's run was really satisfying. i think i had a great time; i did 1650! better than i expected :D thankyou cheryl, lack and lifen <3 love y'all! haha.
best part is that 3.3km didn't feel like 3.3 at all :D haha. it was a ROAD RELAY so it's like really relay style. cheryl 1st, lack 2nd, me 3rd, lifen 4th. at the start of the run you're like "okay i can do this" then before you know it you're at the jetty already and it's time to turn round! but i've still to work on my mental strength though; had many ups and downs throughout the run :/ ahwell. at least i survived! GOODRUN [: (not HARDRUN!) haha.
oh, in the end no one came to support me ): except my parents! and that meant the world to me :D for the first time ever they're supporting me in some competition! guess i'm always so lousy i don't get to participate in nats ): but for my school's annual t&f meet they always can't make it 'cause it's a weekday. yep. it meant so much that someone was there :D p took so many photos of us! and i think my dad took a video of me at the finishing line. HAHA.
anyway this is so random but i post this picture 'cause it's so cute! ohmygosh luhhhhhh :D yesterday davin and i were talking about my run and he said he doesn't like to run much. i thought he should've super good stamina being a waterpoloist?! but he was like "only in water" -.- tsk. then he came up with this thing about being an aquatic animal only suited to live in aquatic habitats. i just randomly started to imagine him in some fishtank, no idea why! so he drew this on msn [:
SO CUTE PLEASE.
-
hey, i'm okay.
just so you know.
cross the finish line.
in the end i think it's more of teamwork than anything else :D today's run was really satisfying. i think i had a great time; i did 1650! better than i expected :D thankyou cheryl, lack and lifen <3 love y'all! haha.
best part is that 3.3km didn't feel like 3.3 at all :D haha. it was a ROAD RELAY so it's like really relay style. cheryl 1st, lack 2nd, me 3rd, lifen 4th. at the start of the run you're like "okay i can do this" then before you know it you're at the jetty already and it's time to turn round! but i've still to work on my mental strength though; had many ups and downs throughout the run :/ ahwell. at least i survived! GOODRUN [: (not HARDRUN!) haha.
oh, in the end no one came to support me ): except my parents! and that meant the world to me :D for the first time ever they're supporting me in some competition! guess i'm always so lousy i don't get to participate in nats ): but for my school's annual t&f meet they always can't make it 'cause it's a weekday. yep. it meant so much that someone was there :D p took so many photos of us! and i think my dad took a video of me at the finishing line. HAHA.
anyway this is so random but i post this picture 'cause it's so cute! ohmygosh luhhhhhh :D yesterday davin and i were talking about my run and he said he doesn't like to run much. i thought he should've super good stamina being a waterpoloist?! but he was like "only in water" -.- tsk. then he came up with this thing about being an aquatic animal only suited to live in aquatic habitats. i just randomly started to imagine him in some fishtank, no idea why! so he drew this on msn [:
SO CUTE PLEASE.
-
hey, i'm okay.
just so you know.
Friday, February 09, 2007 | 10:35 PM
focus
set my mind to it.
3rd post :/ haha.
i'm freaking out over tomorrow's competition.
guess no one's coming to support me ): ahwell, got to depend on my own mental strength then! HARDRUN. okay, run hard [:
it's the end of the road - matt goss
yesterday a clear horizon
now the clouds are rollin' in it's disappeared
the one thing that i've always believed in
it's strange how right now it all seems so unclear
i consult my soul
and it tells me that it knows
there's no doubt one day
i'm gonna fly
gotta stand up, dust myself off
just for now
it's the end of the road
when something ends something begins
but now it's just the end of the road
when someone loses someone wins
but now it's just the end of the road
don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
but now it's just the end of the road
when you gotta leave
it makes you wanna stay
i know it's the end of the road
it's the end of the road
one line can change a story
so sometimes let the line just be unsaid
pride only thinks about the glory
and just the right now
and not the days ahead
i've held my breath
walked on shells hoped for the best
what the future holds
i don't know
i've gotta stand up, dust myself off
just for now
it's the end of the road
when something ends something begins
but now it's just the end of the road
when someone loses someone wins
but now it's just the end of the road
don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
but now it's just the end of the road
when you gotta leave
it makes you wanna stay
i know it's the end of the road
i've been travelin'
get the dust right off the windshield
no one gets the road map to their life
'cause life is so subjective
i'll take my pain and i wanna protect it
never blinds me always reminds me
there's so much more to see
at the end of the road
when something ends something begins
is this the end of the road?
when someone loses someone wins
is this the end of the road?
smile; don't you know your smile's the sweetest sin?
set my mind to it.
3rd post :/ haha.
i'm freaking out over tomorrow's competition.
guess no one's coming to support me ): ahwell, got to depend on my own mental strength then! HARDRUN. okay, run hard [:
it's the end of the road - matt goss
yesterday a clear horizon
now the clouds are rollin' in it's disappeared
the one thing that i've always believed in
it's strange how right now it all seems so unclear
i consult my soul
and it tells me that it knows
there's no doubt one day
i'm gonna fly
gotta stand up, dust myself off
just for now
it's the end of the road
when something ends something begins
but now it's just the end of the road
when someone loses someone wins
but now it's just the end of the road
don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
but now it's just the end of the road
when you gotta leave
it makes you wanna stay
i know it's the end of the road
it's the end of the road
one line can change a story
so sometimes let the line just be unsaid
pride only thinks about the glory
and just the right now
and not the days ahead
i've held my breath
walked on shells hoped for the best
what the future holds
i don't know
i've gotta stand up, dust myself off
just for now
it's the end of the road
when something ends something begins
but now it's just the end of the road
when someone loses someone wins
but now it's just the end of the road
don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
but now it's just the end of the road
when you gotta leave
it makes you wanna stay
i know it's the end of the road
i've been travelin'
get the dust right off the windshield
no one gets the road map to their life
'cause life is so subjective
i'll take my pain and i wanna protect it
never blinds me always reminds me
there's so much more to see
at the end of the road
when something ends something begins
is this the end of the road?
when someone loses someone wins
is this the end of the road?
smile; don't you know your smile's the sweetest sin?
| 4:34 PM
broken,
the only thread i held on to.
so the O level results were released today,
for the class of 2006.
and for the class of 2007,
express chinese results for the HMT candidates.
i shouldn't be surprised at all, right?
maybe it just pays to be stupid.
damn, just let me be an emokid.
HA.HA.
the only thread i held on to.
so the O level results were released today,
for the class of 2006.
and for the class of 2007,
express chinese results for the HMT candidates.
i shouldn't be surprised at all, right?
maybe it just pays to be stupid.
damn, just let me be an emokid.
HA.HA.
| 9:45 AM
bow,
feel it comin' over me.
what a great day to fall ill.
damn it, i'd be in school now at the
EV Interview if not for the fact of this temperature. sure, i'm hot. i'm seriously pissed. who's going to allow me to go to school? whatever the case, i'll be turning up for the O level results release later. i have to. anyway i need to get my suit for tomorrow's run [:
help, i'm really scared ):
need to get that A.
oh, so now the 6 other EXCO members are in the Interview and i'm stuck at home doing who-knows-what-shit ): 15 minutes left.. jiayou [: sure wish i could've been there. it's like a once-in-a-lifetime chance thingy! and i'm serious. considering the EV team comes once every 5 years and we just happened to get it. shit man ):
now my day's screwed.
feel it comin' over me.
what a great day to fall ill.
damn it, i'd be in school now at the
EV Interview if not for the fact of this temperature. sure, i'm hot. i'm seriously pissed. who's going to allow me to go to school? whatever the case, i'll be turning up for the O level results release later. i have to. anyway i need to get my suit for tomorrow's run [:
help, i'm really scared ):
need to get that A.
oh, so now the 6 other EXCO members are in the Interview and i'm stuck at home doing who-knows-what-shit ): 15 minutes left.. jiayou [: sure wish i could've been there. it's like a once-in-a-lifetime chance thingy! and i'm serious. considering the EV team comes once every 5 years and we just happened to get it. shit man ):
now my day's screwed.
Thursday, February 08, 2007 | 8:37 PM
clean
my wish came true.
running a fever. yay? yah, whatever [: at least i got what i wanted.. sadly, at the wrong time. oh, screw.
today was sucky ): PHYSICS SPA ohmygosh. please, i don't want to talk about it. can't believe that i'm so stupid i can't take O level standard stuff. damn. yah, guess i'm not going to make it.v? dream [: oh, what with all the low SE settling in again. think i'm too weak; things affect me too easily. probably go off moping again. tsk.
the meeting extended 'till 6. great, i was half sleeping half taking minutes. ugh. then went to meet cp. wanted to get dinner but when i reached i couldn't be bothered. who wants to eat when you're sick? no appetite :/ then we walked around, and i took the bus home. met hl on the bus! what a coincidence, it was. oh, thanks for that smile [: pretty much made my end-of-day, whatever's left of it.
i need to know there's still love in this world.
else i'm going to "permutate this world"! - haha, rw [:
goodbye cruel world - pink floyd
goodbye cruel world
i'm leaving you today
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye, all you people
there's nothing you can say
to make me change my mind
goodbye
& they were throwing yellow roses;
my wish came true.
running a fever. yay? yah, whatever [: at least i got what i wanted.. sadly, at the wrong time. oh, screw.
today was sucky ): PHYSICS SPA ohmygosh. please, i don't want to talk about it. can't believe that i'm so stupid i can't take O level standard stuff. damn. yah, guess i'm not going to make it.
the meeting extended 'till 6. great, i was half sleeping half taking minutes. ugh. then went to meet cp. wanted to get dinner but when i reached i couldn't be bothered. who wants to eat when you're sick? no appetite :/ then we walked around, and i took the bus home. met hl on the bus! what a coincidence, it was. oh, thanks for that smile [: pretty much made my end-of-day, whatever's left of it.
i need to know there's still love in this world.
else i'm going to "permutate this world"! - haha, rw [:
goodbye cruel world - pink floyd
goodbye cruel world
i'm leaving you today
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye, all you people
there's nothing you can say
to make me change my mind
goodbye
& they were throwing yellow roses;
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 | 9:29 PM
disdain,
i look away.
today's meant for slacking.
fullstop, period.
playing for keeps - RTB
they're all staring at me like i've sinned
but what have i done wrong
all i wanted was to make you mine
your beauty was something i just couldn't resist
(chorus)
i'm sorry my dear for what i did
maybe someday we will meet again
then you can slash me apart
and we'll all be playing for keeps
i looked down at your cold white face
the lines i remember so clear
and i cried out loud but you didn't hear me
maybe this is the way it's meant to be
(chorus)
a hole where it once lay is my best alibi
but i'll clean my blood-stained hands
and wash away my guilt
then i'll confess to the world i was the one
(chorus)
yeah i was the one
i did it
i'm wrong
i'm sorry
but aren't we all playing for keeps
(chorus)
oh playing for keeps
playing for keeps
i don't want to talk about it.
thankyou.
i look away.
today's meant for slacking.
fullstop, period.
playing for keeps - RTB
they're all staring at me like i've sinned
but what have i done wrong
all i wanted was to make you mine
your beauty was something i just couldn't resist
(chorus)
i'm sorry my dear for what i did
maybe someday we will meet again
then you can slash me apart
and we'll all be playing for keeps
i looked down at your cold white face
the lines i remember so clear
and i cried out loud but you didn't hear me
maybe this is the way it's meant to be
(chorus)
a hole where it once lay is my best alibi
but i'll clean my blood-stained hands
and wash away my guilt
then i'll confess to the world i was the one
(chorus)
yeah i was the one
i did it
i'm wrong
i'm sorry
but aren't we all playing for keeps
(chorus)
oh playing for keeps
playing for keeps
i don't want to talk about it.
thankyou.
| 12:33 AM
stand,
to a large extent.
okay, i am not stressed.
but just let me die now, please?
it's got to be better than this.
at least i choose to believe so.
how can i take so much; too much?
I CAN'T ): help me.
to a large extent.
okay, i am not stressed.
but just let me die now, please?
it's got to be better than this.
at least i choose to believe so.
how can i take so much; too much?
I CAN'T ): help me.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 | 10:58 PM
this was meant to be yesterday's post. but my internet screwed up. ack.
corrode,
devour all that's left of me.
your tears,
they're like acid poured onto my heart.
don't cry no more.
maybe - secondhand serenade
didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
it's a cold, hard road when you wake up
and i don't think that i have the strength
to let you go
maybe it's just me
couldn't you believe that everything i said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
and the tear in your eye
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
there goes my ring
it might as well have been shattered
and i'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when i was wrong
maybe it's just me
couldn't you believe that everything i said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
and the tear in your eye
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
and someday, i promise i'll be gone
and someday, i might even sing this song to you
i might even sing this song to you
to you, to you, to you
and i was crying alone tonight
and i was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you
so just come back
we'll make it better
so just come back
i'll make it better than it ever was
i'll make it better than it ever was
i want it all, don't leave right now
i'll give you everything
maybe it's just me
couldn't you believe that everything i said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
and the tear in your eye
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
maybe it's just me
the way i roll;
corrode,
devour all that's left of me.
your tears,
they're like acid poured onto my heart.
don't cry no more.
maybe - secondhand serenade
didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
it's a cold, hard road when you wake up
and i don't think that i have the strength
to let you go
maybe it's just me
couldn't you believe that everything i said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
and the tear in your eye
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
there goes my ring
it might as well have been shattered
and i'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when i was wrong
maybe it's just me
couldn't you believe that everything i said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
and the tear in your eye
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
and someday, i promise i'll be gone
and someday, i might even sing this song to you
i might even sing this song to you
to you, to you, to you
and i was crying alone tonight
and i was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you
so just come back
we'll make it better
so just come back
i'll make it better than it ever was
i'll make it better than it ever was
i want it all, don't leave right now
i'll give you everything
maybe it's just me
couldn't you believe that everything i said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
and the tear in your eye
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
maybe it's just me
the way i roll;
Monday, February 05, 2007 | 4:18 PM
hang,
for what reason.
& i guess it's difficult to pick up the pieces,
after they're all scattered on the floor.
memories, in tact.
your bruise - death cab for cutie
it's a backwards attraction to your forward eyes
but you're so far-sighted that you can't place trust
in what or who you recognize
we sped the Plymouth 'cross the banks of the Mississippi River
Mary Timony was smaller than a super ball
chitter-chatter, all these secrets started givin' me the shivers
plain and simply broken down near Olympia
i think your bruise was understated
'cause you can't feel this anymore
it's getting bluer and you can't keep faking
that you can't feel this anymore
i think i've let you down.
i won't ever let you let me down again.
for what reason.
& i guess it's difficult to pick up the pieces,
after they're all scattered on the floor.
memories, in tact.
your bruise - death cab for cutie
it's a backwards attraction to your forward eyes
but you're so far-sighted that you can't place trust
in what or who you recognize
we sped the Plymouth 'cross the banks of the Mississippi River
Mary Timony was smaller than a super ball
chitter-chatter, all these secrets started givin' me the shivers
plain and simply broken down near Olympia
i think your bruise was understated
'cause you can't feel this anymore
it's getting bluer and you can't keep faking
that you can't feel this anymore
i think i've let you down.
i won't ever let you let me down again.
Sunday, February 04, 2007 | 6:40 AM
dry,
i want to cry myself dry.
maybe it's about knowing i love you.
i don't believe i can let go so easily.
so why was i compelled to say "goodbye"?
i'm so sorry, bubbles.
i'm so sorry for everything.
i guess it's true; i'm not lying -
i will always love you..
wish i could be anything and everything,
wish i could do it all for you.
but i've lost, too.
i'll remember, forever.
footprints in the snow - vertical horizon
seems like only yesterday
but it started long ago
trials tribulations
and notes in the autumn nights
we didn't know way back then
what brothers we really were
letting the time pass quickly
and watching it go
but we stood together
and we made each other strong
we tried to comfort ourselves when the nights were long
and we held back the tears
when they needed to flow
but where we once stood lie only footprints in the snow
even when it was hard
to find a smiling face
and when others would leave us
without a trace
we never thought about tomorrow
or what she might bring
we never stopped to realize
that we might not always sing
but we stood together
and we made each other strong
we tried to comfort ourselves when the nights were long
and we held back the tears
when they needed to flow
but where we once stood lie only footprints in the snow
seems like only yesterday
God where'd the time go
where we once laughed lie only tears in the snow
the sleeping sickness - dallas green
and i awoke
only to find that my arms were empty
through this night it seems that you were with me
and now my dreams are not what they're meant to be
and i am all, alone
and i am all, alone
and i am all, alone
and i am all, alone
i'm afraid
to sleep because of the way you haunt me
i know you can make me fall apart so softly
and know you turn away so easily
and leave me all, alone
leave me all, alone
leave me all, alone
glory of love - north
tonight it's very clear
as we're both lying here
there's so many things i want to say
i will always love you
i would never leave you alone
sometimes i just forget
say things i might regret
it breaks my heart to see you crying
i don't wanna lose you
i could never make it alone
i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero you're dreaming of
we'll live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
you'll keep me standing tall
you'll help me through it all
i'm always strong when you're beside me
i have always needed you
i could never make it alone
i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero you've been dreaming of
we'll live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
just like a knight in shining armor
from a long time ago
just in time i will save the day
take you to my castle far away
i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero you're dreaming of
we're gonna live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
we'll live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
we did it all for love
we did it all for love
we did it all for love
we did it all for love
thank you for the song you sang to my heart.
i want to cry myself dry.
maybe it's about knowing i love you.
i don't believe i can let go so easily.
so why was i compelled to say "goodbye"?
i'm so sorry, bubbles.
i'm so sorry for everything.
i guess it's true; i'm not lying -
i will always love you..
wish i could be anything and everything,
wish i could do it all for you.
but i've lost, too.
i'll remember, forever.
footprints in the snow - vertical horizon
seems like only yesterday
but it started long ago
trials tribulations
and notes in the autumn nights
we didn't know way back then
what brothers we really were
letting the time pass quickly
and watching it go
but we stood together
and we made each other strong
we tried to comfort ourselves when the nights were long
and we held back the tears
when they needed to flow
but where we once stood lie only footprints in the snow
even when it was hard
to find a smiling face
and when others would leave us
without a trace
we never thought about tomorrow
or what she might bring
we never stopped to realize
that we might not always sing
but we stood together
and we made each other strong
we tried to comfort ourselves when the nights were long
and we held back the tears
when they needed to flow
but where we once stood lie only footprints in the snow
seems like only yesterday
God where'd the time go
where we once laughed lie only tears in the snow
the sleeping sickness - dallas green
and i awoke
only to find that my arms were empty
through this night it seems that you were with me
and now my dreams are not what they're meant to be
and i am all, alone
and i am all, alone
and i am all, alone
and i am all, alone
i'm afraid
to sleep because of the way you haunt me
i know you can make me fall apart so softly
and know you turn away so easily
and leave me all, alone
leave me all, alone
leave me all, alone
glory of love - north
tonight it's very clear
as we're both lying here
there's so many things i want to say
i will always love you
i would never leave you alone
sometimes i just forget
say things i might regret
it breaks my heart to see you crying
i don't wanna lose you
i could never make it alone
i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero you're dreaming of
we'll live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
you'll keep me standing tall
you'll help me through it all
i'm always strong when you're beside me
i have always needed you
i could never make it alone
i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero you've been dreaming of
we'll live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
just like a knight in shining armor
from a long time ago
just in time i will save the day
take you to my castle far away
i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero you're dreaming of
we're gonna live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
we'll live forever
knowing together that we
did it all for the glory of love
we did it all for love
we did it all for love
we did it all for love
we did it all for love
thank you for the song you sang to my heart.
Saturday, February 03, 2007 | 5:56 PM
ride,
my paper heart.
& i was forced to see the sun set in your eyes;
then i knew you'd given up.
and it was all over.
i'll rub so much salt into this wound 'til it hurts.
'til i become numb.
speaking of which,
you're beautiful.
my paper heart.
& i was forced to see the sun set in your eyes;
then i knew you'd given up.
and it was all over.
i'll rub so much salt into this wound 'til it hurts.
'til i become numb.
speaking of which,
you're beautiful.
| 12:26 AM
anti-,
let's rebel.
there's so much to post about yesterday, but i'm so tired i want to sleep ): shall do it later in the day. yep.
if you can do it,
i know i can too [:
thankyou.
i guess it finally came true.
i want to spend more nights by the beach <3
iloveyou!
let's rebel.
there's so much to post about yesterday, but i'm so tired i want to sleep ): shall do it later in the day. yep.
if you can do it,
i know i can too [:
thankyou.
i guess it finally came true.
i want to spend more nights by the beach <3
iloveyou!
Thursday, February 01, 2007 | 11:54 PM
lie,
i can only pray.
love is a higher order.
time and again;
over and over.
so how do i take this now?
good enough - lifehouse
it seems the more we talk
the less i have to say
let's put our differences aside
i wanted to make you proud
but i just got in your way
i found a place that i can hide
now everything is changing
but i still feel the same
we're running out of time
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
that this is who i am
and it's all that i can be
i tried to find myself
looking inside your eyes
you were all that i was meant to be
there must be something else
behind all the lies
that you have lead me to believe
now everyone is saying
that i should find a way
to leave it all behind
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
that this is who i am
and it's all that i can be
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
trying to be like you
isn't good enough for me
i won't let you go
i won't let you down
i won't give you up
don't you give up on me now
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
that this is who i am
and it's all that i can be
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
trying to be like you
isn't good enough for me
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
bury me and don't cry;
i can only pray.
love is a higher order.
time and again;
over and over.
so how do i take this now?
good enough - lifehouse
it seems the more we talk
the less i have to say
let's put our differences aside
i wanted to make you proud
but i just got in your way
i found a place that i can hide
now everything is changing
but i still feel the same
we're running out of time
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
that this is who i am
and it's all that i can be
i tried to find myself
looking inside your eyes
you were all that i was meant to be
there must be something else
behind all the lies
that you have lead me to believe
now everyone is saying
that i should find a way
to leave it all behind
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
that this is who i am
and it's all that i can be
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
trying to be like you
isn't good enough for me
i won't let you go
i won't let you down
i won't give you up
don't you give up on me now
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
that this is who i am
and it's all that i can be
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
trying to be like you
isn't good enough for me
what do i have to do
to try to make you see
bury me and don't cry;
| 6:30 PM
still,
by & large.
love is a tempo.
today seemed so rush-y :/ bummer, can't believe that i slept at 10 last night though. these days it's been crazy.. almost like as if my body automatically shuts down the moment i step into the house. which is quite a bad thing, really. considering the fact that i get screwed over every time for not doing the housework and stuff. ugh, it's really annoying and i hate it when they keep going on about 'treating the house like a hotel'. oh, all the usual cliched stuff. i don't need it, really.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TAY! [:
haha, he turns 4- today! guess i won't reveal the age, since he seemed quite sensitive about it during amath lesson today when the class asked. reason why i know is 'cause he was my dad's uni classmate! HAHA. sylvia said he's so sensitive, like a woman -.- tsk.
trackers had surprises for him throughout the whole day. first at the foyer, where we presented him the cool present of a jersey that had the words 'CEDAR TRACK & FIELD 07' in the front, and 'COACH TAY' behind :D then during morning assembly we added an extra announcement that read "the track & field team would now like to wish their beloved coach a happy birthday' xD then we all stood up and shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" so loudly. after school was the funniest. since amath was the last lesson for my class today, my class helped to stall him after school so the trackers could get ready at the spiral staircase with the cake :D THANKS 4/O FOR THE WONDERFUL EFFORT IN STALLING HIM! haha.
seriously i enjoy amath lessons, 'cause they're always so retarded. yesterday he taught us how to check if your boyfriend is GAY xD haha. and how your boyfriends check if you are un-straight! :/ tsk. funny. and i will never forget the UPSIDE DOWN thing! if y'all want to know, you can ask me to demo for you :D haha. today he was bragging about his wife and son luhhhhh xD
oh, yesterday he also told us something so funny :D
him: when you go to jc right, if there's this guy that is so annoying and you really want to punch him, cannot say "irritate me one more time and i hit you arh!"
us: huh, why?
him: you must say "i am now going to permutate your face and form combinations with your teeth"!
us: HAHAHAHAHAHA
him: yah, you have two eyes, one nose, one mouth and two ears to rearrange! you must show the maris and sa guys you're intellectual and you know your permutation and combination!
us: HAHAHAHAHAHA
oh, for goodness' sake, that is so retarded xD xD i'll try it someday! TSK.
anyway, tomorrow there's pvc. sucks ): can't go for training!! i'm fat enough as it is. muscles turning flabby.. grr.
nowhere to go.
by & large.
love is a tempo.
today seemed so rush-y :/ bummer, can't believe that i slept at 10 last night though. these days it's been crazy.. almost like as if my body automatically shuts down the moment i step into the house. which is quite a bad thing, really. considering the fact that i get screwed over every time for not doing the housework and stuff. ugh, it's really annoying and i hate it when they keep going on about 'treating the house like a hotel'. oh, all the usual cliched stuff. i don't need it, really.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TAY! [:
haha, he turns 4- today! guess i won't reveal the age, since he seemed quite sensitive about it during amath lesson today when the class asked. reason why i know is 'cause he was my dad's uni classmate! HAHA. sylvia said he's so sensitive, like a woman -.- tsk.
trackers had surprises for him throughout the whole day. first at the foyer, where we presented him the cool present of a jersey that had the words 'CEDAR TRACK & FIELD 07' in the front, and 'COACH TAY' behind :D then during morning assembly we added an extra announcement that read "the track & field team would now like to wish their beloved coach a happy birthday' xD then we all stood up and shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" so loudly. after school was the funniest. since amath was the last lesson for my class today, my class helped to stall him after school so the trackers could get ready at the spiral staircase with the cake :D THANKS 4/O FOR THE WONDERFUL EFFORT IN STALLING HIM! haha.
seriously i enjoy amath lessons, 'cause they're always so retarded. yesterday he taught us how to check if your boyfriend is GAY xD haha. and how your boyfriends check if you are un-straight! :/ tsk. funny. and i will never forget the UPSIDE DOWN thing! if y'all want to know, you can ask me to demo for you :D haha. today he was bragging about his wife and son luhhhhh xD
oh, yesterday he also told us something so funny :D
him: when you go to jc right, if there's this guy that is so annoying and you really want to punch him, cannot say "irritate me one more time and i hit you arh!"
us: huh, why?
him: you must say "i am now going to permutate your face and form combinations with your teeth"!
us: HAHAHAHAHAHA
him: yah, you have two eyes, one nose, one mouth and two ears to rearrange! you must show the maris and sa guys you're intellectual and you know your permutation and combination!
us: HAHAHAHAHAHA
oh, for goodness' sake, that is so retarded xD xD i'll try it someday! TSK.
anyway, tomorrow there's pvc. sucks ): can't go for training!! i'm fat enough as it is. muscles turning flabby.. grr.
nowhere to go.