ole-RAHH: sadly, no. i didn't see the class spirit! dang. but i was there in the front with cel and eva, we were jumping up and down. i bet the people behind us must've been pissed. HEH :D
ole-RAHH: yes! MISSY PUFFERFISH shi-tous! :D
bihuan: HELLO :D
vidz: yeah, that sure is some time back /: but no problem anyway! :D love you too!
dajie: takecare too dajie. i love you <3 style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">MUJIA(: okay. thankyou :D
lifen: yeah. haha. that training's over by now :D tuesday i cannot go! /:
peichun: my pleasure :D now the only problem we have is thinking of a way to make you laugh like mad on tuesday and yet still able to laugh on wednesday.. unlike last week when there was nasty side effects so much so that on wednesday you just couldn't laugh! /: haha. love you! :D
euun-: haha. wei, you also mood swing until very li hai sometimes okay! i think scarier than me /: haha. but i will try to zi high! i have zi high-ed so many times. heh. if not how am i possibly LAME? :D
euun-: HEH. *laughs sheepishly. i forgot the pw sorry! it's really dead now. i think we should make another one, agreed? haha. you can start lah! :D
saint: ohmy. slow! :D suuz you are so funny :D thanks for providing entertainment in my life! love you.
saint: yep. we most certainly are. thankyou :D
miss yellow (2?): whatever lah! :D the pufferfish is mine anyway! okay fine.. i shall announce it now. THE PUFFERFISH PHOTO IS TAKEN FROM YUSIN'S WONDERFUL PHOTO ALBUM THAT CONSISTS OF WONDERFUL PHOTOS SHE WONDERFULLY TOOK WITH HER WONDERFUL FINGER THAT PRESSED THE WONDERFUL BUTTON ON HER WONDERFUL CAMERA THAT ACTIVATED THE WONDERFUL "TAKE PHOTO" MODE :D haha. i just rock, don't i? :D
miss yellow (2?): yeah, your photographic skills are indeed wonderful :D mwahah. hm, which cat did i copy? :D
miss yellow (2?): if you say sec three not impt.. then i fail how! stay back? and sec three will forever be not impt so much so that i will always fail and NEVER go up to sec four. dang, that's bad.
miss yellow (2?): yeah, so am i! /: i want you to go! you're supposed to be our oh-so-eloquent-responsible-gracious-and-clever representative from cedar! :D YELLOW ROCKS. whees` ... so random.
CEL: ohdear. why cannot breathe properly! /:
CEL: you won't die, my dear! :D yes, HE saved your life. to God be the glory :D
CEL: whee. i thank Him too. i don't know what i would've done if you died! /: my dearest mortal, track&field-er, sister in Christ, friend, person-who-sits-behind-me and the whole long list! :D
oleRAHH: haha. i am better now :D thankyou. how to dance in the rain! /: my dear rain-dancing partner is not with me now ): i love dancing in the rain! :D
Friday, April 28, 2006 | 9:37 PM
WHY.
a question i've never been able to battle.
things happen for a reason.
i just can't bring myself to accept.
at least not for now.
i need time, i need to learn.
why am i so affected.
i shouldn't be.
it's just one bait.
ONE.
the one.
but i will not turn bitter.
it was not meant to be.
we i lost it.
for we are incomplete without Him.
a question i've never been able to battle.
things happen for a reason.
i just can't bring myself to accept.
at least not for now.
i need time, i need to learn.
why am i so affected.
i shouldn't be.
it's just one bait.
ONE.
but i will not turn bitter.
it was not meant to be.
for we are incomplete without Him.
| 8:49 PM
today i was a selfish freak.
sorry for affecting you all, whoever was affected.
especially veron.. and violet! sorry for ranting ):
my emotions are playing up again;
or maybe it's just my mood swinging sky-high.
i know it's a choice.
it's not like i can help it.
--
there's something that's been bothering me for quite some time now. it's like there at the corner of my eye lurking and haunting.. it wants to devour me. but i refute. i am choosing not to succumb to it. but how long can i last? i've been deliberating who and if i should tell. it's almost as if the thousands of thoughts in the innermost parts of my mind are debating; they're battling - it isn't going to be easy.
but then i think about it. i should just keep it to myself. maybe i'm better off being that freakin' emo person i was last year.my lowpoint. the world would be a better place without me, without my rants. i should just fade into the shadows; blend into the darkness. i want to be invisible. for once, i am not strong. when have i ever been anyway.
she asks herself,
"why the low self-esteem?"
...
she cannot answer.
i love the sound of you walking away;
and i will wait for a nice summer's day,
when the wind gently carasses my face
as i am lying in your arms..
can't you see -
you belong to me.
sorry for affecting you all, whoever was affected.
especially veron.. and violet! sorry for ranting ):
my emotions are playing up again;
or maybe it's just my mood swinging sky-high.
it's not like i can help it.
--
there's something that's been bothering me for quite some time now. it's like there at the corner of my eye lurking and haunting.. it wants to devour me. but i refute. i am choosing not to succumb to it. but how long can i last? i've been deliberating who and if i should tell. it's almost as if the thousands of thoughts in the innermost parts of my mind are debating; they're battling - it isn't going to be easy.
but then i think about it. i should just keep it to myself. maybe i'm better off being that freakin' emo person i was last year.
she asks herself,
"why the low self-esteem?"
...
she cannot answer.
i love the sound of you walking away;
and i will wait for a nice summer's day,
when the wind gently carasses my face
as i am lying in your arms..
can't you see -
you belong to me.
Thursday, April 27, 2006 | 11:05 PM
i am blind.
really blind.
those close brushes with affection are lost.
it isn't complicated.
it exists.
probably even strong.
say no more.
i didn't have to be lead by thenose heart.
i'm SORRY,
i should've never felt that way.
really blind.
those close brushes with affection are lost.
it isn't complicated.
it exists.
probably even strong.
say no more.
i didn't have to be lead by the
i'm SORRY,
i should've never felt that way.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 | 9:03 PM
ohmy, i am still suffering from that fever! \: but it's not like i can help it. i know that by now it's very very POST-meet, but still! :D ole just keeps on shi tou-ing! :D mwahah.
ole team 3/O, 4x100m! :D we simply rock. yay.
sheesh, cel and i look weird! only veron is posing for the cam :D
OLE BANNER :D
and finally...
MISSY PUFFERFISH! :D :D
sheesh, cel and i look weird! only veron is posing for the cam :D
OLE BANNER :D
and finally...
MISSY PUFFERFISH! :D :D
Sunday, April 23, 2006 | 10:16 PM
i'm still in the sports day fever! :D woohoo-.
ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole! :D
was happy that day when dajie came back :D sadly, i had just finished my events by the time she did. argh, whatapity. but that's okay :D i'm still happy to see you anyway :D too bad bihuan didn't come though! - if not i could've showed her my nice little triangular ntuc plactic bags! :D hehheh. inside joke.
this year i have 4 medals! :D haha. 3 gold and 1 silver :D mwahah. i bet the other people have like one billion medals but it's okay. cause i am really lousy anyway. 4 is already like.. yay? :D haha. maybe i am just easily satisfied. this year i actually set out only for two. one silver and one gold. but looks like i reaped twice the amount! :D in fact, two extra golds! :D 3/O rocks, like our class got first for two events? :D mwahah. so mike chia should just like treat us! :D but he's taking one billion years to ahem, think about it. haha :D
ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole! :D
was happy that day when dajie came back :D sadly, i had just finished my events by the time she did. argh, whatapity. but that's okay :D i'm still happy to see you anyway :D too bad bihuan didn't come though! - if not i could've showed her my nice little triangular ntuc plactic bags! :D hehheh. inside joke.
this year i have 4 medals! :D haha. 3 gold and 1 silver :D mwahah. i bet the other people have like one billion medals but it's okay. cause i am really lousy anyway. 4 is already like.. yay? :D haha. maybe i am just easily satisfied. this year i actually set out only for two. one silver and one gold. but looks like i reaped twice the amount! :D in fact, two extra golds! :D 3/O rocks, like our class got first for two events? :D mwahah. so mike chia should just like treat us! :D but he's taking one billion years to ahem, think about it. haha :D
| 9:53 PM
replies!
deborah: YAY DEBO! :D thankyou for cheering! i heard you so clearly at the first aid base lah! :D
CEL: sheesh! he's not my boyfriend! grahhs. cel, i am single and lovin' it :D
yusin: mwahahah! :D i don't care :D i am borrowing it! - you cannot do anything about it :P hehheh. i am so mean, ain't i? and cel is right - saying the diamond thing is so trip science of you! bleah.
yusin: yeah, good run! :D haha. and pufferfish rocks! and hey, why didn't you delete my oh-so-unglam photo ): i was in fit-like laughter! :D hehheh.
saint: haha! yeah, ole rocks :D mwahah. but i love bougai! :D - ole's going to kill me for this! we should just like exchange houses man. mwahah. nah :D what korean drama! you must've been watching too much jewel in the palace eh :D and for goodness sake, that's so not my boyfriend :D mwahah. anyhow, i chose to go with cel okay! :D
saint: haha. typo :D
yusin: ohmy! :D my oh-so-unglam photo!! argh. just take it off, PLEASE! and jennifer and i look so super stupid in that looking-up-at-i-don't-know-what photo! :D
inezlau: haha. it's never too late. i'm still in the sports day fever! :D hehheh. OLE! thankyou anyway :D i tried my best! love you too <3
deborah: sheesh you! :D what lightbulb lah! /: there's nothing to it :D
deborah: YAY DEBO! :D thankyou for cheering! i heard you so clearly at the first aid base lah! :D
CEL: sheesh! he's not my boyfriend! grahhs. cel, i am single and lovin' it :D
yusin: mwahahah! :D i don't care :D i am borrowing it! - you cannot do anything about it :P hehheh. i am so mean, ain't i? and cel is right - saying the diamond thing is so trip science of you! bleah.
yusin: yeah, good run! :D haha. and pufferfish rocks! and hey, why didn't you delete my oh-so-unglam photo ): i was in fit-like laughter! :D hehheh.
saint: haha! yeah, ole rocks :D mwahah. but i love bougai! :D - ole's going to kill me for this! we should just like exchange houses man. mwahah. nah :D what korean drama! you must've been watching too much jewel in the palace eh :D and for goodness sake, that's so not my boyfriend :D mwahah. anyhow, i chose to go with cel okay! :D
saint: haha. typo :D
yusin: ohmy! :D my oh-so-unglam photo!! argh. just take it off, PLEASE! and jennifer and i look so super stupid in that looking-up-at-i-don't-know-what photo! :D
inezlau: haha. it's never too late. i'm still in the sports day fever! :D hehheh. OLE! thankyou anyway :D i tried my best! love you too <3
deborah: sheesh you! :D what lightbulb lah! /: there's nothing to it :D
Friday, April 21, 2006 | 10:25 PM
OLE! :D
we rule.
sheesh, i am starting tolove orange.
but i must stay true to yellow! :D i will not be moved :D
three O rocks! :D and so do the sec 4 ole classes :D whee.
i must say this year's track&field meet was quite a disaster. screwed it up with my bent arms. argh. whatever. thankyou anyway computer for massaging my arms with your ahem, professional massaging skills! :D and thank God my arm healed just in time! this morning :D haha. finally could bend straight! 180degrees. woohoo-! :D - cel, i won the "who-gets-fifth" game! :D
3/O got second for 4x100m! after 3H theunbeatables! yay :D :D we rock. no, we diamond! whees` thankyou lydia, for closing up on the bad gap i gave; thankyou cel for the great gap you gave veron; and veron! - so ZAI :D you kept the lead! woohoo-! great job there. you rock, with that cantonese of yours :D - and i am so not neat! :D
as for 4x400m, don't worry okay! :D you tried your best, niki py xinrui vathany. you girls rock all the same :D i'm sure no one blames you, niki, for not catching up at the last part. - suuz & taina are just plain insanely good! ): ohwell.
inter-unit race was like whee :D haha. i somehow felt like my arms did not hurt when i ran. - amelia you're right. i should just not think about it :D and i didn't! whee. sorry though, zhenluan. i heard you almost caught up! ohmy, so freaky. good run anyway! :D
so malu! when they announced the house winners, i was the only one who jumped at ole being 3rd! ohmy. so malu /: hehheh. who ask cel! tell her to jump she don't want! sheesh /: heh. but ziyan said i am a crazy woman who is high. but that's good! :D whees`
oh and sharron! :D someone is pretty huh! :D mwahah. - inside joke.
chilli's hot! whees` my pufferfish rocks! :D it's a celebrity. haha :D cause people like yusin and arica are obsessed over taking pictures of it and i am obsessed over taking pictures with it! :D mwahah. after the meet we went out. peecees :D went to kfc and ping and i ate fish OLE set! on purpose! :D cause we were in the ole mood. mwahah. so lame. jenfur! must send me the photo whereby we are the goldfish! :D so lame.
so sji did have their t&f meet just before ours. sheesh, ended so late. biru and bernadine were so freaking out that there would be a whole crowd of sji guys stampeding out or something. thankfully, as mr chan would say, they evacuated out quite quickly. so lame, when there were some cedarians already at the stadium while sji was inside, the guys started looking at them and not their own races. sheesh. mainly cause they were cheerleaders with short skirts? /: whatever, whatever. all guys are the same. haha :D
didn't manage to talk to kc or yl. - yl, i know you wanted to walk over. but cel came just then. so i'm sorry /: heh. it's called perfect timing :D it was rushed cause i had to take part in 100m so had to go warm up and stuff! kc is forever blind. sheesh.
ole we know we're fine,
fine enough to blow your mind;
ole we know we're good,
so get on the floor and shake it!
so CHEER!
when we leave you're gonna beg for more;
love us or hate us
just hear us say:
hit bullseye!
now we don't play.
SAY YEAH!~ YEAH!~
we are the champions,
you can't put us down! :D
ole forever`
we rule.
sheesh, i am starting to
but i must stay true to yellow! :D i will not be moved :D
three O rocks! :D and so do the sec 4 ole classes :D whee.
i must say this year's track&field meet was quite a disaster. screwed it up with my bent arms. argh. whatever. thankyou anyway computer for massaging my arms with your ahem, professional massaging skills! :D and thank God my arm healed just in time! this morning :D haha. finally could bend straight! 180degrees. woohoo-! :D - cel, i won the "who-gets-fifth" game! :D
3/O got second for 4x100m! after 3H the
as for 4x400m, don't worry okay! :D you tried your best, niki py xinrui vathany. you girls rock all the same :D i'm sure no one blames you, niki, for not catching up at the last part. - suuz & taina are just plain insanely good! ): ohwell.
inter-unit race was like whee :D haha. i somehow felt like my arms did not hurt when i ran. - amelia you're right. i should just not think about it :D and i didn't! whee. sorry though, zhenluan. i heard you almost caught up! ohmy, so freaky. good run anyway! :D
so malu! when they announced the house winners, i was the only one who jumped at ole being 3rd! ohmy. so malu /: hehheh. who ask cel! tell her to jump she don't want! sheesh /: heh. but ziyan said i am a crazy woman who is high. but that's good! :D whees`
oh and sharron! :D someone is pretty huh! :D mwahah. - inside joke.
chilli's hot! whees` my pufferfish rocks! :D it's a celebrity. haha :D cause people like yusin and arica are obsessed over taking pictures of it and i am obsessed over taking pictures with it! :D mwahah. after the meet we went out. peecees :D went to kfc and ping and i ate fish OLE set! on purpose! :D cause we were in the ole mood. mwahah. so lame. jenfur! must send me the photo whereby we are the goldfish! :D so lame.
so sji did have their t&f meet just before ours. sheesh, ended so late. biru and bernadine were so freaking out that there would be a whole crowd of sji guys stampeding out or something. thankfully, as mr chan would say, they evacuated out quite quickly. so lame, when there were some cedarians already at the stadium while sji was inside, the guys started looking at them and not their own races. sheesh. mainly cause they were cheerleaders with short skirts? /: whatever, whatever. all guys are the same. haha :D
didn't manage to talk to kc or yl. - yl, i know you wanted to walk over. but cel came just then. so i'm sorry /: heh. it's called perfect timing :D it was rushed cause i had to take part in 100m so had to go warm up and stuff! kc is forever blind. sheesh.
ole we know we're fine,
fine enough to blow your mind;
ole we know we're good,
so get on the floor and shake it!
so CHEER!
when we leave you're gonna beg for more;
love us or hate us
just hear us say:
hit bullseye!
now we don't play.
SAY YEAH!~ YEAH!~
we are the champions,
you can't put us down! :D
ole forever`
| 9:45 AM
replies!
alicia: haha. i will consider :D how much is it going for?
dajie: yep :D thankyou! :D
rw: haha :D so lame. so if you know it, please shout out the answer! apparently some people don't :D
oyRAHH: haha :D yeah! the third lang gang + 2 extras - peichun and self :D mwahah. poor you, got squashed! i kept hitting my back :D
oyRAHH: haha :D that always happens to me! mwahah.
stepdaughter: haha. i am so influencial! thankyou :D tc5 rocks!
stepdaughter: i'm always crap :D haha. but seriously! you're doing reading period duty! - inside joke :D
stepdaughter: you takecare too :D love you.
sharon: haha. it's not that easy :D
sharon: haha. yeah :D but these worrying thoughts are inevitable, it's just how i handle them :D
CEL: haha. there's YOU! :D since in your blog you said there's no one there except YOU and the track! so now there's you, me and the track! ohmy, we love the track, don't we? :D hehheh. anyhow, it's just you and me, dudette! :D and we're running for ole! yay!
sharon: haha. i will try! but no guarantees :D
sharon: haha. okay :D
deborah: yeah! you do! :D and thankyou so much for that :D hehheh. wave your pompoms!
deborah: thankyou :D i shall be a writer next time! HAH :D
jiani: HELLO! CHUA jiani :D i know you will be supporting me right! cause we are family! mwahah :D
stepdaughter: yeah man! so coincidental i had dental ytd and it was YOUR turn to choose the colour and you chose orange! :D
stepdaughter: thankyou :D
dajie: thankyou :D hope to see you there :D
computer x): thankyou :D meet you there, yeah? :D
alicia: haha. i will consider :D how much is it going for?
dajie: yep :D thankyou! :D
rw: haha :D so lame. so if you know it, please shout out the answer! apparently some people don't :D
oyRAHH: haha :D yeah! the third lang gang + 2 extras - peichun and self :D mwahah. poor you, got squashed! i kept hitting my back :D
oyRAHH: haha :D that always happens to me! mwahah.
stepdaughter: haha. i am so influencial! thankyou :D tc5 rocks!
stepdaughter: i'm always crap :D haha. but seriously! you're doing reading period duty! - inside joke :D
stepdaughter: you takecare too :D love you.
sharon: haha. it's not that easy :D
sharon: haha. yeah :D but these worrying thoughts are inevitable, it's just how i handle them :D
CEL: haha. there's YOU! :D since in your blog you said there's no one there except YOU and the track! so now there's you, me and the track! ohmy, we love the track, don't we? :D hehheh. anyhow, it's just you and me, dudette! :D and we're running for ole! yay!
sharon: haha. i will try! but no guarantees :D
sharon: haha. okay :D
deborah: yeah! you do! :D and thankyou so much for that :D hehheh. wave your pompoms!
deborah: thankyou :D i shall be a writer next time! HAH :D
jiani: HELLO! CHUA jiani :D i know you will be supporting me right! cause we are family! mwahah :D
stepdaughter: yeah man! so coincidental i had dental ytd and it was YOUR turn to choose the colour and you chose orange! :D
stepdaughter: thankyou :D
dajie: thankyou :D hope to see you there :D
computer x): thankyou :D meet you there, yeah? :D
Thursday, April 20, 2006 | 9:52 PM
i forgot to mention.. i went to the dentist for my monthly appt today :D haha.
and i changed my braces colour to ORANGE! :D yeah man.
i want to be extra orange-y tmr. mwahah.
TOMORROW WILL BE AN ORANGE DAY! we diamond`
and i changed my braces colour to ORANGE! :D yeah man.
i want to be extra orange-y tmr. mwahah.
TOMORROW WILL BE AN ORANGE DAY! we diamond`
| 8:37 PM
i cannot stop thinking.
imagine tmr.
mrs ouyang declares the meet open.
athletes take their vow while i'm doing the last of my warm-up.
the D div 100m event starts.
then the C div.
next is B div, they announce.
my stomach starts cramping.
i get these stupid ideas i'm going to lose.
then it's my turn.
i walk to the 100m mark.
i look at my competitors.
i think, "i'm going to do this."
though they are all strong opponents.
i know the only enemy is myself.
then the commands are given.
i freak out.
we get down on our knees and position our hands.
my right arm cannot bend.
suddenly, "sedia..."
my heart beats like mad.
GO!
my heart skips a beat.
then in a split second my whole body reponds.
at the 50m mark..
my arms fail me.
i push with all my might.
then i see the finishing line.
i'm drawing nearer.
i made it.
imagine tmr.
mrs ouyang declares the meet open.
athletes take their vow while i'm doing the last of my warm-up.
the D div 100m event starts.
then the C div.
next is B div, they announce.
my stomach starts cramping.
i get these stupid ideas i'm going to lose.
then it's my turn.
i walk to the 100m mark.
i look at my competitors.
i think, "i'm going to do this."
though they are all strong opponents.
i know the only enemy is myself.
then the commands are given.
we get down on our knees and position our hands.
my right arm cannot bend.
suddenly, "sedia..."
my heart beats like mad.
GO!
my heart skips a beat.
then in a split second my whole body reponds.
at the 50m mark..
my arms fail me.
i push with all my might.
then i see the finishing line.
i'm drawing nearer.
i made it.
| 8:20 PM
tmr is cedar's 48th annual track & field meet.
i am sofreaked out. i have to psycho myself for the race tmr. just thinking about the race is driving me mad. today i had geog test. grahhs- thankyou kc for answering my questions. haha. - i didn't sleep during the test :D before that there was that ke tang zuo ye. boo, i was thinking about the race. i was thinking about the starting line. i was thinking about my run. my bad run. sheesh! apparently sji is also having their t&f meet tmr. haha. it's just before ours at tp stadium too :D jiayou yl and kc! :D
i'm having butterflies in my stomach even now. argh ): i'm going crazy. it's my first year ever taking part in 100m. eew. - cel, i won't beat you :D grr. and now that my arms is so bent, i'm so not going to be able to pass that baton. and ohmy, i'm taking part in TWO baton events. AHH! - thankyou so much for making me feel like a cripple :D
i'm feeling so much pressure for the inter-unit race. sheesh. representing prefects. it would've been all fine. just like last year. we would win. but no, guess what's different this year? I AM THE LAST RUNNER. great. i can't do last. against dhilshad! and some red cross person which zhenluan, evelyn and anabella refuse to tell me who. and how am i supposed to receive the baton with this arm?! freak. i cannot lose. if we ever lose it's my fault. and stupid jennifer! i can't believe you said that you will kill me if i lose. ohno. this is so unlike our class'. cause no one cares anyway. except maybe yvonne, aarthi, joleen, inez, haslina, nikita, debo, sharron, peichun, wanping and some others. the rest? blah. like they care. if they don't, why should i?though i must admit i do. we're aiming for second, after 3H :D
i am so freaking out.
i am so
i'm having butterflies in my stomach even now. argh ): i'm going crazy. it's my first year ever taking part in 100m. eew. - cel, i won't beat you :D grr. and now that my arms is so bent, i'm so not going to be able to pass that baton. and ohmy, i'm taking part in TWO baton events. AHH! - thankyou so much for making me feel like a cripple :D
i'm feeling so much pressure for the inter-unit race. sheesh. representing prefects. it would've been all fine. just like last year. we would win. but no, guess what's different this year? I AM THE LAST RUNNER. great. i can't do last. against dhilshad! and some red cross person which zhenluan, evelyn and anabella refuse to tell me who. and how am i supposed to receive the baton with this arm?! freak. i cannot lose. if we ever lose it's my fault. and stupid jennifer! i can't believe you said that you will kill me if i lose. ohno. this is so unlike our class'. cause no one cares anyway. except maybe yvonne, aarthi, joleen, inez, haslina, nikita, debo, sharron, peichun, wanping and some others. the rest? blah. like they care. if they don't, why should i?
i am so freaking out.
Saturday, April 15, 2006 | 1:27 PM
theclickfive is performing today!
i want to go, i want to go, i want to go!
sheesh this is so unfair.
i don't get to see joey zehr ): boo.
i want to go, i want to go, i want to go!
sheesh this is so unfair.
i don't get to see joey zehr ): boo.
| 12:26 PM
thinking back. it's been all so childish.
everyone's so right -she isn't worth me being angry or pissed off :D in fact, when you think about life itself and the people you meet, there's bound to be people you just cannot accept. but we have to :D and so i shall. that's the only way life can go on :D it's when people learn to adapt and accept others for who they are. furthermore, being a child of God, i must strive to be like Him :D ever-loving and ever forgiving :D instead of trying to change others, i should change the way i look at things :D cel, you're right - i cannot change it. but i can change myself. it's what's within my control :D yay. i never thought i'd be able to look at things through this perspective. but i have.
i must say thankyou to kc for all your advice, ever so deep :D haha. i promise when i get there, i will tell you how it is like. how it's different from what you have gone through :D jiayou for your cca and handling your boys :D
everyone's so right -
i must say thankyou to kc for all your advice, ever so deep :D haha. i promise when i get there, i will tell you how it is like. how it's different from what you have gone through :D jiayou for your cca and handling your boys :D
| 12:13 PM
replies!
shermaine: hey sher :D thankyou for your advice! :D jiayou you too :D
CEL: yep, i guess you're right :D jiayou with trng and your work :D you can do it cause you are sitting in front of me :D mwahah.
CEL: haha. right. reminds me of that radio advert, about the father hearing what the coach says about his son :D he chose to hear only the good parts. haha. that his son will one day be the world's greatest tennis player! :D hehheh.
stepdaughter: thankyou :D you takecare too!
stepdaughter: yes, it has been. it's okay. as long as you are happy :D
stepdaugher: i love you too. takecare and i'm glad you seem to be loving life. that's the way it should be :D
PAIL: about that day, it's okay :D she wouldm't have allowed you to go over and wave anyway. even if you waved from behind her, i wouldn't have been able to wave back anyway :D
PAIL: you're right. she stands alone. we stand together, as one big cedar family :D
PAIL: yep. some people are just so stubborn :D we cannot change that. haha.
PAIL: that is so true :D i have you all. the only thing is that obviously it is impossible to get rid of her in my life. sigh. whatever :D i just can't help but get affected.
PAIL: you takecare too. and jiayou :D
shermaine: hey sher :D thankyou for your advice! :D jiayou you too :D
CEL: yep, i guess you're right :D jiayou with trng and your work :D you can do it cause you are sitting in front of me :D mwahah.
CEL: haha. right. reminds me of that radio advert, about the father hearing what the coach says about his son :D he chose to hear only the good parts. haha. that his son will one day be the world's greatest tennis player! :D hehheh.
stepdaughter: thankyou :D you takecare too!
stepdaughter: yes, it has been. it's okay. as long as you are happy :D
stepdaugher: i love you too. takecare and i'm glad you seem to be loving life. that's the way it should be :D
PAIL: about that day, it's okay :D she wouldm't have allowed you to go over and wave anyway. even if you waved from behind her, i wouldn't have been able to wave back anyway :D
PAIL: you're right. she stands alone. we stand together, as one big cedar family :D
PAIL: yep. some people are just so stubborn :D we cannot change that. haha.
PAIL: that is so true :D i have you all. the only thing is that obviously it is impossible to get rid of her in my life. sigh. whatever :D i just can't help but get affected.
PAIL: you takecare too. and jiayou :D
Friday, April 14, 2006 | 11:05 AM
replies!
oyRAHH: thankyou :D
oyRAHH: yes, today is a better day. i don't have to facethat person :D
oyRAHH: precisely! :D that was what i was thinking too :D haha. mechanics rock!
deborah: haha :D nice try debo! and thankyou so much for rmb-ing i like yellow! - seriously, who would forget? :D but i don't think so? :D hm.
saint: of course you know :D you are clever, my dear saint znns! :D
saint: yay :D thankyou! the world's a better place because you're in it! :D haha.
yusin: haha, yes, it's been long :D
yusin: how do i look okay? haha :D you can't even see me :D mwahah. sorry about the language |:
yusin: right. hey! i don't complain! :D i rant :D
yusin: yeah! HE is with US :D HE walks with us :D
yusin: yep yep :D yusin, you're too weak eh? :D mwahah. don't worry, you will always be my chair to sit on :D
yusin: thankyou :D you takecare!
oyRAHH: thankyou :D
oyRAHH: yes, today is a better day. i don't have to face
oyRAHH: precisely! :D that was what i was thinking too :D haha. mechanics rock!
deborah: haha :D nice try debo! and thankyou so much for rmb-ing i like yellow! - seriously, who would forget? :D but i don't think so? :D hm.
saint: of course you know :D you are clever, my dear saint znns! :D
saint: yay :D thankyou! the world's a better place because you're in it! :D haha.
yusin: haha, yes, it's been long :D
yusin: how do i look okay? haha :D you can't even see me :D mwahah. sorry about the language |:
yusin: right. hey! i don't complain! :D i rant :D
yusin: yeah! HE is with US :D HE walks with us :D
yusin: yep yep :D yusin, you're too weak eh? :D mwahah. don't worry, you will always be my chair to sit on :D
yusin: thankyou :D you takecare!
Thursday, April 13, 2006 | 9:49 PM
what mr yau said today was really close to my heart. ah well. i wonder what's that fantastic talent i have yet to discover :D veron says it's being neat! haha :D no, that isn't it :D maybe RAHH will say it's being able to raise one eyebrow. sheesh :D whatever it is, i am depressed therefore i must think that i am worse than everyone else :D sorry, i am high.
these strange feelings that are overwhelming me.. sheesh :D i don't know what to think anymore. argh.
tmr's good friday. that's when Christ was crucified. sigh. but that's okay :D cause sunday is easter sunday! whees.
these strange feelings that are overwhelming me.. sheesh :D i don't know what to think anymore. argh.
tmr's good friday. that's when Christ was crucified. sigh. but that's okay :D cause sunday is easter sunday! whees.
| 8:17 PM
i'm so sorry you chose the wrong day. wrong, wrong, wrong.
today was a very bad day. bad, bad, bad. sheesh.
school was boring.
and as for training.. it was enjoyable, only at the later half.
i can't believe we gotscolded just like that. but fine, whatever. i guess you should know by now we are anti-YOU, if you haven't already. i mean, what's with the random mood swings and PMS-ing? i hate you. whatever, whatever. thank God i have self-control. thank God. i almost wanted to roll my eyes. but hey, it isn't worth wasting my energy on you. you were the one who asked us to do that. and now we are getting scolded for supposedly being guai? what the shit is that. you are crap, i'm not. if you want to hear it straight in the face and out from my mouth, fine. so what if i don't intend to go for - ? do you care? just give up hope on me. cause i have already given up hope on myself. i cannot make it for - anyway. so heck. and you totally misunderstood me. that's what pisses me off the most. I DON'T PSYCHO PEOPLE TO SLACK. why would i? honestly, i'm the one psycho-ing her not to slack, if you haven't noticed. so what if i'm not as passionate about this as much as the others are. i put you last anyway. too bad you didn't know that :D hello, who was the one who chose me and refused to let me leave in sec one? no prizes for guessing correctly who :D
it's sad, really. you're the only part of cedar i will never miss. eh? - since when were you a part of cedar anyway? i have never considered you to be a part of this family. cause you just can't work with family. she's right - eat your shit :D go back there for all i care. life has been a living nightmare ever since sec two.
but i shall not be put down by YOU. i don't care even if you find my blog and see that i have posted about you. anyway, you're the only one who knows who you are. if you ever make a scene, it's pretty obvious you're guilty :D why should i be miserable in such a nice place like cedar just because of you? this is what i really call NOT WORTH IT. that's what you are.
today was a very bad day. bad, bad, bad. sheesh.
school was boring.
and as for training.. it was enjoyable, only at the later half.
i can't believe we got
it's sad, really. you're the only part of cedar i will never miss. eh? - since when were you a part of cedar anyway? i have never considered you to be a part of this family. cause you just can't work with family. she's right - eat your shit :D go back there for all i care. life has been a living nightmare ever since sec two.
but i shall not be put down by YOU. i don't care even if you find my blog and see that i have posted about you. anyway, you're the only one who knows who you are. if you ever make a scene, it's pretty obvious you're guilty :D why should i be miserable in such a nice place like cedar just because of you? this is what i really call NOT WORTH IT. that's what you are.
| 8:00 PM
replies!
dajie: oh dear, then hope you catch up soon :D
dajie: haha. i am sure you will get back on track in no time. you are capable of anything! :D
dajie: haha :D try not to think that it's sian. hehheh.
dajie: yeah, i guess :D thankyou :D
dajie: haha. they ought to be shot and thrown into the mud! :D
dajie: heh. okay. thankyou :D and you jiayou too. takecare :D
dajie: if you're not feeling well, please don't go. but outings are always fun :D wish i had more of them. sadly i cannot afford to. so whatever :D
dajie: haha. okay. will update you :D and those action city stuff! it's meant to be valentine's day gifts okay! :D sheesh. love you :D
joleeen: haha :D hi joleen! the cute impish little girl who sits behind me the beside! :D why do you think celeste says i have emo posts on my blog? mwahah :D whatever lah. i will be shocked if i find out you are the depressed kind too :D
saint: haha. my friend :D i will tell you why i am sad.. some time :D haha. right.. the world is a better place because you are in it, znns! :D you're a special person, rmb? hehheh :D
saint: no no no! :D you're right! but still that can't stop some things from getting in the way. sheesh.
me: and so do i.i guess just not yet.
me: happiness doesn't derive from that. happiness derives from knowing God, get it. yeah, that was used to. now?
me: yep. but where is the love? literally.
dajie: oh dear, then hope you catch up soon :D
dajie: haha. i am sure you will get back on track in no time. you are capable of anything! :D
dajie: haha :D try not to think that it's sian. hehheh.
dajie: yeah, i guess :D thankyou :D
dajie: haha. they ought to be shot and thrown into the mud! :D
dajie: heh. okay. thankyou :D and you jiayou too. takecare :D
dajie: if you're not feeling well, please don't go. but outings are always fun :D wish i had more of them. sadly i cannot afford to. so whatever :D
dajie: haha. okay. will update you :D and those action city stuff! it's meant to be valentine's day gifts okay! :D sheesh. love you :D
joleeen: haha :D hi joleen! the cute impish little girl who sits behind me the beside! :D why do you think celeste says i have emo posts on my blog? mwahah :D whatever lah. i will be shocked if i find out you are the depressed kind too :D
saint: haha. my friend :D i will tell you why i am sad.. some time :D haha. right.. the world is a better place because you are in it, znns! :D you're a special person, rmb? hehheh :D
saint: no no no! :D you're right! but still that can't stop some things from getting in the way. sheesh.
me: and so do i.
me: happiness doesn't derive from that. happiness derives from knowing God, get it. yeah, that was used to. now?
me: yep. but where is the love? literally.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 | 10:19 PM
ack.
my whole mood is spoilt. grahhs-.
i guess i'm really at this lowpoint right now. sorry, there's nothing you can do to make it better. i felt so stressed today before the tests; so stressed cel and i went high during CE. oh yay. sometimes it just isn't worth it. everything just isn't. i don't know what i don't know. it isn't worth studying. i realised i'm studying not for myself, instead, for a piece of paper. like what's that supposed to mean. this is crap.
nothing's really working out. i am physically drained. i know 3/O rocks but sometimes it's really unfair. i'm going to be very frank here. y'all treat us like.. i don't know how to explain it. toys? hm. us, refering to cel wenyi nikita me. it is so annoying. you know how much we have put in for sports day. i forgot to mention. running, jumping and throwing isn't as easy as run jump throw. no. it's more than that. you know how hard it is on us mentally? hah, i guess you'll never understand anyway. i don't know why i care so much about my studies, but it's just wrong that i'm sacrificing it for this class. cause you don't appreciate it at all. i mean, i'm sorry - maybe it's just the case that when you are good you expect people to be the same way. you become intolerant. i guess. but honestly, who gives a damn, the fact that we have been gaining points for you and ole. hah, i bet no one. and you just excuse yourselves from the heats whenever you want. freaks. just freaks. i'm doing this for the class, at the expense of my education. great, just great. i'm not asking for anything in return. just don't use us in this way, please.
in actual fact, i can't even run. i don't even know why i am a tracker. haha. member by name, not by actions. whatever. and cel, I HAVE BIG ANKLES. heck it all. i'm just not at the right mood right now to be happy about anything. you know what it is like to be depressed. i don't want to face this world anymore. sec 3 life is a killer.just commit suicide and die. shit you, elyssa.
my whole mood is spoilt. grahhs-.
i guess i'm really at this lowpoint right now. sorry, there's nothing you can do to make it better. i felt so stressed today before the tests; so stressed cel and i went high during CE. oh yay. sometimes it just isn't worth it. everything just isn't. i don't know what i don't know. it isn't worth studying. i realised i'm studying not for myself, instead, for a piece of paper. like what's that supposed to mean. this is crap.
nothing's really working out. i am physically drained. i know 3/O rocks but sometimes it's really unfair. i'm going to be very frank here. y'all treat us like.. i don't know how to explain it. toys? hm. us, refering to cel wenyi nikita me. it is so annoying. you know how much we have put in for sports day. i forgot to mention. running, jumping and throwing isn't as easy as run jump throw. no. it's more than that. you know how hard it is on us mentally? hah, i guess you'll never understand anyway. i don't know why i care so much about my studies, but it's just wrong that i'm sacrificing it for this class. cause you don't appreciate it at all. i mean, i'm sorry - maybe it's just the case that when you are good you expect people to be the same way. you become intolerant. i guess. but honestly, who gives a damn, the fact that we have been gaining points for you and ole. hah, i bet no one. and you just excuse yourselves from the heats whenever you want. freaks. just freaks. i'm doing this for the class, at the expense of my education. great, just great. i'm not asking for anything in return. just don't use us in this way, please.
in actual fact, i can't even run. i don't even know why i am a tracker. haha. member by name, not by actions. whatever. and cel, I HAVE BIG ANKLES. heck it all. i'm just not at the right mood right now to be happy about anything. you know what it is like to be depressed. i don't want to face this world anymore. sec 3 life is a killer.
| 10:05 PM
sheesh.
today totally screwed up. like what the freaking shit.
i can't believe they beat us. fine, whatever. we didn't even make it into top 6 for b div. argh. that sucks so much. i guess the only saving grace today was getting 3rd for c div. but still. we have dharsh, sam, bao, tasha, adel and wen qin.sigh, maybe we're really just not good enough. it's unfair. we trained so hard. they were pushed to their limits. and all those mental trainings.. grahhs. i want to just breakdown and cry. i know: if we don't work hard, others will. that's what mr tay always says. i guess it's true - sometimes we slack. but can't we be forgiven even for those 'sometimes'? i guess not. but that's something we all have to learn. the only freaking thing that sucks is we have to learn it the hard way.
chem and amaths was totally screwed. i was a good mechanic today; more than good i must say. shit this.
and what a pity. kc was so busy walking around and 'making sure' his boys were doing their job, and apparently we weren't allowed to walk off and talk to guys - it's to prevent us from getting into trouble. sheesh. it's not like i'm flirting. whatever man. kc is blind :D i was standing right there but he still kept saying he cannot see me. right, i am short. you look smart in your uniform :D just like all UG people do. haha. and just like when peecees are in CCU :D
screamed till our voices were hoarse. i don't care. i don't regret this sorethroat. it was worth it.
today totally screwed up. like what the freaking shit.
i can't believe they beat us. fine, whatever. we didn't even make it into top 6 for b div. argh. that sucks so much. i guess the only saving grace today was getting 3rd for c div. but still. we have dharsh, sam, bao, tasha, adel and wen qin.
chem and amaths was totally screwed. i was a good mechanic today; more than good i must say. shit this.
and what a pity. kc was so busy walking around and 'making sure' his boys were doing their job, and apparently we weren't allowed to walk off and talk to guys - it's to prevent us from getting into trouble. sheesh. it's not like i'm flirting. whatever man. kc is blind :D i was standing right there but he still kept saying he cannot see me. right, i am short. you look smart in your uniform :D just like all UG people do. haha. and just like when peecees are in CCU :D
screamed till our voices were hoarse. i don't care. i don't regret this sorethroat. it was worth it.
| 9:58 PM
replies!
bro: hi xD
me: i guess.
me: maybe i just didn't. it's different last year and now. you can't say the same.
CEL: you are brown and smelly! :D at least your PE shirt stinks :D mwahah. i still rmb computer and the gracia's sweat thing. rmb to take a sample from her towel. HAH :D and whatever! what secret.
bro: hi xD
me: i guess.
me: maybe i just didn't. it's different last year and now. you can't say the same.
CEL: you are brown and smelly! :D at least your PE shirt stinks :D mwahah. i still rmb computer and the gracia's sweat thing. rmb to take a sample from her towel. HAH :D and whatever! what secret.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 | 10:40 PM
cel is full of crap :D first, together with eva, she said i have hard hair :D i mean, what's with that? haha.
then, with inezlau and computer, she's joining them to say that i have a tight butt! |: sheesh. what's with the craze of whacking my butt? haha, though i don't really feel a thing :D hey, if you want to say me, you have a hard butt too okay! mwahah. it's cause i run. it's not my fault! :D jumping is no difference :D
and now, she says my swimsuit looks porn! |: it's just a swimsuit, for goodness' sake :D don't insult it please. haha :D and don't tell me it means i look porn in it! |: i love my swimsuit okay. it is so nice :D mwahah.
by the way, tmr is x-cty nationals! jiayou all x-cty runners :D nikita, you rock! you can do it :D i am behind you all the way :D haha. is this coincidental or what - kc is doing duty :D will see him tmr. haha. and xinying is running! :D
okay, have to mug for chem and amaths now. blah. i don't want it to be the thing spoiling my day :D
then, with inezlau and computer, she's joining them to say that i have a tight butt! |: sheesh. what's with the craze of whacking my butt? haha, though i don't really feel a thing :D hey, if you want to say me, you have a hard butt too okay! mwahah. it's cause i run. it's not my fault! :D jumping is no difference :D
and now, she says my swimsuit looks porn! |: it's just a swimsuit, for goodness' sake :D don't insult it please. haha :D and don't tell me it means i look porn in it! |: i love my swimsuit okay. it is so nice :D mwahah.
by the way, tmr is x-cty nationals! jiayou all x-cty runners :D nikita, you rock! you can do it :D i am behind you all the way :D haha. is this coincidental or what - kc is doing duty :D will see him tmr. haha. and xinying is running! :D
okay, have to mug for chem and amaths now. blah. i don't want it to be the thing spoiling my day :D
| 8:28 PM
replies!
yl: haha :D you are so comical. indeed, simple :D i still can't get over the fact that your blogskin is that way so you don't have to press any buttons! xD mwahah.
dajie: haha. things have just been so lame nowadays :D guess everyone's going crazy. haha :D you takecare and jiayou in aj. i know things are getting better :D love you.
me: things become the biggest part of your life so easily. maybe it isn't as easy as that. sure, you say simple. but things can't always be simple. ever realised that line has become so cliche?
me: you're right. misunderstandings arise when we doubt. faith. right. maybe i'm just sceptical. and don't you dare say you never had that. it's a total lie. when will you stop this faking. you had it. you did. and you were prancing around happily with your heart fluttering so furiously every moment and everyday you possessed it. dare you say against that? just admit it.
me: obviously not. no one can let go this easily. unless you don't have a heart.
me: okay, but you didn't lose her anyway.
yl: haha :D you are so comical. indeed, simple :D i still can't get over the fact that your blogskin is that way so you don't have to press any buttons! xD mwahah.
dajie: haha. things have just been so lame nowadays :D guess everyone's going crazy. haha :D you takecare and jiayou in aj. i know things are getting better :D love you.
me: things become the biggest part of your life so easily. maybe it isn't as easy as that. sure, you say simple. but things can't always be simple. ever realised that line has become so cliche?
me: you're right. misunderstandings arise when we doubt. faith. right. maybe i'm just sceptical. and don't you dare say you never had that. it's a total lie. when will you stop this faking. you had it. you did. and you were prancing around happily with your heart fluttering so furiously every moment and everyday you possessed it. dare you say against that? just admit it.
me: obviously not. no one can let go this easily. unless you don't have a heart.
me: okay, but you didn't lose her anyway.
Sunday, April 09, 2006 | 7:58 PM
they can be deep too,
i never knew.
i guess neither side can say they understand each other well.
it will forver remain this way.
we are made in His image,
but we were meant to be different in many ways.
"From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying on itself in love." - ephesians 4:16
through life's trials, i've found this verse that has been ever so dear to me.
"The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit." - psalm 34:18
i'm glad to know i am not fighting alone.
i never was,
i never will.
i love you cause you are always by my side.
you see me through the darkest storms and deepest valleys.
you walk beside me day by day; every step of the way.
my love for you trancends beyond words :D
--
i think i am crazy. i am bad at organization. i love yellow - the in colour :D i enjoy speaking english. i have spastic laughter. i cannot run fast enough. i am lame. i show my d&t skills in public! - hah! :D and i am lazy.
PEOPLE ACTUALLY AGREE! horror of horrors. mwahah :D
someone said i have emo posts in my blog. heh :D it's my other side.
and someone said i don't follow school rules in public! sheesh. i don't have to, when i'm not in school uniform! :D nikita is crazy :D
i never knew.
i guess neither side can say they understand each other well.
it will forver remain this way.
we are made in His image,
but we were meant to be different in many ways.
"From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying on itself in love." - ephesians 4:16
through life's trials, i've found this verse that has been ever so dear to me.
"The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit." - psalm 34:18
i'm glad to know i am not fighting alone.
i never was,
i never will.
i love you cause you are always by my side.
you see me through the darkest storms and deepest valleys.
you walk beside me day by day; every step of the way.
my love for you trancends beyond words :D
--
i think i am crazy. i am bad at organization. i love yellow - the in colour :D i enjoy speaking english. i have spastic laughter. i cannot run fast enough. i am lame. i show my d&t skills in public! - hah! :D and i am lazy.
PEOPLE ACTUALLY AGREE! horror of horrors. mwahah :D
someone said i have emo posts in my blog. heh :D it's my other side.
and someone said i don't follow school rules in public! sheesh. i don't have to, when i'm not in school uniform! :D nikita is crazy :D
| 7:42 PM
when the music fades,
and all is stripped away,
and i simply come.
longing just to bring,
something that's of worth;
that will bless your heart.
i'll bring you more than a song,
for a song in itself,
is not what you have required.
you search much deeper within,
through the way things appear;
you're looking into my heart.
King of endless worth,
no one couldexpress
how much you deserve.
though i'm weak and poor,
all i have is yours;
every single breath.
i'll bring you more than a song,
for a song in itself,
is not what you have required.
you search much deeper within,
through the way things appear;
you're looking into my heart.
and all is stripped away,
and i simply come.
longing just to bring,
something that's of worth;
that will bless your heart.
i'll bring you more than a song,
for a song in itself,
is not what you have required.
you search much deeper within,
through the way things appear;
King of endless worth,
no one could
how much you deserve.
though i'm weak and poor,
all i have is yours;
every single breath.
i'll bring you more than a song,
for a song in itself,
is not what you have required.
you search much deeper within,
through the way things appear;
| 6:54 PM
So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did you get to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls,
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
pinkfloyd :D
a big halluncination;
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did you get to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls,
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
pinkfloyd :D
a big halluncination;
| 6:02 PM
replies!
stepdaughter: you are not :D
RAHH: yeah! i forgot! :D okay, will blog about that after this :D haha, don't you always feel like singing? xD you love choir rmb? :D
yusin: HELLO :D flood me!
yusin: me too :D haha. okay, we shall do that then :D
yusin: haha. jiayou for 4x100m! man, you will be first runner again, eh? :D yeah, i will be running 3 races |: so freaky.
yusin: sheesh. BIG SHEESH. whatever, yusin the.. BADMINTONer! :D
yusin: haha. why will it be quite easy? i think that's the one i feel most pressurized.. hehheh. if not gu fu le cpb. last year i was so freaked out |:
yusin: takecare too my dear :D haha. my stupid knee. srews up at the wrong time. including 2.4km! argh.
yusin: sorry sorry! |: you are most definitely part of it! i won't leave you out! my other half :D since arica was so mean to "lend" me out. i know you are nice and will take me in, eh? :D
PAIL: OOPS. YOU ALSO FORGOT TO MENTION YUSIN'S NAME! I THINK SHE WILL BE SUPER HEARTBROKEN |: OOPS!! YES, THE GAYS ARE LAME.
PAIL: YES, WE ARE THE ONLY TWO WHO KNOW THE REFLECTION THINGY :D :D
PAIL: YEAH! WANTED TO SIT WITH THE RCY PEOPLE, CEL, SUUZ, WENYI, INEZ & PINGHUI! ):
PAIL: HAHA. BE PATIENT :D
me: right. we are in AWE of each other :D :D
stepdaughter: you are not :D
RAHH: yeah! i forgot! :D okay, will blog about that after this :D haha, don't you always feel like singing? xD you love choir rmb? :D
yusin: HELLO :D flood me!
yusin: me too :D haha. okay, we shall do that then :D
yusin: haha. jiayou for 4x100m! man, you will be first runner again, eh? :D yeah, i will be running 3 races |: so freaky.
yusin: sheesh. BIG SHEESH. whatever, yusin the.. BADMINTONer! :D
yusin: haha. why will it be quite easy? i think that's the one i feel most pressurized.. hehheh. if not gu fu le cpb. last year i was so freaked out |:
yusin: takecare too my dear :D haha. my stupid knee. srews up at the wrong time. including 2.4km! argh.
yusin: sorry sorry! |: you are most definitely part of it! i won't leave you out! my other half :D since arica was so mean to "lend" me out. i know you are nice and will take me in, eh? :D
PAIL: OOPS. YOU ALSO FORGOT TO MENTION YUSIN'S NAME! I THINK SHE WILL BE SUPER HEARTBROKEN |: OOPS!! YES, THE GAYS ARE LAME.
PAIL: YES, WE ARE THE ONLY TWO WHO KNOW THE REFLECTION THINGY :D :D
PAIL: YEAH! WANTED TO SIT WITH THE RCY PEOPLE, CEL, SUUZ, WENYI, INEZ & PINGHUI! ):
PAIL: HAHA. BE PATIENT :D
me: right. we are in AWE of each other :D :D
Saturday, April 08, 2006 | 9:14 PM
guides' campfire rocked! :D
thankyou guides! for making my first ever campfire so enjoyable :D especially to those i know: adeline, biru, swen, sining, verena, anger, sylvia, meijing, kaywei, lay eng, avery, dione.. sorry if i forgot anyone else :D heh. i was highly entertained by the retardedness of those guys! :D haha.
nothing, as far as i am concerned, screwed up. - bad mechanics. bad, bad mechanics! :D probably the only thing that did was the scouts' minds! oh my goodness. sheesh, BIG SHEESH. they were kowtow-ing the guides like crazy! like what the hell. and they kept jumping up and down. so bouncy. - reminds me of BOING! :D haha. zhenluan said they opened ZOUK everywhere! i fully agree. they were zi high-ing. whatever for, i don't know. or probably they're just despotic. sheesh. whatever.
heard today there's CHIJ campfire. sheesh, i can just imagine those guys going delirious again |: i don't ever want to picture that again. oh my. it totally put me off! they were gay. haha. i can't believe their screaming was better than mine. mwahah, not like i'm any good in the first place :D sheesh, the way they cheer... i was speechless! but we had a good laugh anyway, arica ping yusin - my dearest other half :D :D zhenluan evelyn sye yuet and i :D and yes, zhenluan, they are attracted to the light. just like how those disgusting flies were swarming all over the lamps :D
thankyou guides! for making my first ever campfire so enjoyable :D especially to those i know: adeline, biru, swen, sining, verena, anger, sylvia, meijing, kaywei, lay eng, avery, dione.. sorry if i forgot anyone else :D heh. i was highly entertained by the retardedness of those guys! :D haha.
nothing, as far as i am concerned, screwed up. - bad mechanics. bad, bad mechanics! :D probably the only thing that did was the scouts' minds! oh my goodness. sheesh, BIG SHEESH. they were kowtow-ing the guides like crazy! like what the hell. and they kept jumping up and down. so bouncy. - reminds me of BOING! :D haha. zhenluan said they opened ZOUK everywhere! i fully agree. they were zi high-ing. whatever for, i don't know. or probably they're just despotic. sheesh. whatever.
heard today there's CHIJ campfire. sheesh, i can just imagine those guys going delirious again |: i don't ever want to picture that again. oh my. it totally put me off! they were gay. haha. i can't believe their screaming was better than mine. mwahah, not like i'm any good in the first place :D sheesh, the way they cheer... i was speechless! but we had a good laugh anyway, arica ping yusin - my dearest other half :D :D zhenluan evelyn sye yuet and i :D and yes, zhenluan, they are attracted to the light. just like how those disgusting flies were swarming all over the lamps :D
| 2:54 PM
replies!
CEL: sorry sorry! ): i was so sleepy already, by that time. heh. wasn't concentrating. haha.
CEL: sorry sorry! ): i was so sleepy already, by that time. heh. wasn't concentrating. haha.
| 12:22 AM
3/O rocks my smelly camp socks! xD
whees.
we got 1st for 10x80m heats, and this time..
OOPS, WE DID IT AGAIN!! xD
hehheh. so lame.
i can't believe we actually won. cause the previous time, we had a strong lead from the start therefore we knew we would win. but this time, 3S was so fast. freaky man. yanyi was running like the wind. haha xD thankfully we caught up! yay. thus, i declare the best "lifesaver" of this run to be PEIYING! (: haha. although i must say everyone else played a part too. without each and every one of you, we wouldn't have won first! haha.
to -
veron
peiying
sharron
peichun
xin rui
lydia
fadilah
eunice
cel
THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING.
WE'RE THE BEST 10x80m TEAM EVER! xD
i hope 3/O will get top 3 positions for BOING-ing! (: whees.
and also for 4x100m on the final day, i hope we will win 2nd! hehheh.
individually, i ran 100m. accordingly, i did a timing of 14.22s or there about! yayness. that's good. very good, for me xD so i hereby conclude that my PB of 13.97s is kind of impossibe.. hm. maybe i should scrap that off my PB list. anyway the 100m wasn't even accurate. for all you know, i could've ran only 95m or something. hehheh.
oh my! final day i will be running xD so nervous. sheesh. 100m, 4x100m and prefects race! (: well, that's provided i get in for 100m and that 3/O makes it for 4x100m. so far, looks like both have come through so i guess i'll have 3 events on that day then. whee. how nice. i'll be dead beat after sports day. thankfully speech day isn't on the 22nd anymore xD
right then. cel rocked LONG & triple jump; wenyi (and ping) rocked javelin. whees!
whees.
we got 1st for 10x80m heats, and this time..
OOPS, WE DID IT AGAIN!! xD
hehheh. so lame.
i can't believe we actually won. cause the previous time, we had a strong lead from the start therefore we knew we would win. but this time, 3S was so fast. freaky man. yanyi was running like the wind. haha xD thankfully we caught up! yay. thus, i declare the best "lifesaver" of this run to be PEIYING! (: haha. although i must say everyone else played a part too. without each and every one of you, we wouldn't have won first! haha.
to -
veron
peiying
sharron
peichun
xin rui
lydia
fadilah
eunice
cel
THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING.
WE'RE THE BEST 10x80m TEAM EVER! xD
i hope 3/O will get top 3 positions for BOING-ing! (: whees.
and also for 4x100m on the final day, i hope we will win 2nd! hehheh.
individually, i ran 100m. accordingly, i did a timing of 14.22s or there about! yayness. that's good. very good, for me xD so i hereby conclude that my PB of 13.97s is kind of impossibe.. hm. maybe i should scrap that off my PB list. anyway the 100m wasn't even accurate. for all you know, i could've ran only 95m or something. hehheh.
oh my! final day i will be running xD so nervous. sheesh. 100m, 4x100m and prefects race! (: well, that's provided i get in for 100m and that 3/O makes it for 4x100m. so far, looks like both have come through so i guess i'll have 3 events on that day then. whee. how nice. i'll be dead beat after sports day. thankfully speech day isn't on the 22nd anymore xD
right then. cel rocked LONG & triple jump; wenyi (and ping) rocked javelin. whees!
Friday, April 07, 2006 | 11:53 PM
replies!
deborah: haha. she already knows! XD
inezlau: precisely inez! =D our class rocks like no one's business!!
suria: oh my goodness! later there'll be moss growing there |: better get rid of the water! or you'll never think straight again! mwahah.
me: i have been. or at least i hope so. things have got to continue. there's no way time will wait. you jiayou too.
JESSICA: HELLO! XD
sining: thankyou (: but i am fine. mwahah. wanted to say jiayou for campfire but it's over already anyway. i had fun! XD
yusin: mwahah whatever man (:
yusin: whey, i don't run fast ): if i did, i wouldn't have let magdelene run faster than me! |: boo. but yes, it was fun running beside you XD
yusin: haha. you mean for 4x100m or 10x80m? i guess you mean both, and more. i presume you think for the whole sports day. sadly, NO, yusin, NO. it's over for you! XD XD mwahahah. 3/O rocks!
yusin: sheesh! BIG SHEESH. who was the one that said that arh? i can't rmb her face or her name already.. please help me recall. i want to know who that is. cause saying someone like ME is from npcc is so OFF, please! XD
yusin: precisely! and it happened again today |: mwahah. i love the yellow one. i don't want to let it go ): *sob
yusin: yusin, you are lame (: mwahahah. fine then. HELLO & GOODBYE. you takecare too and i love you <3
pail: thankyou XD
CEL: that's the whole point what! i did that too! XD mwahah. i ran all the way to almost the spiral staircase that part then came back XD hehheh. retardation!
saint: thankyou! (: i know i totally deserve this. man, i'm good XD *BHB
CEL: you're welcome (: obviously i should wait for you. and recess is no big. haha. other people went to support wenyi and ping for javelin today. but they forgot you that day. and when i asked them why, they said cause they were confident you will definitely get first so they didn't have to support also can XD mwahah. thankyou for your contribution anyway (: you've made 3/O, ole, mr seem, cedar jumps & yourself proud XD
dajie: haha. that's good for you (: it's nice to see our friends every once in a while. sure does bring back fond memories of the good old days..
dajie: takecare dajie! XD i love you so much.
deborah: haha. she already knows! XD
inezlau: precisely inez! =D our class rocks like no one's business!!
suria: oh my goodness! later there'll be moss growing there |: better get rid of the water! or you'll never think straight again! mwahah.
me: i have been. or at least i hope so. things have got to continue. there's no way time will wait. you jiayou too.
JESSICA: HELLO! XD
sining: thankyou (: but i am fine. mwahah. wanted to say jiayou for campfire but it's over already anyway. i had fun! XD
yusin: mwahah whatever man (:
yusin: whey, i don't run fast ): if i did, i wouldn't have let magdelene run faster than me! |: boo. but yes, it was fun running beside you XD
yusin: haha. you mean for 4x100m or 10x80m? i guess you mean both, and more. i presume you think for the whole sports day. sadly, NO, yusin, NO. it's over for you! XD XD mwahahah. 3/O rocks!
yusin: sheesh! BIG SHEESH. who was the one that said that arh? i can't rmb her face or her name already.. please help me recall. i want to know who that is. cause saying someone like ME is from npcc is so OFF, please! XD
yusin: precisely! and it happened again today |: mwahah. i love the yellow one. i don't want to let it go ): *sob
yusin: yusin, you are lame (: mwahahah. fine then. HELLO & GOODBYE. you takecare too and i love you <3
pail: thankyou XD
CEL: that's the whole point what! i did that too! XD mwahah. i ran all the way to almost the spiral staircase that part then came back XD hehheh. retardation!
saint: thankyou! (: i know i totally deserve this. man, i'm good XD *BHB
CEL: you're welcome (: obviously i should wait for you. and recess is no big. haha. other people went to support wenyi and ping for javelin today. but they forgot you that day. and when i asked them why, they said cause they were confident you will definitely get first so they didn't have to support also can XD mwahah. thankyou for your contribution anyway (: you've made 3/O, ole, mr seem, cedar jumps & yourself proud XD
dajie: haha. that's good for you (: it's nice to see our friends every once in a while. sure does bring back fond memories of the good old days..
dajie: takecare dajie! XD i love you so much.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 | 10:44 PM
it's a web.
confusing & never-ending.
--
oh my, today we ran 2.4km (:
i got 5th position and did a time of 13 minutes! (: whee.
according to cel, it's 13 flat. i don't know cause i didn't see. heh.
seems like all my PBs have the numbers 1 and 3 in them.
for 100m, 13.97s
for 200m, 31.44s
and now for 2.4km, 13mins.
mwahah. for 200m, i broke my PB during sports day 200m finals! (:
oh dear, this week is going to be tiring.
monday training,
tuesday 2.4km,
wednesday 4x100m heats + training,
thursday 10x80m finals + bouncy tiger,
friday training.
haha (:
i will survive;
confusing & never-ending.
--
oh my, today we ran 2.4km (:
i got 5th position and did a time of 13 minutes! (: whee.
according to cel, it's 13 flat. i don't know cause i didn't see. heh.
seems like all my PBs have the numbers 1 and 3 in them.
for 100m, 13.97s
for 200m, 31.44s
and now for 2.4km, 13mins.
mwahah. for 200m, i broke my PB during sports day 200m finals! (:
oh dear, this week is going to be tiring.
monday training,
tuesday 2.4km,
wednesday 4x100m heats + training,
thursday 10x80m finals + bouncy tiger,
friday training.
haha (:
i will survive;
| 10:25 PM
today was so lame.
haha. if you want a follow-up after yesterday's big hooha of the PLAN,
I CAME IN 2nd TODAY! (:
yeah man, i rock.
sharron was first. but she cheated! ):
she blocked the whole door till the bell rang. obviously i couldn't stop her. haha (:
sheesh, ping and i spent the whole afternoon waiting for the rain to go away.
such a waste of time.
in the end the heats was postponed - anyhow, ping will rock javelin! (:
so we walked out to get a cab, since i was going bishan for tuition and ping had 3rd lang at MOELC. so yep. on the way out, everything was perfectly fine till suddenly this taxi or some car or some lorry, okay basically some vehicle, just swoosh-ed past us like WHOOSH! oh my! that stupid vehicle |: and just cause i was standing on the outside, i got my skirt all wet! ping suffered too, but hers wasn't that bad. haha (:
then when we were flagging for a taxi, all the cabbies had eye problems. they couldn't see ping's delicate hand! oh my, it was shaking itself to death but still they couldn't see. when the rain got lighter, she said to put down our umbrellas. i suggested shielding our legs! mwahah. then ping said we're pro cause other people use umbrellas to shield their heads but we use them to shield our legs! i mean, obviously! - after that incident ): hehheh.
then the rain got heavier. so i suggested we move into the shelter of the bus stop. just then, we saw suria running like mad towards the bus stop. oh my, she was all wet. so i was like rattling on about her falling sick. haha (: then we could share the cabfare amongst 3 people and not 2 anymore! yay (: thank God suria was thrifty and decided not to take a cab on her own on her way out (: haha.
suria paid for the cabfare first (: - thankyou suria (: in the cab we were talking all sorts of lamethings. like how my seatbelt became a waist belt (X mwahah. so stupid. when we alighted at MOELC, and i opened the door and hurriedly opened my umbrella. then suria paid the cash while ping tried to get out. oh my goodness, here comes the highlight of the day! (: guess what. ping actually tried to get out when her seatbelt was still around her waist! oh my sheesh! HAHAH (: so lame!! i want to fall on the ceiling and laugh now (: - ping, you rock (:
stupid day (: at tuition i almost slept. haha (:
haha. if you want a follow-up after yesterday's big hooha of the PLAN,
I CAME IN 2nd TODAY! (:
yeah man, i rock.
sharron was first. but she cheated! ):
she blocked the whole door till the bell rang. obviously i couldn't stop her. haha (:
sheesh, ping and i spent the whole afternoon waiting for the rain to go away.
such a waste of time.
in the end the heats was postponed - anyhow, ping will rock javelin! (:
so we walked out to get a cab, since i was going bishan for tuition and ping had 3rd lang at MOELC. so yep. on the way out, everything was perfectly fine till suddenly this taxi or some car or some lorry, okay basically some vehicle, just swoosh-ed past us like WHOOSH! oh my! that stupid vehicle |: and just cause i was standing on the outside, i got my skirt all wet! ping suffered too, but hers wasn't that bad. haha (:
then when we were flagging for a taxi, all the cabbies had eye problems. they couldn't see ping's delicate hand! oh my, it was shaking itself to death but still they couldn't see. when the rain got lighter, she said to put down our umbrellas. i suggested shielding our legs! mwahah. then ping said we're pro cause other people use umbrellas to shield their heads but we use them to shield our legs! i mean, obviously! - after that incident ): hehheh.
then the rain got heavier. so i suggested we move into the shelter of the bus stop. just then, we saw suria running like mad towards the bus stop. oh my, she was all wet. so i was like rattling on about her falling sick. haha (: then we could share the cabfare amongst 3 people and not 2 anymore! yay (: thank God suria was thrifty and decided not to take a cab on her own on her way out (: haha.
suria paid for the cabfare first (: - thankyou suria (: in the cab we were talking all sorts of lamethings. like how my seatbelt became a waist belt (X mwahah. so stupid. when we alighted at MOELC, and i opened the door and hurriedly opened my umbrella. then suria paid the cash while ping tried to get out. oh my goodness, here comes the highlight of the day! (: guess what. ping actually tried to get out when her seatbelt was still around her waist! oh my sheesh! HAHAH (: so lame!! i want to fall on the ceiling and laugh now (: - ping, you rock (:
stupid day (: at tuition i almost slept. haha (:
| 10:07 PM
replies!
CEL: mwahah. you are? oh, yes you are. hah! (:
sharon: oh my gosh, no! i didn't know. okay, fine. that's okay with me (: yes, ni wu hui le wo.
yusin: mwahah! i am FLOODER. what are you? SURFACE RUNOFF?! mwahah (: i am obsessed with geography - river floods (:
yusin: what monday! (: mwahah. okay, i promise i will bring tmr, wednesday the 5th.
yusin: only 3 short tags not considered flooding, no wonder you have SHORT LAG TIME (:
RAHH: i totally agree! (: mwahah. don't worry, yusin is nice. she won't feel offended (:
deborah: yeah man (: our slimming programe. whees!
wenyi: yes, meijing is and always will be our role model... for this competition, as far as i'm concerned (: yah! cause our class was SO uncooperative today ): they were walking back so slowly. if not, i believe some of them would've been only a few minutes behind meijing! (: - and that's already an achievement in itself! whees. i mean, leaving FOR HOME a few minutes after meijing. not like sharron, who is famous for chionging out.. and IN again! haha (:
wenyi: you mean the 'she' as in, meijing? haha. i think she does. this morning she sort of got the hint from us talking about it. thankfully she didn't get offended. nahh, she won't anyway (: yeah, even if she doesn't, who cares? oh my gosh! - how in the world did mike chia find out?! the board this morning, or what? sheesh O.o
CEL: mwahah. you are? oh, yes you are. hah! (:
sharon: oh my gosh, no! i didn't know. okay, fine. that's okay with me (: yes, ni wu hui le wo.
yusin: mwahah! i am FLOODER. what are you? SURFACE RUNOFF?! mwahah (: i am obsessed with geography - river floods (:
yusin: what monday! (: mwahah. okay, i promise i will bring tmr, wednesday the 5th.
yusin: only 3 short tags not considered flooding, no wonder you have SHORT LAG TIME (:
RAHH: i totally agree! (: mwahah. don't worry, yusin is nice. she won't feel offended (:
deborah: yeah man (: our slimming programe. whees!
wenyi: yes, meijing is and always will be our role model... for this competition, as far as i'm concerned (: yah! cause our class was SO uncooperative today ): they were walking back so slowly. if not, i believe some of them would've been only a few minutes behind meijing! (: - and that's already an achievement in itself! whees. i mean, leaving FOR HOME a few minutes after meijing. not like sharron, who is famous for chionging out.. and IN again! haha (:
wenyi: you mean the 'she' as in, meijing? haha. i think she does. this morning she sort of got the hint from us talking about it. thankfully she didn't get offended. nahh, she won't anyway (: yeah, even if she doesn't, who cares? oh my gosh! - how in the world did mike chia find out?! the board this morning, or what? sheesh O.o
Monday, April 03, 2006 | 10:30 PM
tmr 3/O is going to rock.
okay, listen up girls. here's the master plan:
EVERYONE PACK YOUR BAGS AND GET READY AT 1.25pm,
THEN PLACE YOUR BAG ON YOUR TABLE & WATCH THE CLOCK VERY CAREFULLY.
(if possible, synchronise your watch with meijing's - that'll help you a great deal (: trust me)
AT AROUND 1.35pm, GET READY AT THE DOOR.
(since this will be a large-scale experiment, i suggest 20 front & 20 back. obviously our two mains meijing and violet will be leading (: mwahah)
THEN AFTER THE BELL, EVERYONE BURSTS FORTH VICTORIOUSLY! (:
whees.
that's so going to work.
however, word of caution: for this PLAN to be successful, please cooperate during english lesson tmr. it's the last lesson so hopefully she will leave early, so that we can fufill the PLAN.
if not, we can always postpone it (:
everyone, please bear in mind: MEIJING IS OUR ROLE MODEL (: so follow the leader. haha.
we'll all be like meijing someday, fret not.
we can all be winners too.
you got to feel it inside of you (:
inspiring words to spur you on tmr, provided by me:
UNLEASH YOUR POTENTIAL! (X
oh yes, and wanping says:
potential energy leads to kinetic which leads to heat energy.
cause as you are waiting in anticipation, there's potential energy present.
then when you burst through the doors, there's kinetic energy present.
and finally, heat energy is produced when your feet rubbing against the floor as you run to the spiral staircase causes friction (:
this is 3/O's copyrighted equation.
and i interpret it as our slimming programme.
how else do you think meijing stays slim? (:
JIAYOU FOR TMR, PEOPLE.
WE ARE LAME;
WE ROCK.
okay, listen up girls. here's the master plan:
EVERYONE PACK YOUR BAGS AND GET READY AT 1.25pm,
THEN PLACE YOUR BAG ON YOUR TABLE & WATCH THE CLOCK VERY CAREFULLY.
(if possible, synchronise your watch with meijing's - that'll help you a great deal (: trust me)
AT AROUND 1.35pm, GET READY AT THE DOOR.
(since this will be a large-scale experiment, i suggest 20 front & 20 back. obviously our two mains meijing and violet will be leading (: mwahah)
THEN AFTER THE BELL, EVERYONE BURSTS FORTH VICTORIOUSLY! (:
whees.
that's so going to work.
however, word of caution: for this PLAN to be successful, please cooperate during english lesson tmr. it's the last lesson so hopefully she will leave early, so that we can fufill the PLAN.
if not, we can always postpone it (:
everyone, please bear in mind: MEIJING IS OUR ROLE MODEL (: so follow the leader. haha.
we'll all be like meijing someday, fret not.
we can all be winners too.
you got to feel it inside of you (:
inspiring words to spur you on tmr, provided by me:
UNLEASH YOUR POTENTIAL! (X
oh yes, and wanping says:
potential energy leads to kinetic which leads to heat energy.
cause as you are waiting in anticipation, there's potential energy present.
then when you burst through the doors, there's kinetic energy present.
and finally, heat energy is produced when your feet rubbing against the floor as you run to the spiral staircase causes friction (:
this is 3/O's copyrighted equation.
and i interpret it as our slimming programme.
how else do you think meijing stays slim? (:
JIAYOU FOR TMR, PEOPLE.
WE ARE LAME;
WE ROCK.
Saturday, April 01, 2006 | 9:50 PM
replies!
CEL: mwahah! (: right.. and the track is ALSO near the seats (: yay.
CEL: cel! (: i love you so much. thankyou for standing up for me. you're right - whoever this anonymous is, it is lame! mwahah. you know, it copy-and-pasteed it's message cause arica got the same tag as me! hehheh, it's just jealous, man. cause someone's not capable enough. or must be some pai kia that we disciplined and she is bu shuang. whatever, i don't care. it isn't going to bring me down (:
sharon: wahlao, always say i am dao ): i didn't even act dao! maybe i just look dao when i don't smile. not smiling and acting dao are two very very different things (:
RAHH: yeah man! (: we shall switch from screwing to like hammering or something (: cause we're going to hammer mechanics at the right spot! whee. being a mechanic is so FUN.
CEL: mwahah! (: right.. and the track is ALSO near the seats (: yay.
CEL: cel! (: i love you so much. thankyou for standing up for me. you're right - whoever this anonymous is, it is lame! mwahah. you know, it copy-and-pasteed it's message cause arica got the same tag as me! hehheh, it's just jealous, man. cause someone's not capable enough. or must be some pai kia that we disciplined and she is bu shuang. whatever, i don't care. it isn't going to bring me down (:
sharon: wahlao, always say i am dao ): i didn't even act dao! maybe i just look dao when i don't smile. not smiling and acting dao are two very very different things (:
RAHH: yeah man! (: we shall switch from screwing to like hammering or something (: cause we're going to hammer mechanics at the right spot! whee. being a mechanic is so FUN.