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Saturday, March 31, 2007 | 4:34 AM

It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eye.


there's speech day later! i think it's so cool sining's the most outstanding pupil :D (oh, i know i'm not supposed to say this 'til after.. but a few hours early won't kill, would it? =/ heh.) yahooo, being the valedictorian is the most prestigious thing ever. HAHA. one of, at least. i mean, you're representing your whole cohort! :D

i'll be doing ushering. love it :D

hope EXCO will be going to catch mr bean's holiday after that :D haha, speaking of EXCO.. i think our new task is so amusing! HAHA, guess what - we're supposed to watch the teevee after 8pm everyday for like, one week or something. how odd D: but i like it. hah.

-

& yes, she dreamt of you too.

love nickelback's lyrics:
i wanted
i wanted you to stay
'cause i needed
i need to hear you say
that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i forgive you
for being away for far too long
so keep breathing
'cause i'm not leaving
hold on to me and
never let me go

(:

Friday, March 30, 2007 | 10:07 PM

But you're the only face I recognise.


there have been more stories about my boyfriend :D mannnn, i tell you, cavewoman can get like so horny! tsk! i shall refrain from going into the details :D anyway reading that sick book arty introduced me to is bad enough. HAHA.

don't think i was really concentrating today ): sigh.

after phototaking for all the respective pupil leader groups, i'd training. it was in kallang, oddly. some practice track, which is next to the BIG BIG one currently under construction. i think the track's a total waste of money! =/ haha. like, it's so ulu and no one ever goes there?! tsk. plus the track seems smaller than the usual 400m. though it really is the same o.O mr tay said it's just 'cause there isn't a grand stand. but yeah, that place's really bare. the toilet has only one cubicle, and there's like no shelter, no water cooler.. HAH.

damn, my calve's aching like shit now ):

-

she has a longing to hear,
what's in your heart.

hey, open up your weary eyes
and realise it's a trip we're taking.

if this be true;

Thursday, March 29, 2007 | 11:30 PM

And there's a lot of things that I don't want to know.


today we were so high during PE. practised for NAPFA 5 items. tsk. then after that had jogging. we were in the rain! and i was commenting on how the frequency of rain was increasing, the diameter of the raindrops was increasing, the rate of change was increasing, and stuff. even about how at the end of the jog we'd all look like we've been passed through a cloud of chlorine or something - since we'll all be so pale; bleached! xD HAHA. retarded.

then there's this stupid someone who was laughing at all the novelty race people bouncing around the track with those big balls luhhhh! xD tsk, i wonder who? HAHA. okay, i admit it's funny but i'm honest, she was total hysterical. lost control, man. hah.

okay, if i sleep now i'm just dead.
workworkwork

-

P's right, it's some emotional thing.

& then she told me "goodbye".

now you're gone,
there you go:
somewhere I can't bring you back.

想著那一天 會有人代替
 讓我不再想念妳

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 | 8:59 PM

There's a lot of things I understand.


in the morning got our new badges. at last.
think everyone's been waiting for this day. well, who cares? just screw all of you. if that's what you want, fine. we're leaving anyway. then you can take over and turn the whole place into Hell. oh, mrs tan's leaving. i think her speeches are.. interesting. well, she's got much more to learn. things don't come by that easily. i reckon she's still yet to build that aura. "all the best", is about all i can say.

P, i love the talks we have. thankyou<3

-

i never really got a chance to finish it,

'cause,
'cause you mean so much.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 | 9:39 PM

Would you cry with me?


today was.. okay. recently i've just been really lethargic, and that's about it i suppose. sigh ): glad i survived today though :D but john's right, i slept so much yesterday, i'm bound to get through the day! :D haha.

cavewoman and i went crazy today :D tsk. these days the weather's so humid =/ and everyone in class is complaining about the heat! mannn, now we're all HOT. so everyone wants to turn up the fans but there's a certain someone who likes to lower the speed 'cause apparently she feels cold?! o.O we're all like "okay...". weird. so anyway we always turn it up again :D finally we got so annoyed we started singing along to the tune of avril's "girlfriend", treating the fan as our boyfriend instead xD

it went like "HEY HEY YOU YOU, GIVE ME BACK MY BOYFRIEND!" then i'm like, "i'm going to turn in up!" but cavewoman's better.. she went "you're going to turn it on!" o.O HAHAHA. but that's natural, darling. turning your boyfriend on. tsk.

RANDOM: we must all be muggers :D!

jiayou for your match tomorrow, hl.

-

there are many things i don't know;
but there's one.

& tonight we're free.

| 7:53 PM

Would you comfort me?


this is kind of late. i should've been updating long ago. but, i've been too tired. ahwell. on friday after school i had to go for the cedar star second round of auditions :D haha, how cool. but i don't think i'll get in. and anyway siti deserves it :D jiayou!

after that, met jennifer at the bus stop near school. ugh, had to lug my super heavy camp bag all the way out pp. tsk. we were going for Youth Avenue Camp! :D :D ohmygosh, it was so fun! HAHA. and of course, not to mention the - ahem - scandals.. aye, you should know what it's like for her. tsk! nothing new? :D

it was definitely a great experience. eye-opener. plus the fact that i aspire to be a journalist when i grow up.. it's exposure :D i love YA Media Group!<3 thanks everyone of you for everything. running round, sitting in during talks/crossfire, taking pictures, camping out, staying up, playing games, laughing, matchmaking couples, playing soccer and all.. :D

thanks also to group 3 :D guess not all of you will be able to remember me. but i'd still like to thank y'all for the great times we had together :D

also, not forgetting cindy, shake and all the Media Group nannies. oh, and uncle kenneth xD HAHA. i totally love the pranks.. i mean, special operations. tsk! Youth Avenue's very own Punked, brought to you by the Media Group :D thanks to desmond for being so sporting. haha.

everything else was so fun, with the exception of the rave party =/ think the band sucked. HAHA. it's called acting emopunk! i mean, even that night jennifer and i stayed up 'til 3am to mug is better LAH :D heh.

maybe next year i'll come back :D but i want to be part of MG, not as a participant. haha.

PHOTOS! :D

Group 3! <3 haha.

jen, john, me :D
the photo's a bit dark though ): thanks to the lighting!

melvin, me, jen :D

here's PART of the Media Group. haha, not everyone was around when we took this =/

*ahem* see? i'm such a genius, managed to snap this :D

Tuesday, March 20, 2007 | 9:49 PM

But I get tired and I get weak.


today was another tiring day. i'm sad that school isn't exactly starting right. thought i'd be really motivated and everything after MindChamps has ended, plus Empower U. maybe it'll settle in soon. i just hope so.

but i'm glad i get chem and amath now. the rest of the subjects are going on fine, i suppose. it's comforting to know that i'm trying to make 'em fun.

oh, had training for 2.4 today during PE! did 1.2 which was only 3 rounds. damn, i haven't been running for a long time. and its effect is tremendous ): help, think i sucked today. need to cut the timing by at least 30s! strangely i can't wait for tomorrow's training. t&f meet heats are coming up as well. it'll do me good.

-

i guess things have been happening.
but i know she's strong.

she's addicted, it's true.

i can live without you,
but i'd be complete with you around.

Monday, March 19, 2007 | 6:46 PM

I am young and I am free.


Empower U was totally great [: after the first day, all you got to do is go down that waterslide and WOOOSH! you're into it [: dancing is so fun. it's like we're all on ecstacy! HAHA. on a high, baby, on a high.
I love dancing.
gonna miss the MONKEYS. we rock [: thanks for everything! can't wait to see most of y'all during Confident Communicator workshop. go 'round hugging and saying "I love you"<3

first day of school was bad ): tired. so many people pon-ed i know o.O tsk.

-

I'm always too late.

心裡的眼淚 模糊了視線

Friday, March 16, 2007 | 12:43 PM

Are we the same?


today's going to be one of my last days to mug. sad ): 'cause later on i'm going to have Empower U! xD haha. at least it's going to be fun, and enjoying the company! three days straight.. oh, i'm supposed to be happy, the fact that i'm going to see my hearttemplate! [: HAHA.

damn, pulled my muscle while running this morning.

-

Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch



but it's not right;
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to.

i want you but i'm not giving in this time.

Thursday, March 15, 2007 | 11:57 PM

To be different from me.


i'm just SQUARE!
like mugmugmugmug.. [: woohoo. this is the life, man. tsk, hl says i need to know how to have fun. okay [: that's when i'm slacking now! HAHA. 'lax girl, 'lax.

anyway today met dajie and zl for lunch at j8 [: man, these are the times. just catching up, realising how much everyone has changed.. wish there could be more. sometimes it's such a pain growing up =/ sad dajie's going to the USA next year for uni?! ): we need more TIME together, pronto.

mscomputer and i mugged like crazy today. ohoh, i spent 7 hours in bishan library [: woohoo. CAMWHORE!! what joy. haha.

we're total muggers, baby [: SEE US WORK!

mhmm, i'm working real hard!

she's working harder! xD

her stuff all over! haha.

we had fun with our ranting paper [:

i'm a total mugger<3

YAY WE'RE GOING TO GET THAT 6! [:

-

today she learnt something new.
"don't care anymore,
totally."

i have faith she's going to win.
plus she's got you.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 | 11:42 PM

How does it feel?


SPA was okay, thank God [: in fact i think it's much easier than we all expected it to be! even though my calculator screwed up on me yesterday, it's okay 'cause we didn't even have to use it in the end -.- tsk.

after SPA went ps with arty, cavewoman, hyena, mscomputer and singyee [: ate at LJS. then the rest of 'em went "bowling" (which ended up as strolling around ps by the way =/) while i went to arty's house. WOOHOO WE MUGGED! and the rest of the world's just slacking away.. [:

see our fooooood [: think i'm getting fat!

HAHA see the eaten cupcakes! and amath worksheets =/ heh, and we were using the laptop for music [:

-

she's not weird.
i know she's just stressed, probably.

she told me to tell the world:
"i miss you."


wei shen me wo nan guo,
zhi ken rang ni an wei? <3


| 10:45 AM

I'm surrounded by so many things.


yesterday's titoudao was FUN! [: at least i'm glad i didn't regret spending one whole day on it! HAHA. and it's so cool that pam oei's RAHH's dad's friend?! heh. oh, chua enlai's so good at cross-dressing xD and we all had soooooo much fun CAMWHORING around [:

about to leave the house for O Level Chem SPA! =/
ohmygosh, help! wish me all the best [:

Monday, March 12, 2007 | 10:52 PM

All around me is fast-moving.


in the morning went rj for rmun's first workshop. uhhh, it was quite interesting i guess [: even though everything was so cheem so much so that RAHH and i were like "huhhhhhhh?" HAHA. oh, found out there're 5 teams from cedar. ohmygosh, so extra o.O and i thought the five of us from 4/O were special. aww ): afterall we take ss/hist okay! darn it.

after that lunched at j8. then mugged at bishan library. jang tagged along. ohmygosh, suria and the 4/P gang were spying at us from somewhere! o.O FREAKY. i think my chem can just go-and-die ): i'll probably flunk Os like shit. damn, i'm such a loser! jang just went on teaching like, like.. mannnn, all of 'em should just go and be tutors luhhhh! =/ tsk.

we were at bishan library from 1200 to 1500. then moved to amk 'cause it was too noisy?! amk library is so ulu and out-of-the-way, damn it ): it looks like a flatted factory from afar please! HAHA xD stayed 'til 1900. towards the end RAHH left to meet jang for dinner [: and hl came. yay i had my amath tuition! haha. went home together.

-

it's all too wrong.

i know she knows better than to touch.
it's called "intangibility".

thankyou.

Sunday, March 11, 2007 | 11:59 PM

I am small and the world is big.


today was MindChamps' grad day [: i had fun.
oh, it was kind of emotional i guess? what with the speeches.. and glad to know my group won though we were kind of small? haha. amrit and kenneth weren't around ): iKread pwns all the same!! [:
and russel says i'm a FIGHTER! rawr.

-

& i've got you,
to make me feel stronger.

i'm not going to give in<3

| 2:19 AM

But suddenly, suddenly.


i don't think i can. really, wonder what happened.
friday evening. i guess things are screwing up.

but i mustn't stay this way for long. can't afford it ):
help.

-

it's when "bye" means "can you stay?"

& i admit tonight i am lonely.
but talking right now makes it all better<3

Saturday, March 10, 2007 | 10:10 PM

I don't need much of anything.


today was so loser, other than the morning spent with jennifer at republic poly. i had fun.

mugged alone at bishan library.

-

& it's not only the pencil.
can't forgive, can't forget.

that craving:
have you ever considered the fact that it could be the result of a serious inferior complex disorder?
yes, that's why i need it so bad.

she's now answering your question -
"honestly, yes. how'd you know?"

Thursday, March 08, 2007 | 9:36 PM

I just need to know I can breathe.


today was totally perfect [: haha, or at least i think so? everything passed by so fast once again. i think that's the way it should be. mugger-ish<3 and i'm loving it like hell. HAHA. went bishan library to study after school again. this time with RAHH, balmnail and BUDDY [: though i think tuesday i was productive, but still. at least i did work [:

time to start those engines!!

oh, and RAHH did her braces fixation today! [: she looks so nice in braces. HAHA, of course - braces are like so cool please! tsk, balmnail's gonna start complaining about me bimb-ing again =/ anyway RAHH's colours are yellow & orange. knew it! xD

anyway, today's INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY [: san ba..?! o.O tsk.
oh and HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, LYANA [:

-

it's so obvious.
i know it's her fault,
but you don't have to treat her this way.
it's only 'cause no one else knows.
only i do; she tells me everything.

it's the COLDWAR, ain't it.

she just wants to say,
"i'm happy, if only for a distance."

Wednesday, March 07, 2007 | 10:55 PM

I'm not afraid of anything.


today was like one of the shortest normal schooldays ever! [: haha, short = good, right? but the catch is, we had tests/TAs the whole day! o.O well, what i found out today was, ironically sitting for tests and much better than sitting for a typical classroom lesson. afterall, it seems to end faster too [:

first there was english. comprehension TA! i totally forgot about it, honestly. ruby just came in, gave out the papers and went "okay you may begin now". cavewoman and i were still like "HUHHH WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO???" xD haha.

next, geog. the english TA cut into geog period by like 10 minutes. firstly, it's 'cause ruby came in late. and secondly, the geog map reading test only required 30 minutes anyway! o.O tsk. but today there were like ants around the stoneage 'tude people's area, and i was so irritated with 'em that it made me do my geog at snail-pace ): damn. anyway mrs koh has a sexayye voice now, just like me [:

but at least after geog it was RECESS! we celebrated base's birthday [:
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, SHARRON <3

then came chinese. bummer, we'd to do yingyongwen TA ): some supermuggers actually did it already 'cause han lao shi gave us the question yesterday! o.O ohmygosh. so they ended up stoning today. either that, mugging MORE. tsk.

before TOP, it was chem. we had the SPA skill set 3 trial. think it was kind of fun [: except for the fact that i was so disgusted with the rusty metals caused by reactions =/ they're utterly eeky! like there's this furry brown coating over the metal. EEW ): next wednesday's the O Level SPA! ohmygosh, help me.

TOP: bio/ss. thank God my class doesn't take bio. so we had it "free". but it still made no difference 'cause all that happened was we took a longer time to do the ss -.- retarded.

after school's the best! [:
i just stayed in class from 1245 all the way to 1700. haha, deepthi as well [: liu qiong, xr, py, haslina and singyee stayed at different times as well. most of us were MUGGING. haha, it's so fun to mugggg! nowadays RAHH and i are really feeling the pressure. it's good pressure, i think [: can't wait for tomorrow after school again <3 style="font-style: italic;">i'm a pure breed.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007 | 4:50 AM

Fall On Me.


it's no longer that possessive "I want";
now it's "as long as you smile".

sometimes i don't really know when she cares. but i guess i can feel it. so i'm supposed to be the red cap now? mhmm, interesting.

loving someone this way hurts so much,
but i know she's going to do it.

brave?

Sunday, March 04, 2007 | 6:42 PM

sunday
4 march 2007
1030h


-

keep holding on<3

Friday, March 02, 2007 | 7:57 PM

annihilated,
something so tragic.

surely i'm allowed to say thanks?

i love you all<3