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Friday, February 29, 2008 | 10:48 PM

'Cause an empty room can be so loud
It’s too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on
When you love someone, and they break your heart
Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart


Blasé,
Like how we all can be. (See us?)


Today was a super fun day, I must say.

But thanks to training, I've to be sleeping early. So it's way past bedtime for me ): East Coast Park is where we're headed tomorrow! Coach refuses to tell us the details of the training, so I guess we'll all be kept in suspense D: Mehhh. Indoor Soccer, though.

Long day ahead. Ohmysheesh.

Thursday, February 28, 2008 | 11:31 PM

I'm a silly love song
A twisted elbow crush song
I would go to jail with only boys
Just to prove I was as tough as you
And when I get out for good behavior
I'll be writing love songs


Yesterday

(Almost) everything was boring.

Slacked in the Student Centre during our break. Some photos:

Johnny wearing Tracy's skirt! D:

Xiong looks like a PIMP! Tsk.

Do we look alike, even when asleep? Hm.

She's so cute when asleep :]

Tawan is so gay, I swear D:


After school, attended a Principal Meets Christian Students function. Went pretty well, and I'm ready to answer His Call, and serve in school events :]

Thereafter, went back with Rachel to NYJC. It was good to see the Soccer Team again, and all the people I miss! (Especially Leonard & Joshua my bestest buddies.) But still, didn't manage to see everyone ): Also, walking around in my SAJC uniform made me feel odd, 'cuz I was obviously outnumbered. Some of the seniors appeared cynical when I'd told them I was back in the school 'cuz I miss it so.

Think what you may, but as far as I know, it's true. That place - and the people - will always hold a special place in my heart ♥


Today

Am tired. Training, I think. And all that being hyper in school.

Morning Worship was pretty good, I must say. Benedict actually led the Service. Teared during the Prayer Section. Guess that was 'cuz I'd gone in this morning, with a heavy heart. It was good to be reminded that I can pour everything out to God.

Lectures were boring. Seriously. Especially PW! The guys got soooo bored, Xiong actually took my camera and tried to camwhore, tsk. I ended up writing on people's arms (as usual). The rest, either slept, talked, got hooked onto their h or played Bingo. Photos:

Xiong took this photo of himself and Jonathan! Hah.

On Xiong's arm! (IT'S SO TRUE LA.)

Sammmyyyy playing handphone games! D:

Wilson sleeping! HAHAHA.

But Econs Lecture was super cool. OG36 sat in the front few rows and we amazingly stayed awake throughout the entire lecture, plus took down notes. Stepping out of the Cultural Centre, we were all suddenly "inspired" to start studying like mad. Mega crazy, I'd say!

We'd Mass Soccer today, during the 3-hour break that we had! :] It was most of OG36, plus other friends. Chee Bird and Joleeen are our top-scorers, man. Fernando Torres-es in-the-making. HAHA. Sadly, I'd to leave earlier 'cuz I forgot to bring my contact lenses for training.

Gih and Towkay walked me out. They even helped me to look after my stuff. Awh, thanks ♥

Tomorrow's as good as 'Happy Science Faculty Day'. Have got no lessons, save for Assembly and Civics. 'Cuz the rest of the slots are filled with Physics, Chemistry and Biology. Ah well. It's Games Day for us Arts people! :] Playing ball, I think. But I want to be a crazyshitmugger. Nyehhhh.

Okay, recover, Ely.


You're no good, you're no good.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 | 11:27 PM

It's dead
One last chance to reverse this curse
You stole my heart but I had it first
And now I see you've got something to prove
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth


HAHA, candid shot (of me running up the stairs) after passing the camera to Issac! D:
I LOOK UNGLAM, TTM.

It's Love, y'all


OG36 is so much fun, I can hardly contain the excitement everyday. We're always hanging around together and thanks to the number of people we actually do have - 24, to be exact - it's hard to miss! Heh.

Today, I've learnt: Sometimes, all you need is faith; and trust in God above.

Results for the Civic Groups were announced this afternoon. Am in 08A02, together with Jonathan, Tracy, Arica, Junyang, Kathleen, Chee Ling, Sylvia, Wilson, Tawan and Catherine. Thank God for friends :]

Although not all of us are in the same class (that would be impossible, unless we all form a class by ourselves!), it's alright. That's 'cuz it's not going to stop us from being this one big OGclique! :] We still lovelovelove, ttm.

&& To those from OG36 in different classes: Don't worry too much, we'll still be together!

Girls' Soccer tryouts was at 1630h. Was freaking out the entire time before that. After all, Team SAJC is the best in Singapore D: Nevertheless, I said a little prayer before training and just plunged straight into it. And He delivers, I testify. Praise God, I made the team!

&& To Rachel dearest: Come back on Thursday, yes? I need to play with you. Will pray for you, and I know you're meant to be in. Love you.

Some of the OG36 members actually stayed back after school, and they came to the Gallery to cheer for me :] Awh, I was seriously touched! (Even though I must admit it was a tad embarrassing.) But still, your encouragement gave me confidence and I must accredit this to y'all. Thank you.

Been a long day, I'm tired. But starting the day right is good.


Lord, receive the sacrifice of a broken heart
Jesus, what I give? What can I bring?
To so faithful a friend, to so loving a King
Saviour, what can be said? What can be sung?
As a praise of your name for the things you have done
Oh, my words could not tell
Not even in part
Of the debt of love that is owed
By this thankful heart


Monday, February 25, 2008 | 9:45 PM

That look was priceless, don't let me get carried away
I've seen it before, and it still suits you the same
You catch on quick!
(You catch on quick!)


During the 4-hour break today, at the Fitness Corner.
(They look nice, aye?)

School today was COOLCOOLCOOOOOL! :]

Math Mass Lecture in the morning almost killed me. Sat with OG5's girls; sadly Tiff wasn't around 'cuz she doesn't offer Math D: Nevertheless, the so-called 'Introductory Lecture' plus a wee bit of Chapter 5 (Summation) towards the end was crazy. Felt so tired, I could die.

After Math, though, there was a super duper ultra long break for most of us in OG36 before the CCA/PE Talk. We wanted to play Ball but Johnny didn't bring balls! I asked him to go to the PE Dept. and tell the teacher: "Teacher, I have no balls. Can you lend me?" HAHAHA, what in the world, man D:

In the end, we managed to get a basketball and a soccer ball. But somehow, they kicked the ball so far it rolled near one of the PE teachers that was conducting PE and that teacher took it away from us ): Nyehhhh.

So I came up with this brilliant plan: If you can't play basketball, and you can't play soccer... CAMWHORE! :]

(And we did.)


Twinnie! :]

Andrew my Brotherrrrr!

ZOMG, TAWAN HAHAHA.

Tawan, Melina & Tracy!

Deborah & I, with our advertisement for Nalgene and Nike bottles!

WHAT IN THE WORLD, JOHNNY WHOOSH! D:
(Andrew took these photos; I think he has a secret crushhhh.)

Sakinah, Wilson & Towkay :]


Wow, we did a hell lot of camwhoring! The rest of the photos will prolly be up on FB sometime. But honestly, what would one do without a camera? I wonder.

Andrew got taupok-ed today and - as usual - it was initiated by Johnny (Whoosh!). Tsk, poor thing. I got a video of it, and it'll be put up on the OG36 blog once I send it over to Tawan :]

Oh, today my Twin was super funny. I gave him a Bio lesson about girls and the loss of blood. He actually thought it was like shitting, and it doesn't happen 24 hours, hahaha. Ohmygoodnessme, we all had a good laugh - including the guys! Think he's the only one not aware of how it happens; even some of the other guys know, somewhat D:

Girls' Soccer tryouts tomorrowww! And I'm attending Morning Worship, for real.


The world seems greater than the both of us.

Sunday, February 24, 2008 | 6:27 PM

So we bottled and shelved all our regrets
Let them ferment and came back to our senses
Drove back home and slept a few days
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be


Just came online to find no one in my SAJC MSN List in Green. Most obviously, considering all of them (OG36) are outside for our very first ever Outing! Mehhhh, what in the world am I doing at home ): Realized I rant a lot, but it's true.


Saturday

NYJC Team!

Went back to NY in the morning for a Soccer match! J1/2s against the J3s (those who've taken 'A's and are waiting for their results).

It's always a joy playing for that Team :] The juniors lost 3-1 but it was a good game, I swear. I miss the Soccerettes so much ♥

Couldn't go for OG27 Farewell thereafter 'cuz the moment I stepped into the house after the Match my parents' words came raining down. Sucky ttm, and thus I'd to skip the Outing. Else I would've been slaughtered then and there, had I even dared to ask for permission D:

YF was School Day! :]

The Cedarians in ZYF (Past & Present) -
Me, Joy, Alethia, Shermaine!

JOJOJO :D

We played games the entire day and conveniently bypassed our "CA1 Exam" at the end (due to lack of time, I think). HAHA. Oh well, the day seemed to pass pretty fast! After YF, I tried playing Soccer with the guys and failed miserably. Tsk. I need more practice D:


Sunday

Today was a long, long day.

Woke late for Church, hence didn't attend 8.30am Service ): Attended YD instead. Aunty Peck May was our Guest Speaker and she taught us about Inductive Bible Study. It was interesting! And I guess that it has sparked a new interest in us to study about His Word, 'cuz the way it's done is so much easier to digest the passages.

Had Children's Camp Committee Meeting after lunch. Charles, Samantha, Valerie, Junipher, Gregory, Daniel and I were there. Think we managed to fulfill our agenda for the day, so it's pretty heartwarming :] With God's guidance, we'll be led to make the right decisions about Camp (Afloat)! ♥


Am tired. And it's time to get going to my grandmother's.

I miss OG36 already ):

Friday, February 22, 2008 | 11:23 PM

I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand
Or go blind


OG36


It's thanks to this bunch of wonderful people that I finally feel like a part of something in SAJC. Today, lectures and talks were sian but the real school started AFTER school :]

Went to Toa Payoh as an OGclique for lunch! (Well, not everyone's in the photo, but yes.) We'd fun, talking shit and all. Then Tawan got real serious about our OG stuff. Together with Deborah, we're now going official!

After lunch, half left. 7 of us went over to Tawan's house! I finally learnt how to play Bridge, and a tad bit of Mahjong. But I still need practice, yes? D: Tried sleeping. But with Sakinah and Tawan around, that's almost impossible. Tsk.

That aside, I finally realized that the few days before this, I've been PMS-ing. Maybe that's why I was so down ): And feeling so warm all the time! Thanks to those hot flushes, gahhhh. Damn my pimple-fied face!

Metrosexuals (like Tawan!) and I hate pimples ttm ):<

&& HELLO TWINNNN!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 | 8:11 PM

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible


Lie with me,
and forget the world.
(If only it were that easy)


Woke in the morning only to find my handphone bursting with text messages. The first one read: "MOE: Congrats CHUA JIAWEN ELYSSA, you are posted to ST ANDREW'S JC, ARTS (30A) under 2008 JAE. Pl report to JC/MI on 20 Feb 08 at 7.30am."

It'd came in at 0626h, and to think we all were waiting for 8 o'clock to arrive. Sheesh, a tad early, efficient, and shocking to heart eh, MOE? Aaaauuugggghhhhhh. Can't exactly tell if I'm happy or sad - actually, part both - but I just trust that it's God's plan I've been put in SAJC.

After all, the motto of the school does go: "No one is here by chance." And I believe that, ttm ♥

Since today's prolly the last day ever we'll have fun before JAE officially starts, it was only imperative that I went out. Couldn't find dates initially, but I guess everything (sort of) worked out in the end? Hm.

Carlton pangseh-ed Joshua and I so in the end we were stuck with each other D: Was just stupid. We roamed PS, did spastic stuff, ate, and finally decided on watching Jumper! The movie's pretty cool, that's all.

BUT GUESS WHAT! After the entire show when the lights came on I turned to my left and saw Hon Ding, ohmysheeshhhh. Nicholas was in the same theatre! And just as I was laughing my head off at this pure - but wacky - coincidence ('cuz Nicholas had asked me out to watch Jumper the night before) someone else called my name. SARAH TEH & friends O: Oh wow, is PS that popular a hangout?!

Same movie, same time, same theatre, same dayyyy.. It was so crazy I couldn't stop laughing. To add on to that, OG23 was in PS and so was Morgan & Jessica. Just wonderful - it was like some Nanyang unofficial gathering shitz.

Oh well, at least that made the day feel more like school.. In NYJC.

-

Tomorrow will be a new day, a new start.

Guess 2nd intakers do get outcast, whether it's by choice or by default. Nonetheless, I believe it'll be fine, or at least I hope so.

But this is so true:

♥athalie (: says:
nice unioform, here we come!! :D

♥But you and I both know we're a lost cause. says:
Yeh :]

♥But you and I both know we're a lost cause. says:
Woohoo


My cousin and I both got in SA. And we're taking the same stream, so I guess we'll be in the same class! I know I'm n OG5, but she's in OG3. Whatever the case, I've got a going-to-school partner for every school day morning for the next 2 years ♥


In the end, what does it matter when the human heart can only find meaning, in the smallest of moments?

Monday, February 18, 2008 | 10:39 PM

You're all that I hoped I'd find in every single way
And everything I would give is everything you couldn't take
'Cause nothing feels like home; you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay


Set it free,
(and hope it comes back.)


Last day of PAE.

Was horrible, to say the least. P'haps I'm just one of those stupid emotional idiots who cry at the slightest departure - or parting - of sorts. P'haps I'm just one of the few who feel so much from the past 6 weeks. P'haps... This is crazy.

The last walk out of NYJC was the most heart-wrenching ever. My tears were literally squeezed out of their glands, with the grip of reality that overcame me. It was just a tad too much to bear.

&& after all has been said and done, I think to myself: "Why do I bother leaving?"

I cannot but look away.

Sunday, February 17, 2008 | 10:16 PM

With you I could bring out all the love, that I have
With you there’s a heaven, so earth ain’t so bad
And tell me
When will our eyes meet, when can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end
And when will I hold you again?


(Been a long time since I updated. Unfortunately it's 'cuz I'd left my camera with someone by accident; thus the camwhorage is badly lacking. And hence, this post is dedicated to that person.)

Have I ever mentioned how connected we are?


This post is dedicated to you, only 'cuz you're one of the best-est of all 'em babes :] Honestly, I must thank God for having put you in my life for such a long time now; we haven't always been talking but sometimes I guess presence of existence is more than enough.

(And as if this public declaration is not sufficient.)

I wonder: How many "nice, miss-able, funny, smart, petite, soccer-loving, lovable, small but cute & sexy-voiced" people are there in this world?

Surely more than one, but she knows she's special.

Thank you,

-

Tomorrow's the last day of PAE at NYJC. I'm going to miss everything a hell lot.

)':

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 | 11:48 PM

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me
"How could it be any better than this?"




(8 hours, 3 batches, 72 brownies & 1,000,000+++ portions love of later...)

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY, in advance

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 | 9:43 PM

The sheets are engulfing you
Know that I need you, I want you, I'm dying for you
Here in my heart where my veins are combusting for you
All that I've learned
I'm learning I'm falling for you, now


OG27


Today was our last CT together as an OG, 'cuz next Tuesday our JAE Posting Results will be out. Was held in the canteen, as an informal setting kind-of-thing.

Other OGs were so happening - they'd ordered Pizza and everything to "celebrate". We seemed pretty miserable so Mrs Lee treated each of us to a cup of Milo! :] Awh. (HAHA, but anyway our real party is on the 23rd; looking forward to it, yo.)

Geography Lecture was cancelled today 'cuz our Human Geog Lecturer - a.k.a. Mr Metrosexual - was on Sick Leave. School ended freaking early, like after CT. Didn't feel like going home. It's stupid to be home at 2pm when you're a JC student, hahaha. Hung around with GFP, Sister and Fatty. It was sianzationxzxz to the max (ttm)!

That aside, can't wait for tomorrow (again). 'Cuz I'll be rushing home straight after Assembly in order to bake BROWNIES for all 'em lucky people who will be receiving my Valentines' Day gift! :] My current Valentines' Day List amounts to about 70 people, so you had better hope your name's included in there! HAHAHA. But this gig also means I'll have to skip training and that's leaving me so torn. Gahhhh.

Valentines' is on it's way & lovelovelove is in that air! Going out with EXCO on Thursday 'cuz they're people I love ♥

My sorethroat is getting so bad even though I feel fine ): By afternoon I started to sound really hoarse. And now, I just totally sound like a guy! My Mom called back just now and when I answered the phonecall she was like, "Eh? How come your voice turn so sexy ah?" D:

Tsk, so I bet now with my "sexy get-out-of-bed hair" - or so Shah puts it - and this super sexy voice of mine.. I MUST BE THE ULTIMATE, RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT? :] Oh goodness me, the way I fuel my ego is just amazing. (A to the Z to the G, man!)

And now I've an announcement to make! On the 14th of February, this Thursday, I'll be taking part in the Literature Poetry Recital at NYJC. It's held during CLB at the Library :] Ohmysheesh, I am so totally freaking out. Can't believe that I got chosen to recite my poem. And best part is I'm doing it alone. The only thing I take consolation in is that my Lit HOD actually liked the poem I'd composed :] Wow.

&& NOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HIGH, TTM.


Because you're worth every love song,

Monday, February 11, 2008 | 10:25 PM

Don't act like an angel
You're fallen again
You're no superhero
I've found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright


Tied-up,
in strings her heart is.


Today was hardly disappointing. I'd fun, to say the least! Didn't camwhore as much, but I guess 41 photos - though not all with me inside, doh! - for a day is quite a number, hah D: Gay FMSS Person and I did spend good time together. And it was well-spent, might I add. Mhm.

My flu is getting worse. Hence, I ought to sleep more tonight. (Alright, there goes a mental note.)

Okay now, random fact:

Shahrin. says:
you're a sprinter whattt.

Shahrin. says:
you have lightning legs.


&

[Fern And O] Soccer and sleeping. says:
hahaha

[Fern And O] Soccer and sleeping. says:
u can be some like lightning winger


HAHAHA people actually like to use the word "lightning" (?!) on me :] Woohoo, does that mean I'm fast? Why, thank you.

Anyhoo, couldn't resist the temptation to play Soccer today. Staying away from the ball is just.. WRONG ): And it's impossible. Oh bugger, no stuffy nose is going to stop me, mannnn ♥

(Tomorrow will be another _______ day)


This heart, fond of one too many.

Sunday, February 10, 2008 | 10:42 PM

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue 'til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you
That I spent these last few months in my own hell


Strike a pose,
if you may.


Don't have much time to blog 'cuz my parents are chasing me off to bed. And it doesn't help that I'm ill ):

All I can say is, somehow, I'm glad Monday is here! In just a few hours. No OG breakfast tomorrow, thanks to the Angel & Mortal briefing we're having in school. But nonetheless, I've an extremely exciting appointment tomorrow :]


Tell me something I wanna hear.

Saturday, February 09, 2008 | 6:21 PM

Lean into my kiss
And close those deep-blue-need-you eyes
Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this
But baby, I must be doing something right


Sultry;
'Cuz she knows that's all you'd ever want her to be.


Just spent a gazillion hours on the computer trying to edit my blogskin. Finally, it's done. (Can't say it's a masterpiece but, it's kind of my first try!) Oh bugger, am I glad D:

Monday's coming and that can only mean one thing: SCHOOL. Still, am eagerly waiting for the little appointment set by the gay FMSS person and I. Much fun, it shall be. And I just choose to believe so. HAHAHA. Lessons, will prolly have to wait :B

Have developed a sorethroat thanks to all that sleeping late ): And to think I've hardly eaten any CNY goodies this year! This is annoying me to the maxxxx. Speaking of sleeping, all of us did sleep last night, in the end. I mean, we (obviously) failed to "stay up all night". How loser, nyehhhh :]

Relatives coming over again this evening - which is, right about now, p'haps - for Karaoke and the ilk. Mhm, so I guess this is what the Lunar New Year is all about: Familyfamilyfamilyfoodfamilyfamilyfamily ♥


The secret of the world,
Is written in the stars.

Friday, February 08, 2008 | 11:31 PM

Well, we could carve hearts out of falling stars
Chase the wind down the winding streets
Ride in cars for hours to nowhere
We're a mess, but that's fine, 'cause it's you and me
We're a mess, but that's fine


One of the many photos we took today :]


Day 2 of CNY Celebrations. Maternal's side.

This year was boring-er than ever, kind of. (Other than the fact that my cousin and I managed to find joy in camwhoring, of some sort!) ♥

Will prolly put up a collage soon, I guess. If I find the time to create one, that is. Oh and that reminds me: the photos have to be put up onto FB as well. Damn ):

My cousins are over for a sleepover stroke slumber party stroke stay-up-all-night gig! :] WONDERFUL. And dearest Athalie is sitting beside me now, telling me what to blog. (Dictating, I'd say.) I guess, that's why I can't think straight D: Heh.

Anyhoo,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DEAREST DEBORAH YEW! :D
(Don't forget our Happy Baked Beans; he still loves you to the maxxxx.)


P/S. I Love You

| 1:44 AM

Had it been another day
I might have looked the other way
And I'd have never been aware
But as it is I'll dream of you tonight


Let's just say, "it's alright".

Thursday, February 07, 2008 | 11:53 PM

Let's say we're happy even though
We know we're both done trying
How would we know
That we'd both end up crying
They say let go
I guess we're still stuck trying


Wednesday

Steph dearest! ♥

Woke up to go to school for the Lunar New Year Celebrations. As I was walking into NYJC, I saw Joshua walking out. He was going to Xin Min. Haha, that made me want to go back to Cedar. But in the end I stayed in NY. Fickle-minded, I am.

Celebrations were funky. Guess the part that differed from Secondary School is that the teachers actually perform as well, hah. The CL Dept tried to put up some performance. And at the last part, Mr Kwek's speech blew us away (again, and as usual!) He totally rocks to the max :]

We were released at 0915h! Amazing, I'd say.

In the afternoon, met Chenyang and the rest at Somerset. Was pleasantly surprised to see Ms Jau! She'd flown back from Sydney :] Ahhh, sure felt like the good ol' days.. 5 years ago when we were all 12!

Those who were present: Me, Cheryl, Audrey, Kimberley, Chenyang, Kirk, Wee Tseng & Ms Jau.

Group shot of those who turned up :]

Ate at Hong Kong Cafe in Cine, then roamed around for a bit. The catching up part was good; somehow, it warms the heart to know that even after so long we're still able to talk like good friends.

Also, meeting some of our Primary School friends in our respective JCs now also serves as timely reminder, how small Singapore - and this world, for that matter - is.. Some way or another, we're all intertwined in this big mass (mess) of a human race. The only thing that keeps us apart (or brings us back together again) is time ♥

Photos for both the above mentioned events up on FB.



Today

With the Aunts (on my Dad's side) :]

Visitations ended slightly earlier today, I guess.

Was just talking to the gay FMSS person online and we agreed that, as we grow older the spirit for stuff just dies down so easily. Mehhh. This CNY just feels slightly different (save for the unusually chilly weather), and so was the recent Christmas season.

Oddly enough.

Nevertheless, am thankful for the break from school. Thinking about the fact that there are only 6 more official school days before the JAE Posting Results freaks me out. Not so much the outcome of where I'm posted to - no, not at all - but more so that I'm leaving NYJC.

(In my own quiet ways, I hate myself for choosing to go. Everything is a risk taken, I know. But the struggle - endless. We all have to move on sometimes.)

Tuesday, February 05, 2008 | 10:50 PM

Do you remember how it was oh all night
While I sang my song, till our songs were done?
It's just nice to be near you
Till the sun breaks our city street through


Daryl (Fatty) Tan Jin Hua, Me & Zachary (Mary Peter) Thio Si Kuan ♥
I like, I like.

Today was a crazy day.

Skipped Econs Seminar early in the morning; prolly all of us were still experiencing some sort of a hangover from the previous night's "The One" Finals. Went to the library with Carlton and Joshua to slack. We ended up sleeping on the floor. Took photos - they'll be up on FB some time.

CT was awesome. We were intending to continue our games from last week. But time was set aside to plan an OG Outing/Farewell. (How thoughtful of the school; I think Mr Kwek rocks NYJC upside down!) And so we did come together to discuss. Farewell Party's most prolly going to be at Leonard's, on the 23rd of February :]

Just as I was waiting for Geog Lecture to arrive, my Mom called. She asked me to go get my hair done for CNY and pon lessons instead. FUNKY TO THE MAX. And so I did, hahaha.

Now that my hair's been cut & treated, it's super straight. Have got a new look as well. And I think the fact that I've a fringe now, Joshua and Leonard the 2 idiots I love so much as Buddies had better include me in the "chio girls list", HAHA! (Wtcd, I am like so totally one kind.) Nyehhhh.

I've a P6 Gathering (Lunch) tomorrow at j8. Remind me again how cool we really are? 4 years since we left Rosyth. Wow.

The Lunar New Year is here. How soon. I'm going to miss it all, I know.


Your Love pulls me down like gravity;

| 9:23 PM

I was hoping you’d show me something
What you gave me was black
And I’m giving it back
And you haven’t changed
And I wasn’t lying, I wasn't lying


Yinxue and us, at the Finals of "The One" :]

I got a pretty Green Balloon

(This was supposed to be yesterday's post but I was too tired after reaching home at 11plus, post-concert.)


TAY YINXUE of Cedar Girls' Secondary won the NYJC Singing Competition "The One" organized by the 30th SC. She rocks to the maxxx! ♥

During the concert the Cedarians + all other Yinxue supporters were being so high and everything :] Only 'cuz Yinxue's really really good! She has a Voice of Gold, and will serenade you, I swear. The sound will just penetrate right through your chest and melt that heart of yours, that you'll be compelled to vote for her (in every other competition). It's almost - dare I say - hypnotizing D:

Anyhoo, had a helluva time and my crazy idea of running up on stage when Yinxue won was quite well pulled off. For one, people around school now look at us Blue & Grey beings in a much different light - we are high & hiiiigggghhhhhh :]

Photos uploaded onto Facebook; access 'em via the link on the right-hand side column!

Rushed home after the concert with Joshua 'cuz it was my Mom's birthday. Had to make up for when I'd pangseh-ed him earlier on in the day by pon-ing PE and going out with his OG Mates instead. (Weird, huh?) Heh D: Rachel dearest went, so I followed her! And Fernando was around too, hah.

When I got home, my Mom was half-asleep already. Mehhhh, had to get her more alive for our Birthday Song, photo-taking and cake-cutting. Just since I always do this ceremoniously for people,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM! :]

Sunday, February 03, 2008 | 4:43 PM

Like a million parachutes, the snow's coming down
I'll lock up the front door and turn the lights downI'll put on some records and wait for the light
All those million parachutes now a blanket of white


THE LATEST FASHIONISTA LOOK! :]
(Trend set by Jocelyn - centre person of top row)

Haven't posted for days. Somehow, each time I get to the 'Create Post' page, I blank out and get distracted by other things like my MSN Conversation windows D:

Nevertheless, been an eventful weekend of some sort. Based on what I can remember:

Friday

Zachary (Mary Peter) Thio Si Kuan brought friends from SAJC to crash NYJC! And guess what, Carlton, Morgan and I were in the canteen when all of a sudden this familiar-looking Marist walked up to Carlton. IT WAS JONATHAN HAHAHA. Amazing, indeed. One kind of small, this world is.

Rachel - or so that girl who was with them is called - is planning to come to NYJC! Prolly that's why she crashed. But the other Marist guy, he's too smart for all this. TJC is his calling, I believe. And hence, he came just for the fun of it, and ended up sleeping during Geog Lecture. (I took photos as usual, mwahahah.)

Him, ZMPTSK & me at the back in blue!

Met my Dad for lunch at AMKHub after school. First time I'd left school so early, at 1230h. There wasn't training either. (Pity, 'cuz I miss training.) Honestly, I'd plans to crash VJ but decided it wasn't worth it D:

Saturday

Soccer Tournament Match #3! :]

Acting zai, NYJC Girls' Soccer

We lost to UWCSEA, as expected. But we weren't bitter about it, at all. Have never been, anyway. It's always more of how we play the Game, and how much we enjoy it that matters.

And I must say, we all played well. It's almost as good as the J2s' last match. Pretty sad, it was. But that's also why they were determined to go all out. (Possibly even with the intention of earning themselves a Yellow Card, should the need arise?)

The Aussies were HUGE. But I got rough and starting running into them like some crazed woman, hah. Couldn't be bothered, really. Though it was clear they were too formidable. It'd be impossible for me to knock any of 'em down! D: Especially the one I deemed "Giant" - she's prolly 180cm and bigger than my 19 year old brother. Freaky, to the max.

Reunion Dinner at night, was okay. Paternal's side. Yummy MSG-free food was prolly the best part of it all :]

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Random thought: I've only got 'bout 7 more school days in my Blue & Grey. Damn, I'm going to miss it so very much ):

And,
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH, AVERY! :]
I'll flap 'em Chicken Wings, just for you :] Hah.