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Friday, June 30, 2006 | 11:03 PM

THE GAME'S ON! :D
KEEP YOUR EYES GLUED TO THE TV, PEOPLE :D TURN THE HEAT UP.

| 7:48 PM

thank God the week is over :D which also means i have survived! :D OHYAY.

OH I'M IN LOVE WITH MY SPIKES ONCE AGAIN <3>impulse.
i want to put the pictures up! but i can't seem to find my USB cable =X dang. i'll have to locate it some time soon. there are so many pictures i want to upload! :D

TONIGHT'S THE NIGHT.
darn, i dread. their time is not up yet. it's so ironic how one has to go. just imagine. two teams with so different playing styles. when it all comes down to it, guess it's just SCIENCE vs FLAIR :D sheesh. when you have germany for science and argentina for the other, what can you expect? a clash. furthermore, based on their performance throughout this year's worldcup, it's gonna be hard to predict the winner.
with german players like klose, podolski and (of course) LAHM, there's bound to be a good fight :D what more with their flawless record in penalties :D they've gone all out since the start :D and they've kept getting better and better :D so keep that up and we'll see more goals :D
but on the other hand, argentina has riquelme, messi and crespo /: they have not lost a game. dang! they've had the measure of germans in recent years..
so, the question now is, WHO WILL REIGN? tonight's game will tell all :D


today i almost got kissed again /: thank God i managed to escape. used the wind to get inezlau away :D such acts of spreading love i can do without :D thanks dear, i appreciate your love :D bwahah. but i still got a tight slap on the butt, from lifen. DARN. it was so pain! i had to walk around partially paralysed there for a while. sheesh :D and my CHICK does not like fabCEL's DUCK! so make sure it backs off, inezlau :D

all hail hitler! :D -makes that handsign. sheesh, i think everyone's going crazy over hitler. i mean, despite the fact that he's an obvious psychopath and actually forcefully kissed his niece, causing her death later on.. well, which translates into the kiss of death. but nahh :D i just can't wait to catch his downfall :D cause i'm such a sadist. bwahah. i think if we continue to "support" hitler in this way, showing his handsign wherever we go, sooner or later ms ng's gonna get sued :D hahaha. afterall, singapore is a democratic country :D hehheh. introducing new political systems would be so unwanted /: lalala.

thanks to nikita, WE DIDN'T HAVE TO HAND IN AMATHS TODAY :D love ya! <3 oh, and speaking of nikita. today had self-training with lifen and nikita :D ahh, so nice to train again. but i've lost all my stamina ): feel so tired now. sucks.


and when she walks,
all the wind blows & the angels sing-

Thursday, June 29, 2006 | 8:57 PM

OHMY, my stupid finger's still so pain ): having difficulty typing. sigh. all thanks to that basketball! ahh /: thankyou miss computer though, for nicely wrapping it for me that day :D i took a picture of my finger snugly wrapped with that crepe bandage! haha :D so neat and tidy. haha.

--

HITLER! :D
yay, get high over hitler. sheesh, the charm. oh, what perfect hatred. bwahaha. -evil :D yvonne kept saying the stupidest comments ever :D it was a serious movie and we weren't meant to be laughing! but we were laughing to badly. ohmy. you think that woman likes hitler! and she poisoned the cupcakes :D bwahah. sheesh, the biting part was the worst. imagine hitler telling you he admires you. i think i'd have a mixed feeling of being pleasantly surprised yet at the same time turned off. at your feet kneels this guy that has done so much evil beyond imagination. yet he is "humbling" himself to tell you he's admiring you.. furthermore a woman! sheesh. it's so.. awkward. i certainly wouldn't believe it :D

--

so much to post :D but i got no time ): well, thank God the physics today wasn't as bad as i thought it to be :D OHYAY, that's over for now :D bwahah. i feel relieved. but tmr.. AMATHS! =X die.
and tmr GERMANY IS PLAYING AGAINST ARGENTINA!! /: crap. that's going to be one exciting game :D i like both teams ): so i'm torn between the two ): but.. i think for as long as my braces scream "germany!" with the colours of black red yellow, i'd still go for germany. i hope germany wins the worldcup :D and they have a chance, might i add! i've a feeling they'd meet BRAZIL in the finals /: sheesh. both argentina and germany are worldcup-material! they don't deserve to go so soon ): they don't deserve to bow before their time. BOO.


bite me cause iloveYOU.

| 8:13 PM

tag replies;

Shea: haha, thanks :D

miss yellow: don't know? haha, someone who stopped by :D go to the link. apparently she's like not local. hah /: YES! fat like i don't know what :D BWAHAHA.

cy: yeah i guess :D compatible with IE. hah.

cy: haha, okay. hope your music works :D after i taught you! :D

cy: HEH. like you're failing! not that bad right :D

kyle: haha :D i'm not commenting on him anymore. at least not for now, i haven't been :D sheesh, i have a lot to say :D

PAIL: okay :D

RAHH: haha :D don't be sorry to announce it. if you support them then so be it :D i will not try to stop you or hate you for that. bwahah. SHEESH, AIRCON :D but yeah, i'd rather much support kaka anytime as compared to ahem! -clears throat :D

RAHH: haha, you and cel! :D

RAHH: woohoo :D MY YOU THEORY ROCKS! :D

RAHH: bwahah :D at least you know how to appreciate the theory :D rather than some people, who just brush it off ): the THEORY is PROVEN okay! :D

RAHH: haha :D

RAHH: SHEESH! :D

RAHH: yeah! poor pinghui /: sorry about that phui thing.. sheesh :D

sharron: BWAHAH. OKAY. and i don't talk to flirts :D

sharron: sheesh, don't keep thinking i am depressed /:

yingqi: YEAH! our ducky stuff :D miss you too. sheesh, it's been some time, eh? :D

rw: hah, you DEAF. i don't care about korea :D bwahah.

kyle: SHEESH :D go sleep on the oh-so-wonderfully-red-and-nice bed i have given to you :D

stepdaughter: YEAH! :D our interesting conversation :D haha.

stepdaughter: SHEESH :D but i'm mean, yes i am :D

RAHH: haha, witches don't exactly stab, do they? :D they fly around on stupid broomsticks and chant shit around a cauldron. oh bother :D i think my injury is beyond heal ): STABBED TWICE!

cy: haha, you're welcome. hope it works :D

PAIL: hm, whatever for? :D

RAHH: YEAH! GO PHYSICS :D bwahaha. jiggling brains in our empty skulls! -and the world rejoices.

RAHH: yep. FORCE :D maybe we'll move and turn into FOOD or something :D no more stationery /:

RAHH: woah, zi-highing :D haha.

rw: oh yeah! /: haha. i shall change it to someone else then :D

rw: yeah! AHH. i don't want neither to go ):

rw: YEP YEP :D tmr. oh yay. gonna be an exciting one :D

kyle: haha, YOU theory :D i know you love it so :D oh, and i just wonder whose heart that might be :D bwahaha. -evil :D

kyle: dangit! ): how could it. BUT i came back bigger, better to defeat it! just like mr. virus against you /: sheesh.

jieyang: haha, know who i like? this question is so random :D but i like someone called YOU :D bwahaha. refer to my YOU theory, cause it's so true :D

wenyi: sheesh, you think you're some kind of reporter?! :D AHH. -screams. THE PAPARAZZI!! /: sheesh, i'm dead. hahaha.

wenyi: haha, i am :D still surviving. but barely.. nahh, kidding :D

rw: WHAT don't you get? :D

kyle: SHEESH! :D who ever heard of such an extension! :D and rmb the other guy at the other extension doesn't work for you anymore :D he's gone off to work with mcdelivery so he can rush into people's houses, jump on the couch and watch the game! dang, that advertistment is stupid :D I WANT THAT WHEELCHAIR! i can't believe you're more deadpan than me /: all the best with that RED BED. ooh, it rhymes :D

jessica!: HEY :D nice of you to stop by! haha :D

Wednesday, June 28, 2006 | 11:39 PM

HEY PHYSICS, here i come.


alas! it is i.
the strong have fallen;
it was heaven while it lasted-

Monday, June 26, 2006 | 11:55 PM

sheesh, can't sleep. anyway got some homework to do /: thanks to the fact that i have been so "guai", this are the consequences. goodbye, 8 hours of precious sleep and hello, significantly bad eyebags ): sheesh.

with regards to the affection i was shown earlier today, fab has two pieces of advice for me :D
ONE - sit down all the time.
TWO - cover my face all the time.

haha, good suggestions arh you. i think i will really need that wheelchair you're offering me :D cause i am so lame. sheesh. how do you expect me to sit forever. and not walk?! so i got to get something i can sit and yet be pushed around in :D bwahaha. and as for covering my face all the time.. good idea. i should wear a mask :D then again, i'm already always wearing one. but oh dangit, that's not the point :D

ahh, here's the edited version of GOOD DAY by THE CLICK FIVE that fab says should suit me -.-" sheesh.

you're looking for something you can't find
if you give it up, you'll lose your mind
there's always something in your way
what can you say?
GET YOUR ASS WHACKED ^^

sheesh. oh, enough about the tight butt already!


eating pineapples & dancing in the rain;

| 8:13 PM

thanks a lot. thanks for confirming i'm an idiot. yes i am. let's learn spelling the way fab does! i-d-i-o-t. simple :D i don't get why. i just can't. i need that courage right now. or maybe not?

dangit, i'm on that swing again.

--

I KNOW A SECRET. it's old stuff. but I STILL KNOW A SECRET. jappy cannot know :D bwahahaha. i am mean :D accept it. i want to suan. itching to suan :D oh sheesh. stupid secret made me look like a mad woman smiling to myself. afterall you've suan-ed me over the whole little girl thing! i'm so sad you're older ): must call you da ge already ): sigh. i'm always the smaller one. great. thank God nicholas is born in december :D hah. the youngest 305-er.

yl and i are back on the chinese mode! :D rocks. yay. wo zhi chi ni :D we'll do this together :D get over the Os! :D haha. and rmb the outing.. sheesh, we're so good at being "busy" :D but we're also good at having FUN! :D

--

STUPID INEZLAU! :D ohmy gosh, i feel so used today. or actually, i don't know how i should be feeling now /: cheated? sheesh. lesbian activity we're talking here! AHHH! i can't believe i'm involved. oh for goodness' sake, NO. you'll never imagine what she did to me. haha, i was squealing (not with joy, take note!) and trying to wriggle free. crap, in the end i was caught unaware /: nasty experience, i must say. she practically just kissed me on the cheek like that, TWICE. hello, is kissing my nice yellow duckie not good enough or what :D and that influenced miss computer to do the same! -.-" urgh, so weird. please! don't tell me the frequent hitting-my-butt-and-saying-it's-tight thing isn't enough /: SICK man, haha :D oh, i'm turned OFF.



oh, i just can't get enough of you.

| 4:39 PM

today was the first day of school :D yay?
after spending 7.5 hours in school, i finally realised what i dread most about going back to school. oh, those blasted attire! SHEESH, driving me mad. just looking at shirts untucked, or maybe they're V-shaped or whatever, socks so low it's almost as if they're replaying titanic sinking right at their two ankles!, miniskirts that ought to be found at discos galore.. it turns me off. i think i could faint. and so i shall.
-faints.

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oh, incidences with teachers /:

today it was funny in physics :D bwahah. mr yau wanted to say "blood test" but it ended up as "BLAST test". ohwell :D let's all go for that test then! woohoo, get BLASTed :D hahaha. and then we learnt about newton's laws :D haha.

FIRST LAW - INERTIA! :D you just don't stop moving, eh? we're frictionless :D travel forever. oh, if only. use that ice on ice skating rink theory! :D we'll slide.

THIRD LAW - axn & rxn :D hah, you hit the wall, the wall hits you :D so i guess, if i push wping and she pushes me back, using the same force, we become PENCILS. or maybe PENS :D bwahah. cause we remain stationary! :D so leng. hah, and the spelling's different but at least they sound the same! :D

i learned about suspended organs :D sheesh. and does our brainjiggle inside this pathetic empty skull of ours? I WONDER :D that'd be cool. hah, everytime you shake your head it shakes with you :D


i can't stand XX LEUNG. more like edna mode! sheesh. so obvious :D but i don't care. annoying! poor cel, about that whole we're-learning-linear-law-here-so-how-can-you-possibly-come-up-with-a-curve-i-just-can't-believe-it thing sucks! why does she have to keep on rubbing that in?! just shut up for now, will ya? makes me so pissed. i don't know why fabCEL doesn't get pissed. maybe cause she's FAB :D haha. i'm pissed on her behalf anyway. oh and dangit, my name got called cause i didn't hand in my amaths. -gives elyssa a nice pat on the back. welldone! :D

--

ahh! philipp lahm is so HOT! :D need aircon already! yay <3 but germany and argentina will meet i think ): and EITHER ONE HAS TO GO! nooooo ): i don't want. sigh. and for the portugal vs holland match this morning, HOLLAND'S OUT!! ): boo. i love van persie :D

| 3:38 PM

not that i'm all that free right now, but i'm gonna do that lame test so y'all can hopefully know me better. HAH :D so here goes.

the rules-
bold the statements that are true to you.
italise the statements that you WISH are true.
leave the fibs alone.
then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

i miss someone right now :D
i don't watch TV these days.
i wear glasses or contact lenses.
i love to play video games.
i've tried marijuana.
i have been in a threesome.
i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i curse sometimes.
i have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
i'm TOTALLY smart.
i've broken someone's bones.
i'm paranoid sometimes.
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
i need money right now.
i love sushi.
i talk really, really fast :D
i have long hair.
i have lost money in Las Vegas.
i have at least one sibling.
i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
i couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
i like the way i look.
i am usually pessimistic. (i don't know? /:)
i have a lot of moodswings. (hope not! ask my friends..)
i have a hidden talent. (HELLO, it's HIDDEN!)
i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
i have a lot of friends.
i am currently single.
i have pecked someone of the same sex. (i got kissed on the cheek thrice! AHH.)
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
i love to shop.
enjoy window shopping.
i would rather shop than eat.
i don't hate anyone.
i'm a pretty good dancer.
i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i believe in God.
i watch MTV on a daily basis.
i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
i've rejected someone before ):
i have no idea what to do with the rest of my life.
i want to have children in the future.
i have changed a diaper before.
i've called the cops on a friend before.
i'm not allergic to anything.
i have a lot to learn.
i have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
i am shy around the opposite sex. (hm..)
i have tried alcohol before.
i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
i own the "South Park" movie.
i would die for my best friends.
i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
i have used my sexuality to advance my career. (plain LOW)
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (not applicable)
i watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it :D
i am happy at this moment.
i'm obsessed with guys.
i study for tests most of the time.
i tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met.
i am comfortable with who i am right now.
i have more than just my ears pierced.
i walk barefoot wherever i can.
i have jumped off a bridge
i love sea turtles.
i spend ridiculous money on makeup.
plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
i'm proficient in a musical instrument.
i worked at McDonald's restaurant.
i hate office jobs.
i love sci-fi movies.
i think water rules.
i went college out of state.
i like sausages.
i love kisses. (how would i know? :D)
i fall for the worst people.
i adore bright colours. (IS YELLOW BRIGHT ENOUGH FOR YOU? :D)
i can't live without black eyeliner.
i don't know why the hell i did this stupid thing :D
i usually like covers better than the originals. (no way! :D)
i can pick up things with my toes.
i can't whistle ):
i can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
i have ridden/owned a horse.
i still have every journal i've ever written in :D
i can't stick to a diet. (i don't even go on diets! :D)
i talk in my sleep.
i try to forger things by drowning them out with loads of other distractions. (well, sometimes..)
climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
i have jazz in my blood.
i wear a toe ring.
i have a tattoo.
i can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
i am a caffeine junkie.
i cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
i have been to over 15 conventions. (slc :D)
i will collect anything, the more nonsensical the better.
i'm an artist.
i only clean my room when necessary.
i like a person of the same sex.

now here's the fun part! :D
i STAB:
ruiwen inez sher dajie dione. mwahahah.

Sunday, June 25, 2006 | 5:03 PM

school's up again. oh, what can i say. i'm happy? sure. i'll get to see my teachers again, oh what joy! :D sheesh, just tell me you sense the sarcasm. don't fake yourself, rmb. yes i do. my homework's not done. i reach for the sky :D dang, just shoot me.

sometimes life just gets you down. it bores you. i'm sick and tired, of being sick and tired. how true. what, then, becomes our motivation to live? :D it takes courage to die, but it takes even more courage to live in this dying world. for we're living in the land of the dying, whilst they die to the land of the living. to be with Him forever; you feel no pain.

so just hang in there.. for what He went through is far more than we can comprehend. the mystery of God himself, while never irrational, is finally oceans deeper than any reason can fathom.

where reason fails,
with all her pow'rs;
there faith prevails,
and love adores.


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jappy says i'm lovesick(: oh, like you know :D bwahah. i know this is wrong. i wish you could tell me what i tell you. or, what i want to tell you :D OHWELL. push you out of my head. or at least i try to :D come now, cause i'm ready to let you in. i can never understand why i give away so easily, yet this time i dare not imagine. just let it pass, and come what may.



someday, if ever you love me
you'd say "it's okay" :)
does it hurt,
when you think about me?

Saturday, June 24, 2006 | 12:08 AM

i miss someone right now. oh how i wish you knew. how do i say.. i just can't get the words right. but you're not going to know anyway. i'll hold my tongue :D

speaking of yous. hah :D i wonder who this YOU person is. cause everyone's apparently in love with you :D everyone says "i love you" and in friendster profiles you often see people wanting to meet that person by the name of you. interesting, i must say :D must be some big celeb. even in my own wishlist i got you right there :D haha, i will have you! try me.

ohwell, even dajie loves that person called you. what if someday i really get you. don't you think i'd be the most blessed person in the world? i think i'd be overjoyed. i wouldn't be able to stop loving you :D even if you ain't that big, as with all things.. you must mean something different to everyone. and it's special to each person. just like what you mean to me <3

everyone wants you :D but ack-! I STILL WANT YOU :D

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about football, all i can say is FAT CHANCE! :D bwahah. guess who's back? "fatty" :D not that i'm totally happy over this. but ohwell, at least he's proven he still got the skills. it'll be such a pity he gets down like that. either way, i'm sorry to all brazilian fans. i still don't support them :D i'm evil, i know.











if you try, i'll try;
try to let it go.
if you will, i will;
try to let it show.
show us a way,
LOVE IS HERE TO STAY <3
cause i think i'm in love.

Friday, June 23, 2006 | 1:37 PM

haha, took some tests. thanks to mr. red :D

Your Brain is 87% Female, 13% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl, which isn't a bad thing at all.
You're empathetic, caring and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice.



You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes
which of the xmen are you?



haha, funny :D i kill people. bwahah. so terrorist :D

| 12:48 PM

i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair :D





i'm trying to say iloveyou,
but the words get in the way.
i've found a reason to show, a side of me you didn't know;
a reason for a that i do.
and the reason is YOU.

| 12:17 PM

tag replies;

Jeff: haha, GOOD! :D must flood more.

Jeff: HAH :D

Jeff: bwahah, either it's my cbox's problem or yours? :D

Jeff: releasing stress?? hm.

Jeff: who's overstressed. YOU? :D

Jeff: haha. thanks for flooding, see you again :D

VIICKI: balm nail! HAHA :D

PAIL: haha, it's okay. partly my fault too but yeah..

PAIL: yeah you're nice lah :D bwahah. i miss you too :D i told you, you just seem to call at the wrong times. i have no idea why /:

PAIL: haha :D i feel so loved. thankyou :D

PAIL: TONG ZI! :D bwahahah.

cy: haha :D congrats then! :D

cy: haha, i've replied to this in your blog :D

jieyang: HAHAHA :D i can't believe you didn't know the link thing! :D funny.

PAIL: sheesh you :D bwahah.

PAIL: hey! i didn't start smiling till you said i'm smiling!! :D bwahaha. yeah, AWE :D

PAIL: yeah! haha, about football, i agree :D

lifen: haha, RED spikes? cool :D

lifen: haha :D typo.

lyana: yeah! i realised it too /: OOPS. sorry :D

lyana: yeah neither do i! but warren says it sucked. haha /:

RAHH: haha, i've told you :D

miss yellow: OHMY! :D yusin! we're on the same side :D :D bwahahah. i love our conversation that day online :D on FOOTBALL esp brazil and ronaldo :D bwahah.

stepdaughter: haha, okay :D and i will tell you.. when school reopens. HEH :D

CEL: haha, sorry i really don't like ronaldo. but i don't mind kaka :D

rw: BWAHAHA :D

rw: hehheh. yeah, ARGENTINA :D love the way they play! :D but germany.. kinda under-performing, you think? =X

rw: haha, get so high :D over football! :D

miss yellow: ee! STAB me! =X haha, rmb our conversation online :D on BACKstabbers, FRONTstabbers, SIDEstabbers, ALL-ANGLEstabbers :D mwahaha.

kyle: HEHHEH :D your tagboard is red too! but my blog is more yellow than yours is red :P

Thursday, June 22, 2006 | 5:51 PM

i know i'm slow to post this. but dajie's getting braces! :) yay. now we can coordinate the colours when we meet. haha :D hope it won't be pain for you :D must come back to cedar to visit me and SMILE WIDELY :D haha.

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ohmy sheesh, OWEN IS INJURED!! ): whywhywhy. poor thing =X he's not going to be able to play the worldcup anymore ): nooooo, their star striker ): what's wrong with jappy! he doesn't like owen O.o

ohwell. shall reply my tags another time :D heh, always so lazy :D






and you're asking me,
why pain's the only way to happiness;
and i promise you,
YOU'LL SEE THE SUN AGAIN :)

| 5:27 PM

sigh, the school vacation is coming to an end. i really regret so many things.. i'm sorry i haven't trained the whole of the holidays. i just didn't make time for it. i know it would be the case most of the time that i slack rather than really doing my hw ): sigh. i don't know what, but i'm just sorry. sorry that i didn't spend my time wisely. sorry that perhaps, i just can't control my life.

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there have been so many things i've been wanting to blog about, i just couldn't. ohwell. forget it then. but some of the things i still rmb.. on monday and tuesday i attended some course at moelc. believe it or not, elyssa attended some course that was in CHINESE. ohmy :D haha. well, dear rain-dancing partner didn't come on the first day. neither did computer or deborah /: but on the second day rain-dancing partner came :D yay. it was so funny. during the presentation of the various groups, one of the girls from rgs kept sleeping. HAH :D it was funny. we took pictures! oops /: but it's not like we're gonna post it on the net or something :D bwahah. the best part was at the end of the lesson, the teacher told that girl "next time don't sleep in class. we even took a few pictures of you sleeping." hahahahahahahaha. we laughed so badly :D

i think our presentation was cool too :D haha, actually kind of lame. and we didn't have much cool ideas. but ohwell. one of our best ones was the GAN DE HAO hand action! :D bwahah. it was the i love you sign. but.. obviously i had earlier already expected the teachers would have certain negative reactions towards it. they said they'd think about it. but at least we had fun laughing :D though i have this feeling they won't take our suggestion ):

oh, and i just went crazy over our chinese names :D i think the two nicest ones are wanping's and adelinekoh's :D haha. cause first i wrote wanping as "wping". i think it looks way cool :D bwahah. and so adeline's is "jtian" :D well, actually "jwen" is also nice, and that's my name. but i would use it. cause jiayuan's sister is also jiawen! :D heh. poor ping hui though, i didn't notice her name was "phui" till i wrote it. and we had said so much about it, and still sharron had to write that! ahh, so funny :D sharron's is "hqi". funny-weird cause it has only three letters. a bit short :D bwahah.

talking about being short. suits sharron anyway :D bwahah, who's the short one now? :D and we kept hitting each others' shoulder in a bid to make the other shorter... hah, spastic :D we also kept faking that ang mo accent and speak chinese :D GAN DE HAO :D










i still got sand in my shoes and i can't shake the thought of you.
i should get on, and forget you but why would i want to?
i know we said goodbye, anything else would be confused;
but i want to see you again <3

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 | 8:38 PM

ohmy sheesh, haven't replied tags in a longggg time =X haha, it's going to take ages now ):


tag replies;

anon: yes, you can hate me :D i give you the permission to. haha :D

miss yellow: ohmy gosh you mean poke! ):

miss yellow: and i get forced to go sleep everyday after 12 ): tell me this is unfair! sheesh you :D

RAHH: haha, thanks dear :D

RAHH: yeah! miss yellow sleeps at unearthly hours /: wish i could too. then again, nahh. i need the sleep :D

sharron: YES! :D finally. whoo.

DEBORAH!: YEAH IT'S WAY EMO. EMO-er THAN ANY OTHER EMO SENTENCE SHE'S SAID :D bwahah. KISS GEOG GOODBYE CAUSE WE'RE RID OF IT :D

PAIL: yep :D it's a part of us, eh? :D

PAIL: haha, you always seem to get me at the wrong times =X at other times i'm sure i would pick up the phone :D

PAIL: SHEESH. WHAT'S WRONG!! =X I AM HUMAN TOO OKAY :D -winks.

zhenluan: thankyou :D i was mood-swinging ):

PAIL: YEAH :D

PAIL: YES!! :D WP WP. woohoo :D

PAIL: haha, yeah. guys are like :D

sining: haha :D thankyou! dear BLACKPEN SQUAD LEADER :D

RAHH: haha, SO RANDOM! :D

dhilshad: thankyou :D all credit goes to LEEYUSIN :D

rw: poor thing! don't worry, as your new mom, i don't have that high expectations of you to be the next mozart or whatever :D CHILL.

rw: sheesh /: PIANO. jiayou! :D

rw: bye! takecare :D

rw: haha, yes daughter? :D

rw: woah, so nice :D thankyou! <3 style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">

pail: ahh, thanks :D love.

lyana: YEP :D our conglom outing was the best ever! :D

PAIL: yeah :D thanks!

PAIL: thankyou :D love you.

stepdaughter: SHEESH /: haha.

stepdaughter: yeah, i trust you :D will tell you some other time :D

zaferin: haha :D i am slow, i admit :D bwahaha. i didn't crawl okay!! ahh, i've been maligned ): haha. thanks for complementing the yellow ducky! :D

PAIL: haha, yeah :D

PAIL: i couldn't conference ): BOO.

PAIL: YEAH! ohmy, ben&jerry's! ahhh. -screams.

PAIL: YES! the 100 niao! including the ducks or not?! :D

PAIL: DUCKHEADED SNAIL?! uh.. what kind of guai wu is that =X hehheh.

PAIL: sheesh, YALLOW. so wrong =X

PAIL: cause YELLOW is nice :D hah.

PAIL: don't! must use proper english. get your pronounciation right!! :D

PAIL: yeah, darn you are spamming! =X hah.

PAIL: i'm worse! don't remind me of hw ):

PAIL: haha, so i'm supposed to be happy you're here spamming my board? thankyou then :D

PAIL: oh sure i will :D see you tonight by the moonlight all alone <3 style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">

PAIL: ooh, BLOOD. don't remind me - my terrorist days :D mwahahaha.

PAIL: YEAH! smash smash rocks!! :D whee. esp our version. AWE's version :D quick bug her :D no! never put it on youtube! image! =X

PAIL: sure dear :D

PAIL: OHMY! :D na ge tou! na ge mei li de tou! wo yao! wo yao dang jing cha.. ke lian de qu zhao na ge tou :D whee.

PAIL: haha, me too :D love!

CEL: OOPS =X sorry.

cy: I HAVE :D yay.

deborahYEW: hah, really? :D thankyou! haha.

RAHH: yeah! it revived :D somehow :D yay.

RAHH: haha, you typed SHOU SHO. then i was thinking, what is that? then i realised it's supposed to be SHOU SHI :D haha. ohwell, it's over now. and rmb that GAN DE HAO one! :D woots.

RAHH: haha :D

RAHH: smile! :D

atlees: HEY :D

PAIL: well yeah =X but i know there are people that say germany sucks but i don't do anything about it. not like i can't anyway. actually i didn't say brazil sucks. only that ronaldo has slackened so much =X sorry then. people, i know football is a sensitive topic. people support different teams. but i still say what i want.

PAIL: yep :D good one.

PAIL: yeah i didn't know ):

cy: haha, it's that LOUD? /: heh. okay will go to tag more often :D

cy: haha, go be librarian lah :D


ahh, i'm too tired to continue replying :D shall stop here and continue some other day :D

Monday, June 19, 2006 | 3:42 PM

this morning''s football match was so depressing! ): ahh, it's not really so much "why did brazil win?". it's more like "WHY DID AUSTRALIA LOSE!" ): i was so looking forward to a draw. sigh. those goals shouldn't have been let in /: now it's brazil 2 aussie 0. whatever happened to them! ): actually i do believe they had many many chances. they have good build-up but bad finishes. sigh.. i wonder what harry kewell was thinking. SHEESH. it was him and the goalie. AH. he could've just kicked it in! gahh- australia isn't weak, they just threw all their chances away. and i think bresciano is lousy. hah. why didn't kewell and tim cahill play together?? /: i stayed up till two just to watch that match ): and look at the results. sigh. now brazil is definitely in. hopefully australia draws croatia. they have to at least draw. then they'll get in :D so all the way, now!

HAH, ronaldo sucks. whatever happened to him. his skills seemed to have been washed down the drain :D yay. so much for being a phenomenon back in the worldcup 2002 :D -smirks. it's got to his head, see. that's what happens when you're too arrogant :D ohwell. some star player he was! once ranked the world's most feared striker. not anymore, dear.

i think i've been staying up so much this june. hah, can't blame the fact that it's the worldcup season. don't expect my work to be complete =X hah. oh, and i think it's become so bad, even inezlau says my eyebags have grown considerably obvious ): BOO. oh, for the love of watching the sport :D

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people, please stop ohmygod-ing. OKAY? can't you just respect us. it's God's name we're talking about here. and literally talking, i must say! ahh. in vain. so stop saying that already. gets me on my nerves everytime you say that /:

Friday, June 16, 2006 | 5:15 PM

WORLD CUP FEVER!! :D

i haven't updated in a long time. been really caught up with the FIFA WORLD CUP 2006 germany! :D i love germany so much i got their national colours on my braces :D

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let's sidetrack for a bit. ahh, nicholas can't wait to see 'em :D you can get brazil or something on yours when you do get braces next week :D everyone's getting braces! cause it's cool. yes, it is :D even princess swen just got them. hah, and they're obviously in pink =X so bimbo. and RAHH's going to get them soon :D nicky is getting them next week! jiayou! :D just remember "brace yourself" :D the exact words i told myself when i got mine done. don't be zibei, you're not weak and timid :D

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okay, back to where we were. WORLD CUP! :D last night's game was awesome :D oops, i mean. this morning :D from 0000-0200! yay. england vs trinidad&tobago. it was 0-0 even up till halftime /: sheesh. i almost wanted to stop watching then and there but thank God i didn't :D cause england scored in the 82nd minute :D and GUESS WHO IT WAS. ohmy sheesh. the least likely person i would've dreamed of. his height seems to be a problem. maybe he's like too long or something. there were so many chances that beckham gave to him but he still couldn't /: and finally, towards the end of the game, HE HEADER-ed IT IN :D i practically screamed. it's PETER CROUCH we're talking about here, for goodness' sake! :D ahh, our hero! whichever commentator said that crouch has a weak neck and can never score with his header can just take that back right now :D finally, we're talking!

i bet eriksson must be so relieved he didn't take crouch out :D sad for rooney though, no impact. he's got good skills, i must say :D hah. superb passing. hm, as if 1-0 wasn't enough at the 82nd minute, STEVEN GERRARD SCORED at the 90th minute! :D whee` owen is hot :D hah. both goals were assisted by beckham :D it was a good game! sadly tnt must be so broken. however i must comment they have very strong defence. it is almost impossible to break through their structures. hm, they only attacked a bit more towards the end after crouch scored. well, at least they managed to hold england at bay for 82 minutes. i guess their strategy just needs tweaking. like say, a little more attack :D yep. england's through to the next round! :D


but i still say GO GERMANY! <3 size="2">joga bonito,

Monday, June 12, 2006 | 10:18 PM

at 15 we aren't meant to be strutting around in heels :D i'd rather much put on my skechers anytime. hah, random comment but i saw this girl today.. hideous /: ohwell. she likes it, too bad i don't :D

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BRACE YOURSELF. whee` that's what i told nicky :D hah, pardon the Y. it was the same thing i told myself when i went to get my braces done! ahh, it's no big for you :D afterall you're not gonna have to go through any extractions /: they were really bad. let you in on a secret. i cried myself to sleep when i had my FOUR extractions ): ahh, it's not a secret anymore! :D -smiles.

everyone's getting braces :D cause it's nice :D yeah. other than the pain, of course. wanping, nick.. let's see who else. swen? hm :D nick calls it braceface :D i call it metalmouth. either way, all those wires stay. hah. ahh, today i had dental appt. it was specially pain ): so uncomfortable now cause i cannot eat properly again. urgh, and i thought i was rid of those days. why is this wire so rigid! it's so hard ): boo.

Sunday, June 11, 2006 | 11:11 PM

yesterday i had the best conglom gathering ever :D the five of us! oh, rejoice :D zhenyang joanne warren lyana me. haha, it was so funny :D ahh, the coming tuesday!

Friday, June 09, 2006 | 5:03 PM

ahh, sorry ): so screwed. but HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE anyhow! :D hope tmr will be just fine.


THANKYOU ZHENYANG. you saved my life /: i was almost killed there. i'm terribly terribly terribly sorry that it's always you that has to do it.. i know, we suck. sigh. thank God it's done now.

| 4:10 PM

trying to be so perfect.











all the pain;

| 12:20 PM

i say it's crazy. lyana says it's very crazy.
THE WHOLE POINT IS THAT IT'S PLAIN CRAZY! /: man!
no house, no BBQ. simple. why am i freaking out over this?! i don't have to. you know - well actually you don't but yeah - I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I CARE. maybe there's just this responsibility i feel over it. be it moral or whatever.

nicholas, sorry about last night /: i shouldn't have.. you didn't need to listen. i know it was a waste of time. but thanks anyway. i will remember "friendship transcends all boundaries, even that of unfamiliarity" :D i know six years is like nothing now :D thanks, somehow that sense of security.. ahwell, i seriously hope you're reading this now. don't be mistaken that i don't want you to read my blog. haha.




lalala. stay calm. not.

| 12:06 PM

tell me why i feel so useless now. i messed up /:
TELL ME WHAT TO DO. no, don't tell me what to do.

oh my sheesh. WHY?

Wednesday, June 07, 2006 | 7:37 PM

recently i think my whole body's gone cranky /: sheesh. i'm experiencing insomnia i think! ahh, jappy and i have insomnia. we just can't sleep at night. despite the fact that it's already one /: urgh, and it's not like we sleep in. stupid stupid. we're sick of being awake ): i want my sleep. i am sleep-deprived. also, my appetite's like crap. i can't eat! tell me why i've lost weight /: hah, i eat junk, if ever /: this is shit. i am going to get fat cause i eat junk and i'm not training ): boo. it isn't easy keeping my waist at size 24! /: urgh, better get more of those crunches done :D whee, i love crunches. haha.

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i must be aware, people actually read my blog. DON'T BELIEVE THE TRUTH :D hah, so oasis.








do i seem familiar,
i've crossed you in hallways a thousand times;
no more camouflage i want to be exposed and not be afraid to fall.

| 10:11 AM

AHH, tell me why i am freaking out right now. cause no one's ever done this to me before? sheesh. except in PRIMARY ONE but that was like ahem, so innocent then :D ahh, being six years older doesn't neccessarily mean anything.. CRAP, WHY MUST I BE INVOLVED IN THIS ): nathson says "we are still small. we need to study." hah, don't remind me of how i rejected you. i was a MUGGER, then. urgh. tell me you're not serious dear :D i will never be allowed to anyway.

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and yesterday :D RAHH was going mad. we were all going mad in fact! :D influenced my swen's ironic nicks on MSN :D bwahah. like BLISSFUL ABANDON, BEAUTIFUL TRAGEDY, IDYLLIC RHAPSODY... bwahah :D RAHH coincidentally came up with ACT NATURAL :D whee` so cool. and stuff like "you're AWFULLY PRETTY" :D hah.

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sheesh, ever since slc everyone's crushing and are being crushed /: urgh. sometimes it's all so immature. but i won't deny, there's no easy way to say goodbye..

| 9:40 AM

AHH, WHAT HAPPENED TO CBOX?! ALL THE CBOXes ARE DOWN /: SHEESH THIS CAN'T BE ): BOO.

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nicholas is so amusing :D don't worry dear, i know you didn't mean what you said :D don't go off feeling bad about it all :D i won't go around proclaiming "whee` i'm a leopard that never changes its spots cause i have such a mysterious personality and mature voice that it makes me pretty memorable"! hah. it's been six years. you must expect change :D woah, this is like a mother-daughter reunion.. cause you like watching discovery travel & living :D bwahah.

oh, and about nicholas. i must say good effort on your part, to get all the ex-305ers together :D it's working. and like i said, singapore is too small for you be not able to find people. haha. WE ARE SO GONNA HAVE THIS P3 REUNION CHALET IN DECEMBER! <3 whee` i think 1991 babies are a little insane :D we're the only ones that bother to keep in touch. haha.

this year's been crazy. just a few days ago, six of my P3 friends flooded me in a conversation over MSN when they found me :D haha. it's been six whole years for some of us :D and just before that, two of my PRIMARY ONE friends started talking to me :D thanks nathson, for finding me on friendster. way to go! :D i'll scan the photos for you when i can.

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sheesh warren, that was being so direct /: don't do this to me :D i cannot commit, you must understand. there's someone else.. only they know my dirty little secret :D

Tuesday, June 06, 2006 | 10:35 PM

i am so looking forward to this friday! :D conglomerate six is going to have our BBQ at east coast :D yay, finally a gathering :D that friday 2nd june, we were supposed to go out but the concert ended late /: haha. in the end it was only me caiyong and warren. sheesh. so pathetic. we went to macs. thankfully we met zhixian there, with his friends. haha. but we still sat separately so what's the difference /: anyway, stupid warren and i waited at the bus stop for 156 when there wasn't even that bus there /: it was lame. thanks to caiyong, who said there was 156! we waited for like 20+minutes. sheesh.

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today.. :D haha -smiles.
i cried.

thanks for pointing out so accurately what i am like. i realised that every word was true :D yes, emotionally i get depressed. and i do breakdown easily. the worst part of it all was hearing it in my face /: i've always known that. but to actually have someone tell me that, i couldn't help it. sorry. but it wasn't anything that you all said. i am weak. thanks blackpen squad leader! -winks. esp for that pink SOFT tissue! -nudges bi (space) ru :D haha.

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oh, and poor poor balm nail. you didn't get to see my oh-so-closed legs! /: sheesh. it's okay, we shall have the opportunity again someday :D those 147s won't run away! even if they change direction we will still be opposite /: hah! :D so lame.
nail balm & balm nail <3

| 1:24 AM

I HAVE A SECRET. HAH.
A DIRTY LITTLE SECRET :D -smiles.


tmr at 0930! ah, why so early ):
my fingers have been worked to the bone /:

Monday, June 05, 2006 | 2:12 PM

dreams are something beyond reach.
they never come true.
tell me i've just crushed every last bit of hope in my life.. or what's left of it.
see if i care. swing my mood sky-high.

i want to get affected by you.
cause i freaking care, and i hate myself for that.

| 11:46 AM

NOMITABE! :D
the eleven of us participants.
sharon caiyong huiling yenseow frank yuting zhixian yongfei vrinda sherwin elyssa

and the three facs.
jieyang alex zhenyang

thanks for all the memories. yes, it's time we moved on :D see you all at the gatherings!















please forgive me, i don't know what to do.
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you.
don't deny me;
the feeling's gone & i can't get it back...

you can't stop the tears that are coming,
you needed me.

Sunday, June 04, 2006 | 12:40 AM

today was the first day i went without slc /: sheesh. it feels funny.
ahh, i will miss those four days. alex was right. we may not have felt it then, but after that.. sigh. i want to go back to hwachong at 7plus in the morning again! :D i want to see all the facs and the foreign students. the OT, my corporation mates and my conglomerate mates ): i miss them so much ): boo.

it's okay, warren's going to organise the BBQ :D yay! stupid yong chiang /: i can't believe he thought we were stead. that's sick! haha. i have nothing against him but we're just not in it together :D bwahaha.

my facs are the best :D i really think their dance was the best. haha. and jieyang was so damn extra /: kept appearing on stage and jumping like crazy. haha, i wouldn't be surprised. scouts have the ability to go real HIGH! :D we were perspiring in an air-conditioned auditorium! i cannot believe it /:

urgh, i'll continue updating some other day :D made to sleep /: boo.

| 12:18 AM

tag replies;

sharron: hah! :D they may be healthy. but no matter how healthy or yellow those products may be.. i will never sprint 100m in 1 second! that's crazy! haha. even the world record's like 9 seconds + :D haha.

sharron: so mean! urgh. i'm not the only E ):

sharron: yeah, computer needs it :D bwahah. and so does that depressed person! we shall intro her to a new friend :D

sharron: rain dancing partner! :D ohmy, hope your compo's done! :D cause this reply is darn late /: sorry!

PAIL: haha :D

CEL: yeshh ii am stiill iinterestedd tuu go :D tankeuu :D ii hopee ii got dat right! :D sheesh, stupid language /:

rw: haha, don't scold her. control your emotions! if not you'll have to crank call nisha. and i'm sure you wouldn't want that! :D haha! -nudges sharron.

rw: hahahahahahaha. so random :D

rw: yeah, say no more :D

rw: takecare too, new daughter! :D

missyellow: stop attempting to make me jealous! /: haha. i want that whistle and that yellow pen and that yellow clipboard!! AHH.

junling: haha, i didn't tell /: haha.

junling: haha, BLOODY SUNDAY! :D bwahahaha. good idea, apprentice. but where to get that song /: haha. it isn't red and bloody cause yellow's in! :D and cause YUSIN MADE IT FOR ME SO I'M KEEPING IT ON :D

RAHH: wei! mean poke! :D

RAHH: haha! so kiasu /: bwahaha. the food was nice eh! :D cool, buffet style! ahh, they are so freaking rich! :D

RAHH: i agree /: but the notes were super helpful :D it was a blast!!! :D

RAHH: haha, it wasn't all that bad eh! :D anyway everyone else was suffering with that formal thing /: bwahah. but good exposure!

sharron: thanks rain dancing partner! :D

missyellow: no worries :D thanks.

zaferin: i agree, it's the other way around! /: sheesh.

sharron: wei! mean! sheesh. go visit HER yourself :D

rw: this song is yellow by coldplay :D

RAHH: me too! ):

RAHH: I MISS JIEYANG ALEX ZHENYANG NOMITABE & CONGLOMERATE 6!

PAIL: yeah! i miss slc, my facs, my corp mates and my conglomerate mates! ahh /:

HUIYI(:: haha :D tag anytime you want! :D bwahaha.


done!(:

Friday, June 02, 2006 | 11:57 PM

12th SLC HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED! ):

i'm so sad.
sniffs, i'll miss all my groupmates, my conglomerate mates and my facs! ): my facs are the best ever! ahh, they looked so cool when they were performing. the facs' item rocks!! :D i was going so so high :D whees` i think alex looked the coolest when dancing. jieyang was funny :D as usual. haha, so entertaining :D I LOVE MY three FACS! <3

thanks so much for everything :D we couldn't have done it without you :D


conglomerate six forever! :D