Today was such a busy day. Seems like my Saturday schedules have been packed ever since tuition started. Which was, some time back. Right.
In the morning went to Arty's to get the SELC Project Video done. Amazingly we managed to complete the filming under an hour :D Had so much fun by the poolside and all. And we're done editing the video! I know I really shouldn't be letting the whole world view it before Friday (which is Presentation Day) but I cannot resist this temptation. And the fact that Arty is encouraging me on just makes it better:
And tuition was so fun. Retarded PAIL told us all there was going to be Chemistry Prelim! Ugh, made us all mug so hard the day before. And in the end Eunice called me a "dumbass" for giving her the wrong information ): Man. Hah. Anyway, PAIL brought Tubby to tuition today.
It's a hippo that's breakdancing! :D Aww.That aside, hope both RI's and ACS(I)'s Drama Nights went well :D To Zac and Victor, apologies for not being able to turn up, though I did wish you all the best. Hope all went well ♥
Parents put a new password on the computers again. Damn. But maybe all the better, considering Prelims is coming real soon. Ought to be mugging hard; typing this post now is making me feel guilty. I'd get killed if they knew I were sneaking right now.
I still miss you.
Thursday, July 26, 2007 | 3:54 AM
We meet but do not touch.
Finally time to write something; hopefully this memory doesn't fail me now.
School recently has been absolutely insane. No two ways about it. The teachers are starting to step up on the workload, like it's obsession with OSP (Other Schools' Papers) gone into overdrive. Though I'm sure it's the same across schools. Am starting to feel the stress; think so is everyone else. And I can't be too sure I can take it. It's almost as if the real Secondary 4 life is settling in. All about the mugging.
Though with teachers like NC who actually realise the diminishing spirit and are going to do something about it, we really can't rest for just one moment. Can't I at least take a breather? ):
Anyway, the stress has prolly caused all of us to do stupid things. Me, in particular. PE lessons are on Tuesdays. Rollerblading is way cool, but the gear stinks. 4 lessons after and we still reek of the stench ): Who knows how many years of perspiration it's got on it! Ohmygoodness, eew. Thus, Arty and I decided to shower. And we did, in school, during recess :D Starting next week, I'm bringing my own gear and a set of change. Period.
I hate HMT. The amount of assignments has intensified, the same way my hatred for it has. And the fact that I'm sitting next to Deborah really don't make it any better! Hah. It's like Chemistry and colour intensity. Deborah's Iodine, the ultimate. Prolly I was yellow, or something. Now, I'm reddish-brown, yo. Or, dirty green? Oh, prolly the only person that stands out amongst us all is Violet. I bet she's an alkene and got decolourised to become colourless. And that's like, the other extreme, yo. You really ought to see the way she reads Chinese books o.O Rrrrright, the mugging's gone to my head and I don't think I can sit through another HMT Paper. You'll have to send me a coffin first.
Recently the weather's been so cool, it's weird. My dad says it's La Nina at work. (Did I even spell that right?!) But yeah, the total opposite of El Nino, where the weather becomes strangely cool. Don't you think it feels like December! Man.
Yesterday after HMT supplementary Stacey and I left school together. It was strangely quiet when we walked out. Prolly leaving school at 4 is uncommon. We hardly exchanged words, barely glances, but I know we were both wondering what the other had on mind. The only sound was from the rustling of the plastic that we used to hold the ice cream we'd bought. Sometimes, it's just presence, knowing we're in this together and we'll make it, together. It's been a long time; I miss the part of you that's gone some place else.
It's not all heartening to know on my birthday - which is in the midst of Prelims - we've got both a Physics and Geography paper. Because I don't get Physics and I don't like it.
You kill me with the way you know just what to say. And I mean nothing to you but I don't know why.
Listening: Rise And Fall - Craig David
Finally time to write something; hopefully this memory doesn't fail me now.
School recently has been absolutely insane. No two ways about it. The teachers are starting to step up on the workload, like it's obsession with OSP (Other Schools' Papers) gone into overdrive. Though I'm sure it's the same across schools. Am starting to feel the stress; think so is everyone else. And I can't be too sure I can take it. It's almost as if the real Secondary 4 life is settling in. All about the mugging.
Though with teachers like NC who actually realise the diminishing spirit and are going to do something about it, we really can't rest for just one moment. Can't I at least take a breather? ):
Anyway, the stress has prolly caused all of us to do stupid things. Me, in particular. PE lessons are on Tuesdays. Rollerblading is way cool, but the gear stinks. 4 lessons after and we still reek of the stench ): Who knows how many years of perspiration it's got on it! Ohmygoodness, eew. Thus, Arty and I decided to shower. And we did, in school, during recess :D Starting next week, I'm bringing my own gear and a set of change. Period.
I hate HMT. The amount of assignments has intensified, the same way my hatred for it has. And the fact that I'm sitting next to Deborah really don't make it any better! Hah. It's like Chemistry and colour intensity. Deborah's Iodine, the ultimate. Prolly I was yellow, or something. Now, I'm reddish-brown, yo. Or, dirty green? Oh, prolly the only person that stands out amongst us all is Violet. I bet she's an alkene and got decolourised to become colourless. And that's like, the other extreme, yo. You really ought to see the way she reads Chinese books o.O Rrrrright, the mugging's gone to my head and I don't think I can sit through another HMT Paper. You'll have to send me a coffin first.
Recently the weather's been so cool, it's weird. My dad says it's La Nina at work. (Did I even spell that right?!) But yeah, the total opposite of El Nino, where the weather becomes strangely cool. Don't you think it feels like December! Man.
Yesterday after HMT supplementary Stacey and I left school together. It was strangely quiet when we walked out. Prolly leaving school at 4 is uncommon. We hardly exchanged words, barely glances, but I know we were both wondering what the other had on mind. The only sound was from the rustling of the plastic that we used to hold the ice cream we'd bought. Sometimes, it's just presence, knowing we're in this together and we'll make it, together. It's been a long time; I miss the part of you that's gone some place else.
It's not all heartening to know on my birthday - which is in the midst of Prelims - we've got both a Physics and Geography paper. Because I don't get Physics and I don't like it.
You kill me with the way you know just what to say. And I mean nothing to you but I don't know why.
Listening: Rise And Fall - Craig David
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 | 4:27 AM
I am Yours.
Prelims in 4 weeks and I think I can die. Is this the appropriate usage for "CMI"?
Guess the fact the school management still won't let up is another thing that's hindering me, a lot. Wonder how we're going to bear to step down.
It's 4 in the morning. Think I'm blogging incoherent.
And baby, "goodbye" doesn't mean we'll never see each other again. I miss you so bad.
Come let me love you
Let me give my life to you
Let me drown in your laughter
Let me die in your arms
Let me lay down beside you
Let me always be with you
Come let me love you
Come love me again ♥
Prelims in 4 weeks and I think I can die. Is this the appropriate usage for "CMI"?
Guess the fact the school management still won't let up is another thing that's hindering me, a lot. Wonder how we're going to bear to step down.
It's 4 in the morning. Think I'm blogging incoherent.
And baby, "goodbye" doesn't mean we'll never see each other again. I miss you so bad.
Come let me love you
Let me give my life to you
Let me drown in your laughter
Let me die in your arms
Let me lay down beside you
Let me always be with you
Come let me love you
Come love me again ♥
Sunday, July 22, 2007 | 12:05 AM
Let the reason be love.
Racial Harmony Day was so fun :D Though by the time I'm posting this, the celebrations in school were two days back. Tsk.
'
Camwhored, though not enough! Wp and I missed the whole mass camwhoring after school and the apparently-awesome RHD Concert. Attended ACS(B)'s Investiture instead. Well, can't say it was a bad choice, considering I got to witness both my cousins getting invested. Aye, can't have everything, I guess.
Now, for the photos :D I didn't bring a camera, so my photos are everywhere! Only some have been sent in; will be uploading them periodically. Ugh, send 'em to me, yo! It's fun to camwhore, especially when everyone wants to take a photo with me. HAH.
BFF!
Staf, Me
Shu Ying, Me, Joleen!
Perfect Bimbos! Like, totally.
Hui Hong, Eunice, Me, Wp - We tried acting like Ah Bengs! :D
And Ah Lians! One, Two, Three, Four :D
HAHAHA.
And then today at tuition, Arica, Eunice, Hwans and I all became trendsetters. We turned up in our ethnic costumes, yo! After all, today is the actual Racial Harmony Day. More photos, and camwhoring, yay.
Arica, Me in our costumes. HAHA the Amath Textbook!
Love ♥
Behind the scenes!
Arica, Me, Eunice, Hwans!
HAE :D
HAHA Hwans the Small-but-Mighty!
Hwans, Arica, Me
The Indians!
And the Malays, yo!
Ah Lians, wOrsHiieXzxZx~~!
Me in Kebaya!
Arica in Sari!
She changed into the purple one, yo.
And oh, I'm cute I know :D
These babes make tuition fun ♥ Love!
School is such a drag. I want to camwhore.
Never thought I'd miss you so bad.
I have your arms around me - warm like fire;
But when I open my eyes, you're gone.
Listening: Did You Feel The Mountains Tremble? - Hillsong United
Racial Harmony Day was so fun :D Though by the time I'm posting this, the celebrations in school were two days back. Tsk.
'
Camwhored, though not enough! Wp and I missed the whole mass camwhoring after school and the apparently-awesome RHD Concert. Attended ACS(B)'s Investiture instead. Well, can't say it was a bad choice, considering I got to witness both my cousins getting invested. Aye, can't have everything, I guess.
Now, for the photos :D I didn't bring a camera, so my photos are everywhere! Only some have been sent in; will be uploading them periodically. Ugh, send 'em to me, yo! It's fun to camwhore, especially when everyone wants to take a photo with me. HAH.
BFF!
Staf, Me
Shu Ying, Me, Joleen!
Perfect Bimbos! Like, totally.
Hui Hong, Eunice, Me, Wp - We tried acting like Ah Bengs! :D
And Ah Lians! One, Two, Three, Four :DHAHAHA.
And then today at tuition, Arica, Eunice, Hwans and I all became trendsetters. We turned up in our ethnic costumes, yo! After all, today is the actual Racial Harmony Day. More photos, and camwhoring, yay.
Arica, Me in our costumes. HAHA the Amath Textbook!
Love ♥
Behind the scenes!
Arica, Me, Eunice, Hwans!
HAE :D
HAHA Hwans the Small-but-Mighty!
Hwans, Arica, Me
The Indians!
And the Malays, yo!
Ah Lians, wOrsHiieXzxZx~~!
Me in Kebaya!
Arica in Sari!
She changed into the purple one, yo.
And oh, I'm cute I know :D
These babes make tuition fun ♥ Love!School is such a drag. I want to camwhore.
Never thought I'd miss you so bad.
I have your arms around me - warm like fire;
But when I open my eyes, you're gone.
Listening: Did You Feel The Mountains Tremble? - Hillsong United
Friday, July 20, 2007 | 9:50 PM
The Blue and Grey Pride.
This post is really late. But as long as my voice remains sexy, I'm not too late :D
Nationals was a blast. Sports School bagged the Double Champ title, which was kind of expected. But we didn't do all that bad either. And very much exceeding expectations. The best of my 4 years in Cedar, and I'm glad it's my graduating year. Maybe 50th Anniversary isn't that bad after all; we just got to find the right things to be celebrating over.
Wednesday saw animals, lots at the stadium. Of these, prolly the most worth mentioning is the darkhorse. Tsk, Nanyang. How in the world did they rise? It's a total wonder. Watching her crush Jiayuan was absolutely unbearable ): But 4x400m pretty much made up for that; the last 100m was seriously a battle between Cedar, St Nicholas and Nanyang. What a sight, really. But I know Jiayuan pushed, harder than ever before. So all the more, why I couldn't hold back the tears when we came in 3rd. Slightly behind Nanyang, just slightly. And that's good enough.
I love Jiayuan :D
And so it came to pass, my dreams - and of course that of the Team's, Cedarians' and Cedar's - materialised. Never would I have imagined that perfect moment:
'B' Div - 2nd
'C' Div - 2nd
Cedar Athletic Team has worked too hard, too long to not clinch glory. We own all.
And then of course, there were the bad parts: But hey, dogs aren't really all that bad, especially female ones. School pride doesn't have to get in the way of your dignity. You're oh-so-not-dignified. But we are. Go suck a lollipop.
4 years have passed by. Being in the Team has become a part of me; maybe at the end of it all, I've come to realise that I cannot let it go. I'll miss the trainings and all the sprinters. We are one. And I love you all ♥
"Others sprint, we fly."
This post is really late. But as long as my voice remains sexy, I'm not too late :D
Nationals was a blast. Sports School bagged the Double Champ title, which was kind of expected. But we didn't do all that bad either. And very much exceeding expectations. The best of my 4 years in Cedar, and I'm glad it's my graduating year. Maybe 50th Anniversary isn't that bad after all; we just got to find the right things to be celebrating over.
Wednesday saw animals, lots at the stadium. Of these, prolly the most worth mentioning is the darkhorse. Tsk, Nanyang. How in the world did they rise? It's a total wonder. Watching her crush Jiayuan was absolutely unbearable ): But 4x400m pretty much made up for that; the last 100m was seriously a battle between Cedar, St Nicholas and Nanyang. What a sight, really. But I know Jiayuan pushed, harder than ever before. So all the more, why I couldn't hold back the tears when we came in 3rd. Slightly behind Nanyang, just slightly. And that's good enough.
I love Jiayuan :DAnd so it came to pass, my dreams - and of course that of the Team's, Cedarians' and Cedar's - materialised. Never would I have imagined that perfect moment:
'B' Div - 2nd
'C' Div - 2nd
Cedar Athletic Team has worked too hard, too long to not clinch glory. We own all.
And then of course, there were the bad parts: But hey, dogs aren't really all that bad, especially female ones. School pride doesn't have to get in the way of your dignity. You're oh-so-not-dignified. But we are. Go suck a lollipop.
4 years have passed by. Being in the Team has become a part of me; maybe at the end of it all, I've come to realise that I cannot let it go. I'll miss the trainings and all the sprinters. We are one. And I love you all ♥
"Others sprint, we fly."
| 3:40 AM
If love fits, wear it.
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye
& you know it's anything but to let it go ♥
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye
& you know it's anything but to let it go ♥
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 | 3:01 AM
Empowered by your adrenaline.
Keep the flag flying high.
It's the day I've been waiting for :D Can't imagine, in approximately 13 hours it'd be the first event. It can be really scary, having to bear the entire weight of the school's hopes, dreams. It's almost as if for a moment or two, the five letters on your back mean so much more than you can ever imagine them to be. But we can do this, and not stumble.
I'd cut the ego, but we're currently trailing SSS and ahead of CHIJ St. Nicholas (and that means you, Cheryl!), so I guess that gives us quite a good lead. And, we're doing better this year. Can't be too greedy, but a double champ would be a fantastic graduation gift ♥
Will be screaming my heart out today; hopefully my voice lasts.
No fighting today. The only person I'll shout at is JC. Hah! Kidding, Cedarians are nice, gracious and higly diplomatic people. Discuss over tea, shall we? :D
And I want to meet people I want to see.
Keep the flag flying high.It's the day I've been waiting for :D Can't imagine, in approximately 13 hours it'd be the first event. It can be really scary, having to bear the entire weight of the school's hopes, dreams. It's almost as if for a moment or two, the five letters on your back mean so much more than you can ever imagine them to be. But we can do this, and not stumble.
I'd cut the ego, but we're currently trailing SSS and ahead of CHIJ St. Nicholas (and that means you, Cheryl!), so I guess that gives us quite a good lead. And, we're doing better this year. Can't be too greedy, but a double champ would be a fantastic graduation gift ♥
Will be screaming my heart out today; hopefully my voice lasts.
No fighting today. The only person I'll shout at is JC. Hah! Kidding, Cedarians are nice, gracious and higly diplomatic people. Discuss over tea, shall we? :D
And I want to meet people I want to see.
Monday, July 16, 2007 | 11:22 PM
And avoid that circumstance where there's no second chance.
School today was a bore.
I can't wait for Nationals. Wednesday, come quick.
School today was a bore.I can't wait for Nationals. Wednesday, come quick.
Friday, July 13, 2007 | 11:58 PM
It's like a ghost town without your love.
You still hold mine in yours;
Am here thinking, remembering, recalling; will never want to forget. And as I lie in bed motionless, somehow I hope my life will be alright. It's reassurance, from no one else but. Ignorance cuts deep, like silver.
Don't you see:
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me ♥
Listening: Stay Close, Don't Go - Secondhand Serenade
You still hold mine in yours;Am here thinking, remembering, recalling; will never want to forget. And as I lie in bed motionless, somehow I hope my life will be alright. It's reassurance, from no one else but. Ignorance cuts deep, like silver.
Don't you see:
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me ♥
Listening: Stay Close, Don't Go - Secondhand Serenade
Thursday, July 12, 2007 | 3:59 AM
You're a billion love songs rolled into one.
Being online at 4 am is awesome. Because no one is :D
Didn't manage to use the computer last night. Parents are going crazy making me revise when all I wanted was to type, after a day of slogging. Geography revision is coming along pretty fine; am learning how to keep with the pace better. If they'd just leave me alone, think I'd be more self-motivated.
Yesterday was Wednesday the short day. Though now with the addition of HMT Supplementary after, school pretty much ends at 3+. Still, was glad I managed to complete that damned composition to proceed on to mugging.
Went with BFF to Bishan library to meet Arty and Yasmin. Barely 15 minutes after we reached, they left. And subsequently BFF left 30 minutes later. Alone, again. Think I'm quite a loser when it comes to studying. But it's okay, at least yesterday I'd Blurp and Roar to keep me company!
Isn't he cute! ♥
And then here comes the villian :O
ROARRRR >=(
They're battling it out!
Had fun with 'em. But everything was going okay 'til there were these two ij girls. Grr, they were talking so loudly and why'd they have to sit next to me? Plus, one of them's a tracker. Ohmygoodness it almost killed the life out of me just finding that out. But on a side note, apparently she's not even excited for Nats. Mm, interesting.
Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN :D
Right, I should sleep (again). But to my Ex: Today's event is yours, so own it. I know you're going to jump - further, higher, better ♥
& Love, sing one for me, would you?
Being online at 4 am is awesome. Because no one is :D
Didn't manage to use the computer last night. Parents are going crazy making me revise when all I wanted was to type, after a day of slogging. Geography revision is coming along pretty fine; am learning how to keep with the pace better. If they'd just leave me alone, think I'd be more self-motivated.
Yesterday was Wednesday the short day. Though now with the addition of HMT Supplementary after, school pretty much ends at 3+. Still, was glad I managed to complete that damned composition to proceed on to mugging.
Went with BFF to Bishan library to meet Arty and Yasmin. Barely 15 minutes after we reached, they left. And subsequently BFF left 30 minutes later. Alone, again. Think I'm quite a loser when it comes to studying. But it's okay, at least yesterday I'd Blurp and Roar to keep me company!
Isn't he cute! ♥
And then here comes the villian :O
ROARRRR >=(
They're battling it out!Had fun with 'em. But everything was going okay 'til there were these two ij girls. Grr, they were talking so loudly and why'd they have to sit next to me? Plus, one of them's a tracker. Ohmygoodness it almost killed the life out of me just finding that out. But on a side note, apparently she's not even excited for Nats. Mm, interesting.
Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN :D
Right, I should sleep (again). But to my Ex: Today's event is yours, so own it. I know you're going to jump - further, higher, better ♥
& Love, sing one for me, would you?
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 | 11:54 PM
For now and ever, it beats for you.
Everyone's been so down recently. Maybe it's just the weather. But it's not easy having to keep the spirits up with all these negative influences around. Help, I've to be stronger so I can support ):
To PAIL, Ex, MES, Love, M, hl and the whole lot of you: Everything's going to turn out fine ♥
Perhaps that's why I needed time alone today, roaming around Novena. Loser, but it was refreshing. To just be alone. The follow-up appointment at National Skin Centre before that was good anyway; at least there's something almost off my chest, considering how these feet are finally healing.
Rest of the day was just spent thinking about a certain someone. That brief - prolly insignificant, even - morning conversation was enough to set everything on the right path. I went about school today feeling a little high, a little like I'm in love ♥
Listening: Your Intentions - Waking Ashland
Everyone's been so down recently. Maybe it's just the weather. But it's not easy having to keep the spirits up with all these negative influences around. Help, I've to be stronger so I can support ):
To PAIL, Ex, MES, Love, M, hl and the whole lot of you: Everything's going to turn out fine ♥
Perhaps that's why I needed time alone today, roaming around Novena. Loser, but it was refreshing. To just be alone. The follow-up appointment at National Skin Centre before that was good anyway; at least there's something almost off my chest, considering how these feet are finally healing.
Rest of the day was just spent thinking about a certain someone. That brief - prolly insignificant, even - morning conversation was enough to set everything on the right path. I went about school today feeling a little high, a little like I'm in love ♥
Listening: Your Intentions - Waking Ashland
Monday, July 09, 2007 | 11:54 PM
Be strong.
You know it's going to hurt so bad if I know you're crying.
Take care, Love ♥
You know it's going to hurt so bad if I know you're crying.
Take care, Love ♥
Sunday, July 08, 2007 | 6:23 PM
You're so ambitious for a juvenile.
Can you help me remember how to smile?
The week's going to start again. Everything's going to fall out of place again. Weekends are like heaven, in my own world. Reflecting and what-not.
That aside, HAPY BIRTHDAY LIUKUN, QINGHUA & of course my brother NATHANIEL ♥
Going out for dinner tonight.
And did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
Listening: Forevermore - Planetshakers
Can you help me remember how to smile?The week's going to start again. Everything's going to fall out of place again. Weekends are like heaven, in my own world. Reflecting and what-not.
That aside, HAPY BIRTHDAY LIUKUN, QINGHUA & of course my brother NATHANIEL ♥
Going out for dinner tonight.
And did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
Listening: Forevermore - Planetshakers
Saturday, July 07, 2007 | 11:45 PM
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain.
Christian weddings are the coolest, I think. Haven't been to one before, or at least not that I remember. The most recent was prolly my aunt's wedding few years back, but that was a traditional Chinese wedding.
As promised, have got all the photos.
YD, in the Sanctuary :D
And again.
Athalie and Julia are making faces! Haha.
The bride and groom look cute. But I think they're really tired.
YD with Cindy (the bride) and Debbie.
Athalie, me, Cassandra, Joy.
Joy :D
Shermaine :D
Clement :D
Am being a paedophile (again), but Gareth is so cute!! ♥♥
SEE HIM! Ohmygoodness. Clement wants to marry him :O
Yay, pretty hair ♥
I want to attend more weddings and watch two people become one.
-
It's pathetic how I keep holding on to something that won't return.
"Or maybe, who knows, what might happen again, when we grow up."
Listening: How Beautiful - Twila Paris
Christian weddings are the coolest, I think. Haven't been to one before, or at least not that I remember. The most recent was prolly my aunt's wedding few years back, but that was a traditional Chinese wedding.
As promised, have got all the photos.
YD, in the Sanctuary :D
And again.
Athalie and Julia are making faces! Haha.
The bride and groom look cute. But I think they're really tired.
YD with Cindy (the bride) and Debbie.
Athalie, me, Cassandra, Joy.
Joy :D
Shermaine :D
Clement :D
Am being a paedophile (again), but Gareth is so cute!! ♥♥
SEE HIM! Ohmygoodness. Clement wants to marry him :O
Yay, pretty hair ♥I want to attend more weddings and watch two people become one.
-
It's pathetic how I keep holding on to something that won't return.
"Or maybe, who knows, what might happen again, when we grow up."
Listening: How Beautiful - Twila Paris
| 10:47 AM
But you're running the wrong way.
Today is LIVE EARTH DAY ♥
Am so wearing Green.
And, it's Cindy's wedding :D Yay, can't wait. Last night I went shopping to get a dress for the occasion. It's my record for getting the dress I want in less than 5 hours! It was a Christian shop; I think that's so cool. Haha, was pretty fascinated that they even gave free RBC reads there. Like, the Daily Bread and stuff.
There's a dress code sort-of for the wedding: White, Orange or Yellow. Am going with Yellow. Will be back with photos and all. Yay.
Not forgetting, today is the day I marry Cavewoman. I love you, Sexy ♥
Alright, have to go prepare.
Listening: There's A Class For This - Cute Is What We Aim For
Today is LIVE EARTH DAY ♥
Am so wearing Green.
And, it's Cindy's wedding :D Yay, can't wait. Last night I went shopping to get a dress for the occasion. It's my record for getting the dress I want in less than 5 hours! It was a Christian shop; I think that's so cool. Haha, was pretty fascinated that they even gave free RBC reads there. Like, the Daily Bread and stuff.
There's a dress code sort-of for the wedding: White, Orange or Yellow. Am going with Yellow. Will be back with photos and all. Yay.
Not forgetting, today is the day I marry Cavewoman. I love you, Sexy ♥
Alright, have to go prepare.
Listening: There's A Class For This - Cute Is What We Aim For
| 10:16 AM
You're the closest to heaven that I can get.
My Internet has been down; this was supposed to be Thursday's (5 July) post.
The first meeting was a thrill.
And do you remember that soccer game? Re-tracing these steps only evokes memories - some long forgotten, others prolly unwanted but mostly surreal, and very much alive. So I guess, that's how it is, that we all ended up as players, only subject to a different game.
You'd possession of the ball, 'til you threw it over. And we were on the same side, working together t'ward the goal. Our goal. Saw it ahead of me, gave it my best and took the shot. But, perhaps it just didn't suffice. Fell; our rhythm broke. And there right before me was another to break my fall, the opposition.
This time, how did we hit it off? Everything just seemed to fall into place. And you, the former, receded back behind that centre line, only to divert your attention to the defender on this side, no longer assuming the role of the aggressor.
But now we're nearing the end, and it's not only 'til everything began to fall through that I found myself too caught up in the game. I don't want to take sides no longer; I just want to return home, to sweet glory.
How's it going to end? We'll own, I hope.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
Listening: You - Switchfoot
My Internet has been down; this was supposed to be Thursday's (5 July) post.
The first meeting was a thrill.And do you remember that soccer game? Re-tracing these steps only evokes memories - some long forgotten, others prolly unwanted but mostly surreal, and very much alive. So I guess, that's how it is, that we all ended up as players, only subject to a different game.
You'd possession of the ball, 'til you threw it over. And we were on the same side, working together t'ward the goal. Our goal. Saw it ahead of me, gave it my best and took the shot. But, perhaps it just didn't suffice. Fell; our rhythm broke. And there right before me was another to break my fall, the opposition.
This time, how did we hit it off? Everything just seemed to fall into place. And you, the former, receded back behind that centre line, only to divert your attention to the defender on this side, no longer assuming the role of the aggressor.
But now we're nearing the end, and it's not only 'til everything began to fall through that I found myself too caught up in the game. I don't want to take sides no longer; I just want to return home, to sweet glory.
How's it going to end? We'll own, I hope.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
Listening: You - Switchfoot
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 | 11:12 PM
Turning white and senses dying.
Does anyone hear?
Too much work, too little time.
I still think about you; just don't have the time to let you know.
Does anyone hear?Too much work, too little time.
I still think about you; just don't have the time to let you know.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007 | 11:00 PM
Illuminate the 'No's on their vacancy signs.
Yesterday's Youth Day was mainly spent mugging, with 7 hours in Bishan library. Met Julynn, PY, Xin Rui and Charmaine there. Haha, Cedarians' gathering, more like. And the people sitting at the tables to the right and left of PAIL, BFF and I all looked so old but they're really Sec 4! Scary. There was a couple studying SS and the other was a girl doing Physics + POA. But fine, guess we look young. Tsk, like Primary School kids!
Anyway, there were two ah lians that sat beside us after the couple left. Guangyang Primary! Think they're like P6 students. Retarded 'cause they're so lian themselves, yet they could actually be gossiping about their own friends being lian?! Ohmygoodness, how bad can it get! To top it off, they were talking about us when we were right next to them.
Girl 1: Eh, see those 3 beside us?
Girl 2: Yah?
Girl 1: They are chiobus leh.
Like, what the hell? That aside, PAIL was commenting on the hot guys. Or the supposed ones. Still, can't beat the one that I met after I left at 1830h :D
Today was boring. Especially with Physics. Ohmygoodness, it's is the most dreary thing in the whole world. Ah, the experiments are forever the same ones. PY and I almost got hypnotised just watching that pendulum bob oscillate. Sigh.
The only lesson ever worth paying attention to recently it seems, is PE. 'Cause all the wacky and amusing things happen during PE. Like today, the class had its first lesson with Skateline. Sadly I couldn't join 'em thanks to these two feet. So I sat at the side and did my homework. But, apparently because I was crossing my legs (in an obscene manner?) that everyone could see my fbt full-view. Ah. Didn't know people were staring 'til after class when Loanshark came to tell me she & the sick gang were looking at my sexy legs! HAHA. Whatever. I like guys with sexy legs! ♥
Oh, and today Mrs Choo changed our seating arrangement, damn it. Had to say goodbye to Cavewoman ): But! We'll be getting married this Saturday, so it doesn't make much of a difference. Hah.
All entertainment aside, today was dreadful. Finally went to visit the National Skin Centre to get a specialist to look at my feet and draw up a diagnosis. Was bad. The Senior Consultant took one look and uttered "acute eczema" right away. It's freaky. Am very afraid, to be honest. To think that he actually said it's "an unusual reaction" scares me. Like, this is rare. It's difficult to identify what it specifically is. Am rather distressed over it; hope it doesn't get worse. Though I do expect it to take a long time to heal.
Had to fork out $100++ just to see his face and get the medication ): Sucks. Oh, but on a brighter note. At least I get to see Potassium Permanganate at work - 'cause I'm supposed to soak my feet in them. Ooh, pretty purple colour :D But not so pretty when it stains. Ugh. Oh, and saw Jonathan there. Odd.
Time to sleep. This body needs energy to fight the toxins in her bloodstream.
Listening: If God Made You - Five For Fighting
Yesterday's Youth Day was mainly spent mugging, with 7 hours in Bishan library. Met Julynn, PY, Xin Rui and Charmaine there. Haha, Cedarians' gathering, more like. And the people sitting at the tables to the right and left of PAIL, BFF and I all looked so old but they're really Sec 4! Scary. There was a couple studying SS and the other was a girl doing Physics + POA. But fine, guess we look young. Tsk, like Primary School kids!
Anyway, there were two ah lians that sat beside us after the couple left. Guangyang Primary! Think they're like P6 students. Retarded 'cause they're so lian themselves, yet they could actually be gossiping about their own friends being lian?! Ohmygoodness, how bad can it get! To top it off, they were talking about us when we were right next to them.
Girl 1: Eh, see those 3 beside us?
Girl 2: Yah?
Girl 1: They are chiobus leh.
Like, what the hell? That aside, PAIL was commenting on the hot guys. Or the supposed ones. Still, can't beat the one that I met after I left at 1830h :D
Today was boring. Especially with Physics. Ohmygoodness, it's is the most dreary thing in the whole world. Ah, the experiments are forever the same ones. PY and I almost got hypnotised just watching that pendulum bob oscillate. Sigh.
The only lesson ever worth paying attention to recently it seems, is PE. 'Cause all the wacky and amusing things happen during PE. Like today, the class had its first lesson with Skateline. Sadly I couldn't join 'em thanks to these two feet. So I sat at the side and did my homework. But, apparently because I was crossing my legs (in an obscene manner?) that everyone could see my fbt full-view. Ah. Didn't know people were staring 'til after class when Loanshark came to tell me she & the sick gang were looking at my sexy legs! HAHA. Whatever. I like guys with sexy legs! ♥
Oh, and today Mrs Choo changed our seating arrangement, damn it. Had to say goodbye to Cavewoman ): But! We'll be getting married this Saturday, so it doesn't make much of a difference. Hah.
All entertainment aside, today was dreadful. Finally went to visit the National Skin Centre to get a specialist to look at my feet and draw up a diagnosis. Was bad. The Senior Consultant took one look and uttered "acute eczema" right away. It's freaky. Am very afraid, to be honest. To think that he actually said it's "an unusual reaction" scares me. Like, this is rare. It's difficult to identify what it specifically is. Am rather distressed over it; hope it doesn't get worse. Though I do expect it to take a long time to heal.
Had to fork out $100++ just to see his face and get the medication ): Sucks. Oh, but on a brighter note. At least I get to see Potassium Permanganate at work - 'cause I'm supposed to soak my feet in them. Ooh, pretty purple colour :D But not so pretty when it stains. Ugh. Oh, and saw Jonathan there. Odd.
Time to sleep. This body needs energy to fight the toxins in her bloodstream.
Listening: If God Made You - Five For Fighting
Monday, July 02, 2007 | 1:02 AM
And sleep comes, with a knife, fork and a spoon.
Once, there were some people on an island. They were Love, Vanity, Wealth, Sorrow, Happiness and etc.
One day, they realised that the island was sinking. They all decided to flee the island. Everyone left except for Love. Love could find no way to escape. Thus, Love decided to wait on the shore, in the hope that a passing ship would bring him to safety.
After some time, Happiness passed by in a bright, cheery ship. Love called out "Happiness, could you take me along?" But Happiness replied, "I'm sorry, Love. My ship is too full of joy." So Happiness sailed away and Love continued to wait.
Then, along came Wealth in his huge ship that was covered in gold, silver and precious stones. Once again, Love pleaded, "Wealth, could you take me along?" But Wealth replied, "Oh, no. I've got too much money and riches stored in this ship. I'm afraid there isn't room for you." So Wealth sailed away and Love continued to wait.
Next, Vanity passed by. She had a beautiful ship that was covered in pink and purple. And again, Love begged. "Vanity, could you take me along?" But Vanity replied, "This ship is too superior for you to come on it!" So Vanity sailed away and Love continued to wait.
Meanwhile, Love discovered that Sorrow had not left the island either. So Love told Sorrow "Let's find away to escape. It's no use just sitting here and wallowing in self pity!" But Sorrow replied, "Go away. Just leave me alone. The world is about to end and we all know it." So Love walked away, and sat on the shore. Despondent, for no one valued Love.
Suddenly, there was a voice that called out to Love. It said "Come Love, follow me. I will bring you to safety." Love followed the voice, and finally got onto a ship.
The ship sailed Love into a sanctuary, where all the rest were. Then, the person that saved Love got off the ship, and without a word, walked away.
Love was curious to know who saved his life. So Love went to Knowledge and asked "Knowledge, who is that, walking away in the distance?" Knowledge smiled and replied, "Why, him? That is Time, my dear." Love was puzzled. "Why Time? And why was he willing to save me?"
Knowledge replied,
"Because only Time understands how great Love is."
-
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and never go.
Listening: Lollipop - Mika
Once, there were some people on an island. They were Love, Vanity, Wealth, Sorrow, Happiness and etc.
One day, they realised that the island was sinking. They all decided to flee the island. Everyone left except for Love. Love could find no way to escape. Thus, Love decided to wait on the shore, in the hope that a passing ship would bring him to safety.
After some time, Happiness passed by in a bright, cheery ship. Love called out "Happiness, could you take me along?" But Happiness replied, "I'm sorry, Love. My ship is too full of joy." So Happiness sailed away and Love continued to wait.
Then, along came Wealth in his huge ship that was covered in gold, silver and precious stones. Once again, Love pleaded, "Wealth, could you take me along?" But Wealth replied, "Oh, no. I've got too much money and riches stored in this ship. I'm afraid there isn't room for you." So Wealth sailed away and Love continued to wait.
Next, Vanity passed by. She had a beautiful ship that was covered in pink and purple. And again, Love begged. "Vanity, could you take me along?" But Vanity replied, "This ship is too superior for you to come on it!" So Vanity sailed away and Love continued to wait.
Meanwhile, Love discovered that Sorrow had not left the island either. So Love told Sorrow "Let's find away to escape. It's no use just sitting here and wallowing in self pity!" But Sorrow replied, "Go away. Just leave me alone. The world is about to end and we all know it." So Love walked away, and sat on the shore. Despondent, for no one valued Love.
Suddenly, there was a voice that called out to Love. It said "Come Love, follow me. I will bring you to safety." Love followed the voice, and finally got onto a ship.
The ship sailed Love into a sanctuary, where all the rest were. Then, the person that saved Love got off the ship, and without a word, walked away.
Love was curious to know who saved his life. So Love went to Knowledge and asked "Knowledge, who is that, walking away in the distance?" Knowledge smiled and replied, "Why, him? That is Time, my dear." Love was puzzled. "Why Time? And why was he willing to save me?"
Knowledge replied,
"Because only Time understands how great Love is."-
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and never go.
Listening: Lollipop - Mika