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Tuesday, May 30, 2006 | 9:24 PM

12th SLC :D
FS/NOM! my facs <3 style="font-size:100%;">whees`
today went for slc :D it was so rocky. haha :D i love my facs! alex and jie yang :D stop it about alfred, arica! *nudge :D alfred's so super fair. haha. alex is super tanned :D nicer okay! haha, cause he is in canoeing!! how cool :D jie yang is darn funny. kept laughing at zhi xian. HAH. and alex you're right, my pufferfish is cute :D cause yellow rocks! and don't worry, you haven't failed as a fac, though we didn't know each others' names even till the end of the day /:

we "toured" cityhall today, the CBD. hah, realised that we can't really be called singaporeans anymore /: we couldn't even locate singapore river, for goodness' sake! /: sheesh. we suck. but in the end it turned out fine :D even though we were aiming for first, and didn't get it.. but still! we got 3900 credits in the end. so yay to us! :D thankyou facs and our trainer, fo helping us sort the rice!! :D ah, i wish the water bombs had been more fun ): i hardly got to bomb anyone. cause in the midst of filling the water bombs, everyone just couldn't resist the urge and started throwing /: in the end it was a total chaos. hah! and stupid arica! she reached right into my shirt to burst the water bomb. in the front and in the back! hurr. but i took revenge at the end anyway :D

hwachong institution is super big /: i kept getting lost. turning in the wrong direction, going up and down the wrong flight of stairs.. ah, countless. zhi xian kept emphasizing the fact that huayi is so small, hci's track is the size of his school. sure, huayi may be small. but only the track?! impossible :D woah, i never knew huayi's so strict. confiscating ez-link card just for having their shirts untucked a wee little bit /: cedarians, if you're reading this, BE GRATEFUL! :D anyway zhi xian shouldn't be complaining. he's a student councillor.. obviously he has to abide by the rules right. duh.

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anyway, i know this is old stuff. but RONIN came to our school last week :D they rocked, and sean is so hot! :D but cedarians went mad. we experienced ABC! haha, that's the acronym i came up with. what does it stand for, you ask?
A trocious
B ehaviour
in
C edar

haha :D it's lame! and random :D but it's true. cedarians practically flocked and mobbed the band /: to me, the coolest part was the "concert"! :D haha. the lights were off, the speakers were blasting and everyone was practically on their feet, jumping, clapping and singing :D ah, what a sight to behold.
messiness. like almost for once :D and the peecees enjoyed too! haha. it was so fun. but i really think it'll be the first and last time valerie ong agrees to invite a band over /: heard that electrico kept trying to contact her desperately, but ever since this incident, she refused to respond to them. and now we've been striked off their list! what the hell ): electrico rocks more than ronin! :D bwahaha.

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ah, the O level MT paper just passed, yesterday. hopefully all my efforts to support you by speaking in chinese paid off! :D you can do it, yl :D aim for A1! yay. jiayou! wo zhi chi ni :D


Sunday, May 28, 2006 | 6:03 PM

tag replies;

sec one cedarian: okay, you sound happy. like over-enthusiastically saying "hey!!" and then all of a sudden the topic went right down.. hm, i didn't say they are sore. i said don't be sore. that's a different thing :D hey, if you think i am against them, then at least be glad i did it indirectly. or would you much prefer it done directly? i can, if you want to see it. it's a psychological warfare. don't get so affected.

sec one cedarian: haha. so now it's my fault that i just can't play bball, eh? ah, sec ones are just an interesting bunch. don't be immature, you think you saw the match and they played gentler. my apologies, you cannot say your words are justified. can you say you watched the match on day one? since we are on this topic, you leave me no choice. in order that i fight for myself and more importantly, our class, since both of us cannot lose our dignity, i cannot be so indirect. you have to understand, that on day one, 3H was rough. they were very rough. and is it not on my part to support my class? do you think it makes sense, the fact that i am a part of 3O and yet should keep my mouth shut? if not one says anything then i shall. for all i care, let me be the one getting mocked at for speaking up for 3O. it's my class slogging it out there; i have a right to speak.

sec one cedarian: hah. if you can say that i am indirectly spiting 3O, can i not also say you are indirectly siding 3H? think. think before you speak. or your words shall be used against you :D please don't puke all over me :D

sec one cedarian: don't get angry so often, it makes you grow older faster. you're ONLY 13 :D

sec one cedarian: you have to understand that not everyone feels the same. i didn't say the whole of 3H felt that way. then again, i can't possibly say that like 86.4% of 3H felt we cheated and blah, don't you think? they're a class, in it together. that's why they're refered to as 3H, just like that. i didn't specifically point out that your senior said 3O cheated, did i? and obviously, as you have indirectly admitted, you have a senior in 3H for goodness' sake! don't you think, one can't help but think you are biased? whose side are you on now? dare you say you are still sitting on that fence, or has the wind blown you down to one side? yeah, your senior may have forgiven my class, and i am thankful for that. can you say the same for yourself? so how much do you really look up to this senior? if you respect her, you would do the same. the fact that she is in 3H and she has forgiven 3O, don't you think you should too? did i not show remorse, worrying about siti? or is it the fact that you are too clouded with biasness that your view is so very much narrowed? furthermore, what is there, really, to forgive about our behaviour? did 3H not show the same on day one? this is what you experience in contact sports. and where has good sportmanship disappeared to?

sec one cedarian: like it's my fault i am too busy and have no time to post -.-" i'm not as free as you, blog-hopping to spite people. also, can't you read my profile! i am random, and slow :D thankyou, have a nice day :D

miss yellow: haha :D there has been a lot going on! :D haha. yeah, bball is history.

stepdaughter: haha :D yeah, leave her be. i will not probe further.

stepdaughter: that's the problem with anon taggers, don't you think? just saying you're a sec one cedarian is considered anon tagging. who knows which you are? there are close to 360 odd sec ones /:

stepdaughter: haha. okay, i will try to leave a date free for you :D

sec 3 cedarian: haha. i would so love to write a whole essay assessing the situation then and there, but since i realise that this is a sticky topic, i have decided to withold my words :D ahwell.

sharron: haha, i wish! :D but i didn't. RED cause it's the blood! urgh, unless you tell me her blood is yellow... /:

sharron: haha, looks like we both don't have the guts to lah /: anyway we shouldn't. nisha is busy with the real crank callers who need her help! :D

sharron: yeah! all thanks to you :D all hail sharron the great! :D bwahah.

sharron: wei! so mean! i just said it and you had to add eunice in /: mean poke :D

sharron: yeah! i want to join you! :D it's so cold. brrr.. /:

sharron: haha, it was random! :D but it isn't funny. bwahah. good you feel honoured, to have such a nice rain-dancing partner!! :D

sharron: hey, i am not dirty /: haha. no no no, so much food! i cannot afford to put on weight.. if not i will not be able to carry myself on the track /: haha.

Saturday, May 27, 2006 | 9:25 PM

tag replies;

rw: haha. HI NEW DAUGHTER :D

rw: haha. you expect me to laugh! please! :D must be serious what. anyway, i had a goal in mind and that clouded everything else away :D hehheh.

RAHH: haha, yeah. we rockkk :D

RAHH: haha, yeah. i didn't hear /: heh. but thanks anyway! :D and yes, I DID IT! whees`

RAHH: that's why i was thinking.. you could be and then you're sad? :D

D: i know like HALF. but what the crap lah. this is getting so freaking annoying /: i still got 750! and i am happy with it :D haha. i told you.. 750 reads "good taste!" :D

wenyi: haha, fainting people :D i didn't faint right! i really hugged you :D

lack: HEH :D oops! bwahah. but yeah, break a leg, lackie :D

RAHH: yep, if only it were simpler.. ):

RAHH: avril! :D woohoo.

deborahYEW: YES!! :D haha.

RAHH: i agree. but come to think of it, aren't you glad we've made it through half the sec three year already? they've always said "it's going to be a trying year". so aren't you glad half of that "trying year" is already over? :D think +ve! we must stay that way :D :D

RAHH: yeah! i am excited too :D haha. but at the same time scared. imagine.. we'll be representing the school, on an individual basis! /: freaky. but it'll be a good experience :D haha. ohmy, ALvin /:

RAHH: ohmy, like finally!! /: the long-awaited call! :D haha.

RAHH: OHMY GOODNESS. THIS IS NOT HAPPENING! THIS IS FREAKY, I TELL YOU. IMAGINE GOING TO A SCHOOL WITH ALL THE PEOPLE'S NAMES STARTING WITH "AL" /: sheesh.

RAHH: you sure do! /:

RAHH: yeah! so weird /: haha.

rw: MOO MOO :D i am cow, hear me moo.

rw: serious? okay, at least you didn't say pink /: but i really don't look like the pink type so yay :D unlike ping! hah! :D yellow is nice. so there! :D

RAHH: you must be right! people see my red specs too much :D haha. YOU ARE PINK-LOOKING, dear :D bwahah.

| 8:43 PM

lalela. the basketball competition ended on thursday :D i really really hope that the 3H people were not offended /: i shall decline to comment further. though we won :D it was a good game though, thanks for all that competition :D it was a close fight. in the end, it came down to 6 : 4, with the score in favour of us. yep, so that's how things went. talk about fairplay and TRAITORS.

i saw siti on thursday, after my meeting. it was pretty late. like 4plus. she was in the canteen, alone. i was with yusin, debo, zaferin and abi. well, she didn't seem to be waiting for anyone. and she looked so stressed. could it because of training? i will never know. i was kind of worried; she looked stressed ever since the basketball competition. well, i know as the monitress she would be one of the most affected 3H person. but yeah. and she kept eating and eating. maybe i was thinking too much. but it really freaked me out. if you're reading this, i just want to say "jiayou" for training. and i hope you won't hold it against my class.

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ytd was the last day of school. it didn't feel like it though. so sian. the first time i didn't go out with anyone on the last day of school. anyway we had a board meeting. it was regarding the selection of the prefectorial board EXCO 2006 - 2007. i wonder why i didn't believe the sec twos in the first place. i should've. anyhow, the sec threes had to fill in two forms. i think i kinda screwed it. urgh.

then, ping had her choir stuff, arica her dance. vicky had plans with her friends. so it was home for me. and the most pathetic thing of all, home alone. thankfully i met isadora and shan on my way out at pp :D but i was kinda afraid of isadora at first.. i knew she felt strongly against the whole basketball thing.
i'm sorry. but sometimes we win and at others we lose. afterall, 3H can be glad they will definitely be getting the best class for sports day again next year, as 4H. and the same for xcty. i can safely tell you these competitions are much more prestigious than this little little bball competition for BPD. who even cares about BPD?! sheesh. and please, don't go off saying we cheated. cause that is low. do you think the basketballers chose the same combination just so they could go against you? i think not. who would be so stupid as to choose a combi they hate just to spite others. that sucks. it's not our fault we all got into the same class. it's not within our control. don't be sore :D

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the expectations of a sec three is too much to bear. sigh. i can't believe you didn't even give us the slightest warning. or, for that matter, i would like to refer to it as mental preparation. don't think we're robots. we don't just work 24/7. we are only human, and so are you. and if you think you're dynamic, so be it. don't expect us to be the same. i promise you, i won't be that way. setting an example? you're not all that great afterall. you just think you are. but don't, it blows your heads too BIG.











sure, whatever.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 | 4:04 PM

tmr's the last day of BPD :D haha. my class is so gonna win first in that basketball competition :D cause we simply rock. haha. my class has the most number of bball players, so the win's expected. i i hope to beat 3H. i know it's mean, but they are seriously winning everything :D almost all the sports events!! /: so now it's our turn in the limelight :D whees` thanks to all bballers once again! :D

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magdelene's voice so zao xia-ed this morning :D made her sound so gu niang-ish! /: haha. it doesn't fit her face. hah /: and she's so bony! ohmy. just grab her shoulders and you will know. sorry lah, inezlau! i won't steal mag from you, don't worry. wahlao, hit me just for touching her /: haha. and since when did mag hang out with cel? that i didn't know :D haha. but mag is nice. and i know cel would just die to hear me say this.. NICE PEOPLE HANG OUT WITH CEL CAUSE SHE'S NICE :D haha. and thanks for the letter cel! but i am so jealous that veron has a much nicer letter with EIGHT postcards. since when have you written so much to me! never! ): boo.

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you're right - what is life?
it's something so fast i can't catch hold of it..
but wait. this shouldn't be the case. i should be leading my life, not let myself be led /: sigh. sometimes i wonder, what do you really want from us? you should just tell us in the face. that's the whole freaking problem. you're not straightforward enough. sometimes being too frank is bad. but the opposite extreme isn't any better. you got to know when and what to say, if it is for the benefit of others. maybe you just don't understand. so much for supposedly understanding us better than them. ack-

please, i'm not some UG person. i can't think that way; the way you do. it isn't fair. it so isn't. but then again, it's a challenge, i must persevere.

Monday, May 22, 2006 | 6:17 PM

replies:

wenyi: haha. yeah, tunny the aunty :D she might as well become the aunty of our whole level! /: she's qualified! haha :D

deborahYEW: you are, bimbo :D

stepdaughter: thanks :D i love you too!

stepdaughter: haha, yeah. thanks :D you takecare too.

miss sabotage: yeah /: oh well. we shall continue to conspire and expose her someday :D bwahaha.

rw: HI, MY NEW DAUGHTER :D haha.

rw: you? small and cute?! pfffft! /:

rw: i am! :D haha. i admit i am short and small! :D

miss panda eyes: wei, we are good conspiracy partners okay! hmph :D

dajie: dajie! hang in there okay! :D i don't know how to motivate you but you can't give up now :D think about it this way.. there's only a week left to the school hols! to be exact, FOUR DAYS. you can do it!

dajie: takecare too :D i love you!

deborahYEW: HAHA! :D please, go ahead - laugh more! cause it's a funny topic :D

miss yellow: haha :D it is confusing! together with the whole song being able to be heard in internet explorer but not firefox.. haha :D you're the one that created it, so yeah! you should know :D hah.

CEL: haha. what song is that?!

CEL: yeah! you did cheer like siao :D haha. we got second afterall. but that's good too! :D haha. we rock!

RAHH: haha! we rocked! together with all the leaves and branches, soil and nutrients, and water vapour in the forest! :D haha.

wenyi: yeah wenyi! :D you rock. you were the first person i spoke to after my run. be honoured! did i hug you? i can't rmb /: haha. anyway. i rmb saying "i did it, wenyi. i did it." :D

atlees: haha don't be lazy :D haha. man, those F9s! it's okay. we shall mug and buck up during the holidays :D jiayou! we can do it.

rw: heh /:

rw: unfair! i ran like siao. until at the last part i couldn't even breathe properly and my stomach was so pain /: next year you must run!! i don't care :D

alison: haha. okay, i shall. for both things you said. haha :D

QIXUAN: yeah! :D thankyou.

QIXUAN: heh. i didn't go to school today /: was sick. so yeah. you didn't see me /:

weishan: hey! :D thanks! :D

candace: you bet i do! :D i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell...


done! (:

Sunday, May 21, 2006 | 7:56 PM

I GOT MY 750! :D
i'm happy.

Friday, May 19, 2006 | 4:49 PM

today's xcty turned out well afterall :D
i got 15th position! yay.

there are two things i can be happy about for this. firstly, it's an improvment from last year by three positions. and secondly, i really wasn't expecting top 20 at all :D but like amelia told me - do myself proud! haha. but seriously, not like i am bragging or anything about it, but it was mainly getting 3O into top 3 classes that kept me going :D yep.

congrats to all who finished the race :D winning isn't everything. really.

thankyou-
nikita! 9th.
lydia! 11th.
veron! 12th.
vathany! 17th.
peiying! 42th :D
and fadilah! for trying your best. i know you had the team in mind :D love you, ex-angel!

our team is the best. second :D whees` honestly, i was hoping we would beat 3H. but from the looks of it, they are unbeatable. it's okay. we're still up for the fight. NEXT YEAR :D

magdelene! ohmy. i can't believe you really were like hallucinating /: haha. you are a funny stick :D i bet the npcc/ncc girl must've got a shock of her life. it's okay, treat it like you were training her reflexes :D haha. thankfully you didn't fall. had you fell, i might not have been forced to push and might have been overtaken! then poof! our 14th and 15th positions would've vanished into thin air, giving the PRC scholars the chance to get top 20 /: heh. they are so smart and they can also run. like whatever. oh, and don't forget - 3N got third! :D haha. that's described as what the hell. next time, getting third for anything attains you the name "what the hell" :D that's something indirectly created by magdalene. i just translated her thoughts into words :D heh! ahh, the bballers are an interesting bunch :D

and zhenluan :D don't be too upset over your position okay? we win some and we lose some. just let your squadmate take it this time :D don't forget - i'm supposed to see you fit in jc! haha. 40 is good too, like i told you. it's 60 positions better than your original goal! what a jump :D takecare of that ankle okay! rub it.

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let's talk about a funny topic :D
who's A B C D.
haha, i am laughing.
sharron is so A. puhlease! urgh, just accept it. don't make me sound all bimbo just to make you believe /:
i know who's C and D. so obvious :D today kept seeing I. hah. and what was that letter for. thankyou D, for being her messenger.

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my new phone! i don't think it will be walkman /: cause the walkman phone that i want is so freaking expensive that my parents will not get it for me ): boo. i had to settle with either W550i or K750i. think i am taking 750 :D nathson and i have good taste. and 750 reads good taste! :D haha. can't wait! was supposed to get it ytd. in the end, my dad said we could get it cheaper if it was through his company and blah. and now.. it's been pushed back again cause he said there's a roadshow at suntec tmr /: bringing me there to see if there are any better offers. urgh. just when i settled my mind on 750! i bet that roadshow is so going to make me even more fickle-minded. great. but if this means a nicer phone, by all means i'm in :D

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i'm off from training!
ohmy :D i'm not supposed to be happy. i mean, if there's really passion for the sport, i would be so freaking sad i didn't get into the team. but secretly, i am. anyway it ain't much of a secret now. cause you all now know :D haha. so dumb. lack also feels happy. i cannot believe it /: but hey. if you're not performing, obviously you don't get motivated. unlike the other sprinters. training is one heck of a thing. works you both mentally and physically. it isn't as easy as "just run". there's so much more to it! that's why it gets tiring after a while. you start to break down and not look forward to training.. anyhow i'm taking a break. hopefully after this break my mental strength will come back and i will be ready to train once more.

oh, and you hypocrite. think you can get away with not telling me about the extra training? not a chance :D i found out anyway. foolishy forgot lifen's on my side :D i'm going to turn up, and show jiao lian! yay.

Thursday, May 18, 2006 | 10:44 PM

tmr's x-cty! ahh ):
i must get top 30. ever since last year /: the whole unexpected 18th position! ahh, now it's so stressful. cause i have to live up to that. not to prove to anyone else but myself. and also that i cannot let t&f down /: urgh.

threeO will win! WE WILL.
have faith, don't give up! persevere :D

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 | 9:17 PM

i still haven't fully recovered yet, and now i have a new one to the list.
i was right - elyssa is doomed to weak knees.
ytd during training, i kinda pulled some ligament or something of that sort /: so now i can hardly walk properly. in fact, i'm limping. sheesh. and my other knee isn't as strong either. so i can't stand straight, cause that would be giving so much pressure to my knees ): i know this is stupid. like why should i practice self-pity. but, poor me.

at least there's something worth shouting about :D i can almost safely say that my 100m timing doesn't go beyond 15s :D and that's a real achievement for me. so yay! :D clap.

this friday's x-cty. urgh. i'm going to run my best, i don't care about my freaking knees. i think my class stands a chance of winning first class or something :D we got veron, lydia, nikita.. the other bballers and cel. plus me. haha :D jiayou, people!

Saturday, May 13, 2006 | 1:37 PM

replies!

STEPDAUGHTER: haha. thanks :D but i'm already sick so yeah. can't say "don't fall sick" :D

deborahYEW: yes! YOU ARE MY #1 SUPPORTER! :D thankyou so much! and with my sexaye voice, i bet i'll be winning millions of hearts (and votes!) by the minute! whees`

rw: thankyou :D and yeah, antibiotics sucks. but i get by :D haha. you're not small and cute now. yeah, you aren't :D and i had the same problem too! when i was younger, i just could not take pills /:

miss panda eyes: haha. who's "we"? you and her. i should call her miss sabotage. yes, i shall. and it seems you talk about me a lot. fine /: yay, move house for me. by all means do.

miss panda eyes: you're evil yet nice?! good for you :D

oleRAHH: ohmy, my nose is so not sexaye :D and you takecare too! :D

miss yellow: hah. don't beam too much yeah! someday you will turn into the sun.. and there will be two suns in the sky /: bad bad.

oleRAHH: man, why is medicine always yellow /: and they are bitter. eew. but at least that shows that everything is yellow :D

sharron: HELLO WOMAN. haha. i don't know what kind of woman you are /: haha. -tries to imitate your laughter :D the one that the bballers keep laughing at! that disgusting throat thingy. haha :D

sharron: haha. cause your talent has ben discovered long long ago.. :D

sharron: YEAH! PEICHUN NEEDS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT :D and you can't call nisha! you must sms lah :D they say must sms.. then say cannot CRANK CALL. so stupid right! :D

peichun: peichun, this is SLOW :D you must've been so busy trying to control your emotions that day that you didn't even realise that she has the same name as our classmate?! haha :D

RAHH: haha. THAT'S THE WHOLE JOKE! :D they typed wrongly. hah. or maybe it's done on purpose cause they DON'T EVEN KNOW it is prank and not crank?! haha. that would be way cool.

RAHH: haha. RAHH, this is SLOW :D just like peichun. she sleeps super late! you didn't realise before? man!

sharron: haha. yeah! :D

rw: haha! it's true okay! she's like tuition-crazy! :D or more like it's her mom cause her mom sends her? duh, right. haha :D

rw: haha! how does shit laugh? hm.. :D

mich: haha. i do rmb you. obviously i do! :D yeah! 602 :D

miss yellow: hey, i didn't do anything :D you mean they were NOT highlightable before? cool :D

anonymous: haha :D thanks! haha. what song you want. i am so not singing you're beautiful by james blunt. though that song is easy to zao xia with :D and anyway my voice is getting better so.. i think adelinekoh won't have the chance to hear me sing zao xia-ly anymore! /:

wenyi: haha. i was thinking - how did an anonymous know about the whole tight butt thing? haha :D

CEL: YEAH! on eagle's wings :D haha. that is so random cel! but ahwell. that's the way we are :D


done(:

Friday, May 12, 2006 | 10:20 PM

that day in the lift, i saw this guy carrying a handbag. urgh.
but don't worry, he wasn't alone. hah. obviously he was carrying it for her. but i think that is so wrong. guys shouldn't be made to carry their girlfriend's or wife's handbag. it isn't.. normal /: well, mabybe it is, in today's context. given the fact that more and more guys are doing that. you know, spotting handbags over their shoulders or in their hands. thankfully they don't walk around with it, ALONE. that would be so sick. haha. but seriously.. i think it's pathetic they have to do that. guys really shouldn't be slogging for girls. haha. they should be working hand in hand :D

haha. that was so random.

--

today i went fishing in bedok jetty. i don't really get its thrills, my brothers do more.
i was sitting there trying to tan my pretty sockline off. guess it didn't work, even though the sun was so hot. ohwell. i'm used to it anyway. and then when i was about to leave.. i saw charmain. cause she was wearing the ixora house tee :D i can't believe she actually fishes. that is way cool. haha.
then afterward i went to carls jr. for lunch. man, that is some place! :D went there just to stuff my face, literally :D haha. but i have table manners okay! it's not like i don't. but the burger was so big! haha. and the fries were cool. they were criss-crossed. haha. my dad spent $57.00 there just on the five of us /: thanks, but it's a fast fod restaurant afterall. sheesh, it's just up market :D

--

yl's right. what's been bothering me these days? i have no idea. caught the blues i guess. and the flu's making it worse. i apologise for the moodswings, to everyone except you. i cannot imagine how someone can go so crazy. what good is there in me? i know, God. since Jesus lives in me :D but so does He you. please, please, i beg of you. i have no advice to give, no song to sing, no music to dance... i am me. that's it. sometimes you get thrilled by it. it's the adrenaline rush. but at others, it's SO ANNOYING. don't you just get it. leave me alone. ah, i don't know what to think anymore. it's difficult trying to be something i am not. and what you see in me is what i am not. i have to get rid of this mentality of yours.





kiss my lips & caress my waiting fingertips;
and i will fly away.
from the words of a broken heart
it's just emotions taking me over.

Thursday, May 11, 2006 | 6:32 PM

today was so slack.
man, i seriously think we have an influx of high ahievers' talks /: it's kinda boring. oops. it's like overdoing it. urgh. anyhow, we were crapping today in the AS1. kept fidgeting around :D and miss-chin-lookalike-that-deborah-so-ous-that-kind-of-cutesy-teachers coach si ying had to keep shushing us /: whatever it is, i made an assessment during our break. and a very accurate one, i must add :D so here it is.

lydia looks like the type who has a bf. hah. she's too chio to not have one.
xinrui looks like that type too, plus her relationship is like so super exclusive, in my opinion.
veron looks like she has a gf! oops /: someone else has hk taste.
peiying is straight, and not in a relationship.. like me! :D
meijing's like a mummy's girl /: or maybe some computer addict. hah.
eunice looks like she has a gf too.
huihong is the xiong type :D haha. she looks like she has a bf, and not afraid to show it :D
sharron.. what can i say? gf, duh! she's the guy. but she ain't les, i know :D
peichun also looks les. hah :D
debo is like peiying and i! yay (:
and best of all,
TUNNY's THE NO LIFER. she looks like she's married. haha :D

--

ohmy, hitler - the rise of evil.
can't wait to continue watching that show :D it rocks.
fall in love with hitler.
how to? when he possess so much hatred and angst. haha. it's the charm.

--

i love my ex :D now everyone's gonna start thinking /: ohwell.
don't worry, i still think about you. haha. i hope you like the twinkles :D i know you like them, seeing them at the supermart ytd reminded me of you. ahh, those times we had.. though short but they were sweet :D sorry i took so long to start. by the time we actually got down to it, the "time was up". sigh. keep in touch, yeah! and australia is love! <3 don't you think we have so much in common? haha.

| 5:49 PM

someone should just kill me right now. i ate chocolates. given my condition, all i can say is "yay". hah.
simply put, wo bu hui zi ai. urgh, what the shit.

i hate the stupid aircon. makes my nose so uncomfortable. poor nose.
i didn't take my medicine twice today /: oops. that can't be good. no wonder the cough's acting up. sheesh.

anyway, didn't have time to post yesterday.
but i went out! the 7 of us :D can't say i ponned trng, cause i have an mc for it :D
went marina square, bowling. haha. wanping found her fantastic undiscovered talent - it was dicovered! hah :D she can bowl so well, and the fact that she was sick made things better :D haha. unlike me, total opposite. my condition made my hands so mei you li, can't even throw the ball properly /: haha, and when they cheered for huihong i was startled and let go of the ball.. haha. so stupid.
huihong and i :D liang ge sao xing de. we rock.
bowling with her is so pressurizing /: haha. we kept having to bowl lane to lane. and everytime it was our turn to bowl together we would just automatically look at each other, give that look then start laughing. stupid :D after a while, there was like no more ci ji. we got sianed. haha.

poor wanping. she was cold the whole day /: then yesterday night we finally found out why - she had high fever. like 39.1degrees! man, poor thing ): she didn't come to school today. i miss wanping! urgh, so did sharron.

oh, and my nice voice. i wanted to like not talk at all. i told my dad i wouldn't. haha. but i guess i kinda broke my promise. i cannot not talk, know what i mean? :D haha. wanted to go kbox - cause i've never been there before! and neither has wanping, sharron, huihong, peichun, tunnny or debo. okay, that's practically all of us! :D haha. - but due to my sexaye voice, they had to compromise. and anyway wanping and i were like sick people walking around and had to leave earlier. so there wasn't time ):

anyhow, debo is so PINK. she is totally bimbo. urgh! can't stand it :D haha. and tunny is so auntie :D no lifer! hah. the typical tuition-crazy cedarian.. or so people think. what's up with that?! :D cedarians are fun-loving, outgoing, smart, chio and we simply rock. yay. BLUE TOPS GREY BOTTOMS. but please, NEVER join "pretty cedarians". that is SICK. urgh.

--

inezlau, adeline, peichun, sharron, wanping, eunice and so many others have become my promoters /: don't promote me! man, i will promote suuz's sexaye legs :D haha. she wants to model them! is that cool or what :D haha. my voice is not sexaye please! /: i don't know what's the obsession with low, husky voices! why does everyone think it's sexaye. okay, maybe it appeals to you. haha. but hello! - i'm the one suffering here! and adelinekoh keeps asking me to sing for her /: i don't know why she so desperately wants to hear me zao xia /: haha. i won't sing you're beautiful by james blunt lah :D

Wednesday, May 10, 2006 | 10:00 PM

OHMYGOODNESS.
TODAY'S JOEY'S BIRTHDAY!! :D

YAY.
10th MAY WILL JUST ROCK FROM NOW ONWARDS.



JOEY ZEHR :D :D

| 9:41 AM

taking medicine is no big, especially when your throat medicine is orange, and your antibiotics yellow! :D i can live with that. but.. HOW CAN ANYTHING YELLOW BE SO BITTER! urgh.

right now, i'm dumb. mute. voiceless.
not a word. all that comes forth from this mouth are strange low sounds /:

i'd do anything for my voice right now.
then again, i'll be thankful. imagine not being able to speak for life..
that would be utterly terrible ): poor things.

so right now, i'm not going to do anything else.
i'm just gonna SMILE (: and smile my biggest one.
kc you're right, no use getting moody and all over it.
nathson and i are hospital patients :D

Tuesday, May 09, 2006 | 5:26 PM

replies!

wenyi: haha :D and hey, that imp thing is so created my me! only there after did inezlau start calling her pet imp :D haha. i get the credit! yay. haha. thanks for the compliment on my blog :D i'm sure YUSIN will be glad! hehheh. and yeah, i changed the song already. i was just using that simple plan one to test :D

miss yellow: haha, beaming. it reminds me of the sun! YELLOW :D

miss yellow: emaths stinked /: i got back the results today. failed but passed after moderation. urgh. how bad can that get. yeah, stupid cip! ):

kahlehh: haha. you sound amused. thankyou :D

CEL: hi EX. i'm sad we broke up. haha :D ask yusin about that hard-to-read thing. but it's okay. i still love the skin! :D hah.

deobrahYEW: sheesh! SLOW. it's called yellow, deborah dear! :D

miss yellow: haha. it really did take 2-5 MINUTES before. but not anymore :D so yay.

miss panda eyes: haha. right.

kathleen: hey kathleen :D YES I WANT IT! GIVE IT TO ME :D hehheh.

JAYNE: HEY :D it's been some time, eh?

deborahYEW: yeah! LAN SAO BAHH ROCKS :D

wanping: haha. i can't jump that high /: even if i did, i can't see the top of my head! :D

oleRAHH: haha :D the next time you come online of course! i think i'm online more often than you /: mwahah.

mechanic: haha. in a sense you are right they will "fang guo" us.. cause we got the moderation in the end :D and we got the same marks! hah.

your ROYAL PROness: haha, yeah! :D

oleRAHH: it's okay :D flood all you want.

your (new) angel!!: haha :D i wish i knew who you are! hah. thanks for the yellow letter + m&ms. haha.

sharron: haha. yeah, it IS my fault. but i'm not dirty! ):

sharron: LAN SAO BAH :D

oleRAHH: man, i didn't either ):

oleRAHH: haha. yay! thanks for supporting me .. in advance :D nahh, i wouldn't paint it all yellow. cause the residents might not like it, as much as i would :D hah.

alison: thankyou :D credit goes to YUSIN :D

yusin: haha. good for you.

yusin: really! i didn't see! how come ):

pail: haha. what do you want to do.. go out?

pail: yeah, smile more. takecare :D

san: HEY WEISAN :D takecare!

| 4:56 PM

ahh.
aljunied's lost to PAP /: ahwell. i'm not going to comment much :D
actually it's pretty obvious that all the GRCs would go to the PAP anyway.
but i still think that WP put up a good fight :D so yay.

--

comeon y'all, listen to my sexaye voice :D hehheh.
stupid inezlau :D keep promoting my voice. recently.. the whole tight firm butt thing's over :D haha. till today, it came back again /: all thanks to my sexaye voice. reminded her. so now she has two things to promote! - haha, please, never ever promote this while i'm in the run for politician status! :D hah.

i'm so falling ill. but i still have training! urgh.
talking about training.. i think ytd's training was kinda good for me. despite the fact that i'm in this condition. perhaps it's also cause i ran with gracelyn that i was forced to push :D and my yellow spikes rocked! :D whees`



i'm still willing to put up a fight.
cause i know you're worth it.

Saturday, May 06, 2006 | 2:06 PM

TODAY'S THE DAY (:
cast your votes, people!

i'm most certainly not going to discuss political issues here.
i'll be liable to get sued /: haha.
well, but to those i have spoken to, you know my stand :D tsktsk.

my parents have voted.
i'm under aljunied GRC. urgh.
i think they neutralised ): boo.
WHY! but at least they didn't spoil the vote - who in the right mind would! but i'm not saying those who are mentally unstable will spoil their vote.
i think it's cool that they're allowed to vote!
oh, and my aunt is voting from london (: how cool! haha. imagine - they will be flying the votes over from the high commission at london to singapore, in a box and under HIGH SECURITY! all that for a few pieces of paper! /: man, that's something. haha.

by the way, debo said i should be in the run! :D and i bet you i will! in 10 years...
haha, i really don't know. seriously, being an MP isn't all fun.
but i know you all will support me aye! deborah and cel are my #1 fans :D
be at my rallies and put a cross against my name on polling day!
thankyou so much. love you all <3 haha.

--

i choose faith.
with faith comes truth and time.
it's believing and holding on to that little bit of hope that matters.

and i know.
someday, it's just you&me.

| 12:22 AM

my nice yellow spikes :D
ohmy.
clinched the deal today. yay.

and i found out my song really does take only a few seconds to get on! yay :D the reaction's faster now. not as slow as before :D haha.

today was a bad day during trng.
stupid cramps.
got the better of me.
i'm such a loser really. slacker. freak.

Thursday, May 04, 2006 | 9:29 PM

OHMY.
the song is finally up!
my YELLOW song :D whees`

i am elated. haha.
and RAHH, i promised to jump around the house - i did! :D
just like a kangaroo! hehheh.

thankyou qixuan! :D most of the credit goes to you for teaching me :D
i feel so accomplished. haha. cause i had to explore a lot of things on my own and I DID IT.

here's an announcement though:

THE SONG WILL PLAY.
BUT IT IS ONLY COMPATIBLE WITH INTERNET EXPLORER
& WILL TAKE APPROX. 2-5minutes TO LOAD.
please don't blame it.
it is slow :D haha.

now, i have to get down to graphmatica.
argh. boring.

| 3:07 PM

ytd's training was tough.
2x2x250. sheesh. and it's like all out.
thankfully i survived it.

but i think i put too much pressure on my knees.
cause they are beginning to hurt again.
i don't think they'll ever recover.
i'm doomed to weak knees. sheesh.

--

it's like the first time in months i'm home this early. and i'm glad for that. i'm beaming with joy, the fact that the physics SPA briefing was cancelled. yay! :D thursday is the slackest day of the week. it's a no wonder why i love thursdays :D haha.

i went home with the imp today :D haha. she is so funny. it's a pity i have to remind her who's taller. and shuying, sorry you're only 149. jiayou with getting taller :D haha.

right then. now to settle lunch. argh, i might as well not eat anymore. look at the time :D

| 2:45 PM

since yusin has a point - there are irrelevant tags, i shall start replying only from jennifer's tag! haha :D

replies!

jennifer: you didn't know yusin knows?! ohmy :D haha. yeah, that CIP! haha. but that is not really blogskin anyway.. it's some webpage design. argh. hate that project. it's just like IPW! - i and i thought i would be rid of that in upper sec /:

Staf~: haha :D it's okay, never too late to comment! :D haha. veron does look funny? really. haha, i think cel and i are worse /: thankyou :D i'm sure you cheered too so yay you! :D

QIXUAN: hey :D yes, YUSIN IS GOOD! :D haha. i shall now start promoting her.. cause i'm supposed to give her credit :D and please don't call me instructor! not in this context. it isn't serious now.

stepdaughter: haha. of course you say it's nice. *hint.

stepdaughter: haha. yeah, I LOVE MY BRACES too :D thankyou.

stepdaughter: man, that's unfair. thankyou anyway :D just completed my final common test for this term :D i'm free. right.

oleRAHH: yeah, RAHH! i do :D haha. will find out how to attach the YELLOW song on :D

oleRAHH: haha :D i wouldn't mind dipping myself in that barrel of YELLOW paint! but i would mind how it would make me look like after! /: hehheh - who gets high over a skin?! okay, i think i do. cause this skin rocks! :D

deborah: why is it not yellow?! haha :D cause i am yellow. my name screams yellow. my face screams yellow. and YOUR COMPUTER SCREEN SCREAM YELLOW! haha :D

JESSICA!!: haha. you are such a cutiepie! *pinches cheeks. - UGH, so bimbotic. sometimes, i think i freak myself out.

JESSICA!!: haha. typo.

dajie: haha :D that's good for you. thankyou for commenting on the skin. i'm sure it makes yusin feel even more accomplished :D haha. all credit goes to her.

miss yellow: haha! that wouldn't be hard to believe :D cause this skin totally rocks. i'm getting real good comments so far. you must be beaming :D

eunn-: ohmy! how could you say that! sheesh, anyhow, it's a no wonder why you and adeline should be best friends.. purple freaks! :D whatever :D haha. reminds me of mrs ng but ohwell.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 | 10:30 PM

and how long will it take me to get over this?
i wonder.

maybe it's forever;
tell me it's forever.
cause i never wanna let you go.

don't let it end.

--

today was like any other normal day.
grahhs-

just close your eyes and tell yourself,
"IT'S ANOTHER PERFECT DAY".
and all your troubles will go away
(:

Monday, May 01, 2006 | 9:42 PM

replies!

arty :D: hey arty! :D

miss yellow: yes, i rock! :D and whees` i totally LOVE the new skin :D

miss yellow: haha, it rocks! :D and i tagged your board. haha.

QIXUAN: haha :D thankyou! i love A2 as much as ever! whees` sheesh, calling me instructor elyssa now is so.. out. heh :D

QIXUAN: haha, yeah :D see you around! and please do so tuck in that shirt of yours :D

oleRAHH: HEH :D

oleRAHH: right! :D

oleRAHH: yay! little miss yellow, that i am! haha :D

missYELLOW: i LOVE it :D

| 1:53 PM

YUSIN I LOVE YOU :D

i love you to bits and pieces and rocks and stones and pebbles and fragments and down to every last bit of nutrient in the soil! :D

YELLOW FOREVER`



this post is dedicated to yusin and no one else.
you made my day :D