it takes courage to give up.
guess i've always been apprehensive; blanching.
she turned t'ward the threatening sky.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 | 4:14 PM
it's making life difficult.
not going to school feels like a norm right now. ohwell, it's only two days but i guess it makes a lot of difference. afterall, yesterday i didn't attend any lessons either. during morning assembly i wanted so badly to go to the recovery room, 'cause my stomach was still hurting. couldn't find peichun so i thought forget it. but thankfully jen told me to look for sarah, and so i did. spent the whole morning there. liukun, conhwa and deborah came too. then they went for MT lesson so i was left there to sleep. i was perspiring so much. well, guess it helps to bring the temperature down anyway. tired to sleep, but it was pretty interrupted.
later on during recess jogging period sue-ann came. i was like, okay. and after that some other sec one redcross juniors, as well as sharon. i got my belated birthday present. at least it's orange and yellow. so then, was kinda expecting misscomputer to come along. sadly, she had to go for the pupil climate survey /: so i got sue-ann to call deborah and conhwa instead. we went to the canteen, then back up to class.
the next lesson was english. but mike chia took over since english exam is over. thought it'd be chemistry, so i'd try to stay awake and concentrate. but it ended up as ci presentation, so i slept instead. or at least, tried to. was feeling so uncomfortable. i wanted to go home! ): but i guess that wasn't very possible. misscomputer wrote me a note <3 thanks. haha. and then eunice kept me company by talking to me during ci :D tsk. fabCEL spoke about how exposure to too much radiation had caused many citizens to suffer and some symptoms are that of diarrhoea, headaches, fever. HAHA. i told eunice, "i think i listen to too much radio" :D what shit lah.
today my entertainment source wanted to visit me! :D sadly, that could not happen. sigh. it's okay, you're supposed to be mugging anyway. and maybe it's a blessing in disguise; i don't want anyone to go through what i am right now. can't afford to fall sick - it's the exam period! /: no wonder i feel like i'm in hospital. yesterday misscomputer also accompanied me to the doctor's and then back home.
this end-of-years is just gonna suck. i cannot concentrate, nor mug. it's useless. i feel like it's time to give up already. why hold on to something that isn't worth it? there's just no reason left to try. damn this feeling. i'm not supposed to go emo. i apologise. screw.
look what she's missed.
not going to school feels like a norm right now. ohwell, it's only two days but i guess it makes a lot of difference. afterall, yesterday i didn't attend any lessons either. during morning assembly i wanted so badly to go to the recovery room, 'cause my stomach was still hurting. couldn't find peichun so i thought forget it. but thankfully jen told me to look for sarah, and so i did. spent the whole morning there. liukun, conhwa and deborah came too. then they went for MT lesson so i was left there to sleep. i was perspiring so much. well, guess it helps to bring the temperature down anyway. tired to sleep, but it was pretty interrupted.
later on during recess jogging period sue-ann came. i was like, okay. and after that some other sec one redcross juniors, as well as sharon. i got my belated birthday present. at least it's orange and yellow. so then, was kinda expecting misscomputer to come along. sadly, she had to go for the pupil climate survey /: so i got sue-ann to call deborah and conhwa instead. we went to the canteen, then back up to class.
the next lesson was english. but mike chia took over since english exam is over. thought it'd be chemistry, so i'd try to stay awake and concentrate. but it ended up as ci presentation, so i slept instead. or at least, tried to. was feeling so uncomfortable. i wanted to go home! ): but i guess that wasn't very possible. misscomputer wrote me a note <3 thanks. haha. and then eunice kept me company by talking to me during ci :D tsk. fabCEL spoke about how exposure to too much radiation had caused many citizens to suffer and some symptoms are that of diarrhoea, headaches, fever. HAHA. i told eunice, "i think i listen to too much radio" :D what shit lah.
today my entertainment source wanted to visit me! :D sadly, that could not happen. sigh. it's okay, you're supposed to be mugging anyway. and maybe it's a blessing in disguise; i don't want anyone to go through what i am right now. can't afford to fall sick - it's the exam period! /: no wonder i feel like i'm in hospital. yesterday misscomputer also accompanied me to the doctor's and then back home.
this end-of-years is just gonna suck. i cannot concentrate, nor mug. it's useless. i feel like it's time to give up already. why hold on to something that isn't worth it? there's just no reason left to try. damn this feeling. i'm not supposed to go emo. i apologise. screw.
look what she's missed.
Monday, September 25, 2006 | 11:32 PM
today was another wasted day.
i woke up with a bad stomach, similar to that of thursday. but guess i figured i can't afford to miss another day at school. so i went on with it. wrong choice, i must say ): i spent the whole day in the recovery room. misscomputer's always around when i am sick. haha. well, i want to post more about today. but i am tired. plus, my parents are forcing me to sleep now. kinda makes sense, this flu is getting nowhere. seeing the fact that my fever rose again today. so much for goodbye.
forgive me, it's just a complusion to hear your voice again. probably the case that i have been, more often, recently. it's bringing back a lot. was reminded of used-to-bes. and that road we took.. don't know if it's the right time. i'm battling so much now.
i'm beginning to miss time spent with RAHH, and the conversations we used to have. time doth not permit for such. and it is because of this that i sincerely and deeply regret. hopefully after the eoys things will change for the better. there are many things which need to be mended right now. a contrite spirit?
can't let go - landon pigg
well you're the closest thing i have
to bring up in a conversation
about a love that didn't last
but i could never call you mine
'cause i could never call myself yours
and if we were really meant to be
well then we justify destiny
it's not that our love died
just never really bloomed
well i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back
and then we saw our paths diverge
and i guess i felt OK about it
until you got with another
and then i couldn't understand
why it bothered me so
how we didn't die we just
never had a chance to grow
i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back
and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends
though somehow still you affect the things i do
and you can't lose what you never had
i don't understand why feel sad
every time i see you out with someone new
i can't let go
no, i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back
i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
thanks davin for the song :D what better way.
be there to stop the fight.
i woke up with a bad stomach, similar to that of thursday. but guess i figured i can't afford to miss another day at school. so i went on with it. wrong choice, i must say ): i spent the whole day in the recovery room. misscomputer's always around when i am sick. haha. well, i want to post more about today. but i am tired. plus, my parents are forcing me to sleep now. kinda makes sense, this flu is getting nowhere. seeing the fact that my fever rose again today. so much for goodbye.
forgive me, it's just a complusion to hear your voice again. probably the case that i have been, more often, recently. it's bringing back a lot. was reminded of used-to-bes. and that road we took.. don't know if it's the right time. i'm battling so much now.
i'm beginning to miss time spent with RAHH, and the conversations we used to have. time doth not permit for such. and it is because of this that i sincerely and deeply regret. hopefully after the eoys things will change for the better. there are many things which need to be mended right now. a contrite spirit?
can't let go - landon pigg
well you're the closest thing i have
to bring up in a conversation
about a love that didn't last
but i could never call you mine
'cause i could never call myself yours
and if we were really meant to be
well then we justify destiny
it's not that our love died
just never really bloomed
well i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back
and then we saw our paths diverge
and i guess i felt OK about it
until you got with another
and then i couldn't understand
why it bothered me so
how we didn't die we just
never had a chance to grow
i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back
and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends
though somehow still you affect the things i do
and you can't lose what you never had
i don't understand why feel sad
every time i see you out with someone new
i can't let go
no, i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back
i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
thanks davin for the song :D what better way.
be there to stop the fight.
Sunday, September 24, 2006 | 11:23 PM
come to think, this weekend wasn't as productive as i had hoped. ohwell ): given my current condition, i doubt i could've been any better anyway. sigh, i hate being sick. thankfully though, the fever's subsided. now, all i'm left with is this unexplainable pain in my stomach. i have a nasty feeling it's way wrong. if it still hurts tomorrow then i'll have to pay a visit to the doctor's again. bummer. my entertainment source said it might be the kidneys! OHNO.
trying, emotionally. it pains me to say goodbye.
but alas! i am left with no choice but thus. do we really have to go?
memory - sarah brightman
midnight, not a sound from the pavement
has the moon lost her memory?
she is smiling alone
in the lamplight
the withered leaves collect at my feet
and the wind begins to moan
memory, all alone in the moonlight
i can smile at the old days
i was beautiful then
i remember
the time i knew what happiness was
let the memory live again
every street lamp
seems to beat
a fatalistic warning
someone mutters
and a street lamp gutters
and soon it will be morning
daylight, i must wait for the sunrise
i must think of a new life
and i mustn't give in
when the dawn comes
tonight will be a memory too
and a new day will begin
burnt out ends of smoky days
the stale cold smell of morning
the street lamp dies
another night is over
another day is dawning
touch me, it's so easy to leave me
all alone with my memory
of my days in the sun
if you touch me
you'll understand what happiness is
look, a new day has begun...
with bated breath, she drew her sword.
trying, emotionally. it pains me to say goodbye.
but alas! i am left with no choice but thus. do we really have to go?
memory - sarah brightman
midnight, not a sound from the pavement
has the moon lost her memory?
she is smiling alone
in the lamplight
the withered leaves collect at my feet
and the wind begins to moan
memory, all alone in the moonlight
i can smile at the old days
i was beautiful then
i remember
the time i knew what happiness was
let the memory live again
every street lamp
seems to beat
a fatalistic warning
someone mutters
and a street lamp gutters
and soon it will be morning
daylight, i must wait for the sunrise
i must think of a new life
and i mustn't give in
when the dawn comes
tonight will be a memory too
and a new day will begin
burnt out ends of smoky days
the stale cold smell of morning
the street lamp dies
another night is over
another day is dawning
touch me, it's so easy to leave me
all alone with my memory
of my days in the sun
if you touch me
you'll understand what happiness is
look, a new day has begun...
with bated breath, she drew her sword.
Saturday, September 23, 2006 | 11:58 PM
i'm not supposed to be up this late!
'cause i am sick ): oh bummer. but i am. so that's that :D tsk. oh, and i hereby proclaim that my daughter is the slowest ever! xD bwahah. must be the case that you got some genes from me /: haha. since i am a snail! :D i can't believe she just found out the identity of missyellow! /: dang, that's something! and the previous time she took so long to realise who RAHH is. hahaha, i laugh :D ohno, i'm suan-ing you bad. heh.
everybody hurts - R.E.M.
when the day is long and the night,
the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life,
well hang on
don't let yourself go,
'cause everybody cries and
everybody hurts sometimes
sometimes everything iswrong;
now it's time to sing along
when your day is night alone,
(hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go,
(hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life,
well hang on
'cause everybody hurts;
take comfort in your friends
everybody hurts
don't throw your hand
oh, no
don't throw your hand
if you feel like you're alone,
no, no, no,
you are not alone
if you're on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on..
well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries
and everybody hurts sometimes
and everybody hurts sometimes
so, hold on, hold on
hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
everybody hurts -
you are not alone
bet you didn't know; there are many things you don't know. and probably never will. as restrained as it is,somehow i just wish you'ld go on & on.. i'd never want to end this. i never did from the start.
irrevocable.
'cause i am sick ): oh bummer. but i am. so that's that :D tsk. oh, and i hereby proclaim that my daughter is the slowest ever! xD bwahah. must be the case that you got some genes from me /: haha. since i am a snail! :D i can't believe she just found out the identity of missyellow! /: dang, that's something! and the previous time she took so long to realise who RAHH is. hahaha, i laugh :D ohno, i'm suan-ing you bad. heh.
everybody hurts - R.E.M.
when the day is long and the night,
the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life,
well hang on
don't let yourself go,
'cause everybody cries and
everybody hurts sometimes
sometimes everything is
now it's time to sing along
when your day is night alone,
(hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go,
(hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life,
well hang on
'cause everybody hurts;
take comfort in your friends
everybody hurts
don't throw your hand
oh, no
don't throw your hand
if you feel like you're alone,
no, no, no,
you are not alone
if you're on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on..
well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries
and everybody hurts sometimes
and everybody hurts sometimes
so, hold on, hold on
hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
everybody hurts -
you are not alone
bet you didn't know; there are many things you don't know. and probably never will. as restrained as it is,
irrevocable.
| 7:01 PM
it's always a brand new day :D
today i feel quite happy. hah! :D it's nice feeling this way. was a little down just now, but i guess that didn't affect my general mood :D well, mainly 'cause i managed to mug. i was disciplined, and i think that's an improvement already /: 3 hours! YAY. but of course, after that i had a terrible headache. so i went to sleep for an hour and then woke up to study for another hour. tsk :D feel rather accomplished today. was mugging HUMAN GEOGRAPHY, population studies :D the chapter is so long! ): but i love human geography so that's okay :D prefer it to physical. i'd rather study about humans and agriculture <3 than moving continental plates! /: hah.
well, geog went to my head, 'cause i flooded missyellow's tagboard-blog with GREEN REVOLUTION thingies <3 ! haha. all about the use of mechanization, irrigation systems and what not. OH YEAH, but i forgot pesticides, fertilizers and HYVs! /: shall add that on later :D bwahah.
i'm experiencing freak weather up there ): not on any fever medication, 'cause i hate to rely on medication ): grahh. my lousy body isn't fighting mr. virus very well. just, barely managing. ironically the temperature goes up when i sleep /: sigh. but at least i can sleep better now, after taking some i-don't-know-what medication to suppress my bad nose! /: of course, the amount of tissues i use is still a big pile.
there isn't enough time. we have to press on.
jiayou people! especially RAHH and fab :D
never meant to.
today i feel quite happy. hah! :D it's nice feeling this way. was a little down just now, but i guess that didn't affect my general mood :D well, mainly 'cause i managed to mug. i was disciplined, and i think that's an improvement already /: 3 hours! YAY. but of course, after that i had a terrible headache. so i went to sleep for an hour and then woke up to study for another hour. tsk :D feel rather accomplished today. was mugging HUMAN GEOGRAPHY, population studies :D the chapter is so long! ): but i love human geography so that's okay :D prefer it to physical. i'd rather study about humans and agriculture <3 than moving continental plates! /: hah.
well, geog went to my head, 'cause i flooded missyellow's tagboard-blog with GREEN REVOLUTION thingies <3 ! haha. all about the use of mechanization, irrigation systems and what not. OH YEAH, but i forgot pesticides, fertilizers and HYVs! /: shall add that on later :D bwahah.
i'm experiencing freak weather up there ): not on any fever medication, 'cause i hate to rely on medication ): grahh. my lousy body isn't fighting mr. virus very well. just, barely managing. ironically the temperature goes up when i sleep /: sigh. but at least i can sleep better now, after taking some i-don't-know-what medication to suppress my bad nose! /: of course, the amount of tissues i use is still a big pile.
there isn't enough time. we have to press on.
jiayou people! especially RAHH and fab :D
never meant to.
Friday, September 22, 2006 | 9:57 PM
i feel loser right now.
it's not like i could help it. and for that i apologise. i don't know what else to say other than "don't worry". that's a tall order, i entirely understand. but please try. 'cause i don't want to see you this way either /: do get well soon.
i hate to harp on it, but i'm really in a bad condition. how can i still be expected to perform, and function like some healthy person? bummer. this is unfair, what life expects of me. if only it could consider my situation. oh, please. call this self-pity. sigh, am i that pathetic? just drop the pride. for there is no dignity left for me to guard.
words i couldn't say - rascal flatts
in a book in a box in the closet
in a line in a song i once heard
in a moment on a front porch
late one June
in a breath inside a whisper
beneath the moon
there it was at the tip of my fingers
there it was on the tip of my tongue
there you were and i had never been that far
there it was the whole world
wrapped inside my arms
and i let it all slip away-
what do i do now that you're gone
no back up plan, no second chance
and no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say
there's a rain that'll never stop falling
there's a wall that i've tried to take down
what i should've said
just wouldn't pass my lips
so i held back and now we've come to this
and it's too late now-
i should have found a way
to tell you how i felt
now the only one i'm tellin' is myself
what do i do, what do i say
and no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say
like the tide that never came;
it's not like i could help it. and for that i apologise. i don't know what else to say other than "don't worry". that's a tall order, i entirely understand. but please try. 'cause i don't want to see you this way either /: do get well soon.
i hate to harp on it, but i'm really in a bad condition. how can i still be expected to perform, and function like some healthy person? bummer. this is unfair, what life expects of me. if only it could consider my situation. oh, please. call this self-pity. sigh, am i that pathetic? just drop the pride. for there is no dignity left for me to guard.
words i couldn't say - rascal flatts
in a book in a box in the closet
in a line in a song i once heard
in a moment on a front porch
late one June
in a breath inside a whisper
beneath the moon
there it was at the tip of my fingers
there it was on the tip of my tongue
there you were and i had never been that far
there it was the whole world
wrapped inside my arms
and i let it all slip away-
what do i do now that you're gone
no back up plan, no second chance
and no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say
there's a rain that'll never stop falling
there's a wall that i've tried to take down
what i should've said
just wouldn't pass my lips
so i held back and now we've come to this
and it's too late now-
i should have found a way
to tell you how i felt
now the only one i'm tellin' is myself
what do i do, what do i say
and no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldn't say
like the tide that never came;
| 5:20 PM
today was the english paper.
it's manageable i guess. well, the topics were rather sucky for composition. but if you knew who set it you'd probably go "what else can you expect?" bummer. in the end i settled with narrative, like i always do. probably it's the ability to weave my emotions into the story. well, whoever said i was shallow? /: i detest expository, and as for argumentative.. i didn't find discussing about the internet so interesting. tsk. a series of unfortunate events. wow, i wonder how mine turned out. probably it wasn't depressing enough. well, my dog did die /: hah.
comprehension and summary was average too. hm, people said the comprehension was very tough /: i hope i'm not being overly-confident. but then again, they say "confidence is half the battle won". don't know if i doubt that. i took my time for the summary. but as usual, i guess i don't get the points right, and i tend to elaborate too much on the points i have. ahh, screw. well, at least i wrote it neatly. hah. anyway, towards the end i wasn't thinking straight. this freaking headache started to form. and i had that airy dreamy feeling again. ohno.
after school we had exco meeting with miss lizah, regarding ---------. haha, guess it's confidential so i can't say it out right now. ohwell, you people will find out on monday. so just be patient and wait :D bwahah. keeping people in suspense is such a thrill. tsk. we're gonna be busy, despite the fact that it's the exam period. hah, how sad can my life get.
later on, i walked PAIL out the cedar primary way. then i walked back. HAHA. accompanied her till the 'end of school zone' sign! xD tsk. i think when i walked back i looked retarded. and i was carrying missyellow's wallet! haha :D PAIL and i had left an emo note on her foolscap, the one she had used to write her super funny and lame summary draft on :D bwahah. it read "goodbye... i'm gone, never to return..." xD sheesh. and we even left the pen uncapped to show how emo it was - PAIL's idea. haha. we wrote it with our left hand! that was fun :D i love doing that. HAHA.
then i went back to the canteen where jen, RAHH and missyellow were. they were about to do storecheck with lwin and bagot. sheesh. so we all went. ohmygosh, unfair! - the new campers have new equipment! ): grahh. when we had to use those damp and stinky helmets that i bet have accumulated years of perspiration /: bummer. the new helmets are orange. and they cost $2000+ in total. sheesh, -faints. the harnesses are green! i bet balm nail will love them :D and they cost $68 each, amounting to $3000+ in total. wow. haha, i guess our school really does invest a lot in OAC. well, good for the campers! and they'd better appreciate it /: haha.
after that, we went back to the canteen. i sat there talking, despite my bad throat /: anyhow, missyellow was so random. she suddenly turned around halfway and went "you're elyssa!" i was like. "yeah." haha, then it was so malu. she thought i sounded like fadhilah! oh please /: it's as good as telling your mom now "you're my mom!" -.- bwahah. we laughed so badly. and the disgusting sounds that i produced were merely squeaks ): bummer.
later we went to eat macs and tau huey. i told missyellow about my dream /: haha. oh, and we saw this group of students who were playing poker in the shop /: well, when balm nail came over from macs she was like "CALL THE POLICE!" xD in the end, that was unnecessary, as when we were about to leave, some guy entered the shop and reprimanded them. haha, bet someone tipped him off. and that must be the discipline master or something, 'cause he went "wait for outside the general office!" brrr. it never pays to be pai :D
tonight i have to study ss and complete orienteering proposal. okay, i can do this. as for now, i'm gonna sleep. i'm too tired and uncomfortable to function ): well, not sure if i can even sleep. like last night - or rather this morning - i was unable to sleep because i was having difficulty breathing ): sigh. i hate being sick. and sorry fab, for making you feel bad. you're not some 24hr helpline, like i have said. chill.
as she basked in the resonating silence;
deprived of the chance to conclude.
it's manageable i guess. well, the topics were rather sucky for composition. but if you knew who set it you'd probably go "what else can you expect?" bummer. in the end i settled with narrative, like i always do. probably it's the ability to weave my emotions into the story. well, whoever said i was shallow? /: i detest expository, and as for argumentative.. i didn't find discussing about the internet so interesting. tsk. a series of unfortunate events. wow, i wonder how mine turned out. probably it wasn't depressing enough. well, my dog did die /: hah.
comprehension and summary was average too. hm, people said the comprehension was very tough /: i hope i'm not being overly-confident. but then again, they say "confidence is half the battle won". don't know if i doubt that. i took my time for the summary. but as usual, i guess i don't get the points right, and i tend to elaborate too much on the points i have. ahh, screw. well, at least i wrote it neatly. hah. anyway, towards the end i wasn't thinking straight. this freaking headache started to form. and i had that airy dreamy feeling again. ohno.
after school we had exco meeting with miss lizah, regarding ---------. haha, guess it's confidential so i can't say it out right now. ohwell, you people will find out on monday. so just be patient and wait :D bwahah. keeping people in suspense is such a thrill. tsk. we're gonna be busy, despite the fact that it's the exam period. hah, how sad can my life get.
later on, i walked PAIL out the cedar primary way. then i walked back. HAHA. accompanied her till the 'end of school zone' sign! xD tsk. i think when i walked back i looked retarded. and i was carrying missyellow's wallet! haha :D PAIL and i had left an emo note on her foolscap, the one she had used to write her super funny and lame summary draft on :D bwahah. it read "goodbye... i'm gone, never to return..." xD sheesh. and we even left the pen uncapped to show how emo it was - PAIL's idea. haha. we wrote it with our left hand! that was fun :D i love doing that. HAHA.
then i went back to the canteen where jen, RAHH and missyellow were. they were about to do storecheck with lwin and bagot. sheesh. so we all went. ohmygosh, unfair! - the new campers have new equipment! ): grahh. when we had to use those damp and stinky helmets that i bet have accumulated years of perspiration /: bummer. the new helmets are orange. and they cost $2000+ in total. sheesh, -faints. the harnesses are green! i bet balm nail will love them :D and they cost $68 each, amounting to $3000+ in total. wow. haha, i guess our school really does invest a lot in OAC. well, good for the campers! and they'd better appreciate it /: haha.
after that, we went back to the canteen. i sat there talking, despite my bad throat /: anyhow, missyellow was so random. she suddenly turned around halfway and went "you're elyssa!" i was like. "yeah." haha, then it was so malu. she thought i sounded like fadhilah! oh please /: it's as good as telling your mom now "you're my mom!" -.- bwahah. we laughed so badly. and the disgusting sounds that i produced were merely squeaks ): bummer.
later we went to eat macs and tau huey. i told missyellow about my dream /: haha. oh, and we saw this group of students who were playing poker in the shop /: well, when balm nail came over from macs she was like "CALL THE POLICE!" xD in the end, that was unnecessary, as when we were about to leave, some guy entered the shop and reprimanded them. haha, bet someone tipped him off. and that must be the discipline master or something, 'cause he went "wait for outside the general office!" brrr. it never pays to be pai :D
tonight i have to study ss and complete orienteering proposal. okay, i can do this. as for now, i'm gonna sleep. i'm too tired and uncomfortable to function ): well, not sure if i can even sleep. like last night - or rather this morning - i was unable to sleep because i was having difficulty breathing ): sigh. i hate being sick. and sorry fab, for making you feel bad. you're not some 24hr helpline, like i have said. chill.
as she basked in the resonating silence;
deprived of the chance to conclude.
Thursday, September 21, 2006 | 10:11 PM
i reported sick today.
not like i wanted to. i'm really sorry /: i feel loved, knowing that i was missed :D heh. thanks people. mug hard, and i'll see you all tomorrow for that english paper ): bummer. i feel like a sick person. the stomach flu developed into a fever. i can hardly speak, breathe, eat, smell, hear, walk or think well. darnit, how am i going to take the exam tmr! and fab can still call it a piece of cake ): well, it is afterall my best subject.. but i guess that makes it all the more pressurizing. and stress is no good for me. the temperature is rising! ):
this morning i woke with a bad stomach. last night, i had a bad case of cramps, gastric and diarrhoea all put together. i ate my friend. haha, misscomputer knows about this :D so i guess that helped to suppress it a little. but throughout the night i tossed in bed. it was so uncomfortable. i wished at that point of time that my entertainment source was awake. i didn't know what to do. coughed and sniffed ): sigh, i hate being sick. after i woke, i couldn't sleep again. i called misscomputer to tell her i wasn't going to school. then i tried to sleep but my stomach was so bloated. fab, misscomputer and my entertainment source kept me company. my entertainment source said a prayer for me. and yes, i do believe His healing hand was over me :D 'cause i fell asleep! YAY. but then, this is where it all became weird..
i had a dream.
a very odd one, i must add. i want to post it now, but i cannot. i am too tired. i need energy for tmr /: 'cause i must perform. my entertainment source once told me not to be obsessed with performing well. but hey, how can i even think about that, when i can't even pass all my subjects? ): today was so unproductive. i tried to study, despite feeling giddy. it's almost as if i am walking on air. haha, fab told me to "find ground" :D but nothing could get in. sigh, how dismal.
okay, i should sleep now.
everytime i see you in my dreams,
not like i wanted to. i'm really sorry /: i feel loved, knowing that i was missed :D heh. thanks people. mug hard, and i'll see you all tomorrow for that english paper ): bummer. i feel like a sick person. the stomach flu developed into a fever. i can hardly speak, breathe, eat, smell, hear, walk or think well. darnit, how am i going to take the exam tmr! and fab can still call it a piece of cake ): well, it is afterall my best subject.. but i guess that makes it all the more pressurizing. and stress is no good for me. the temperature is rising! ):
this morning i woke with a bad stomach. last night, i had a bad case of cramps, gastric and diarrhoea all put together. i ate my friend. haha, misscomputer knows about this :D so i guess that helped to suppress it a little. but throughout the night i tossed in bed. it was so uncomfortable. i wished at that point of time that my entertainment source was awake. i didn't know what to do. coughed and sniffed ): sigh, i hate being sick. after i woke, i couldn't sleep again. i called misscomputer to tell her i wasn't going to school. then i tried to sleep but my stomach was so bloated. fab, misscomputer and my entertainment source kept me company. my entertainment source said a prayer for me. and yes, i do believe His healing hand was over me :D 'cause i fell asleep! YAY. but then, this is where it all became weird..
i had a dream.
a very odd one, i must add. i want to post it now, but i cannot. i am too tired. i need energy for tmr /: 'cause i must perform. my entertainment source once told me not to be obsessed with performing well. but hey, how can i even think about that, when i can't even pass all my subjects? ): today was so unproductive. i tried to study, despite feeling giddy. it's almost as if i am walking on air. haha, fab told me to "find ground" :D but nothing could get in. sigh, how dismal.
okay, i should sleep now.
everytime i see you in my dreams,
| 12:42 AM
sigh,
i am unable to repeat tuesday's 2300 ): and for that i am sad.
what's with school now /: i mean, exams are starting on friday, and they're still giving us homework. logically, it ought to be revision or something. bummer. RAHH and i discussed over lunch that they're trying to rush the syllabus. it's pretty obvious. looking at chemistry for example, there are so little chapters to be taught next year! /: 'cause it's the O levels, so i guess it'll be less chapters, more preparation. but hey, it's a two-year course, not sec 3 and sec 4 separately /: darn.
i'm falling ill. no wait, i already am. my stomach is screwing again. probably mr. virus has come to attack me, knowing i'm at my lowest right now :D gastric's coming back, accompanied with cramps and this bad bad diarrhoea. honestly, i don't want to go to school later. but i don't pon school!not like some. ahwell, i will survive. people should takecare of themselves. people like fab and my entertainment source! ): get well soon, fab! :D and i'm glad my entertainment source can sleep early today :D
recently RAHH and i have been going crazy. english paper's about to come, and ironically we're getting short-tongued and probably even a little dyslexic /: bummer. during physics that day, RAHH wrote "finale temperature" xD and then on wednesday, i read the english passage wrongly -.- oh, what with "veron spoked cantonese to me!" /: bwahah. retarded. i'm freaking out for english. it's my only hope, you could say? progress report was screwed, i failed 4 out of 8. that's like half. wow. so i guess this is when reality sets in, no?
we attended this programme on wednesday. it's on stress and time management. haha, apt i must say. so yeah, we had to identify our stressors. sure did mine :D friends give you stress sometimes; i wonder how true that can be. reminds me also of that personality test han lao shi let us take. C is so much like ----. freaky, i must say. and probably i'm A. or D? ahh, i have no idea. well, one of the stressors we identified in the talk is fear of the future. where am i heading? /: honestly i have no idea. someone tell me i'm a freak. i bet i'm the only one who actually teared when she brought us through that guided imagery thing. i thought of heaven. you in my heaven.
let's face it - i still think about you.
t'was of her own volition.
i am unable to repeat tuesday's 2300 ): and for that i am sad.
what's with school now /: i mean, exams are starting on friday, and they're still giving us homework. logically, it ought to be revision or something. bummer. RAHH and i discussed over lunch that they're trying to rush the syllabus. it's pretty obvious. looking at chemistry for example, there are so little chapters to be taught next year! /: 'cause it's the O levels, so i guess it'll be less chapters, more preparation. but hey, it's a two-year course, not sec 3 and sec 4 separately /: darn.
i'm falling ill. no wait, i already am. my stomach is screwing again. probably mr. virus has come to attack me, knowing i'm at my lowest right now :D gastric's coming back, accompanied with cramps and this bad bad diarrhoea. honestly, i don't want to go to school later. but i don't pon school!
recently RAHH and i have been going crazy. english paper's about to come, and ironically we're getting short-tongued and probably even a little dyslexic /: bummer. during physics that day, RAHH wrote "finale temperature" xD and then on wednesday, i read the english passage wrongly -.- oh, what with "veron spoked cantonese to me!" /: bwahah. retarded. i'm freaking out for english. it's my only hope, you could say? progress report was screwed, i failed 4 out of 8. that's like half. wow. so i guess this is when reality sets in, no?
we attended this programme on wednesday. it's on stress and time management. haha, apt i must say. so yeah, we had to identify our stressors. sure did mine :D friends give you stress sometimes; i wonder how true that can be. reminds me also of that personality test han lao shi let us take. C is so much like ----. freaky, i must say. and probably i'm A. or D? ahh, i have no idea. well, one of the stressors we identified in the talk is fear of the future. where am i heading? /: honestly i have no idea. someone tell me i'm a freak. i bet i'm the only one who actually teared when she brought us through that guided imagery thing. i thought of heaven. you in my heaven.
let's face it - i still think about you.
t'was of her own volition.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 | 5:21 PM
fell asleep at 2300! ): bummer, had to sms yusin 6.5 hours late ): gahh. anyhow,
HAPPY BIRTHAY YUSIN! :D
it's nice to feel appreciated. thanks to my entertainment source :D aww, i love you for that! you make me want to give you a hug now :D haha, and it won't be virtual xD tsk. yes, you're right. support, so i'll pull through. what am i to do, with the absence of friends? haha, thankyou for everything :D jiayou. yay.
i wanna continue blogging about today. but i am sleepy! ): gonna take a short break, before i break! (or so misscomputer says :D) oh, the wonder of english! :D haha. yeah, i shall come back later tonight. bummer, there's so much hw today. e a chem ss hmt eng ): that's three-quarter of all the subjects i take?! shitttt ):
"i'm here for you! <3"
HAPPY BIRTHAY YUSIN! :D
it's nice to feel appreciated. thanks to my entertainment source :D aww, i love you for that! you make me want to give you a hug now :D haha, and it won't be virtual xD tsk. yes, you're right. support, so i'll pull through. what am i to do, with the absence of friends? haha, thankyou for everything :D jiayou. yay.
i wanna continue blogging about today. but i am sleepy! ): gonna take a short break, before i break! (or so misscomputer says :D) oh, the wonder of english! :D haha. yeah, i shall come back later tonight. bummer, there's so much hw today. e a chem ss hmt eng ): that's three-quarter of all the subjects i take?! shitttt ):
"i'm here for you! <3"
| 4:30 PM
there are so many. i have been compelled to reply. haha.
tag replies;
peichun: yes! :D rmb our talk on the phone that night! or rather, morning :D tsk.
missyellow: YES, DIE BAMBOO! xD bwahah.
olly: SORRY ):
olly: haha, you are so desperate aye! tagging one word at a time /: signs of stress AND desperation :D tsk.
olly: CHILL! :D
olly: okay i will go :D haha, eoys coming soon, NO TIME! ):
cy: hahaha, retarded zhenxian :D
cy: haha, YEAH. in the toilet! like wth :D
cy: yeah, he should just make up his mind and kick miss bamboo away right! xD
kyle: sure :D pardon my naive generalization /:
JASMINELAW: yeah, broked! xD tsk.
rw: haha, yeah :D combined meeting :D and no i don't want to be ronaldo ): hah.
RAHH: haha, it's okay. not like you could help the wait! :D
RAHH: ohyes /: hahaha, why doesn't superglue stick to its tube? xD
DEBORAH!: yeah /: haha, 'cause we had been naughty by procrastinating! ):
missyellow: no you cannot blame the game! /: it's your choice right!! hurr.
missyellow: yeah the zhenxian is super cunning /: i think when he did that it was kinda qian bian. grahh. but anyways, bamboos LOSE.
missyellow: HAH, yes! but your diao is so over :D
missyellow: thanks for your skin! :D
missyellow: goodmorning dear! :D
missyellow: YES, WALKAWAY. i think the songs in your hp/mp3 are our songs lah! :D
missyellow: i love it :D promise.
kyle: haha, HOW CAN YOU SUAN HIM! /: tsk. yeah, zhenxian your hero :D
JASMINELAW: yeah! you must tag more shit for me to read :D
JASMINELAW: you didn't?! /: ohdear. how gullible, i believed that. hah.
JASMINELAW: that's true /: how retarded. i doubted for a moment, but decided not to ): bummer.
JASMINELAW: haha, since when have you been not lazy! :D
JASMINELAW: gahhhh.
JASMINELAW: sorry ): haha, busy busy busy.
JASMINELAW: don't ROAR! you'll become a lion xD
JASMINELAW: hahah, yes you are nice lah :D
JASMINELAW: haha, yes. please do note the ALMOST :D
JASMINELAW: my birthday :D
JASMINELAW: ahhh, yes. wtc ):
JASMINELAW: whahaha, how'd you know? shh, keep it a secret :D
JASMINELAW: ohman ohman!
JASMINELAW: don't be lazyyyy :D
JASMINELAW: what if i said NO NO! :D
JASMINELAW: now YES YES, nice you.
JASMINELAW: tsk, crapping. LOOK WHERE xD up in the sky. woohoo.
JASMINELAW: yay, thanks for the spam, dear :D
JASMINELAW: i love you jasminelaw dearest :D
cy: haha, yeah :D
cy: the show's over now. can you believe i didn't watch the last episode! ):
davin: hahahahah, you are damn amusing :D haha. ohmygoshZORZ! :D the zoo's gone, but the rojak stays xD
cyril: haha, okay. linked and tagging :D
kyle: haha, yeah! :D just so it won't be brazil-ish /: bwahah.
kyle: clubbing /: ohdear. you mustn't! haha. no you're not replacement ):
ladybug: thanks :D haha.
rw: thanks! :D haha. yeah so crowded ): cannot study 'cause so noisy.
RAHH: haha, thanks to missyellow :D
vicky: HAH, that math thingy! :D
vicky: YES AND I FEEL HAPPY YOU FINALLY FOUND IT :D bwahah.
jappy: haha, okay :D that's good for you. you have me so jiayou! :D
kyle: thanks fab! :D first tag. haha.
vicky: thanks balmnail! :D
dajie: thanks dajie :D takecare too!
jieyang: haha, sorry didn't tag you to tell you! :D but at least you found it :D wow, i am linked to you by 7 blogs. tsk :D
jieyang: thanks, credit goes to my friend :D
peixhun: hahaha, your name is like typho-ed! xD but thanks anyway! :D
MUJIA: haha, thanks :D i am nice, i won't sue you! :D
cyril: THANKS FOR YOUR 3AM THING :D haha, there's a special meaning! :D
CEL: hey EX :D thanks! haha, and don't worry. you're always sleepy even after a good night's sleep right! :D tsk, reminds me of that survey today -.-
vicky: YES SURE :D and monday is our tuition day :D haha.
vicky: thanks dear! :D i bet you're the person who has wished me the most number of times :D LOVEEEES.
missyellow: HAHA, you're so amusing :D of course it's nice! :D haha. thanks :D and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU today! :D
missyellow: yeah, i did! :D
JASMINELAW: thanks dearest! :D
kyle: thanks :D haha.
davin: OF COURSE! xD hahah, CAPS.
kyle: haha, longwinded not good! xD ee, that sounded so singlish. haha.
rw: ohmygosh RUIWEN! xD that's slow. tsk.
rw: really! :D haha, i think she lives near bishan. yeah.
JASMINELAW: sorry dearest! /: i made up :D
boonyang: haha, okay :D linked!
jappy: nO luHhss, miie nOex eUu cAn dO iT dE! xD oh, pathetic attempt ): my ahlian language sucks! /:
dajie: HAHA, hey dajie! :D
JASMINELAW: haha :D love you.
cy: haha, thankyou :D i love my skin too :D
cy: haha, yeah. at that time haven't /: bwahah.
cy: heh xD must savour! haha.
cy: haha.
cy: of course! i want to get As too ): but cannot make it lahs! ):
cy: thanks! :D haha, we will jiayou together :D
missyellow: you are so random! :D eh, stress. haha. jss ):
missyellow: ohmygosh, what the crap is that?! xD sheesh! haha.
rw: hahaha, ruiwen, don't you get it! you should've by now :D tsk. 'cause.. IT'S YELLOW! :D
misscomputer.: hahaha xD i already did!
dajie: thanks dajie :D LOVE.
missyellow: oh really! haha, i think when your lame badminton juniors buy it for you then i borrow :D haha.
stepson: THANKS dear :D you jiayou too!
stepson: oops, sorry. haha, linked already :D
misscomputer.: yes, indeed! :D bwahah.
dajie: HEY DAJIE! xD
missyellow: heh :D don't worry!
missyellow: hahah, wrong expression xD yeah, she did.
yl: I AM ALREADY! ): HELP.
boon yang: HELLO :D haha. random.
kyle: haha, okay :D graphs are love. haha. WHY SPIN? ): i'm spinning while i'm falling down you remind me of that ): takecare yeah!
done! (: that's so freaking long. haha.
tag replies;
peichun: yes! :D rmb our talk on the phone that night! or rather, morning :D tsk.
missyellow: YES, DIE BAMBOO! xD bwahah.
olly: SORRY ):
olly: haha, you are so desperate aye! tagging one word at a time /: signs of stress AND desperation :D tsk.
olly: CHILL! :D
olly: okay i will go :D haha, eoys coming soon, NO TIME! ):
cy: hahaha, retarded zhenxian :D
cy: haha, YEAH. in the toilet! like wth :D
cy: yeah, he should just make up his mind and kick miss bamboo away right! xD
kyle: sure :D pardon my naive generalization /:
JASMINELAW: yeah, broked! xD tsk.
rw: haha, yeah :D combined meeting :D and no i don't want to be ronaldo ): hah.
RAHH: haha, it's okay. not like you could help the wait! :D
RAHH: ohyes /: hahaha, why doesn't superglue stick to its tube? xD
DEBORAH!: yeah /: haha, 'cause we had been naughty by procrastinating! ):
missyellow: no you cannot blame the game! /: it's your choice right!! hurr.
missyellow: yeah the zhenxian is super cunning /: i think when he did that it was kinda qian bian. grahh. but anyways, bamboos LOSE.
missyellow: HAH, yes! but your diao is so over :D
missyellow: thanks for your skin! :D
missyellow: goodmorning dear! :D
missyellow: YES, WALKAWAY. i think the songs in your hp/mp3 are our songs lah! :D
missyellow: i love it :D promise.
kyle: haha, HOW CAN YOU SUAN HIM! /: tsk. yeah, zhenxian your hero :D
JASMINELAW: yeah! you must tag more shit for me to read :D
JASMINELAW: you didn't?! /: ohdear. how gullible, i believed that. hah.
JASMINELAW: that's true /: how retarded. i doubted for a moment, but decided not to ): bummer.
JASMINELAW: haha, since when have you been not lazy! :D
JASMINELAW: gahhhh.
JASMINELAW: sorry ): haha, busy busy busy.
JASMINELAW: don't ROAR! you'll become a lion xD
JASMINELAW: hahah, yes you are nice lah :D
JASMINELAW: haha, yes. please do note the ALMOST :D
JASMINELAW: my birthday :D
JASMINELAW: ahhh, yes. wtc ):
JASMINELAW: whahaha, how'd you know? shh, keep it a secret :D
JASMINELAW: ohman ohman!
JASMINELAW: don't be lazyyyy :D
JASMINELAW: what if i said NO NO! :D
JASMINELAW: now YES YES, nice you.
JASMINELAW: tsk, crapping. LOOK WHERE xD up in the sky. woohoo.
JASMINELAW: yay, thanks for the spam, dear :D
JASMINELAW: i love you jasminelaw dearest :D
cy: haha, yeah :D
cy: the show's over now. can you believe i didn't watch the last episode! ):
davin: hahahahah, you are damn amusing :D haha. ohmygoshZORZ! :D the zoo's gone, but the rojak stays xD
cyril: haha, okay. linked and tagging :D
kyle: haha, yeah! :D just so it won't be brazil-ish /: bwahah.
kyle: clubbing /: ohdear. you mustn't! haha. no you're not replacement ):
ladybug: thanks :D haha.
rw: thanks! :D haha. yeah so crowded ): cannot study 'cause so noisy.
RAHH: haha, thanks to missyellow :D
vicky: HAH, that math thingy! :D
vicky: YES AND I FEEL HAPPY YOU FINALLY FOUND IT :D bwahah.
jappy: haha, okay :D that's good for you. you have me so jiayou! :D
kyle: thanks fab! :D first tag. haha.
vicky: thanks balmnail! :D
dajie: thanks dajie :D takecare too!
jieyang: haha, sorry didn't tag you to tell you! :D but at least you found it :D wow, i am linked to you by 7 blogs. tsk :D
jieyang: thanks, credit goes to my friend :D
peixhun: hahaha, your name is like typho-ed! xD but thanks anyway! :D
MUJIA: haha, thanks :D i am nice, i won't sue you! :D
cyril: THANKS FOR YOUR 3AM THING :D haha, there's a special meaning! :D
CEL: hey EX :D thanks! haha, and don't worry. you're always sleepy even after a good night's sleep right! :D tsk, reminds me of that survey today -.-
vicky: YES SURE :D and monday is our tuition day :D haha.
vicky: thanks dear! :D i bet you're the person who has wished me the most number of times :D LOVEEEES.
missyellow: HAHA, you're so amusing :D of course it's nice! :D haha. thanks :D and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU today! :D
missyellow: yeah, i did! :D
JASMINELAW: thanks dearest! :D
kyle: thanks :D haha.
davin: OF COURSE! xD hahah, CAPS.
kyle: haha, longwinded not good! xD ee, that sounded so singlish. haha.
rw: ohmygosh RUIWEN! xD that's slow. tsk.
rw: really! :D haha, i think she lives near bishan. yeah.
JASMINELAW: sorry dearest! /: i made up :D
boonyang: haha, okay :D linked!
jappy: nO luHhss, miie nOex eUu cAn dO iT dE! xD oh, pathetic attempt ): my ahlian language sucks! /:
dajie: HAHA, hey dajie! :D
JASMINELAW: haha :D love you.
cy: haha, thankyou :D i love my skin too :D
cy: haha, yeah. at that time haven't /: bwahah.
cy: heh xD must savour! haha.
cy: haha.
cy: of course! i want to get As too ): but cannot make it lahs! ):
cy: thanks! :D haha, we will jiayou together :D
missyellow: you are so random! :D eh, stress. haha. jss ):
missyellow: ohmygosh, what the crap is that?! xD sheesh! haha.
rw: hahaha, ruiwen, don't you get it! you should've by now :D tsk. 'cause.. IT'S YELLOW! :D
misscomputer.: hahaha xD i already did!
dajie: thanks dajie :D LOVE.
missyellow: oh really! haha, i think when your lame badminton juniors buy it for you then i borrow :D haha.
stepson: THANKS dear :D you jiayou too!
stepson: oops, sorry. haha, linked already :D
misscomputer.: yes, indeed! :D bwahah.
dajie: HEY DAJIE! xD
missyellow: heh :D don't worry!
missyellow: hahah, wrong expression xD yeah, she did.
yl: I AM ALREADY! ): HELP.
boon yang: HELLO :D haha. random.
kyle: haha, okay :D graphs are love. haha. WHY SPIN? ): i'm spinning while i'm falling down you remind me of that ): takecare yeah!
done! (: that's so freaking long. haha.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 | 1:26 AM
i am tired.
my eyes can hardly open right now.
oh, the strength to carry on.
it's gonna be a long day.
all the best, elyssa.
and the same goes to my entertainment source.
just smile;
my eyes can hardly open right now.
oh, the strength to carry on.
it's gonna be a long day.
all the best, elyssa.
and the same goes to my entertainment source.
just smile;
Monday, September 18, 2006 | 6:08 PM
i've decided to become a mugger.
that's such a difficult step for me to take, i must admit. people think i am mugger ): i am not! grahh.though sometimes i wish i were. i love humans! :D started on geog and ss already :D yay. but i hate chem and math ): boo. not like missyellow, the science person! /: haha. well, at least i'm thankful i passed my emath test. the recent one, on general properties of circles and basic trigo! :D whee. i think i love trigo. right now, we're doing trigographs for amath too! <3 bwahah.
well, i'm gonna post a conv on! :D i wish GR and WR was tested ): bummer.
hold the tide, says:
no, DIRECT SEEDING! xD
transplanting says:
HAHAHAHAHA
transplanting says:
yes!YES!
transplanting says:
we are MODERN
hold the tide, says:
tsk :D
transplanting says:
we use HYVS
hold the tide, says:
YES!
hold the tide, says:
i wish GR and WR would be tested in the EOYs ):
hold the tide, says:
WHY NOT!!!
hold the tide, says:
i studied so hard for it, it's now gone into my LONG TERM MEMORY.
hold the tide, says:
and mind you, hardly anything else achieves the same effect xD
transplanting says:
hahahahaha YEAH
hold the tide, says:
TSK.
transplanting says:
i think i only rmb that,
transplanting says:
other than tourism
hold the tide, says:
YEP.
hold the tide, says:
AAAG.
hold the tide, says:
hahaha
sheesh, look at her nick! :D i think we're constantly haunted by our studies :D haha, i always see people having nicks that are like, relating to what we study! :D tsk. just like the previous time, when the idea of washing test tubes was all the rage -.- bwahah. even my blog revolves around physics :D in phase; waves! <3 haha. i love the way physics is taught in cedar. i guess we all take it for granted /: but we actually get the best :D today during physics i was half asleep. bummer. 'cause we had 2 consecutive periods, since serene ng didn't come so mr yau took over /: schedule's seriously screwed. hah. i hardly concentrated. but somehow, i still pass the tests fine :D heh, not like that's anything to be happy about. but still.
the only sucky thing about physics today was that he went so fast /: wonder what that was for. to get back at us? must be /: it's always "i have very low tolerance for such stupid things that do not require a high level of knowledge." :D base got really pissed off. haha. maybe i did too, 'cause i named that tiny mountain diagram mt. yau! xD bwahah. it's only 1.7cm at its peak xD people talk about moving mountains; i make them :D
alright then, off to run :D i feel disciplined.
densely shallow.
that's such a difficult step for me to take, i must admit. people think i am mugger ): i am not! grahh.
well, i'm gonna post a conv on! :D i wish GR and WR was tested ): bummer.
hold the tide, says:
no, DIRECT SEEDING! xD
transplanting says:
HAHAHAHAHA
transplanting says:
yes!YES!
transplanting says:
we are MODERN
hold the tide, says:
tsk :D
transplanting says:
we use HYVS
hold the tide, says:
YES!
hold the tide, says:
i wish GR and WR would be tested in the EOYs ):
hold the tide, says:
WHY NOT!!!
hold the tide, says:
i studied so hard for it, it's now gone into my LONG TERM MEMORY.
hold the tide, says:
and mind you, hardly anything else achieves the same effect xD
transplanting says:
hahahahaha YEAH
hold the tide, says:
TSK.
transplanting says:
i think i only rmb that,
transplanting says:
other than tourism
hold the tide, says:
YEP.
hold the tide, says:
AAAG.
hold the tide, says:
hahaha
sheesh, look at her nick! :D i think we're constantly haunted by our studies :D haha, i always see people having nicks that are like, relating to what we study! :D tsk. just like the previous time, when the idea of washing test tubes was all the rage -.- bwahah. even my blog revolves around physics :D in phase; waves! <3 haha. i love the way physics is taught in cedar. i guess we all take it for granted /: but we actually get the best :D today during physics i was half asleep. bummer. 'cause we had 2 consecutive periods, since serene ng didn't come so mr yau took over /: schedule's seriously screwed. hah. i hardly concentrated. but somehow, i still pass the tests fine :D heh, not like that's anything to be happy about. but still.
the only sucky thing about physics today was that he went so fast /: wonder what that was for. to get back at us? must be /: it's always "i have very low tolerance for such stupid things that do not require a high level of knowledge." :D base got really pissed off. haha. maybe i did too, 'cause i named that tiny mountain diagram mt. yau! xD bwahah. it's only 1.7cm at its peak xD people talk about moving mountains; i make them :D
alright then, off to run :D i feel disciplined.
densely shallow.
Saturday, September 16, 2006 | 11:28 PM
yesterday was funny.
after school i stayed back to complete amath 12.2 and misc ex 12, in order that it would not be overdue /: tsk. so yeah, finally handed it in. put the class' stack into edna's mailtray. sadly, i had to let RAHH go first ): haha. 'cause she had lunch at home. yep. in the end i left the class with hh still sleeping inside :D haha, gave her a nice goodbye note on the whiteboard! :D then i wanted to go home. but it was raining and i didn't have an umbrella ): haha, so waited in the foyer. decided to be mugger so i opened my ss book to read :D read like two pages, then i saw misscomputer, tehh, retard and conhwa. they planned to walk out in the rain /: ohdear. in the end, misscomputer stayed with me. the rest left. haha. we were hungry so we went to the dining hall. kept eating /: bummer. i think i'm getting fat ): and training has stopped so.. AHH.
later on we met missyellow! :D haha. she was pathetically alone /: so joined us. haha. then she ate too. and kept on eating :Dare we that stressed? the best part was, when we could not stop laughing, misscomputer and i :D hahaha. 'cause missyellow is the ultimate! :D you know the seaweed thing, she thought that packet that helps to preserve it was like seasoning -.- ohmygosh. haha xD eat too much bei mian /: bummer. misscomputer and i have this thing for laughing; oh reminds me of the time when she slipped of the chair on the bus 'cause she laughed too hard :D haha. i make her laugh.
today zyf had youth outreach :D i brought PAIL! :D haha. it was fun, i love that game. i thought i earned quite a lot, but it proved to be otherwise ): ohwell. guess the whole purpose of that game is to illustrate the fact that no matter how successful you may be in life, in the end you will still not be accepted through the gates of heaven :D impressive slideshow on the richman vs the christian. haha. i bet it's like adobe photoshop or something :D
recently i saw marvin on 13. haha. can't believe he recognises me /: bwahah. i thought not. ohwell. he, as well as other people i've realised, think that i was so guai before. ohwell, guess i was an angel in primary school. the teachers' pet, always. that you cannot deny :D haha. quiet, serious, solemn? /: bummer. what's up with that! ): haha. i was even told that i talk to myself. wow. never knew i was in my own world of some sort. reminds me of when candace and i used to sing unwell by matchbox20 in P6 :D haha. sure, we're not crazy.
i can't help but miss. this says it all.
savin' me - nickelback
prison gates won't open up for me
on these hands and knees i'm crawlin'
oh, i reach for you
well i'm terrified of these four walls
these iron bars can't hold my soul in
all i need is you
come please i'm callin'
and oh i scream for you
hurry i'm fallin'
show me what it's like
to be the last one standing
and teach me wrong from right
and i'll show you what i can be
say it for me
say it to me
and i'll leave this life behind me
say it if it's worth saving me
heaven's gates won't open up for me
with these broken wings i'm fallin'
and all i see is you
these city walls ain't got no love for me
i'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh i scream for you
come please i'm callin'
and all i need from you
hurry i'm fallin'
hurry i'm fallin'
do i have to spell it out?
after school i stayed back to complete amath 12.2 and misc ex 12, in order that it would not be overdue /: tsk. so yeah, finally handed it in. put the class' stack into edna's mailtray. sadly, i had to let RAHH go first ): haha. 'cause she had lunch at home. yep. in the end i left the class with hh still sleeping inside :D haha, gave her a nice goodbye note on the whiteboard! :D then i wanted to go home. but it was raining and i didn't have an umbrella ): haha, so waited in the foyer. decided to be mugger so i opened my ss book to read :D read like two pages, then i saw misscomputer, tehh, retard and conhwa. they planned to walk out in the rain /: ohdear. in the end, misscomputer stayed with me. the rest left. haha. we were hungry so we went to the dining hall. kept eating /: bummer. i think i'm getting fat ): and training has stopped so.. AHH.
later on we met missyellow! :D haha. she was pathetically alone /: so joined us. haha. then she ate too. and kept on eating :D
today zyf had youth outreach :D i brought PAIL! :D haha. it was fun, i love that game. i thought i earned quite a lot, but it proved to be otherwise ): ohwell. guess the whole purpose of that game is to illustrate the fact that no matter how successful you may be in life, in the end you will still not be accepted through the gates of heaven :D impressive slideshow on the richman vs the christian. haha. i bet it's like adobe photoshop or something :D
recently i saw marvin on 13. haha. can't believe he recognises me /: bwahah. i thought not. ohwell. he, as well as other people i've realised, think that i was so guai before. ohwell, guess i was an angel in primary school. the teachers' pet, always. that you cannot deny :D haha. quiet, serious, solemn? /: bummer. what's up with that! ): haha. i was even told that i talk to myself. wow. never knew i was in my own world of some sort. reminds me of when candace and i used to sing unwell by matchbox20 in P6 :D haha. sure, we're not crazy.
i can't help but miss. this says it all.
savin' me - nickelback
prison gates won't open up for me
on these hands and knees i'm crawlin'
oh, i reach for you
well i'm terrified of these four walls
these iron bars can't hold my soul in
all i need is you
come please i'm callin'
and oh i scream for you
hurry i'm fallin'
show me what it's like
to be the last one standing
and teach me wrong from right
and i'll show you what i can be
say it for me
say it to me
and i'll leave this life behind me
say it if it's worth saving me
heaven's gates won't open up for me
with these broken wings i'm fallin'
and all i see is you
these city walls ain't got no love for me
i'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh i scream for you
come please i'm callin'
and all i need from you
hurry i'm fallin'
hurry i'm fallin'
do i have to spell it out?
Friday, September 15, 2006 | 11:18 PM
there are many retarded things to post about today :D haha, afterall, it's once said that school is the best for churning out crap. but, alas! i have no mood for such.
was surfing around for some lyrics. misscomputer too. we were going crazy over them on msn :D tsk. thought i'd share this song.
rise - saves the day
let's call it off
i've had enough of the games
if you could see into me
all my veins are tangled up
tied in knots
my heart beats slowly now
it's emptying into the streets
swirling straight away down the drains back to sea
oh when is the time
when you aren't in my mind
setting flames ravaging all my dreams
when can i finally wake
to the sunlight shining on my cheeks
and the wind sweeping me away
far away from every memory
with your face in the frame
that'll be the day
when thy sky starts burning
the earth ain't moving
we all become sane
and we rise in the morning
to kiss the scorching sun before it falls
yet again, my empty promises have led us to our demise; they have brought us to an end. and i could never tell you how i really feel, and for that i eternally apologise. i have hurt you, that fragile little one inside it all. for i have failed in my duty.
& all i have are the empty boxes to carry away your heart;
was surfing around for some lyrics. misscomputer too. we were going crazy over them on msn :D tsk. thought i'd share this song.
rise - saves the day
let's call it off
i've had enough of the games
if you could see into me
all my veins are tangled up
tied in knots
my heart beats slowly now
it's emptying into the streets
swirling straight away down the drains back to sea
oh when is the time
when you aren't in my mind
setting flames ravaging all my dreams
when can i finally wake
to the sunlight shining on my cheeks
and the wind sweeping me away
far away from every memory
with your face in the frame
that'll be the day
when thy sky starts burning
the earth ain't moving
we all become sane
and we rise in the morning
to kiss the scorching sun before it falls
yet again, my empty promises have led us to our demise; they have brought us to an end. and i could never tell you how i really feel, and for that i eternally apologise. i have hurt you, that fragile little one inside it all. for i have failed in my duty.
& all i have are the empty boxes to carry away your heart;
| 5:17 AM
this is the most retarded thing ever.
i fell asleep at 2100 last night. my entertainment source was supposed to wake me up at 2145! ): wonder what happened. anyway, i slept till 0330 -.- i didn't do anything last night! darnit. so here i am, trying to complete the history questions, and to study for geog! ): i am going to have to get ready at 0530. wth, not enough time. i need time, i need to make time. i'm confused over whether i should be happy or not. sure, i got the rest. but i didn't complete what i ought to /: bummer.
yesterday was a longggg day ): i was falling asleep during every other lesson /: can't help it i guess. thankfully it was a non-math day :D tsk. 'cause amath was replaced by geog. but i guess it's still the same; it turned into a humans day -.- three periods of humans this time, goeg geog ss/hist. bummer. the day before it was math! ): what's happening to our timetable?! screw.
after school, followed RAHH to her house again. macaroni! :D haha. then we studied a bit on wet rice cultivation, then we went off to moelc. haha, i love that place. gives me a chance to feel clever :D bwahah. it's like my 4th home now i bet /: tsk. thought i would be able to see jappy there. sadly, he didn't go. hah, i had to pathetically walk out alone ): of course, accompanied by the usual ri flood -.- thanks to eunice though, who walked me to.. the traffic light! :D hahaha. can't blame her if she doesn't feel like going for malay :D
then i went to amk. had my dental appointment. i love my dentist :D he's darnit funky. haha. well, class95 is always on his radio. and he likes to sing along to the songs :D bwahah. the previous time, he was singing to unfaithful! :D imagine that! :D hah, i bet balm nail will love him :D but ohwell, what else can you do when you're cooped up in a small room, looking at nothing but teeth and gums the whole day,making good money?! /: haha, ignore the last part :D doctors are rich people. and oh-so-clever. tsk :D i changed to pink & purple /: hahaha, i feel bimbotic right now. well, i was kinda thinking of adeline swen and miss lizah when i did that.. xD
when i got home, i charged for my cheesecake :D talked with PAIL over the phone. yay, outreach <3 haha. oh, and i got another call after that. and sure, i was entertained :D ohmygosh, so horny. ohwell, i shall refrain from going into details. later on, i spoke with fab. i wonder what it is that i have to resolve. ahwell, i will try to find out ): thanks anyway, i need time to get over this.
today's the geog test. someone congratulate me so we can say "yay" together (:
two on mind.
i fell asleep at 2100 last night. my entertainment source was supposed to wake me up at 2145! ): wonder what happened. anyway, i slept till 0330 -.- i didn't do anything last night! darnit. so here i am, trying to complete the history questions, and to study for geog! ): i am going to have to get ready at 0530. wth, not enough time. i need time, i need to make time. i'm confused over whether i should be happy or not. sure, i got the rest. but i didn't complete what i ought to /: bummer.
yesterday was a longggg day ): i was falling asleep during every other lesson /: can't help it i guess. thankfully it was a non-math day :D tsk. 'cause amath was replaced by geog. but i guess it's still the same; it turned into a humans day -.- three periods of humans this time, goeg geog ss/hist. bummer. the day before it was math! ): what's happening to our timetable?! screw.
after school, followed RAHH to her house again. macaroni! :D haha. then we studied a bit on wet rice cultivation, then we went off to moelc. haha, i love that place. gives me a chance to feel clever :D bwahah. it's like my 4th home now i bet /: tsk. thought i would be able to see jappy there. sadly, he didn't go. hah, i had to pathetically walk out alone ): of course, accompanied by the usual ri flood -.- thanks to eunice though, who walked me to.. the traffic light! :D hahaha. can't blame her if she doesn't feel like going for malay :D
then i went to amk. had my dental appointment. i love my dentist :D he's darnit funky. haha. well, class95 is always on his radio. and he likes to sing along to the songs :D bwahah. the previous time, he was singing to unfaithful! :D imagine that! :D hah, i bet balm nail will love him :D but ohwell, what else can you do when you're cooped up in a small room, looking at nothing but teeth and gums the whole day,
when i got home, i charged for my cheesecake :D talked with PAIL over the phone. yay, outreach <3 haha. oh, and i got another call after that. and sure, i was entertained :D ohmygosh, so horny. ohwell, i shall refrain from going into details. later on, i spoke with fab. i wonder what it is that i have to resolve. ahwell, i will try to find out ): thanks anyway, i need time to get over this.
today's the geog test. someone congratulate me so we can say "yay" together (:
two on mind.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 | 6:23 PM
i think i ought to be killed /: 'cause i forgot dear jasminelaw's name ): SORRY! so yep, dear jasminelaw risked her life to sms me during amath lesson! /: thanks dear :D
today was retarded :D 3rd language students had their oral exam! :D hope it went well for all of you :D of course, RAHH got some weird question. it went in circles -.- haha, so much for studying music in NUS! :D
PAIL and i wanted to mug, so we decided to accompany RAHH, yh and eunice to moelc :D well, in the end we ended up slacking /: haha, at least i did. PAIL completed her amath 10.2 ): boo. i still have to do it later. anyhow, we saw all the other cedarians there too :D by the time we reached, suria was done! haha, but adel and cheryl was like the later shift. RAHH and yh's slot was at 1530h. before, we took 13 from school to j8. on the bus, i saw marvin! haha, he came on at one of the stops, then left at the ri stop /: well, guess he doesn't recognise me anymore. tsk. we went to mos, and found ourselves a nice round table :D then we ate. PAIL and i learnt jap! :D watashi wa onaka no kara! bwahah, it means "i'm hungry" :D we kept chanting it before we got our food -.- then we went to the toilet, and PAIL and i were reminded of the previous time when we mugged physics at mos! :D bwahah, the stupid toilet paper sms incident :D heh.
we reached moelc at 1450h. eunice went off for her malay oral :D RAHH and yh continued practising. so PAIL and i decided to come up with our own oral :D hahaha. you know what 3rd language we take! it's the most difficult language to grasp! :D the ahlian language! <3 hahaha. oh, it was spastic. i said, "okay, let's start our oral!" then she said "okay, okay, i oral you!" ohmygosh, that's wayyy wrong! xD hahaha. sigh, went to moelc, only to act smart -.-
later on, jappy came. yep. french /: PAIL and i stealed a look at cheryl's french notes. OHMYGOSH, what kind of shit do they study! the oral even included role-playing?! darnit. and the topics are super CHEEM. wonder how jappy can score high for his controle /: pro. the question he got was about branded clothes! haha. apparently cheryl got the same question. and cheryl's role-play was so difficult! the teacher was the police, and suspected her of carrying illegal goods on the mrt -.- ohdear, how do i even defend myself in english, what more french! haha, "it's not me, it's not me!" :D
i have a new language tutor :D RAHH taught me a bit of jap! :D and of course, one of the first words i asked about was YELLOW. haha, ki yi! :D yep. and germany's do yi tsu. bwahah :D shall continue the lesson sometime soon :D oh, and mr chia didn't come. i know he misses us though :D haha. i love that giant lollipop i got for my birthday! :D sometimes he's the ultimate! :D and that makes me guilty, 'cause my chem sucks ):
i need to mug. exams are coming real soon ): sigh. oh, and tomorrow we're getting our progress report.darnit, why didn't mrs gay bring it today. i'm scared. screw amath! speaking of which, today we had 3 consecutive periods of math. 2 and a half hours. that's total saturation. i was dozing off. and violet had to wake me up. tsk. i guess my entertainment source is right - i need the sleep /: must try to sleep earlier! )):
every night i'm up thinking. not really sure of what. haha, how do you know it's you? xD i think i worry myself too much ): gahh.
much too late for goodbye.
today was retarded :D 3rd language students had their oral exam! :D hope it went well for all of you :D of course, RAHH got some weird question. it went in circles -.- haha, so much for studying music in NUS! :D
PAIL and i wanted to mug, so we decided to accompany RAHH, yh and eunice to moelc :D well, in the end we ended up slacking /: haha, at least i did. PAIL completed her amath 10.2 ): boo. i still have to do it later. anyhow, we saw all the other cedarians there too :D by the time we reached, suria was done! haha, but adel and cheryl was like the later shift. RAHH and yh's slot was at 1530h. before, we took 13 from school to j8. on the bus, i saw marvin! haha, he came on at one of the stops, then left at the ri stop /: well, guess he doesn't recognise me anymore. tsk. we went to mos, and found ourselves a nice round table :D then we ate. PAIL and i learnt jap! :D watashi wa onaka no kara! bwahah, it means "i'm hungry" :D we kept chanting it before we got our food -.- then we went to the toilet, and PAIL and i were reminded of the previous time when we mugged physics at mos! :D bwahah, the stupid toilet paper sms incident :D heh.
we reached moelc at 1450h. eunice went off for her malay oral :D RAHH and yh continued practising. so PAIL and i decided to come up with our own oral :D hahaha. you know what 3rd language we take! it's the most difficult language to grasp! :D the ahlian language! <3 hahaha. oh, it was spastic. i said, "okay, let's start our oral!" then she said "okay, okay, i oral you!" ohmygosh, that's wayyy wrong! xD hahaha. sigh, went to moelc, only to act smart -.-
later on, jappy came. yep. french /: PAIL and i stealed a look at cheryl's french notes. OHMYGOSH, what kind of shit do they study! the oral even included role-playing?! darnit. and the topics are super CHEEM. wonder how jappy can score high for his controle /: pro. the question he got was about branded clothes! haha. apparently cheryl got the same question. and cheryl's role-play was so difficult! the teacher was the police, and suspected her of carrying illegal goods on the mrt -.- ohdear, how do i even defend myself in english, what more french! haha, "it's not me, it's not me!" :D
i have a new language tutor :D RAHH taught me a bit of jap! :D and of course, one of the first words i asked about was YELLOW. haha, ki yi! :D yep. and germany's do yi tsu. bwahah :D shall continue the lesson sometime soon :D oh, and mr chia didn't come. i know he misses us though :D haha. i love that giant lollipop i got for my birthday! :D sometimes he's the ultimate! :D and that makes me guilty, 'cause my chem sucks ):
i need to mug. exams are coming real soon ): sigh. oh, and tomorrow we're getting our progress report.
every night i'm up thinking. not really sure of what. haha, how do you know it's you? xD i think i worry myself too much ): gahh.
much too late for goodbye.
| 12:14 AM
well then, here are the names of the people who gave me late sms-es and belated ones :D haha. in order, once again. thanks! :D
sharon, johanan, misscomputer, eryu, warren, weisan :D
plus, not forgetting the thousands of testimonials i have received by now :D also, i practically gave one to every person who sms-ed me. of course, those that came in earlier :D haha. to the rest, probably some other time when i am free! :D
today's emath was average. manageable i guess. it's always the time factor. always. sigh ): when will i ever get over it. exams are like, coming soon. GRAHH- but at least today was an okay day :D
i want to continue blogging, but people are chasing me to sleep ):
including my entertainment source. and so i shall :D
i need this, badly.
sharon, johanan, misscomputer, eryu, warren, weisan :D
plus, not forgetting the thousands of testimonials i have received by now :D also, i practically gave one to every person who sms-ed me. of course, those that came in earlier :D haha. to the rest, probably some other time when i am free! :D
today's emath was average. manageable i guess. it's always the time factor. always. sigh ): when will i ever get over it. exams are like, coming soon. GRAHH- but at least today was an okay day :D
i want to continue blogging, but people are chasing me to sleep ):
including my entertainment source. and so i shall :D
i need this, badly.
Monday, September 11, 2006 | 11:41 PM
take me home.
would you kiss her tear-stained face,
& hold her cold, shaking and guilt-stricken frame?
would you kiss her tear-stained face,
& hold her cold, shaking and guilt-stricken frame?
| 9:57 PM
well, there's only approximately 2 hours left of 11 september 2006. but i'm glad this post made it :D at least i get to wish myself "happy birthday" :D bwahah.
so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELYSSA! (:
thanks everyone, for your sms-es, tags, testimonials, gifts, hugs, kisses, time and birthday wishes :D i love you all! :D so here are the names of the people whom i received sms-es from, in the order that they came in. hope i don't leave anyone out; if i did, please tag! i deserved to bekilled for not remembering someone as nice as you :D hah.
RAHH, athalie, davin, lifen, zl, stepdaughter, dajie, fab, vicky, yl, jappy, veron, suria, PAIL, cyril, rw, jayne, dhilshad, pamella, my brother!, denyse, winghay, my mom!, suuz, joey, cindy, nick, achala, jieyang, cy :D
thanks people :D haha. there are thirty! :D woohoo, the most ever. but i must say, the number of sms-es was more than the number of people :D bwahah. 'cause people sent me more than one! people like BALM NAIL, dhilshad, cy, RAHH and fab :D anyhow, i decided to try and give people nice titles :D hope they're fine. i was bored /: tsk.
1st sms that came in - RAHH
most number of sms-es - balmnail! (one per hour! :D)
longest sms - fab
shortest sms - cy
all CAPS! :D - davin
and of course, those that were rather unexpected - suria, veron, achala :D haha.
well, when i went to school..
1st to wish me - visha
1st present i received - from RAHH! :D
1st person i hugged - rainpartner!; BASE
1st person to hug me - vidhya
1st handshake i got - amira
my BIRTHDAY KISS! - inezlau the love-spreader :D
i got a total of THREE birthday songs :D of course, thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday too. and, to 3/O and the peecees for your song! :D
haha, i feel like i just made some kind of thankyou speech at the emmy's -.- bwahah :D right then, i'm finally done! :D
fifteen.
there's still time.
so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELYSSA! (:
thanks everyone, for your sms-es, tags, testimonials, gifts, hugs, kisses, time and birthday wishes :D i love you all! :D so here are the names of the people whom i received sms-es from, in the order that they came in. hope i don't leave anyone out; if i did, please tag! i deserved to be
RAHH, athalie, davin, lifen, zl, stepdaughter, dajie, fab, vicky, yl, jappy, veron, suria, PAIL, cyril, rw, jayne, dhilshad, pamella, my brother!, denyse, winghay, my mom!, suuz, joey, cindy, nick, achala, jieyang, cy :D
thanks people :D haha. there are thirty! :D woohoo, the most ever. but i must say, the number of sms-es was more than the number of people :D bwahah. 'cause people sent me more than one! people like BALM NAIL, dhilshad, cy, RAHH and fab :D anyhow, i decided to try and give people nice titles :D hope they're fine. i was bored /: tsk.
1st sms that came in - RAHH
most number of sms-es - balmnail! (one per hour! :D)
longest sms - fab
shortest sms - cy
all CAPS! :D - davin
and of course, those that were rather unexpected - suria, veron, achala :D haha.
well, when i went to school..
1st to wish me - visha
1st present i received - from RAHH! :D
1st person i hugged - rainpartner!; BASE
1st person to hug me - vidhya
1st handshake i got - amira
my BIRTHDAY KISS! - inezlau the love-spreader :D
i got a total of THREE birthday songs :D of course, thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday too. and, to 3/O and the peecees for your song! :D
haha, i feel like i just made some kind of thankyou speech at the emmy's -.- bwahah :D right then, i'm finally done! :D
fifteen.
there's still time.
Sunday, September 10, 2006 | 6:10 PM
OH YAY! :D
my counter has past 10000! :D what a nice present for my 15th birthday! :D haha. oh darnit, i don't want to grow old ): 15 is way too old for me. sigh. but life goes on, aye? :D
i'm trying to be happy today, but it's not that easy, really. i get a new computer, but what the shit - my dad's gonna put on some password -.- just so i won't use it that often. hey, if you hate the idea of me staying up on the computer, then don't see me on it! GO SLEEP. wth ): pissed. so i guess this time i'm really gonna be banned. (for those who know what happened the previous time, all i can say is: HAH. i am clever! :D) it's okay, as with the previous time - and probably all other times to come - i will find a way. they can't stop me :D tsk. howrebellious. but i don't care.
so i can't wish myself happy birthday at 0000h tonight?! what the hell. i feel deprived, i really do. this is so freaking unfair. BUMMER ):
oh, and just in case.. happyearly birthday to danny, quincy, eva, yusin and jeff! :D
you can make me whole again.
my counter has past 10000! :D what a nice present for my 15th birthday! :D haha. oh darnit, i don't want to grow old ): 15 is way too old for me. sigh. but life goes on, aye? :D
i'm trying to be happy today, but it's not that easy, really. i get a new computer, but what the shit - my dad's gonna put on some password -.- just so i won't use it that often. hey, if you hate the idea of me staying up on the computer, then don't see me on it! GO SLEEP. wth ): pissed. so i guess this time i'm really gonna be banned. (for those who know what happened the previous time, all i can say is: HAH. i am clever! :D) it's okay, as with the previous time - and probably all other times to come - i will find a way. they can't stop me :D tsk. how
so i can't wish myself happy birthday at 0000h tonight?! what the hell. i feel deprived, i really do. this is so freaking unfair. BUMMER ):
oh, and just in case.. happy
you can make me whole again.
| 5:15 PM
haha, i was supposed to post about my retarded online conversations with people! :D but then, my NEW COMPUTER just came (wow, jappy! you are suan-ed :D), so the harddisk isn't transferred over yet. sad /: 'cause all my conversation history is in there! :D or rather, the chat log. ohwell. will wait till my dad gets it over :D hah. till then, you people can just wait in suspense. not like it's anything to get excited about, really /: just, it's lame :D hah.
well, i wanted to post about ytd! but i wasn't allowed on the computer last night /: fab suggested helping me post :D but, haha. that's weird. ohwell. so about ytd. nothing much really :D just that, i went to a club! :D haha, jappy thought i went clubbing! :D he was like "! to go clubbing? you are underaged!" TSK. so i went "yeah i sure am :D haha. but guess i look old enough eh? or maybe, a better word would be, mature /: bwahah." CRAZY! xD whoever thinks i'm that wild! /: imagine, a wild prefect. ohmygosh, wayyy wrong. i'm not, loose? /: bummer. i don't wear chaojimini skirts and feed on esctasy! /: hahaha :D
i went to a town club :D haha, those high class don't know what crap that requires membership. they have everything inside :D we went to play badminton. but i know i suck at it ): haha, must never play with missyellow! :D haha, still rmb the time when we stayed back for leaders' invest and we played in the MPH! :D anyways, i played one game. and of course, i lost. after the game, my entertainment source (whose identity is kept secret :D) went to church! ): aww, so i had to find other people :D fab kept me company. after the badminton, went bowling! :D i suck at it ): but, did a pretty good score ytd! 131! haha :D that's good enough, the fact that i'm not even a pro /: haha.
oh yes, tonight i am going for my birthday dinner! :D i can't wait. this is going to be absolutely wonderful :D
POSH, as usual :D i love anything with class. first class, might i add :D and i love good food. hah.
oh, talk about birthday :D just changed my skin, as you can see. again, it's one those THIS-SKIN-IS-MEANT-ONLY-FOR-ELYSSA skins again :D by dear missyellow <3 thankyou :D haha, my PRE-present; i love it! and oh, not forgetting fab's present :D thanks for it too :D i was really touched, and ohmygosh those tears :D haha. woohoo, tmr's the first day of school (albeit dreaded, it's also my birthday so..) and i think i can expect presents! :D i so love my schoolmates! haha.
watching avril's music videos on youtube :D i've loved avril all along, probably i just hit on the mvs a little slow! :D bwahah. guess they really do have everything on youtube! haha, i love the jss video on yusin's blog! :D haha. HYUNBIN! :D haha, i bet dajie is crazy over him. well, more than missyellow and i, obviously.
empty people filled with care.
this, for you.
well, i wanted to post about ytd! but i wasn't allowed on the computer last night /: fab suggested helping me post :D but, haha. that's weird. ohwell. so about ytd. nothing much really :D just that, i went to a club! :D haha, jappy thought i went clubbing! :D he was like "! to go clubbing? you are underaged!" TSK. so i went "yeah i sure am :D haha. but guess i look old enough eh? or maybe, a better word would be, mature /: bwahah." CRAZY! xD whoever thinks i'm that wild! /: imagine, a wild prefect. ohmygosh, wayyy wrong. i'm not, loose? /: bummer. i don't wear chaojimini skirts and feed on esctasy! /: hahaha :D
i went to a town club :D haha, those high class don't know what crap that requires membership. they have everything inside :D we went to play badminton. but i know i suck at it ): haha, must never play with missyellow! :D haha, still rmb the time when we stayed back for leaders' invest and we played in the MPH! :D anyways, i played one game. and of course, i lost. after the game, my entertainment source (whose identity is kept secret :D) went to church! ): aww, so i had to find other people :D fab kept me company. after the badminton, went bowling! :D i suck at it ): but, did a pretty good score ytd! 131! haha :D that's good enough, the fact that i'm not even a pro /: haha.
oh yes, tonight i am going for my birthday dinner! :D i can't wait. this is going to be absolutely wonderful :D
POSH, as usual :D i love anything with class. first class, might i add :D and i love good food. hah.
oh, talk about birthday :D just changed my skin, as you can see. again, it's one those THIS-SKIN-IS-MEANT-ONLY-FOR-ELYSSA skins again :D by dear missyellow <3 thankyou :D haha, my PRE-present; i love it! and oh, not forgetting fab's present :D thanks for it too :D i was really touched, and ohmygosh those tears :D haha. woohoo, tmr's the first day of school (albeit dreaded, it's also my birthday so..) and i think i can expect presents! :D i so love my schoolmates! haha.
watching avril's music videos on youtube :D i've loved avril all along, probably i just hit on the mvs a little slow! :D bwahah. guess they really do have everything on youtube! haha, i love the jss video on yusin's blog! :D haha. HYUNBIN! :D haha, i bet dajie is crazy over him. well, more than missyellow and i, obviously.
empty people filled with care.
this, for you.
Saturday, September 09, 2006 | 12:57 AM
today went studying with fab, ate at sakae. finally! :D haha.
but guess i didn't talk much, despite the fact that it's a mugging session and not chatting session. ohwell /: i think i have a small appetite recently. hardly ate much. but the softshell crabs are love! <3 haha, this is to make davin jealous /: bwahah. i am such a meanie :D
anyway thanks davin, for all the songs! :D my song library! :D especially emo ones. hahaha. plus missyellow too! <3 haha. relient k! :D bwahah.
not a boy who runs and hides,
but guess i didn't talk much, despite the fact that it's a mugging session and not chatting session. ohwell /: i think i have a small appetite recently. hardly ate much. but the softshell crabs are love! <3 haha, this is to make davin jealous /: bwahah. i am such a meanie :D
anyway thanks davin, for all the songs! :D my song library! :D especially emo ones. hahaha. plus missyellow too! <3 haha. relient k! :D bwahah.
not a boy who runs and hides,
Friday, September 08, 2006 | 12:14 AM
as promised, gonna blog about yesterday! :D haha. it's like 2359h now -.- hah.
i was waiting for RAHH the whole morning, 'cause she was in school. had choir then obs. haha :D at one point i got so impatient, 'cause it was past 1400h! ): almost wanted to go to school and look for her. i was almost pissed. thankfully though, fab was there to make sure that i was not impulsive! :D hahah. so i decided to wait nicely. chatted with fab online till he went off to do filing. so i started on my zuowen :D until finally, i called RAHH and she coincidentally just switched on her phone. hah. it was like, 1500h then! /: bwahah.
so she went to j8 from school. i took 156 :D and i was late, 'cause i missed my bus! BUMMER ): hah. she wait for me at the bus stop. after which, we went to eat lunch at macs at 3plus. hah. both of us didn't take anything earlier /: bwahah. then we nicely gave up the seat for some people! they were waiting for so long, pathetic. i had to eat my fries so fast at the last part /: bwahah. but we were rushing to mug anyway.
earlier, i asked jappy if the place was crowded. he said "only a bit". but when we went there, it was like! EVERYONE was there. darnit ): saw many cedarians. haha, even leader audrey. had to sit on the floor! wanted to sit at those jutting out cubicle thingies, but couldn't find any ): SAD. while we were trying to find a spot, there were these two little boys, so cute. haha, MURDERER! :D one of them was holding a book and went around shooting people with it :D bwahah. his friend was so embarrassed, like "man, this guy is really crazy." then he smacked his forehead :D haha.
so we sat in front of this room called "quiet reading room" :D bwahah. and then there were these ahlians behind us!! ): SO NOISY. talk and talk. and oh, spare me the language! darn. hah. so we decided to change place :D mean, i know. but what can we do. cannot concentrate /: so we shifted to this some other nicer place :D haha. there was this little girl who kept staring at our work! freaky /:
i met lifen there! cool :D haha. she was there to mug too. didn't even see her; she came to pat my head. haha. i did zuowen, while RAHH did emath. later on, we both did a little geog. sadly, we started late. so there wasn't much time ): anyway, jappy came later on. to borrow a book for his sister! it was xi you ji -.- hahaha. then RAHH and i got this sms from debo, asking us to print our crustal movement notes for the group! shit, we had put it off /: so we hurriedly went to look for geog books! :D found it in the reference section. i.e, it cannot be borrowed!! ): hah. so had to photocopy. guess how many pages! THIRTY! bummer ):
then later, RAHH's family came. they were all going to j8 for dinner! so poor me ): hah. but jappy was nice :D since he lives at ave3, gave me a ride home :D haha. THANKS! :D well, i was dao,as usual. haha. anyway he was talking with his mom so yeah :D it was quite weird lah. imposing. heh.
today i managed to hand in all my chinese hw, even those overdue :D YAY. though we stayed till 1700h, but i guess that's not the point.furthermore she went home. darnit. okay, whatever :D geog class was totally screwed. gahh-
but PR cleaning was good i guess :D it's so neat and nice now! :D love it. haha. in the end didn't even have exco meeting after that -.- but we still had sec 3s meeting. and I AM DONE WITH TYPING THE MINUTES! people, say i am pro! :D woohoo. haha.
YAY, tmr mugging again! :D
for she chose to unlock that which trust cannot battle;
i was waiting for RAHH the whole morning, 'cause she was in school. had choir then obs. haha :D at one point i got so impatient, 'cause it was past 1400h! ): almost wanted to go to school and look for her. i was almost pissed. thankfully though, fab was there to make sure that i was not impulsive! :D hahah. so i decided to wait nicely. chatted with fab online till he went off to do filing. so i started on my zuowen :D until finally, i called RAHH and she coincidentally just switched on her phone. hah. it was like, 1500h then! /: bwahah.
so she went to j8 from school. i took 156 :D and i was late, 'cause i missed my bus! BUMMER ): hah. she wait for me at the bus stop. after which, we went to eat lunch at macs at 3plus. hah. both of us didn't take anything earlier /: bwahah. then we nicely gave up the seat for some people! they were waiting for so long, pathetic. i had to eat my fries so fast at the last part /: bwahah. but we were rushing to mug anyway.
earlier, i asked jappy if the place was crowded. he said "only a bit". but when we went there, it was like! EVERYONE was there. darnit ): saw many cedarians. haha, even leader audrey. had to sit on the floor! wanted to sit at those jutting out cubicle thingies, but couldn't find any ): SAD. while we were trying to find a spot, there were these two little boys, so cute. haha, MURDERER! :D one of them was holding a book and went around shooting people with it :D bwahah. his friend was so embarrassed, like "man, this guy is really crazy." then he smacked his forehead :D haha.
so we sat in front of this room called "quiet reading room" :D bwahah. and then there were these ahlians behind us!! ): SO NOISY. talk and talk. and oh, spare me the language! darn. hah. so we decided to change place :D mean, i know. but what can we do. cannot concentrate /: so we shifted to this some other nicer place :D haha. there was this little girl who kept staring at our work! freaky /:
i met lifen there! cool :D haha. she was there to mug too. didn't even see her; she came to pat my head. haha. i did zuowen, while RAHH did emath. later on, we both did a little geog. sadly, we started late. so there wasn't much time ): anyway, jappy came later on. to borrow a book for his sister! it was xi you ji -.- hahaha. then RAHH and i got this sms from debo, asking us to print our crustal movement notes for the group! shit, we had put it off /: so we hurriedly went to look for geog books! :D found it in the reference section. i.e, it cannot be borrowed!! ): hah. so had to photocopy. guess how many pages! THIRTY! bummer ):
then later, RAHH's family came. they were all going to j8 for dinner! so poor me ): hah. but jappy was nice :D since he lives at ave3, gave me a ride home :D haha. THANKS! :D well, i was dao,
today i managed to hand in all my chinese hw, even those overdue :D YAY. though we stayed till 1700h, but i guess that's not the point.
but PR cleaning was good i guess :D it's so neat and nice now! :D love it. haha. in the end didn't even have exco meeting after that -.- but we still had sec 3s meeting. and I AM DONE WITH TYPING THE MINUTES! people, say i am pro! :D woohoo. haha.
YAY, tmr mugging again! :D
for she chose to unlock that which trust cannot battle;
Thursday, September 07, 2006 | 1:34 AM
yesterday mugging with RAHH was fun :D
wish i had more time to blog about it. well, i shall. but later today. hah.
woohoo, sanshun is nice :D but i can't believe that stupid guy, he's such a jerk /: it's so clear that he has fallen for her, yet he refuses to say. he kicked her bicycle! /: darnit. he freakingly denied it! BUMMER. but isn't this what all guys are like? ): sigh. but she's right. poor her. those things you did, it meant "i like you." don't you know what that means; don't you know how sensitive girls can be. even if you didn't mean it that way, i know she'd probably have read it that way.'cause that's what she wants to hear. since it's a "no", why not just forget it. why put her through so much misery /: yes, you are not his plaything! :D hah, so he can just toy with your feelings like that, and say "sorry you misunderstood"? great /: well, that was tuesday's episode.
then yesterday, he confessed. finally. hah. but now, can a man have both? he has to let go of one.well, me. sad, ain't it ): skinny people don't always win! damn that bamboo :D
it's times like these that i can't help but think.
well, i know i shouldn't.
what if i gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you?
oh, so that's my motivation?
i should just keep wishing.
GAMEOVER; motion.
wish i had more time to blog about it. well, i shall. but later today. hah.
woohoo, sanshun is nice :D but i can't believe that stupid guy, he's such a jerk /: it's so clear that he has fallen for her, yet he refuses to say. he kicked her bicycle! /: darnit. he freakingly denied it! BUMMER. but isn't this what all guys are like? ): sigh. but she's right. poor her. those things you did, it meant "i like you." don't you know what that means; don't you know how sensitive girls can be. even if you didn't mean it that way, i know she'd probably have read it that way.
then yesterday, he confessed. finally. hah. but now, can a man have both? he has to let go of one.
it's times like these that i can't help but think.
well, i know i shouldn't.
what if i gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you?
oh, so that's my motivation?
i should just keep wishing.
GAMEOVER; motion.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 | 12:44 PM
I AM GOING TO MUG WITH RAHH TODAY! <3
i cannot wait :D soon. haha. the only sad thing is that i know bishan will be so crowded /: ohwell, and don't think i can make it in time to see jappy. haha.
oh, and can't wait to eat with FABIAN KHO sometime soon. hah. friday? hm, then we can study /: and of course, talk about being powerful. i will have no choice but to study. probably he will just be looking on. ohdear, how scary /: hahaha.
that simply means,
"i've fallen."
i cannot wait :D soon. haha. the only sad thing is that i know bishan will be so crowded /: ohwell, and don't think i can make it in time to see jappy. haha.
oh, and can't wait to eat with FABIAN KHO sometime soon. hah. friday? hm, then we can study /: and of course, talk about being powerful. i will have no choice but to study. probably he will just be looking on. ohdear, how scary /: hahaha.
that simply means,
"i've fallen."
| 11:40 AM
due to the influx of tags - or should i say spamming :D - i'm hereby forced to reply them, before the number gets frighteningly alarming :D well, it kinda already has. i shall count the number of tag replies once i'm done and you'll see :D so here goes.
tag replies;
j: uh, hi? WHO ARE YOU? /:
weepeng: hahaha, YES I KNOW HER! :D and she has the same name as my chinese name /: my friend's sister! :D
cy: haha, YAY CHENYANG IS HERE? /: hah :D
cy: aww, that's sad ): maybe 'cause she has more things to tell me! :D bwahah.
stepdaughter: haha, thanks! :D yes, dodgeball rocked so much 'cause mr yau was there! <3 hahaha. he acted like a little kid /: how cool.
JASMINELAW: YES, YES! ohman, you two! like our nightmare /: hahaha, kidding :D but yes, i was like your slave okay! i was nice! :Doh wait, i still am :D bwahah.
JASMINELAW: YAY, 602 is LOVE <3
JASMINELAW: haha, only three and you call that many /: damn you :D haha. look what three is like now, compared to the amount we tag! :D bwahah.
olly: HEYHEYHEY OLLY ! :D
olly: hahahah, then please do tag TAG! :D
olly: yeah, i love 602! :D haha.
olly: go high, go high! :D hahaha.
olly: YEP! :D MUST TAG ME MORE :D HAH.
dajie: thanks dajie :D you jiayou too! promos coming :D
JASMINELAW: yes jasminelaw my dear! :D i love you! hahaha.
JASMINELAW: haha, i already told you what would happen.. at your cbox! :D
JASMINELAW: darkness /: rmb my black story! <3 haha.
JASMINELAW: haha, fairywands! :D coool.
JASMINELAW: okay, i will spam you :D
KiM: haha, okay. thanks :D
cy: YOYOYO! :D
cy: aww man! /: poor bed. i love that bed! :D haha.
cy: hah, can guess! /:
cy: sheesh, i bet you turned into a maid for that day /: sad.
cy: okay, THEN GO BE A MAID! :D bwahah. but i know it's worth it, since you love us :D haha.
missyellow: haha, YEAH! i don't care, this year we're gonna have a better intake! :D
JASMINELAW: YES! :D get excited! :D hah.
JASMINELAW: yes, yes! :D haha.
JASMINELAW: bwahah. passing an order again?! :D
JASMINELAW: haha, listening :D
JASMINELAW: YAY MY DARLING EX-TABLEPARTNER IS HERE <3
JASMINELAW: hah, dinnertime :D it was like. 2109hr at that time you tagged! /:
JASMINELAW: yeah, sure is :D ppg is like, BEDTIME! /: i think yours should be like, before computertime or something :D
JASMINELAW: no i am not lousy! /:
JASMINELAW: i did?! i didn't! ):
JASMINELAW: no i passed! with walking colours!
JASMINELAW: hahaha, EVIL! :D
JASMINELAW: sheesh! it's not promote, if ever /: it's like, IMPROVE or something /: hahaha! :D
JASMINELAW: sheesh, makes him sound too important! /: haha, like some big boss -.-
JASMINELAW: you still have no idea how to change?! darnit /:
JASMINELAW: hah, OUCH! ):
JASMINELAW: yes, yes! i will wait :D bwahahah. then we can exchange presents on that day -.-
JASMINELAW: how could you! i trust you wouldn't :D your memory is the pro one, rmb! :D
JASMINELAW: let's countdown? hah :D
JASMINELAW: 2!
JASMINELAW: sheesh, it ain't ):
cy: they are! /: haha.
cy: haha, i am not exactly concerned about the poem that date! more like the xbox 360 thing /: and because MONDAY IS 11th SEPT! :D
cy: hahaha, sure :D
cy: ohmy /: better get it off! people can xiang wai! /: TSK.
cy: sheesh! but yes, you are amusing :D
cy: bwahah. i faint at your shamelessness :D
cy: YES, ANYTHING FOR US IS WORTH IT! <3 hahah.
stepson-in-law: thankyou, thankyou :D
stepson-in-law: hahaha, not specially :D chill, dear!
dajie: haha, YES! it happened! our mini zoo outing <3 yay.
dajie: takecare too, dajie :D love.
RAHH: bwahah! :D yes, it sure did :D
RAHH: aww ): boring. i was in school when you tagged! haha, orrr meeting :D
JASMINELAW: hahaha, people just absolutely LOVE to tag me, what can i say? :D tsk.
JASMINELAW: hah! mr sia is in for it :D woohoo.
JASMINELAW: YES YES YES! now it's my turn to rub my hands in anticipation :D
JASMINELAW: LOVE!! :D
JASMINELAW: cannot be lazy, it's for your dear ex-tablepartner! :D hahaha.
JASMINELAW: yes, must say nevermind :D
JASMINELAW: we must all be nice, only then will the world be peaceful! :D
JASMINELAW: hah :D
JASMINELAW: yes yes, i do see :D
JASMINELAW: RULE-ABIDING THING?! :D okay, i admit i am one :D tsk!
JASMINELAW: typho /:
JASMINELAW: haha, why aren't you not a good typer? :D
JASMINELAW: hahaha, not lousy /:
JASMINELAW: ooh, the keyboard does crazy things when it's high, eh? sure, darnit :D
JASMINELAW: haha, more like, let YOU be random :D
JASMINELAW: i want to eat mushroom chicken pasta! :D
JASMINELAW: YAY, FOUR :D
JASMINELAW: 3!
JASMINELAW: ohmygosh, CHUAA-EY! :D
JASMINELAW: i love you too, jasminelaw dearest.
olly: OLLY OLLY OLLY!
olly: yes, yes, please do :D you must hold a competition against jasminelaw dearest! :D
olly: haha, MONDAY /:
olly: YAY, RAINBOW! :D hahaha.
olly: no, it's YELLOW YELLOW YELLOW! :D
olly: sheesh, brothers! /: just tell me about it, dear! ):
olly: it's okay! :D i will try to go spam yours! :D
olly: YES THEY CAN GET SO ANNOYING AT TIMES ):
olly: childish!! ): haha.
olly: hahaha. it's anyw ay! :D
olly: okay! :D thanks!
weishan: HELLO ORRR DE! :D
cy: hahah, yes you flood mine :D thankyou!
cy: no, that's not really called like mad! haha :D you should see jasminelaw dearest's. hah :D
cy: AWW MAN ): just because i am not as effective in persuading and cajouling people to tag me! BUMMER.
cy: jin sanshun!! :D haha.
cy: haha, really? i don't think so /:
cy: hah :D
cy: you win? :D i really think people should start seeing how much jasminelaw dearest tags! /:
cy: okay! :D thanks! :D
cy: they sure are. KOREAN! :D
cy: sheesh! :D hahaha. before this i was crazy over da chang jin and a lot of others like little bride :D bwahah.
JASMINELAW: hahaha, EVIL MINIONS! :D
JASMINELAW: jasminelaw! you didn't come back ):
huiyi: HELLO! :D
missyellow: TSK, what? /:
weishan: YES YES! :D we rock at it. bwahah. thank God we didn't have to perform, eh? :D
olly: BOO! :D
weishan: hahaha. actually i like to :D a lot. but then in cbox it turns out as some disgusting emoticon. so i have to substitute :D with (: ! hahah :D
weishan: really?! :D haha. nope, only two brothers. yep.
weishan: hahaha, laugh? :D
weishan: WEISHAN! ohmygosh, you SLOW! :D
dajie: yep, i had a lot fun :D thanks for making it possible. takecare, and jiayou with the mugging! :D love.
done!(:
okay, that's like 111 tag replies in total! :D bwahah. thanks for flooding me, people! :D love.
tag replies;
j: uh, hi? WHO ARE YOU? /:
weepeng: hahaha, YES I KNOW HER! :D and she has the same name as my chinese name /: my friend's sister! :D
cy: haha, YAY CHENYANG IS HERE? /: hah :D
cy: aww, that's sad ): maybe 'cause she has more things to tell me! :D bwahah.
stepdaughter: haha, thanks! :D yes, dodgeball rocked so much 'cause mr yau was there! <3 hahaha. he acted like a little kid /: how cool.
JASMINELAW: YES, YES! ohman, you two! like our nightmare /: hahaha, kidding :D but yes, i was like your slave okay! i was nice! :D
JASMINELAW: YAY, 602 is LOVE <3
JASMINELAW: haha, only three and you call that many /: damn you :D haha. look what three is like now, compared to the amount we tag! :D bwahah.
olly: HEYHEYHEY OLLY ! :D
olly: hahahah, then please do tag TAG! :D
olly: yeah, i love 602! :D haha.
olly: go high, go high! :D hahaha.
olly: YEP! :D MUST TAG ME MORE :D HAH.
dajie: thanks dajie :D you jiayou too! promos coming :D
JASMINELAW: yes jasminelaw my dear! :D i love you! hahaha.
JASMINELAW: haha, i already told you what would happen.. at your cbox! :D
JASMINELAW: darkness /: rmb my black story! <3 haha.
JASMINELAW: haha, fairywands! :D coool.
JASMINELAW: okay, i will spam you :D
KiM: haha, okay. thanks :D
cy: YOYOYO! :D
cy: aww man! /: poor bed. i love that bed! :D haha.
cy: hah, can guess! /:
cy: sheesh, i bet you turned into a maid for that day /: sad.
cy: okay, THEN GO BE A MAID! :D bwahah. but i know it's worth it, since you love us :D haha.
missyellow: haha, YEAH! i don't care, this year we're gonna have a better intake! :D
JASMINELAW: YES! :D get excited! :D hah.
JASMINELAW: yes, yes! :D haha.
JASMINELAW: bwahah. passing an order again?! :D
JASMINELAW: haha, listening :D
JASMINELAW: YAY MY DARLING EX-TABLEPARTNER IS HERE <3
JASMINELAW: hah, dinnertime :D it was like. 2109hr at that time you tagged! /:
JASMINELAW: yeah, sure is :D ppg is like, BEDTIME! /: i think yours should be like, before computertime or something :D
JASMINELAW: no i am not lousy! /:
JASMINELAW: i did?! i didn't! ):
JASMINELAW: no i passed! with walking colours!
JASMINELAW: hahaha, EVIL! :D
JASMINELAW: sheesh! it's not promote, if ever /: it's like, IMPROVE or something /: hahaha! :D
JASMINELAW: sheesh, makes him sound too important! /: haha, like some big boss -.-
JASMINELAW: you still have no idea how to change?! darnit /:
JASMINELAW: hah, OUCH! ):
JASMINELAW: yes, yes! i will wait :D bwahahah. then we can exchange presents on that day -.-
JASMINELAW: how could you! i trust you wouldn't :D your memory is the pro one, rmb! :D
JASMINELAW: let's countdown? hah :D
JASMINELAW: 2!
JASMINELAW: sheesh, it ain't ):
cy: they are! /: haha.
cy: haha, i am not exactly concerned about the poem that date! more like the xbox 360 thing /: and because MONDAY IS 11th SEPT! :D
cy: hahaha, sure :D
cy: ohmy /: better get it off! people can xiang wai! /: TSK.
cy: sheesh! but yes, you are amusing :D
cy: bwahah. i faint at your shamelessness :D
cy: YES, ANYTHING FOR US IS WORTH IT! <3 hahah.
stepson-in-law: thankyou, thankyou :D
stepson-in-law: hahaha, not specially :D chill, dear!
dajie: haha, YES! it happened! our mini zoo outing <3 yay.
dajie: takecare too, dajie :D love.
RAHH: bwahah! :D yes, it sure did :D
RAHH: aww ): boring. i was in school when you tagged! haha, orrr meeting :D
JASMINELAW: hahaha, people just absolutely LOVE to tag me, what can i say? :D tsk.
JASMINELAW: hah! mr sia is in for it :D woohoo.
JASMINELAW: YES YES YES! now it's my turn to rub my hands in anticipation :D
JASMINELAW: LOVE!! :D
JASMINELAW: cannot be lazy, it's for your dear ex-tablepartner! :D hahaha.
JASMINELAW: yes, must say nevermind :D
JASMINELAW: we must all be nice, only then will the world be peaceful! :D
JASMINELAW: hah :D
JASMINELAW: yes yes, i do see :D
JASMINELAW: RULE-ABIDING THING?! :D okay, i admit i am one :D tsk!
JASMINELAW: typho /:
JASMINELAW: haha, why aren't you not a good typer? :D
JASMINELAW: hahaha, not lousy /:
JASMINELAW: ooh, the keyboard does crazy things when it's high, eh? sure, darnit :D
JASMINELAW: haha, more like, let YOU be random :D
JASMINELAW: i want to eat mushroom chicken pasta! :D
JASMINELAW: YAY, FOUR :D
JASMINELAW: 3!
JASMINELAW: ohmygosh, CHUAA-EY! :D
JASMINELAW: i love you too, jasminelaw dearest.
olly: OLLY OLLY OLLY!
olly: yes, yes, please do :D you must hold a competition against jasminelaw dearest! :D
olly: haha, MONDAY /:
olly: YAY, RAINBOW! :D hahaha.
olly: no, it's YELLOW YELLOW YELLOW! :D
olly: sheesh, brothers! /: just tell me about it, dear! ):
olly: it's okay! :D i will try to go spam yours! :D
olly: YES THEY CAN GET SO ANNOYING AT TIMES ):
olly: childish!! ): haha.
olly: hahaha. it's anyw ay! :D
olly: okay! :D thanks!
weishan: HELLO ORRR DE! :D
cy: hahah, yes you flood mine :D thankyou!
cy: no, that's not really called like mad! haha :D you should see jasminelaw dearest's. hah :D
cy: AWW MAN ): just because i am not as effective in persuading and cajouling people to tag me! BUMMER.
cy: jin sanshun!! :D haha.
cy: haha, really? i don't think so /:
cy: hah :D
cy: you win? :D i really think people should start seeing how much jasminelaw dearest tags! /:
cy: okay! :D thanks! :D
cy: they sure are. KOREAN! :D
cy: sheesh! :D hahaha. before this i was crazy over da chang jin and a lot of others like little bride :D bwahah.
JASMINELAW: hahaha, EVIL MINIONS! :D
JASMINELAW: jasminelaw! you didn't come back ):
huiyi: HELLO! :D
missyellow: TSK, what? /:
weishan: YES YES! :D we rock at it. bwahah. thank God we didn't have to perform, eh? :D
olly: BOO! :D
weishan: hahaha. actually i like to :D a lot. but then in cbox it turns out as some disgusting emoticon. so i have to substitute :D with (: ! hahah :D
weishan: really?! :D haha. nope, only two brothers. yep.
weishan: hahaha, laugh? :D
weishan: WEISHAN! ohmygosh, you SLOW! :D
dajie: yep, i had a lot fun :D thanks for making it possible. takecare, and jiayou with the mugging! :D love.
done!(:
okay, that's like 111 tag replies in total! :D bwahah. thanks for flooding me, people! :D love.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 | 10:30 PM
today is a happy day.
surprising, i know. i mean, ytd was close to the end of the world afterall.
i woke up late, 'cause i refused to. the alarm clock rang and i switched it off :D hah. till the very last moment when i just had absolutely no choice that i pulled myself up from bed. then i rushed. planned to skip breakfast, but i couldn't get past my dad. BUMMER. had to eat that oh-so-appetizing swissroll :D i enjoyed it. so i rushed to school. met jaime on the way in. i still had time for a nice chat. how uncanny. then i started to walk faster than my usual pace. well, you should know howfast that means. great, i ended up 30 minutes late. thank God for weishan and GC :D we went in, and they made me go in first! keep pushing me! like wth /: but whatever, i decided to just take the lead. edna was kinda disappointed that of all people it had to be elyssa that was late. but hey, heck. she wanted us to perform during the break; thankfully she forgot all about it and time did not permit for such.
i tried to concentrate, honestly. but i sat all the way at the back. and seriously the TMP isn't exactly the best venue to hold a lesson. what more, amath! i could hardly see what was written on the board. tried to strain my eyes (maybe i need new glasses) but that ended up in a headache. so i just copied blindly from weishan. when it was over, i was pissed. i came all the way and i didn't understand a thing. that's as good as a plain WASTE OF TIME. darnit.
after that, accompanied XR to fbt warehouse. say i'm nice, someone! :D met my track juniors there. they got lost, on the way. imagine. they were walking around for like one hour /: should've told me; if only they knew. some things are just so unpredictable. we wanted to buy non-holey fbt shorts. but there was no stock /: in the end she decided on this orange and white running top. it was retarded, 'cause we tried it out, and wore it over our blouses :D hah. and coincidentally this guy came in /: spastic.
then she told me i could take 153. i was going to kovan. my lunch appointment with dajie and zhenluan! :D yay. to celebrate my birthday. we went to pizzahut :D i was so retardedly blur, didn't see them looking at me at the mrt /:well then, no wonder jappy says i'm really blur, for not noticing him at j8 all the time /: darnit. it was like old times. i was so happy :D just to let everything go. catching up with each others' lives :D dajie eats funnily :D hah, no wonder her friend said it's embarrassing to eat with her! /: haha. but it's okay. she just dropped the pizza. NO BIG :D bwahah. then we walked around. went to popular - dajie's favourite hangout :D afterwhich, went to open my presents! the best part was, of all places, a bus stop! :D 'cause we couldn't find seats anywhere else /: hah. retarded. I LOVE MY PRESENTS! <3 thanks dajie and zhenluan. the mini zoo is love :D
later on, zhenluan had to leave, 'cause she had another appointment. so dajie and i went to macs to mug. hah, met base and wt there :D i think of wt and i laugh. also saw yinxue and felicia. plus many ex-cedarians. we played with that cool invisible pen! :D haha.
the way we act affects others. and greatly.
be careful with the things you say.
today, it's five letters.
sorrow strengtheneth the spirit.
surprising, i know. i mean, ytd was close to the end of the world afterall.
i woke up late, 'cause i refused to. the alarm clock rang and i switched it off :D hah. till the very last moment when i just had absolutely no choice that i pulled myself up from bed. then i rushed. planned to skip breakfast, but i couldn't get past my dad. BUMMER. had to eat that oh-so-appetizing swissroll :D i enjoyed it. so i rushed to school. met jaime on the way in. i still had time for a nice chat. how uncanny. then i started to walk faster than my usual pace. well, you should know how
i tried to concentrate, honestly. but i sat all the way at the back. and seriously the TMP isn't exactly the best venue to hold a lesson. what more, amath! i could hardly see what was written on the board. tried to strain my eyes (maybe i need new glasses) but that ended up in a headache. so i just copied blindly from weishan. when it was over, i was pissed. i came all the way and i didn't understand a thing. that's as good as a plain WASTE OF TIME. darnit.
after that, accompanied XR to fbt warehouse. say i'm nice, someone! :D met my track juniors there. they got lost, on the way. imagine. they were walking around for like one hour /: should've told me; if only they knew. some things are just so unpredictable. we wanted to buy non-holey fbt shorts. but there was no stock /: in the end she decided on this orange and white running top. it was retarded, 'cause we tried it out, and wore it over our blouses :D hah. and coincidentally this guy came in /: spastic.
then she told me i could take 153. i was going to kovan. my lunch appointment with dajie and zhenluan! :D yay. to celebrate my birthday. we went to pizzahut :D i was so retardedly blur, didn't see them looking at me at the mrt /:
later on, zhenluan had to leave, 'cause she had another appointment. so dajie and i went to macs to mug. hah, met base and wt there :D i think of wt and i laugh. also saw yinxue and felicia. plus many ex-cedarians. we played with that cool invisible pen! :D haha.
the way we act affects others. and greatly.
be careful with the things you say.
today, it's five letters.
sorrow strengtheneth the spirit.
Monday, September 04, 2006 | 11:49 PM
something is wrong today, tonight.
the world just turned bleak.
and it's for real.
oh, that dreaded four-letter word.
it's time it reveals itself.
and we'll find comfort there:
hiding under the shadow of its wings.
this feeling in my stomach i'm getting.
puke, i can't.
is it possible to be too weak, to be weak?
something's gotta give.
the world just turned bleak.
and it's for real.
oh, that dreaded four-letter word.
it's time it reveals itself.
and we'll find comfort there:
hiding under the shadow of its wings.
this feeling in my stomach i'm getting.
puke, i can't.
is it possible to be too weak, to be weak?
something's gotta give.
| 11:01 PM
someone tell me i rock :D i managed to make jappy get his lazy ass off that chair to go running with me :D retardedly, he wore sneakers and not track shoes?! /: sheesh. anyhow, we ran in the rain /: so altogether i did 10 rounds today. say i am pro! :D honestly, it's the only thing that i am disciplined enough to get up and do. everything else is like, HECK. sigh.
well, it isn't really an appropriate time to be happy, for i am hearing of yet another passing. i think, there have been too many recently. or maybe, i've grown. so much so that i've become so much more aware. but hey, 7 more days till i turn fifteen. what can you expect? it just reminds me that life, we lead such fragile ones. and death, ever so imminent. run? no.
jappy, i'm sorry to hear that. i really am. that sudden numbness. it has overcome even i.
suddenly i just want to breakdown and cry. don't ask me why - a question i've never been able to battle. and so it is, that i mustered the courage to tell.or rather, why in the first place is there fear? never. the pretense. i really don't know how i am going to try and get over this. i don't act emo, thankyou.
even though i pretend that
i've moved on;
well, it isn't really an appropriate time to be happy, for i am hearing of yet another passing. i think, there have been too many recently. or maybe, i've grown. so much so that i've become so much more aware. but hey, 7 more days till i turn fifteen. what can you expect? it just reminds me that life, we lead such fragile ones. and death, ever so imminent. run? no.
jappy, i'm sorry to hear that. i really am. that sudden numbness. it has overcome even i.
suddenly i just want to breakdown and cry. don't ask me why - a question i've never been able to battle. and so it is, that i mustered the courage to tell.
even though i pretend that
i've moved on;
Sunday, September 03, 2006 | 10:53 PM
i'm gonna post about my dear ex-tablepartner! :D -loves. haha.
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woohoo, i love JASMINELAW! i'm her free entertainment-er! :D hahaha.
yay, compass! :D love it.
and i can't believe that today i was disciplined enough to go running :D yay! at least i am disciplined enough to do something /: my mugging is still put off right now ): sigh. got to get my brain up :D cannot fail amath anymore ): and i must perform for end-of-years!don't want to be taken out of cpb. sigh.
oh, and thanks jap. i am short.
for tonight she rests with a heavy heart;
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woohoo, i love JASMINELAW! i'm her free entertainment-er! :D hahaha.
yay, compass! :D love it.
and i can't believe that today i was disciplined enough to go running :D yay! at least i am disciplined enough to do something /: my mugging is still put off right now ): sigh. got to get my brain up :D cannot fail amath anymore ): and i must perform for end-of-years!
oh, and thanks jap. i am short.
for tonight she rests with a heavy heart;
| 5:45 PM
& i will choose to read it the way i want to.
i get what i want, who i want, when i want it.
which part don't you get?
up, down & in between.
i get what i want, who i want, when i want it.
which part don't you get?
up, down & in between.
Friday, September 01, 2006 | 11:44 PM
i am a slacker ):
wasted my whole teachers' day holiday on the computer. haha. but i was talking to some nice people! :D and i am so nice to be JASMINELAW's entertainment-er! :D woohoo. haha. we were talking about how fun it used to be in P6, ex-tablepartner! -love! :D
and then cyril's com is so screwed. and it doesn't like anyone but me :D i know, it just wants to give me a chance to be nice and send him songs :D since he is so deprived of the faders! sheesh /: haha. see this:
my antidote, says:
oh so sorry!
my antidote, says:
haha!
my antidote, says:
wow something like just synchronised?
caught up in this talent show. says:
YAY!
caught up in this talent show. says:
xD
caught up in this talent show. says:
now i ADORE your com, thanks :D
caught up in this talent show. says:
hah
my antidote, says:
ohymgod.
my antidote, says:
i sense NIAO-ism.
caught up in this talent show. says:
xD aren't i just pro. yes, yes.
caught up in this talent show. says:
ohdear, and you have a typho!
caught up in this talent show. says:
/:
my antidote, says:
do i?
my antidote, says:
where where!?
caught up in this talent show. says:
yes!
caught up in this talent show. says:
my antidote, says:
ohymgod.
caught up in this talent show. says:
SEE IT ?
my antidote, says:
: X
caught up in this talent show. says:
haha
my antidote, says:
talking to you can get as ARGH as using this com
my antidote, says:
:D
caught up in this talent show. says:
xD THANKYOU.
caught up in this talent show. says:
can't you see why i entertain.
my antidote, says:
ARGH
caught up in this talent show. says:
hah. use another word.
my antidote, says:
RAHH?
my antidote, says:
: X
caught up in this talent show. says:
that's so. ARGH.
caught up in this talent show. says:
:D
haha, saying RAHH reminds me of RAHH! haha :D so funny. sync-ing songs :D
tomorrow is CEDAR OPEN HOUSE! :D woohoo, jiayou psls! :D & winghay and i will be the best tour guides ever :D haha.oops, i haven't memorised the route! darn /: people, please do come to cedar :D bwahah. cedar ad! :D
i still need you,
to kiss away the tears.
wasted my whole teachers' day holiday on the computer. haha. but i was talking to some nice people! :D and i am so nice to be JASMINELAW's entertainment-er! :D woohoo. haha. we were talking about how fun it used to be in P6, ex-tablepartner! -love! :D
and then cyril's com is so screwed. and it doesn't like anyone but me :D i know, it just wants to give me a chance to be nice and send him songs :D since he is so deprived of the faders! sheesh /: haha. see this:
my antidote, says:
oh so sorry!
my antidote, says:
haha!
my antidote, says:
wow something like just synchronised?
caught up in this talent show. says:
YAY!
caught up in this talent show. says:
xD
caught up in this talent show. says:
now i ADORE your com, thanks :D
caught up in this talent show. says:
hah
my antidote, says:
ohymgod.
my antidote, says:
i sense NIAO-ism.
caught up in this talent show. says:
xD aren't i just pro. yes, yes.
caught up in this talent show. says:
ohdear, and you have a typho!
caught up in this talent show. says:
/:
my antidote, says:
do i?
my antidote, says:
where where!?
caught up in this talent show. says:
yes!
caught up in this talent show. says:
my antidote, says:
ohymgod.
caught up in this talent show. says:
SEE IT ?
my antidote, says:
: X
caught up in this talent show. says:
haha
my antidote, says:
talking to you can get as ARGH as using this com
my antidote, says:
:D
caught up in this talent show. says:
xD THANKYOU.
caught up in this talent show. says:
can't you see why i entertain.
my antidote, says:
ARGH
caught up in this talent show. says:
hah. use another word.
my antidote, says:
RAHH?
my antidote, says:
: X
caught up in this talent show. says:
that's so. ARGH.
caught up in this talent show. says:
:D
haha, saying RAHH reminds me of RAHH! haha :D so funny. sync-ing songs :D
tomorrow is CEDAR OPEN HOUSE! :D woohoo, jiayou psls! :D & winghay and i will be the best tour guides ever :D haha.
i still need you,
to kiss away the tears.
| 3:51 PM
teachers' day went well, and hopefully the teachers had a fun time. STAY YOUNG AT HEART! :D i think the new teachers' performance was so spastic :D hah. but nice song. the lyrics are funky! :D especially the thumbdrive spoilt part. haha :D oh, and the powerpoint by the monitresses is so hilarious :D i must totally agree, regarding the quotes that the teachers say. woohoo, i think mrs loh's "alright? x 10^infinity" is so mean! /: but ohwell, sometimes the truth hurts.
after that i followed RAHH to her primary school! :D saw andrew there. sheesh, can't believe it was so weird. but anyhow, i didn't know anyone else there. if only rosyth didn't declare it a holiday yesterday! ): darn, on wednesday i didn't manage to go back 'cause of td preparation ): sigh. and i heard so many people went back! ahh, so pissifying /: and as if that were not enough, i missed ms jau's lunch yesterday! grahh. at least, i met them at the bus stop after hanging out at j8 with RAHH :D sadly didn't manage to meet jappy, even after we planned to say hi.like finally. haha :D so in the end we all went to chenyang's house. and i decided to try and sleep there. nice bed :D haha. but it was weird to sleep, so i didn't. well, i apologise for being so dead! i slept one hour the night before, thanks to td ): haha.
being with my P6 classmates again brings back so many memories. we may not have been so mature then, but we sure had fun :D we were so stress-free then! ahh. what is PSLE to us now? /: and oh how much we have grown. honestly, 602 is my favourite class :D thanks for everything, people! :D
someone told me he admires my courage. oh, and you think i am so brave. i was so foolish then, come to think. what impulse. and since things have turned out this way, it's never gonna happen again. i promise. just once. and that is enough. it gets harder each day, to live this way - in the hope that you will let me.
& i will let no one manipulate me this way butyou.
when i go,
after that i followed RAHH to her primary school! :D saw andrew there. sheesh, can't believe it was so weird. but anyhow, i didn't know anyone else there. if only rosyth didn't declare it a holiday yesterday! ): darn, on wednesday i didn't manage to go back 'cause of td preparation ): sigh. and i heard so many people went back! ahh, so pissifying /: and as if that were not enough, i missed ms jau's lunch yesterday! grahh. at least, i met them at the bus stop after hanging out at j8 with RAHH :D sadly didn't manage to meet jappy, even after we planned to say hi.
being with my P6 classmates again brings back so many memories. we may not have been so mature then, but we sure had fun :D we were so stress-free then! ahh. what is PSLE to us now? /: and oh how much we have grown. honestly, 602 is my favourite class :D thanks for everything, people! :D
someone told me he admires my courage. oh, and you think i am so brave. i was so foolish then, come to think. what impulse. and since things have turned out this way, it's never gonna happen again. i promise. just once. and that is enough. it gets harder each day, to live this way - in the hope that you will let me.
& i will let no one manipulate me this way but
when i go,
| 11:46 AM
haven't replied tags in a long time /: since the post-national day period. hah.
tag replies;
PAIL: okay, happy belated national day :D hah.
PAIL: i didn't get to watch it in the end ): that gathering was cancelled. sigh ):
PAIL: YAY, orange & yellow :D haha. we'll love it together :D
PAIL: haha, okay. promise! :D provided i have money :D hahaha.
dajie: haha, yeah. sometimes cbox is crazy too. depends on your server :D
RAHH: haha, which week? oh, the national day week. that was ages ago /: haha.
kyle: yeah, i sure did.
vicky: YES! ALL HAIL THE QUEEN! :D bwahah.
vicky: oops, typho /: haha.
PAIL: yeah, sometimes we're so unpredictable.. well, thanks for that day :D
PAIL: haha, sure. we all feel it. even i.
PAIL: haha, okay. travel the world :D
PAIL: we're coffee :D we're addictive. haha.
PAIL: yeah, i had fun at planetshakers! :D no, you're my all-star :D
kyle: yay, i have a bodyguard.
RAHH: haha, yes yes. that's the whole point of their name :D
RAHH: haha, are you ready? make sure you are equipped with the right knowledge on how to deal with earthquakes and natural disasters as such! :D
miss yellow: heh :Di went! :D haha. suan /:
miss yellow: HAHAH. on that monday my group didn't even hand in yet. hah /:
miss yellow: haha, your mom is the only thing that will make you sleep is it! :D
vicky: YEAH ): someday we must really go out together! in the december holidays okay! :D haha. yesterday could not, you were with gillian choo and gang! :D haha.
CEL: GO HIGH! :D
PAIL: haha, yeah. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL :D
PAIL: yeah! i bet i can :D haha.
cy: haha, don't whine :D i will! and i have, yesterday! today i shall go again then :D
cy: haha, it isn't dying! RED LIGHT! because so many people tag you.. like eileen and sophia, whoever they are :D bwahah. but i am nice so i will tag you more :D
missyellow: ohmy, how many weeks ago is this tag?! haha. the AAR can just go and die. look at what the people are giving us! quick, since you're hpc go tell them :D
missyellow: hahaha :D nice planning indeed. but it didn't work!or did we even carry it out? heh. and anyways, KITKAT AIN'T EVEN FROM US! /: haha.
missyellow: haha, speaking of getting sick, and that tension headache! ):
vidz: yeah! we did it :D woohoo. GAMES COMM ROCKS! :D
weisan: haha, thanks :D sorry, didn't manage to talk to you yesterday /: and valerie too ): takecare too :D
RAHH: YO YO! :D
RAHH: hahaha! :D no no, cannot! so bimbo! :D haha. like, like, you know.
CEL: yeah! sadly it's said by ___ /: haha. if not we would love it even more, eh? :D
RAHH: yes! and you know what. she isn't the president! she's the PROVOST :D hahaha.
missyellow: haha. that time i linked it wrongly /: now it's relinked already! :D and yeah, it'sdead. haha.
miss computer: yeah! waiting for your call :D
RAHH: haha, i linked wrongly! CHILL :D
RAHH: hah, debo's line! :D
dajie: HEY DAJIE :D
dajie: thanks :D teachers' day turned out well. jiayou in school! i couldn't talk to you ):
dajie: dajie, i love you too :D
kyle: haha, 5. yes, it's magic. just like maybe THREE? and there is such thing as high and low; you're just too high to know.
RAHH: yeah, MAN. but i'm still not really sick of it yet, MAN. thankfully it didn't give us cuts, MAN :D
RAHH: ohyes! that deja vu place /: so scary! yuck, i will never go ___ st again :D
kyle: ohmy, so mean /: poor wp. haha.
RAHH: haha :D
nick: YES OF COURSE :D yay, i tempted someone :D
RAHH: woohoo, don't you just love my phone :D bwahah.
dajie: thanks dajie :D i will be fine! gonna get over the stress. rmb you told me, we all have to face it. but we must learn to handle it! :D i'm not afraid! :D takecare, love.
davin: yeah man! TAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZZZ somemore! :D you emo oxymoron :D
kyle: aww ): haha. she sure did.
rw: hey dearie! :D ohman, i'm gonna start sounding like ms ___! :D bwahah.
RAHH: yay, it's over! :D jiayou vhpc! :D KITKAT. woohoo.
kyle: sorry, typho! ):
cy: haha, play with yoyo that yoyo! :D
cy: haha, i didn't exactly flood it /: bwahah. was thinking of what crap to tag. if you want me to flood, i can! :D
cy: haha, yeah. nice sleeping on your bed :D haha. and using your computer! :D other than that, sorry i was so dead. haha, not enough sleep.
cy: hah! i wouldn't be surprised. all those guys are crazy! :D and of course, jas and jac were there to ransack your place :D hahaha.
KiM: haha, okay :D
done, finally (:
tag replies;
PAIL: okay, happy belated national day :D hah.
PAIL: i didn't get to watch it in the end ): that gathering was cancelled. sigh ):
PAIL: YAY, orange & yellow :D haha. we'll love it together :D
PAIL: haha, okay. promise! :D provided i have money :D hahaha.
dajie: haha, yeah. sometimes cbox is crazy too. depends on your server :D
RAHH: haha, which week? oh, the national day week. that was ages ago /: haha.
kyle: yeah, i sure did.
vicky: YES! ALL HAIL THE QUEEN! :D bwahah.
vicky: oops, typho /: haha.
PAIL: yeah, sometimes we're so unpredictable.. well, thanks for that day :D
PAIL: haha, sure. we all feel it. even i.
PAIL: haha, okay. travel the world :D
PAIL: we're coffee :D we're addictive. haha.
PAIL: yeah, i had fun at planetshakers! :D no, you're my all-star :D
kyle: yay, i have a bodyguard.
RAHH: haha, yes yes. that's the whole point of their name :D
RAHH: haha, are you ready? make sure you are equipped with the right knowledge on how to deal with earthquakes and natural disasters as such! :D
miss yellow: heh :D
miss yellow: HAHAH. on that monday my group didn't even hand in yet. hah /:
miss yellow: haha, your mom is the only thing that will make you sleep is it! :D
vicky: YEAH ): someday we must really go out together! in the december holidays okay! :D haha. yesterday could not, you were with gillian choo and gang! :D haha.
CEL: GO HIGH! :D
PAIL: haha, yeah. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL :D
PAIL: yeah! i bet i can :D haha.
cy: haha, don't whine :D i will! and i have, yesterday! today i shall go again then :D
cy: haha, it isn't dying! RED LIGHT! because so many people tag you.. like eileen and sophia, whoever they are :D bwahah. but i am nice so i will tag you more :D
missyellow: ohmy, how many weeks ago is this tag?! haha. the AAR can just go and die. look at what the people are giving us! quick, since you're hpc go tell them :D
missyellow: hahaha :D nice planning indeed. but it didn't work!
missyellow: haha, speaking of getting sick, and that tension headache! ):
vidz: yeah! we did it :D woohoo. GAMES COMM ROCKS! :D
weisan: haha, thanks :D sorry, didn't manage to talk to you yesterday /: and valerie too ): takecare too :D
RAHH: YO YO! :D
RAHH: hahaha! :D no no, cannot! so bimbo! :D haha. like, like, you know.
CEL: yeah! sadly it's said by ___ /: haha. if not we would love it even more, eh? :D
RAHH: yes! and you know what. she isn't the president! she's the PROVOST :D hahaha.
missyellow: haha. that time i linked it wrongly /: now it's relinked already! :D and yeah, it's
miss computer: yeah! waiting for your call :D
RAHH: haha, i linked wrongly! CHILL :D
RAHH: hah, debo's line! :D
dajie: HEY DAJIE :D
dajie: thanks :D teachers' day turned out well. jiayou in school! i couldn't talk to you ):
dajie: dajie, i love you too :D
kyle: haha, 5. yes, it's magic. just like maybe THREE? and there is such thing as high and low; you're just too high to know.
RAHH: yeah, MAN. but i'm still not really sick of it yet, MAN. thankfully it didn't give us cuts, MAN :D
RAHH: ohyes! that deja vu place /: so scary! yuck, i will never go ___ st again :D
kyle: ohmy, so mean /: poor wp. haha.
RAHH: haha :D
nick: YES OF COURSE :D yay, i tempted someone :D
RAHH: woohoo, don't you just love my phone :D bwahah.
dajie: thanks dajie :D i will be fine! gonna get over the stress. rmb you told me, we all have to face it. but we must learn to handle it! :D i'm not afraid! :D takecare, love.
davin: yeah man! TAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZZZ somemore! :D you emo oxymoron :D
kyle: aww ): haha. she sure did.
rw: hey dearie! :D ohman, i'm gonna start sounding like ms ___! :D bwahah.
RAHH: yay, it's over! :D jiayou vhpc! :D KITKAT. woohoo.
kyle: sorry, typho! ):
cy: haha, play with yoyo that yoyo! :D
cy: haha, i didn't exactly flood it /: bwahah. was thinking of what crap to tag. if you want me to flood, i can! :D
cy: haha, yeah. nice sleeping on your bed :D haha. and using your computer! :D other than that, sorry i was so dead. haha, not enough sleep.
cy: hah! i wouldn't be surprised. all those guys are crazy! :D and of course, jas and jac were there to ransack your place :D hahaha.
KiM: haha, okay :D
done, finally (: