ah, the unexpected (:
it's never easy facing the giant of anger.
but i'm choosing to not think about it anymore.
i've thought about it too often, i don't want it to take over my life.
it's not worth it.
today i was so deep in thought i practically stood there thinking and missed the pedestrian crossing. and then the next time i saw the counter it read 3 seconds but apparently i had mind block so i almost crossed the road.
there's too much to think about in life.
i'm not going to let myself be put down by this.
afterall, these thoughts have been on my mind for ages.
it's just coming back to me all at once.
and that's too much to handle..
take it like as if i'm running from reality, but i really want OUT.
i can't believe you actually did that.
it was meant to be between us.
i knew it wouldn't be good if this went "public".
but no. you had to tell.
i knew it would make things worse.
don't dao me. i'll always remember the times we had.
i really really wish you can move on.
no, i wish we can move on together.