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CEL: sheesh. the both of you and JAKE. or maybe i should say YOU & YOUR JAKE since you adore him so much and you probably think that he belongs to you (: mwahah. the music sounds creepy? which music. hm.

wanping: yes! it was deborah. mwahah. tell twoping i am NOT crazy! - like she will believe. i mean, actions speak louder than words, eh? though i think i spoke so much, a bit too much, that day (: sorry twoping! i mean, if you cannot totally absorb my crap. it takes time, i know. cause your dear sister oneping is already pretty skilled at hearing me crap (: so in order to understand me, you must be on the same channel as me. which means you have to pick up that skill fast enough, so much so that you can decipher the messages i transmit across (:

jfurr__: you sure it's spoiling your reputation, eh? in fact, WHAT reputation? a reputation of being not involved with guys of any form. mwahah. right.. then please explain the billions of kors you have (: mwahah. you may not like that guy, but he sure does you! (:

CEL: sheesh. i know, i was the earliest ever (: fine, i owe you one. what do you want. a drink? (:

zhenluan: i'm surprised you actually tagged (: mwahah. thankyou (: anyway. if that is the case, who will be the one to do me this favour? sometimes breaking one just isn't enough. there are walls and walls till you find me - bare and broken. most find it a chore to be there for someone, no matter what. i guess that's the way it is. tell me who has been with me through this whole journey. in a way it's my fault too. why? why bother to build these walls. one, to block people out. why can't i just be real. and if you see it the other way round, to see who cares enough to break them down. why put people through so much pain just to do that for me. it's called being selfish either way. more often than not, i hide behind this wall too long i come on my own and seek comfort elsewhere - from someone else. but people change. and they move on. after a while it isn't the same anymore. it's difficult to really be there. always. or maybe you could say i expect too much from other people. that could be the case. ah sheesh. i think too much. no, maybe i'm just uncertain about too many things. what the shit, heck. i can't face reality. there's too much to think about.

sharon: thankyou (: you jiayou too (:

dajie: sigh ): at least be glad you made it through. you're a SURVIVOR! (: one hectic week will mean nothing to many more hectic weeks to come. so you have to hang in there. jiayou! (:

dajie: takecare too (:

lack: oh! i rmb my mission now! it's to find your blog without you telling me. oh yes, i am inefficient i admit. cause i still can't find ): went to 3S instructors' blogs but cannot find. you sure people even linked you?! hehheh (:

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