sheesh.
today totally screwed up. like what the freaking shit.
i can't believe they beat us. fine, whatever. we didn't even make it into top 6 for b div. argh. that sucks so much. i guess the only saving grace today was getting 3rd for c div. but still. we have dharsh, sam, bao, tasha, adel and wen qin. sigh, maybe we're really just not good enough. it's unfair. we trained so hard. they were pushed to their limits. and all those mental trainings.. grahhs. i want to just breakdown and cry. i know: if we don't work hard, others will. that's what mr tay always says. i guess it's true - sometimes we slack. but can't we be forgiven even for those 'sometimes'? i guess not. but that's something we all have to learn. the only freaking thing that sucks is we have to learn it the hard way.

chem and amaths was totally screwed. i was a good mechanic today; more than good i must say. shit this.

and what a pity. kc was so busy walking around and 'making sure' his boys were doing their job, and apparently we weren't allowed to walk off and talk to guys - it's to prevent us from getting into trouble. sheesh. it's not like i'm flirting. whatever man. kc is blind :D i was standing right there but he still kept saying he cannot see me. right, i am short. you look smart in your uniform :D just like all UG people do. haha. and just like when peecees are in CCU :D

screamed till our voices were hoarse. i don't care. i don't regret this sorethroat. it was worth it.