tmr is cedar's 48th annual track & field meet.
i am so freaked out. i have to psycho myself for the race tmr. just thinking about the race is driving me mad. today i had geog test. grahhs- thankyou kc for answering my questions. haha. - i didn't sleep during the test :D before that there was that ke tang zuo ye. boo, i was thinking about the race. i was thinking about the starting line. i was thinking about my run. my bad run. sheesh! apparently sji is also having their t&f meet tmr. haha. it's just before ours at tp stadium too :D jiayou yl and kc! :D

i'm having butterflies in my stomach even now. argh ): i'm going crazy. it's my first year ever taking part in 100m. eew. - cel, i won't beat you :D grr. and now that my arms is so bent, i'm so not going to be able to pass that baton. and ohmy, i'm taking part in TWO baton events. AHH! - thankyou so much for making me feel like a cripple :D

i'm feeling so much pressure for the inter-unit race. sheesh. representing prefects. it would've been all fine. just like last year. we would win. but no, guess what's different this year? I AM THE LAST RUNNER. great. i can't do last. against dhilshad! and some red cross person which zhenluan, evelyn and anabella refuse to tell me who. and how am i supposed to receive the baton with this arm?! freak. i cannot lose. if we ever lose it's my fault. and stupid jennifer! i can't believe you said that you will kill me if i lose. ohno. this is so unlike our class'. cause no one cares anyway. except maybe yvonne, aarthi, joleen, inez, haslina, nikita, debo, sharron, peichun, wanping and some others. the rest? blah. like they care. if they don't, why should i? though i must admit i do. we're aiming for second, after 3H :D


i am so freaking out.