sorry for affecting you all, whoever was affected.
especially veron.. and violet! sorry for ranting ):
my emotions are playing up again;
or maybe it's just my mood swinging sky-high.
it's not like i can help it.
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there's something that's been bothering me for quite some time now. it's like there at the corner of my eye lurking and haunting.. it wants to devour me. but i refute. i am choosing not to succumb to it. but how long can i last? i've been deliberating who and if i should tell. it's almost as if the thousands of thoughts in the innermost parts of my mind are debating; they're battling - it isn't going to be easy.
but then i think about it. i should just keep it to myself. maybe i'm better off being that freakin' emo person i was last year.
she asks herself,
"why the low self-esteem?"
...
she cannot answer.
i love the sound of you walking away;
and i will wait for a nice summer's day,
when the wind gently carasses my face
as i am lying in your arms..
can't you see -
you belong to me.