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magdelene's voice so zao xia-ed this morning :D made her sound so gu niang-ish! /: haha. it doesn't fit her face. hah /: and she's so bony! ohmy. just grab her shoulders and you will know. sorry lah, inezlau! i won't steal mag from you, don't worry. wahlao, hit me just for touching her /: haha. and since when did mag hang out with cel? that i didn't know :D haha. but mag is nice. and i know cel would just die to hear me say this.. NICE PEOPLE HANG OUT WITH CEL CAUSE SHE'S NICE :D haha. and thanks for the letter cel! but i am so jealous that veron has a much nicer letter with EIGHT postcards. since when have you written so much to me! never! ): boo.
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you're right - what is life?
it's something so fast i can't catch hold of it..
but wait. this shouldn't be the case. i should be leading my life, not let myself be led /: sigh. sometimes i wonder, what do you really want from us? you should just tell us in the face. that's the whole freaking problem. you're not straightforward enough. sometimes being too frank is bad. but the opposite extreme isn't any better. you got to know when and what to say, if it is for the benefit of others. maybe you just don't understand. so much for supposedly understanding us better than them. ack-
please, i'm not some UG person. i can't think that way; the way you do. it isn't fair. it so isn't. but then again, it's a challenge, i must persevere.