hm, i've finally rmb-ed what i wanted to post yesterday :D yay! oh and before that.. in case all you people are wondering why i have declared that i'm banned from using the computer but you still see me from time to time, that's cause. either i ask, or the other thing. which is the forbidden one /: heh. still, i would like to clarify that situations in the house are getting better so i am allowed on sometimes :D though not as much as before. furthermore, i've been so busy. and lazy. heh :D


regarding yesterday's chain of thoughts :D (though the chain broke, but that's not the point :D) it's all a game sometimes. and yeah, like i've said. i think i want out. to win, i gotta play. and so to lose, i just quit. and for now i guess that's what i want. that's what i'm gonna do. jealousy cripples- i know i'll get over it.

on thursday i self-trained again :D -gives myself a pat on the back. together with lackie! :D -gives her a pat on the back. yay, we did 5 rounds around the school in like 14minutes, rested and then did another 2 rounds :D meanwhile wanping waited for me. afterward i accompanied her to bishan, where she went for her third lang class at moelc. i was so lazy to go home, in the end i slacked off at j8 to wait for my mom.. went to mos. i mean, how boring can it get, hanging out alone?! ): i thought i could do my chem graph. then i realised i didn't have my pencilcase that day. only a pen, a pencil, an eraser and my liquid correction! darn, sounds so pathetic :D i didn't even have a ruler. so i couldn't draw the graph. i think i got so bored sitting there myself, i took pictures of my FOOD! :D here's one:


speaking of photos, yay! - i finally managed to upload the photos from my phone to the computer :D -smiles. yes, i did it. thanks to my dad, who helped :D

boring saturday afternoon..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATHANIEL! :D my brother. loves <3
so sad he's sick /: so i think we'll be postponing the celebration till next week or something /: ohwell.


is it any wonder that i feel betrayed-