i don't think my post is gonna sound all that logical right now, 'cause i'm not thinking straight. look at the time! :D hahaha. woohoo, this is how it is for teenagers like us ): poor school children. grahh- see how's it's like in singapore ): pathetic. was doing ndp stuff anyway :D rushing the report. haha, finally done with the cue table :D i might as well not sleep anymore. haha, being awake at this time reminds me of when i would wake up to watch the worldcup matches! :D

sometimes when you think about it, why are we so afraid of rejection? is it because of what it does to our esteem, our pride? sigh. she has a right to know, and you ought to tell her. if only she knew you feel this way for her /: sigh. don't give up. i mean, since i can't tag you i shall tell you what i want to say here. "love may not make the world go round, but it sure makes the trip worthwhile. so go get her! :D you have to make the move. probably she isn't even aware of your whole philosophy, how it can all work out. you have to let her know. it'd be a pity to see this die /: 'cause i think you really care."

i still don't get the whole airport thing actually /: but all i know is that you should wait for her. unless you tell me this is another one. the queen's been given up. 'cause if it were the queen, i thought you had made it clear. all that mattered was the wait.. seems like that isn't the case. have you found someone new? hm, i wonder. it's okay, the queen won't know. and probably she'd find someone else in 1 and a half years' time :D just like how you would be with that her, if only you'd tell her. honestly, you cannot wait for her to make the move. i think she's afraid. yes, probably it's not the commitment. maybe, just fear. of what, she probably doesn't know how to put it across.


strange as it is, these things we feel. so is it real? or are they all just misconceptions? could it be that we're reading into the wrong lines? or perhaps i'm just making my heart feel what i want it to? ahh, so many questions that have no answers. or maybe we just got to find them, together. if i tell you those words, what would you say? do we feel the same?

the sky glows,
i see it shining when my eyes close.
i hear your warnings but we both know;
i'm gonna look at it again.

don't wait, don't wait,
the road is now a sudden sea;
and suddenly you're deep enough,
to lay your armour down,

you get one look,
i'll show you something that the knife took.
a bit too early for my own good;
now let's not talk about it again.

don't wait, don't wait,
the road is now a sudden sea;
and suddenly you're deep enough,
to lay your armour down,

don't wait, don't wait,
the lights will flash and fade away,
the days will pass you by;
don't wait,
to lay your armour down-


the signal is subtle.