i hate my ever-so-split personality. cause then everything appears fake. yeah, it's all jaded. the reason? even i cannot tell. how stupid it is, i don't even know i'm beaten till the moment i feel my face against the ground. isn't it too late then? there's nothing i hide. cause soon you'll know it all. someday, i wll probably let you in. and no, i will not regret. right now i can break. just let me close my eyes a little while, just a while.. and i promise you can be there henceforth.

tmr's the BIG DAY. win or lose, cedar shall not be moved.

I LOVE OUR NEW PEECEE T-SHIRT :D
thou shalt not be a conformist; bystander; perpetrator. yay :D


i feel so swing-y now! and that's B-A-D. sheesh. ohwell, at least i can look forward to tmr! :D evelyn's gonna grab one end of the banner, and i the other, we will be kiasu pigs and rush there to tie them! :D whee`
and after that, guess it's icecream day. i hope it won't be leng chang. hah, cause we're eating ICEcream? gahh- i'm sorry for everything that has happened.

oh, and thanks to JOSEPH for acting as nick and tagging on my blog, i sounded kinda dao. hah. read this conv:

joseph. #10 says:
=/

no, says:
what's that for.

joseph. #10 says:
sorryyy.

no, says:
it's okay.

joseph. #10 says:
hahaha

joseph. #10 says:
i was gonna sleep

joseph. #10 says:
then i logged on and you were on

no, says:
and.

joseph. #10 says:
?

no, says:
so you're going to sleep now.

joseph. #10 says:
yeah

joseph. #10 says:
haha

joseph. #10 says:
anything?

no, says:
okay.

no, says:
no.

joseph. #10 says:
bye!

joseph. #10 says:
(:

no, says:
bye.

sheesh, no says no /: darnit. eh, tell me why i feel bad. cause i am nice? grr.


just this once, let me fall. fall to the ceiling-