woohoo, army daze yesterday was fun :D though i didn't feel too good after the break ): sheesh. this tension headache. like at the left side of my head /: and it was kinda bad. i wasn't exactly concentrating after that. but still it was entertaining :D when it first started, jose was speaking! haha :D then the funniest part is that, at that point of time, i've spoken to him, i've heard his voice.. but i haven't seen him /: bwahah. but after the play i finally met him. haha. sadly i was on the phone so it became kinda anti-social /: sorry.

it was super cold. but i couldn't keep wearing your jacket /: sorry. i've told you, it's the emotional and psychological torment i'd have to suffer. the thing they keep imposing upon me ): ohwell, thanks for it anyway :D though my body be cold, my heart was warm :D haha.

you know how it's been like all along, hiding away from what i really feel.. maybe it's time i ought to let someone in. but i need time to think; to breathe. though i was told this: "olive branches beat mistletoe (: trust me ok? i can be 'the one' for you if you like. im willing to help you along. ok? im here if you need me to help. i just want you to know. if u trust me, then let me know. i wont hurt you, if u open yrself to me. i promise." woohoo, what should i do now? it's weird, how it is that i need somebody, somebody like you. but the usage of trust against me, isn't exactly right. and the other problem right now. is the complications that will arise.. closeness. it is alluring.

but i'm touched someone cares, understands and is willing. but ask yourself, am i worth it? don't do this, for me. someone i can count and rely on. someone close to heart. never.


the things we feel alone for each other;