today was another 'fabCEL-and-i' day :D bwahah. we were talking so much shit in class :D i think we always do. anyway it's so convenient for me to just turn around :D haha. there's always so much in common! i remember the previous time when we crapped it was on a friday or something :D fabCEL was gonna do show-and-tell :D eew i hate that. haha. then we were saying how public speaking seriously just sucks ): haha. time and again it's been proven that we're not the only ones, and it ain't only with regards to this topic. as with many other things.. even between RAHH and i :D we just got to speak up, speak out! :D haha. then you'll see people feel the same way. you're not alone :D
today fabCEL and i were going crazy in geog! ooh, babies xD darn, geog is getting more and more depressing. sometimes i really pit dr ong /: sorry we're such a bad class, and i'm such a bad student ): sigh. well, it was on rebate & relief today :D woohoo, according to our calculations, we're gonna have 50 children! then we can become millionaires! :D woohoo. oh, and inezlau is so super interested. when she heard you get money for giving birth xD wenyi said she's despo. ohdear, despo over children? sounds wrong /: paedophile! :D haha. set, violet said fabCEL and i can just give birth to 10 children a time. so the job will be done in 5 times :D woohoo. to me, it's more like. my reproductive system will fail me by the 10th child! :D bwahah.
okay, fabCEL and i are gonna rmb to have our moms staying with us at home, marry at 16 years old to some NS guy and have 50 kids. keep that in mind :D woohoo, that way we'll be rich. imagine all the relief! :D phew.

YAY I'M GOING TO PLANETSHAKERS' CONCERT TONIGHT! :D rocks.

oh, so i'm just supposed to wait in line. well, wait. i forgot, i am incompetent, aren't i? that's perfectly fine. wonder why i hold on. that's so difficult to believe. now i'm in a spot. got to wriggle out of this :D how? i will wait. ohwell, chess is a waiting game; be patient. though that's only one of the strategies. everything's a risk taken. i know. well, i'm just gonna listen to what mr yau said today in physics :D everything has it's possiblities; we just got to find 'em. & it hurts that i'm such a perfectionist.
"i don't wish to knock you down. but i need time, to swallow."
if time is what you need, i can give you the world. just don't hurt me. wait, it's unfair for me to say that. you have your own life. i'm being a selfish loser this way. sorry i can't let go. anyway you weren't even mine to begin with. so wth am i talking about.

just shut up, elyssa.