i reported sick today.

not like i wanted to. i'm really sorry /: i feel loved, knowing that i was missed :D heh. thanks people. mug hard, and i'll see you all tomorrow for that english paper ): bummer. i feel like a sick person. the stomach flu developed into a fever. i can hardly speak, breathe, eat, smell, hear, walk or think well. darnit, how am i going to take the exam tmr! and fab can still call it a piece of cake ): well, it is afterall my best subject.. but i guess that makes it all the more pressurizing. and stress is no good for me. the temperature is rising! ):

this morning i woke with a bad stomach. last night, i had a bad case of cramps, gastric and diarrhoea all put together. i ate my friend. haha, misscomputer knows about this :D so i guess that helped to suppress it a little. but throughout the night i tossed in bed. it was so uncomfortable. i wished at that point of time that my entertainment source was awake. i didn't know what to do. coughed and sniffed ): sigh, i hate being sick. after i woke, i couldn't sleep again. i called misscomputer to tell her i wasn't going to school. then i tried to sleep but my stomach was so bloated. fab, misscomputer and my entertainment source kept me company. my entertainment source said a prayer for me. and yes, i do believe His healing hand was over me :D 'cause i fell asleep! YAY. but then, this is where it all became weird..

i had a dream.
a very odd one, i must add. i want to post it now, but i cannot. i am too tired. i need energy for tmr /: 'cause i must perform. my entertainment source once told me not to be obsessed with performing well. but hey, how can i even think about that, when i can't even pass all my subjects? ): today was so unproductive. i tried to study, despite feeling giddy. it's almost as if i am walking on air. haha, fab told me to "find ground" :D but nothing could get in. sigh, how dismal.

okay, i should sleep now.


everytime i see you in my dreams,