my counter has past 10000! :D what a nice present for my 15th birthday! :D haha. oh darnit, i don't want to grow old ): 15 is way too old for me. sigh. but life goes on, aye? :D
i'm trying to be happy today, but it's not that easy, really. i get a new computer, but what the shit - my dad's gonna put on some password -.- just so i won't use it that often. hey, if you hate the idea of me staying up on the computer, then don't see me on it! GO SLEEP. wth ): pissed. so i guess this time i'm really gonna be banned. (for those who know what happened the previous time, all i can say is: HAH. i am clever! :D) it's okay, as with the previous time - and probably all other times to come - i will find a way. they can't stop me :D tsk. how
so i can't wish myself happy birthday at 0000h tonight?! what the hell. i feel deprived, i really do. this is so freaking unfair. BUMMER ):
oh, and just in case.. happy
you can make me whole again.