well, it isn't really an appropriate time to be happy, for i am hearing of yet another passing. i think, there have been too many recently. or maybe, i've grown. so much so that i've become so much more aware. but hey, 7 more days till i turn fifteen. what can you expect? it just reminds me that life, we lead such fragile ones. and death, ever so imminent. run? no.
jappy, i'm sorry to hear that. i really am. that sudden numbness. it has overcome even i.
suddenly i just want to breakdown and cry. don't ask me why - a question i've never been able to battle. and so it is, that i mustered the courage to tell.
even though i pretend that
i've moved on;