today was another wasted day.

i woke up with a bad stomach, similar to that of thursday. but guess i figured i can't afford to miss another day at school. so i went on with it. wrong choice, i must say ): i spent the whole day in the recovery room. misscomputer's always around when i am sick. haha. well, i want to post more about today. but i am tired. plus, my parents are forcing me to sleep now. kinda makes sense, this flu is getting nowhere. seeing the fact that my fever rose again today. so much for goodbye.

forgive me, it's just a complusion to hear your voice again. probably the case that i have been, more often, recently. it's bringing back a lot. was reminded of used-to-bes. and that road we took.. don't know if it's the right time. i'm battling so much now.

i'm beginning to miss time spent with RAHH, and the conversations we used to have. time doth not permit for such. and it is because of this that i sincerely and deeply regret. hopefully after the eoys things will change for the better. there are many things which need to be mended right now. a contrite spirit?

can't let go - landon pigg

well you're the closest thing i have
to bring up in a conversation
about a love that didn't last
but i could never call you mine
'cause i could never call myself yours
and if we were really meant to be
well then we justify destiny
it's not that our love died
just never really bloomed

well i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

and then we saw our paths diverge
and i guess i felt OK about it
until you got with another
and then i couldn't understand
why it bothered me so
how we didn't die we just
never had a chance to grow

i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends
though somehow still you affect the things i do
and you can't lose what you never had
i don't understand why feel sad
every time i see you out with someone new

i can't let go
no, i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you

i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

i can't let go
no, i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past


thanks davin for the song :D what better way.

be there to stop the fight.