today was the english paper.

it's manageable i guess. well, the topics were rather sucky for composition. but if you knew who set it you'd probably go "what else can you expect?" bummer. in the end i settled with narrative, like i always do. probably it's the ability to weave my emotions into the story. well, whoever said i was shallow? /: i detest expository, and as for argumentative.. i didn't find discussing about the internet so interesting. tsk. a series of unfortunate events. wow, i wonder how mine turned out. probably it wasn't depressing enough. well, my dog did die /: hah.
comprehension and summary was average too. hm, people said the comprehension was very tough /: i hope i'm not being overly-confident. but then again, they say "confidence is half the battle won". don't know if i doubt that. i took my time for the summary. but as usual, i guess i don't get the points right, and i tend to elaborate too much on the points i have. ahh, screw. well, at least i wrote it neatly. hah. anyway, towards the end i wasn't thinking straight. this freaking headache started to form. and i had that airy dreamy feeling again. ohno.

after school we had exco meeting with miss lizah, regarding ---------. haha, guess it's confidential so i can't say it out right now. ohwell, you people will find out on monday. so just be patient and wait :D bwahah. keeping people in suspense is such a thrill. tsk. we're gonna be busy, despite the fact that it's the exam period. hah, how sad can my life get.

later on, i walked PAIL out the cedar primary way. then i walked back. HAHA. accompanied her till the 'end of school zone' sign! xD tsk. i think when i walked back i looked retarded. and i was carrying missyellow's wallet! haha :D PAIL and i had left an emo note on her foolscap, the one she had used to write her super funny and lame summary draft on :D bwahah. it read "goodbye... i'm gone, never to return..." xD sheesh. and we even left the pen uncapped to show how emo it was - PAIL's idea. haha. we wrote it with our left hand! that was fun :D i love doing that. HAHA.

then i went back to the canteen where jen, RAHH and missyellow were. they were about to do storecheck with lwin and bagot. sheesh. so we all went. ohmygosh, unfair! - the new campers have new equipment! ): grahh. when we had to use those damp and stinky helmets that i bet have accumulated years of perspiration /: bummer. the new helmets are orange. and they cost $2000+ in total. sheesh, -faints. the harnesses are green! i bet balm nail will love them :D and they cost $68 each, amounting to $3000+ in total. wow. haha, i guess our school really does invest a lot in OAC. well, good for the campers! and they'd better appreciate it /: haha.

after that, we went back to the canteen. i sat there talking, despite my bad throat /: anyhow, missyellow was so random. she suddenly turned around halfway and went "you're elyssa!" i was like. "yeah." haha, then it was so malu. she thought i sounded like fadhilah! oh please /: it's as good as telling your mom now "you're my mom!" -.- bwahah. we laughed so badly. and the disgusting sounds that i produced were merely squeaks ): bummer.

later we went to eat macs and tau huey. i told missyellow about my dream /: haha. oh, and we saw this group of students who were playing poker in the shop /: well, when balm nail came over from macs she was like "CALL THE POLICE!" xD in the end, that was unnecessary, as when we were about to leave, some guy entered the shop and reprimanded them. haha, bet someone tipped him off. and that must be the discipline master or something, 'cause he went "wait for outside the general office!" brrr. it never pays to be pai :D

tonight i have to study ss and complete orienteering proposal. okay, i can do this. as for now, i'm gonna sleep. i'm too tired and uncomfortable to function ): well, not sure if i can even sleep. like last night - or rather this morning - i was unable to sleep because i was having difficulty breathing ): sigh. i hate being sick. and sorry fab, for making you feel bad. you're not some 24hr helpline, like i have said. chill.


as she basked in the resonating silence;
deprived of the chance to conclude.