hostage
to her sentiment.
yesterday felt different again. guess that's 'cause i managed to get my wakeup call back! :D woohoo. thanks wakeup caller, for that <3
today PAIL and i went to yf :D
haha, it was fun. we had wet games! and, apparently it's a workshop on commitment. hm, i was expecting something else. like a little talk on that or something maybe. but ahwell, it failed to materialise. so yep. YAY WATERBOMBS all the same :D haha. it was nice getting wet, wish i did even more. i was pretty dry. haha. ahh, i think peecees should play water games too during camp or something! :D YAYYY!
oh, and we met RAHH at j8! xD haha. i didn't even notice her. it was PAIL who did. we came up from the escalator and walked toward the sliding doors, and suddenly PAIL grabbed my hand and went "eh, wanping! wanping!" :D i was so blur. like, "HUH, WHERE? WHERE?" then PAIL had to bring me right in front of RAHH before i saw her /: malu. haha. RAHH was so shocked. she was with her whole family! went back to school for that siansian peichun thing /: bummer.
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there's so much left unsaid.
is it better this way?
the silence,
so deafening.
in this head,
thoughts are deep.
in repair - john mayer
too many shadows in my room
too many hours in this midnight
too many corners in my mind
so much to do to set my heart right
oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
i am in repair, i am in repair
stood on the corner for a while
to wait for the wind to blow down on me
hoping it takes with it my old ways
and brings some brand new luck upon me
oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
i am in repair, i am in repair
and now i'm walking in a park
all of the birds they dance below me
maybe when things turn green again
it will be good to say you know me
oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
oh but if i take my heart's advice
i should assume it's still unsteady
oh i'm never really ready, i'm never really ready
i'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
i'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
slow dancing on our honeymoon (:
