VIOLATED;
spiderweb.

pvc - project vibrant colours.
i made the choice. and so it's a commitment i'm sticking with.

i still can't stop thinking about how disgusting it is to be touched! ahh. 'cause there was this game, where we had to be carried up. team cedar had to join with other schools. and in the end our group had only 3 guys. and since the guys are stronger, it's obvious they'd be the ones carrying. and that's the worst part! poor base and i, we got touched the worst ): ahh. 'cause we were wearing fbt curve cut! /: sheesh. i think i zao geng-ed the worst. and as for base.. PAIL did something so freakin' wrong to her. and THE BLACK SHIRT GUY! ): i feel, weird. ee, it's so weird thinking about it. i bet he did the open door, count, stone then celebrate thing! /:

and, guess my speech can't be on par with hitler's ): sigh. all that energy! i think i'll have to increase my sugar intake by billions. ah, that'll help i'm sure :D got to get that adrenaline rush. HAHA. then start zi high-ing again /: like today, we were all clubbing in broad.. fluorescent light! xD tsk. we all went mad. oh yay, i want to dance again! :D so prom. can't wait.

oh, training starts again tomorrow.
i may be sick, but i still have to go through it.
jiayou, elyssa :D


at the beginning - richard marx & donna lewis

we were strangers, starting out on a journey
never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
now here we are, i'm suddenly standing
at the beginning with you

no one told me i was going to find you
unexpected, what you did to my heart
when i lost hope, you were there to remind me
this is the start

and life is a road that i wanna keep going
love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

we were strangers on a crazy adventure
never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
now here we stand, unafraid of the future
at the beginning with you

and life is a road that i wanna keep going
love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

knew there was somebody, somewherea new love in the dark
now i know my dream will live on
i've been waiting so long
nothing's gonna tear us apart


there's a secret that we keep;