Been slacking too much.
English paper yesterday was bad. Weird how I felt one way 'bout it, and the rest thought otherwise? Like, entirely opposite. It's making me freak. Bad, bad.
Went mugging again, after. Same place, same time, same person :D We're going to spend so much more time there. Everyday after each paper - now how 'bout that? We have such great conversations together. Like, talk of how we're going to bang Singapore right past the doldrums and into the core of the Earth. Somehow or another, our talk's always influenced by FOB songs. And "I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me And You)" is like our mugging song<3 Though yesterday's duration was much shorter; we were attacked by the rain. And I think the counter people are total weirdos. Okay, random. I want more cheesecake and milkshake. Imagine the calories.
Attended YF today. Had some seminar: "Love Factually". Think it was quite a good one. And relevant. Okay, so I don't think I'm ready. Love the way things are always brought back into perspective in one way or another. You just know it when you're being administered to. Thank God for that. Now give me the courage to go forth and take action.
My mid-year examinations are just going to screw off. Wonder what will happen if I don't make it below 20. Wish I didn't have to take all this. I don't want to be involved in the chase. But it's the world that conforms. Think I'll just be discriminated if I try dropping out. Radical. How can I do something - anything - I desire, with the world staring ever so intently? Hell yeah, your actions contradict your words.
Tonight, I say goodbye to the world I thought I lived in.
&Did you know Love is just a silly game?