It was that, or nothing.
And now, I am nothing.
Hasn't exactly been a good day. 'Bad day' came on the radio while we were in Swensens; what impeccable timing. Don't really wanna brood over it. But I can't help it - I feel so bitter inside. I'm convinced and confident, 'cause we are: BRAVE & INNOCENT. But that's okay. Sometimes life throws you curves, and like in relays, you hug 'em.
Hug 'em tight, Elyssa.
It's not really easy letting go of this, though. After I've tried so hard to let go of the Novelty Race disqualification. Unfair? I don't know. But I broke down all the same. You can't say I'm weak; I'm only being human. Thanks to those who comforted me. Am better now. Love y'all.
Whatever the case, 4x100m team 4O is the awesomest team! My ex calls us that. I love you all<3 No one can ever understand how much this day meant - and means - to me. Maybe it's just 'cause the whole Oleander is depending on the Secondary 4s (mainly), that pressure is on 4O for events. But it's alright. We're the best. I know this year has been our best 4x100m timing. We know we all put in our heart and soul. It's something worth it.
Decided to go out to get my mind off things; today saw too many tears. Couldn't bring myself to go home, 'cause that would mean thinking more about it, even more than now. Hung out with wp veron mag suuz cel xr py wenyi inezlau. Thanks for the company, babes.
Our giant earthquake! :DD
Someone is tired D:
suuz just loves doing that! XD
inezlau looks like she's studying!
Don't you agree cel looks like that toy! :D
Someone is tired D:
suuz just loves doing that! XD
inezlau looks like she's studying!
Don't you agree cel looks like that toy! :DFound a passage that spoke to me.
"When my heart was grieved and my spirit embittered, I was senseless and ignorant; I was a brute beast before you. Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. You guide me with your counsel and afterward you will take me into your glory. Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." - Psalm 73:21-26
Sincerest apologies to the PSLs, and the rest whom we - no, I - might have offended.
Am tired.
16 and f'ed up.