And memories of distant days come to life again.


Ms Ng must be right. Am getting sick too often that even she's beginning to analyse me like I'm some source for History SBQ. And apparently she went 'round telling people about how stressed I must be. I think Ms Ng is funky. Like how all the teachers are - and were, during 50th Anniversary prep. Hah.

Have been mugging hard the whole day today; am so saturated now. Seems like I missed so much by not attending school. And I'm starting to wonder if today's absence was deliberate. Forget it, let's not go into that. There's so much to be grumbling over anyway, so where does 'school' come in? Besides, today was meaningless, or so I heard. And I do believe I wouldn't have been in the right state of mind to take the Physics SPA. Guess "Operation Anti-Social Hermit" was a success.

Yesterday I felt like a superhero. A superhero who changed the world. The world around me, at least. Had to save someone, and kill another. Oh the drama. All part of a day's work? I think not. Both weren't easy, but you'll see it's for your good. Superheroes are good people. They risk their lives for the betterment of the human race. And that's just what I did yesterday. You've to forgive my mistakes; do superheroes make mistakes?

At this point in time, it's just the big Goal. I've resolved to stay away. Or perhaps, take the other route and B will tell me, "Welcome, join the Club, darling." The Hwa Chong talk held in school yesterday was good. Has made me more focused now. And I think everyone was brainwashed by it. The other JCs had better bring on some competition! Hah, they're expecting more Cedarians in next year's intake, anyway. Considering how our position has risen. But for now, my options are still open.

On a side note, Caroline's in China and Zac's in Malaysia. Miss 'em both! Come back soon ♥


Listening: Numbers - Pompeii