Reached home 20 minutes after school ended today. Gastric flu's really bad. Why now? Prolly they're right, I'm so weak I break down every time stress comes knocking. This body just has to fail me somehow.
I want to stay home tomorrow. I don't want to break before Saturday. But I can't.
I dreamt of you. It's strange how surreal it was; I remember everything. Isn't it always me waiting, only to be disappointed? I'm sorry I cried so bad; it's foolish to be missing after all this while.
Wish you'd read this. But I don't even have the chance to make it up.. forgive me. Please, just tell me how to keep myself from going insane.
And it's when I'm suffering so bad that I have the tendency to think, even more. I know if you were here, it'd be all okay.
You'd make me feel it's okay.
Everything's okay.
Listening: Here By Me - 3 Doors Down