'Cause these words are my diary screaming out loud.


My brother came back from camp last night, so today there were three people in the house. Not like it was any better, though. Simply because he wasn't in the best of moods. Oh, and to think I actually missed him while he was away! Pfft. If you think living with guys is easy, try it. The only thing he has done that is justifiable since his return is to entertain the other brother. That said, I did attempt Halo with the latter, but due to severe lack of practice guess I don't make the cut for PIC (Partner-In-Combat) D: So credit goes to my older brother, I reckon. I'd really be much better off with GameBoy Advance. Burger Time, to be specific. Okay, so tell me I'm passe.

Met PAIL and Ee Hwan for lunch. Ee Hwan is cute. So cute that I really cannot imagine getting assaulted.. Okay, I was told to never mention that incident again. So I guess I shan't. But honestly, Ee Hwan must be such a sweet little rosy-cheeked girl, I don't think a punch is even humanly possible (:

On the way to their tuition centre (which will soon be mine as well), bumped into tiramisu and Sing Yee. Thus, I made a U-turn back to AMK Hub, and back to Mos. Deja vu, really. All the more when tiramisu let me in on something she'd been told. Prolly everything took a slide from then on; I started to rattle on meaninglessly and became listless. Tragic.

Mugging certainly isn't coming along fine. Am burning these hours, man. Geek was so in; fascinating to say the least. But the lasting effect? Burdened with repetition, awe soon turns to weariness and becomes drudgery. Perfect. So there goes the six. Or thirty.

That aside. Honestly, it's only because I don't bother, doesn't mean I'm not aware. But over time, I've come to accept. So let them bitch. Wouldn't it be great if I could just put my sorry self up for display and let them all condemn - not in the form of wary whispers or gossip BEHIND MY BACK but rather - through stoning as a form of expressing discontent. Got a problem? Throw a rock. Brilliant idea, no? If only.. But hey, it's a cruel world, I almost forgot.

Stop the doubts and discoveries. It's as blatant as asking why I changed the colour of my braces' brackets to green today - was it so I can camouflage stray bits of green, or so Balmnail would kiss me? Yes, that's how sick in the head it is. And dumb.


Listening: I'm So Much Cooler Than Your Boyfriend - Bop Skizzum