I could write it better than you ever felt it.
Am here to post about the things that matter.
Yesterday marked the end of Prelims '07. Fast, indeed. Went out after History Elective paper, which lasted only 1.5 hours so we were out on the streets by 1030h. P'haps we were given weird stares 'cause others were under the impression that we'd pon-ed school. But only the most daft people on earth would pon in school uniform.
And even though I was feeling a little down, slight turn at the end of the day. This is what I call Girlfriend Therapy.
In the evening, celebrated my 16th birthday with my family. Just ceremonial, I guess. Considering the real day was a week ago. Went to MFM in PS. Good food. Now, I'm really 16.
A week ago on 11 September I was mugging. And never would I have thought I'd spend my 16th birthday with you. (Do you know why I was avoiding your gaze? Because I knew if I looked into those eyes I'd find so much comfort that the sadness in mine would just burst forth as tears.) Strangers, yet so much like friends. Or was it the other way 'round? And I've learnt - you don't get the world on your birthday.
(They say things change when you turn 16.) But I guess taking papers isn't any different, after all. Can't say I've become wiser; I haven't. Still, that is behind me now. Rather not remember. So it lay upon their shoulders to make my day. Sure enough, deliverance ♥
-
Today was EXCO outing.
Your company transcends time. Thank you: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday. Love each and every one of you, for all the things we've been through together.
-
And now I feel so empty, like somewhere some part of me is missing.
It's not about how much she meant, or if I loved/hated her; people pass everyday every hour but it's different when you know them. (Looking back, at 1 November 2006. And I'll use those words I ever once wrote to console myself now.)
Did I ever thank her? I want to say how much I love her. I want to bawl my eyes out to bring her back.
And today, you taught me the meaning of sacrifice, commitment and of love. Invaluable lessons, indeed.
Listening: Radios In Heaven - Plain White T's