If I never thought I'd fall like the rain, I do now.


Woke at 0330h this morning to study after turning in at 2130h last night. Hah, early, I know. Anyway, at least one person in the house is awake at any one point in time. It's like, we take shifts and stuff - with my older brother and my Dad staying awake 'til 4 and then my Mom and I taking over. All either studying or working. (Only my younger brother sleeps the most D:)

So, I reckon people across in the other blocks would prolly think this is a dysfunctional family, with the lights in the house never switched off. High consumption of electricity; we're indeed living in an urbanized developing country :D Ugh, Geog.

Anyhow, the final moderated results were released yesterday during Reading period. Oh bummer, I've got to be so ever grateful to Cedar for saving my ass and helping me get into at least, some JC somewhere. For a brief moment my heart froze, thinking about how I'd be staying at home for 31 days/the whole of January 2008.

But still, can't say I've done very well. Tiramisu and I got the same points so we're planning to be future classmates in JC. Considering most of my current classmates will be going to schools like V, A, SA, T, N? Of which I cannot qualify for. In no way, by no means. Dolorous.

Was at RJC Open House yesterday. Meeting up with MES, Bubbles, Skinny Pig and Amelia was good. Even saw Shing, Ying Qi, Theodora, Evelyn and Michelle. Ah well, RJ is so out of reach. But that's not the point, when the library is so freaking cool!! D:

Today, will be at VJC Open House before my tuition. Think I'll prolly be there for only an hour! Hah, but I'll be sure to have fun. (Even more when I get there.)

And I think I've decided that Arts is the way to go ♥

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You've won your role, you've played your part, you've been cordially invited.
But I'm certainly not impressed, and I'm definitely not excited.

They say if I love, it's to set you free.
But hey, why not make it hurt?

对于软弱的我, 回忆就足够-