When it all comes down, there's no one else to turn to. (Maybe, just maybe, S.)
But even then, there's only so much one can offer, before it becomes one of those "only you yourself can deal with it" things.
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To whichever 'you' you are:
1) I trusted you, like I said I would. And you were right - though not always right -in the end. Still, trust can be easily misplaced. I wonder, what's the right thing to do now? I dare not judge, if this was the right thing to've done.
2) Even if I were to say "I love you", I won't mean it 100%. Is that what you want? Are you ready to settle for that? I'd rather you don't, and you tell me "no".
3) Give me assurance, like you've done so. I need to feel your presence; that you are by my side throughout this. You, are indispensable.
When it screws your heart over so bad, just let it go and sleep.
& so I will.
